I'm bearachute and I'm in trouble, I need a lot of help from friends and family, I've already been too many of the churches in my neighborhood and even have been to a couple low income non profit type businesses.
Bottom line is, nobody can help me even in the slightest.
My husbands and my well being are both jeprodized day after day, being surrounded by negative influences that it's gotten to a point where we've both stopped going out. For a long time we'd take a drive now and again and now, we don't do anything unless it's neccessary. (Groceries, prescripts).
The only way out of this hole is to put together some money and run, we both were diagnosed with severe PTSD/panic anxiety disorder and depression. My husbands father works, but he spends his money on booze. Neither I nor my hother half drink, so this is a problem.
Once maybe twice a week there's a fight, which leads to us not talking to him for a couple days, or him saying nasty things about me, my husband or anyone else his wrath is fixed on at the time. I'm grateful for what has been able to do but this amount of emotional stress and physical stress leaves us exhausted by the end of the day.
So I'm asking you friends, if you can help at all, it would be so kind. Please, spread word around, signal boost. I need and my husband need to know what happiness feels like without having someone holding a dollar sign above us to keep us here. His father manipulates us into thinking he's being generous and then uses it as aweapon, by generuos he'll allow us to use a bit of his money to buy basic neccessities and then ask why we've spent money on food.
I wish I was joking.
If you can help at all what's soever, please spread this to twitter/facebook/other irc channels please do. We are in desperate need of a way out before we become too trapped. We've already been here longer than we intended and now, with no money to leave it's looking like we won't be able to leave soon and I don't know how much more strength I have.
And again, I thank you for your time and patience with me, plase forgive me for this. I truly appreciate everything anyone has ever done for me or us, it's saved our hides several times. And without you, we would have been lost a long time ago.
thank you again, and please signal boost. i feel as if our physical and mental well beings are in grave danger with the amount of verball abuse we endure simply because we need a roof over our heads.
thank you for read this
Crypto addresses (I do not have paypal at this time as it's in the hole 500 thanks to "dad". This is a long standing legit account i've held since 2006. I probaably will never get it back.
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