Alauraa/gist:950bddad096c6744d543

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Who i am in a nutshell. And then the long post.

Who i am in a nutshell: I'm a individual that wanted to be noticed and not recognized for attention, i was retarded and i had a bunch of shit that went on in my life and so I'm someone you really shouldn't care about if you just want to read the nutshell explanation.

Who i am in the long post: I was conceived when my parents did it and i was in their womb, my father abused my mother and my mother took drugs and alcohol to continue everyday she had me in her womb, Way worse drugs that could've killed her if she continued, (I don't know if she did die cause i don't know her anymore, its been 20, almost 21 long years so i wouldn't know.) I was then born with 50+ birth and health problems and defects that caused me to undergo a lot of surgery and 5 years later was the end of that, i enrolled into Pre-Kindergarten with the IQ of about 20, Was not retarded as i was just starting school, i go into elementary and i get picked on a bunch, kids threaten to bully me and kill me, my 4th grade teacher even threatened to rape me, alone, and leave me up on a stage so i would be mentally insufficient for my later on life, I go home on my 10'th birthday and get raped by my own brother, he was 13, he filmed it, sound and all, and he showed his friends, i go into middle school, depressed as all shit and i get told that since I'm so depressed that i should consider going into a mental facility, go in for 10 months, i got put on 35 different shots a week, and 20 pills a week, to control things they thought i had, it was hell, 10 months later i look like a fucked up drug addict, I'm calm, lost all emotion, and i go about my day then on, and that was my 15th birthday, i then go to my 16th, go into high school, get beat to shit almost every semester, can't hold food or shit down and i continue, 1 beating per semester, from then i went on to 12th grade, small, scrawny, and pretty much defenseless, i graduated, and i get my degree, that was when i was 18, and when my cat died later that year, and from then, i was told that i needed a job, my parents hated me, told me to fuck off, to get out of their house, and out of their lives, and that was it, I'm 20 now, almost 21, and I'm a transgender, can't be accepted into any military service because of that, and i can't hold a job since most think I'm mentally retarded. I'm writing this to let people know who i am, and why i am not socially able to respond to a lot of stuff that is said to me and why I'm sorry a lot, because i blame myself for almost everything.
	Who i am in a nutshell. And then the long post.

	Who i am in a nutshell: I'm a individual that wanted to be noticed and not recognized for attention, i was retarded and i had a bunch of shit that went on in my life and so I'm someone you really shouldn't care about if you just want to read the nutshell explanation.

	Who i am in the long post: I was conceived when my parents did it and i was in their womb, my father abused my mother and my mother took drugs and alcohol to continue everyday she had me in her womb, Way worse drugs that could've killed her if she continued, (I don't know if she did die cause i don't know her anymore, its been 20, almost 21 long years so i wouldn't know.) I was then born with 50+ birth and health problems and defects that caused me to undergo a lot of surgery and 5 years later was the end of that, i enrolled into Pre-Kindergarten with the IQ of about 20, Was not retarded as i was just starting school, i go into elementary and i get picked on a bunch, kids threaten to bully me and kill me, my 4th grade teacher even threatened to rape me, alone, and leave me up on a stage so i would be mentally insufficient for my later on life, I go home on my 10'th birthday and get raped by my own brother, he was 13, he filmed it, sound and all, and he showed his friends, i go into middle school, depressed as all shit and i get told that since I'm so depressed that i should consider going into a mental facility, go in for 10 months, i got put on 35 different shots a week, and 20 pills a week, to control things they thought i had, it was hell, 10 months later i look like a fucked up drug addict, I'm calm, lost all emotion, and i go about my day then on, and that was my 15th birthday, i then go to my 16th, go into high school, get beat to shit almost every semester, can't hold food or shit down and i continue, 1 beating per semester, from then i went on to 12th grade, small, scrawny, and pretty much defenseless, i graduated, and i get my degree, that was when i was 18, and when my cat died later that year, and from then, i was told that i needed a job, my parents hated me, told me to fuck off, to get out of their house, and out of their lives, and that was it, I'm 20 now, almost 21, and I'm a transgender, can't be accepted into any military service because of that, and i can't hold a job since most think I'm mentally retarded. I'm writing this to let people know who i am, and why i am not socially able to respond to a lot of stuff that is said to me and why I'm sorry a lot, because i blame myself for almost everything.