NovaSquirrel

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<Alaura> you on?
<NovaSquirrel> yes
<NovaSquirrel> why
<Alaura> Cause i want to tell you what i told fluffy last night
<NovaSquirrel> OK
<Alaura> About how i feel about you
<NovaSquirrel> go ahead
<Alaura> I loved you more than anything in the world, And you ment a lot to me, you were the best mistress i could ever have, (was crying a bit in chat telling fluffy this over voice) and i kept telling her that i was afraid to come to you, cause you would lash out and tell me im such a horrible pet, that i don't deserve to be your pet if i cant take the lashings, I absolutely loved you dear, You were a
<Alaura> amazing mistress, i just, was afraid if i kept going, you would just, keep hurting me, honestly, you ment the world to me, no matter what i said in the past, you ment everything to me, and you still do
<Alaura> I liked you and i still do, your one of my favorite people
<Alaura> I like talking to you
<Alaura> i like being around you
<Alaura> You mean the world to me for being a friend of mine
<Alaura> And i just, wanted you to know that
<Alaura> After last night
<NovaSquirrel> me?
<Alaura> Yes
<Alaura> You
<Alaura> I didnt care how mean or arrogant you were to me or anyone else was to me
<Alaura> yes i was immature, and selfish and a idiot
<NovaSquirrel> I'm never intentionally mean
<Alaura> But i tried to care
<Alaura> And i still do
<NovaSquirrel> well that's not true, but most of the time I'm not intentionally mean, especially to people that matter
<Alaura> I never ment to be like a 5 year old
<Alaura> around you
<Alaura> i never ment to take stuff, i just wanted you happy
<Alaura> take stuff negatively*
<Alaura> as said, from this day on
<Alaura> that you knew how i truly felt
<Alaura> i just hope you take it to heart that i wasnt trying to be a enemy
<Alaura> i just was really scared you would throw me out the window in a way of speaking
<NovaSquirrel> I never saw you as trying to be an enemy
<NovaSquirrel> what are we really talking about, specifically?
<Alaura> 3 years ago
<Alaura> or however long
<NovaSquirrel> oh
<Alaura> When i was being really immature
<Alaura> And stuff
<NovaSquirrel> hey, I was pretty immature too
<Alaura> i just wanted to let you know, after all these years, you can tell me anything, and it might seem like i laugh, but i dont in real life, cause in my heart, you mean a lot to me
<Alaura> I just hope this changes your stance on what i may seem like to you
<NovaSquirrel> I'm not even sure what my stance on you was
<Alaura> i thought you dislikedm e
<Alaura> me
<Alaura> as a human
<Alaura> so