Cocksucking has become standard for many gender-bending dykes. But giving head to a rubber or silicone cock--strapped, of course, to one's favorite trick--may seem silly to some. "What's the point?" we've been asked. "It's not like she can feel anything." We disagree.
Many a packing dyke gets off from the pressure exerted on her cunt and from the visual stimulation of having an eager dyke working between her legs. For many, getting or giving head is a favorite sexual activity--even an obsession. We searched everywhere--coffee houses, alleyways, and bookstores--for light blue hankies stuck in back pockets, in order to collect a gang of other boyish and butch dykes with an interest in cocksucking.
Q: What gets you hard?
Meredith: A dick that's bigger than I can handle. A confident daddy, someone who's physically stronger than me, who'll tell me to suck cock whenever he feels like it, even in public. A daddy with steel-toed boots that I can service as a warm-up. I want that daddy to grab m and push me down to my knees and rub my face in the crotch of his jeans or leathers and grab the back of my head and force-feed me his cock.
NG: Someone kneeling in front of me, their hands behind their back, a butch or a boy. Their height is also important for a good angle. I want to stick my cock down toward their tonsils.
Sally: Most of my cocksucking fantasies are daddy-boy, where I'm teaching the boy how to do it.
Cal: Femme girls, fag girls, boy girls, how they smell! I see two dykes; I'm one of them, we're hot for each other. In an alley that doesn't smell as bad as they really do, I cup a hand on my crotch, s/he notices and licks his lips, I see s/he's hungry and maybe packing too. I don't know which one of us will succumb first, who needs it worse. I start touching and pushing him up against a wall or metal grate door. We exchange rough kisses. S/he bites my neck and I grab his hair, pull his head back, sneer, "What do you think you're doing?" I check if he's hard and wet, make him taste his own pussy juice on my finger, get him weak, hungry for me. I put him on his knees and only let him rub his face against the cock straining against my jeans, but I won't pull it out yet!
Q: What first gave you the idea to suck another dyke's cock? How does sucking another dyke's cock make you feel? What excites you about it?
Meredith: It wasn't a thought, it was just a primal urge that I needed to have my mouth stuffed. It makes me feel like a fish biting a hook. I see myself as a pleasure hole, a fuck-face. The person I'm sucking off is a demigod, an authority of pleasure.
Alix: Serving someone, worshipping something, wetting it, really turns me on.
Cal: I thought about sucking a dyke's cock as soon as I knew about girl-dicks. Sucking a femme's dick is nasty. I love the genderfuck.
Q: What size and type of dildo can you take in your mouth? How do you deal with your gag reflex?
Alix: I can take up to six inches in length. I'm not into whale or dolphin dildos, I prefer the cock-like ones, but no balls, not totally realistic. If I start to gag, I back off and put my hands on the base of the dick.
Meredith: Seven inches, that's in the gagging realm. I like a realistic shape and color, silicon or rubber. When I gag, I yawn my throat, open my jaw really wide, and let my tongue fall forward as much as possible.
Cal: I can take the head of almost anything, and the full length of six-inch dick, more if I'm controlling my movements, less if I'm getting face-fucked. I pull back and swallow if I'm gagging. Someone I know practices on peeled bananas.
Q: How do you like to give head? If you're into SM, how do you relate cocksucking to it?
Alix: I start out teasing with my tongue, taking the head in, licking the underside, jacking off with my hand at the base. I like verbal abuse from the top. Cocksucking relates to SM to me because I am having a hole opened by someone else. I'm an open channel, another sexual orifice.
Meredith: I tongue the head, showing the top how talented my tongue is, popping the head in and out of my lips. I take it a little deeper each time I go down. Sometimes I secretly us my teeth to get a good grip. My favorite position is being bent backwards over a couch, with my head upside-down. I like having my face hit with a cock, when the top moans their pleasure, when I can smell their crotch. Cocksucking is a power exchange, with a dominant and a submissive, breath control, and a testing ground for physical endurance as well.
Cal: I cup her balls and use pressure against her cunt. I like to make it visually appetizing. I like to have my master's boots firmly planted in my crotch or against my neck. Being choked or crying is also good. Face-fucking can be punishment and getting master's/daddy's cock can be a reward.
Q: What first gave you the idea to have your cock sucked? How does having your cock sucked make you feel? What excites you most about getting head?
Alix: It seemed to be a natural part of my sexuality, whether or not I'm wearing a dick. I feel like a teenage boy with a huge hard-od. When it's with an older woman, it like she's my mommy. It makes me feel like a virgin teenager. When I'm with another butch, we're both randy-ass teenagers. I love seeing a femme's lipstick smeared on my dick.
Sally: I feel paternal, like daddy's teaching his boy while being blown. I see myself as a daddy. It doesn't work as well for me when it's not daddy-boy.
Aussie Boy: Having my cock sucked makes me feel very powerful and male, and at the same time vulnerable and genderfucked. I like it when someone is really getting into what they're doing, getting lost in it, when they push themselves to take all of me in. If I am playing rough I fuck their face. I like to look into their eyes while they submit to me.
Q: What about packing and favorite dicks?
Alix: Packing feels like an extension of my true identity. My favorite packing drag is leather pants or pinstriped suits. My favorite packing dick is six inches long, doesn't have balls. It's a gray, sort of realistic silicone one. I wear it in a custom-made harness. It's a codpiece originally made for a man, but customized to have a snap-off pouch with my dick underneath. I pack to the left and don't wear underwear.
Sally: When I pack and wear butch drag, it totally gets me into my daddy role, protective, paternal, powerful, and cocky. I like to wear jeans, a T-shirt, flannel shirt, boots, leather jacket, jockey shorts or boxers, and a belt with my keys attached. My favorite packing dicks is the six-inch black rubber Ballsy Supercock. It's pretty realistic, with veins, except it's not flesh-colored. I use a longer one if I'm going to be fucking. I'm always searching for more comfortable ones, that I can turn up while it's in my harness. I wear long jockey shorts under my harness so my hair doesn't get caught in it.
AB: I always dress male and I pack often. Chaps are one of my favorite items of clothing. For daily packing I have a custom-made soft dick that is comfortable and realistic looking, but not very functional. I wear it in a jockstrap. If I am going out looking for a cocksucker I wear my Jelly Boy. It's clear rubber, comfortable to pack, and a good size to wrap a mouth around.
Meredith: I pack usually when I have a sex or play date, or when I'm on the hunt. I like to wear leather pants or ripped jeans. My favorite packing dick is a homemade condom-and-hair-gel package with big balls. I wear a black or orange jockstrap, or sometimes tight Hanes underwear. My favorite cocksucking dick is a Peter North vibrating and squirting cock, nine inches long.
NG: When I'm packing, I don't feel any different than usual, except it's erotic because I only do it when I'm expecting to do something sexual. When I'm in butch drag, I start to feel really intimidating, I wear black paratrooper pants, a big leather belt, and a black leather cap. I want people to know I'm a top.
Cal: I usually pack either in a suit or in leathers. In a suit I am more nervous, trying to be smooth. In leathers it's just sex.
Gretchen: Someone told me they thought packing was empowering. I think it's campy. Sometimes I pull butch attitude and sometimes I go nelly and flame around. I wear jeans, boxers, sometimes suits. Packing in a miniskirt could be cool, but I hate skirts. I like to use my bright, sparkly, purple dick. I'm not really into penile dildos, although I think the goddess-shaped ones are ludicrous.
Q: How do you like to have your cock sucked? If you're into SM, how do you relate cocksucking to it?
Alix: I like to be worshipped by a skilled, competent cocksucker. I'm not into them being timid.
Meredith: I like it vigorous, having my cock pushed into my clit, deep throating if they can.
NG: I like to fuck their throat. I like them to swallow the whole thing. Kneeling is a visual turn-on, but in terms of a good fuck, I usually have the person's mouth and throat lined up for depth purposes. I lie someone down on the bed and tilt their head back. But no matter what I do, my cock has no feeling in it, so things that feel really good to boys don't do anything for me. I just want to grab their ears and ram. I don't want them to have too much control. A good way to do this is to have their hands cuffed. Fucking someone's mouth is definitely SM because I'm doing it purely for my own gratification.
Q: Tell us about coming while having your cock sucked:
Alix: It's a total, whole body ejaculation down someone's throat. I've had partners feel it. Pressure on my cunt certainly feels good, but I believe that good cock worship is cerebral. It's definitely different from coming while fucking.
Aussie Boy: A cocksucking orgasm is not unlike my other orgasms, but in a way, it's better because it really blows my mind, too. I come as a direct result of having my dick sucked. When I wear a dick, it becomes a part of my body.
NG: My orgasms usually come from between my ears. I usually have to have my hips moving at some time. The visual/mental image causes my orgasms while having my cock sucked, along with me moving. But getting my cock sucked is not the most intense kind of orgasm. I like to do it early on, because it really turns me on. It's also not as debilitating as coming while fucking.
Cal: If my dick's being jacked off good while being sucked, I come from direct clit stimulation, but the feeling is really different. It builds different and the come is external.
Q: Hottest cocksucking experience?
Alix: Someone was three or four inches away from my crotch. I wasn't wearing a dick, but I could feel my cock and the orgasm just blew our heads. It was exquisite, slow, pleasurable torture. We couldn't believe what had happened. I felt recognized. My dick felt recognized.
Sally: We were both packing, this fag-dyke-boy I had a date with and I, and he had a very big dick. I wanted to show him off in the Castro, so we cruised the video stores, looking at the boy pornos. All of the gay boys really didn't know what to think. Everyone did double takes, triple takes. It was really fun. I kept warning her not to go off with any of them and then I took her home and punished her because she did want to go off with all of those boys. Of course she had to suck me off, before, during, and after which I punished her.
Cal: On my first date with two femme tops and a daddy, after I had been stripped, beaten, and teashed, this woman took me downstairs and the daddy ordered me to fuck her. After that I was lying back, she got on top of me, touched me everywhere, took my dick, stroked it and started sucking it. I was so hard and horny from fucking her and being topped all night. She slipped her fingers inside me and fucked me and sucked me and I cam hard again and again, shooting cum down her entire fucking arm.
26-year-old cocksucker and suckee
Identity: Bratty/fag/dyke/switch
Quote: "Feeling butch/male is a part of my essence. I'm mostly a top because it's hard to find people who can top me. Someone's got to be serious before I'll bottom to them."
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Identity: Butch-identified daddy
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Identity: Gnderfucked, somewhere between butch and transgendered
Quote "I'm a boy in every sense of the world except biological."
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Identity: Switch faggot
Quote: "I'm very into servicing and being mentored by a daddy. I'm faithful, loyal, and honorable, kind of old-fashioned and extremely pererted."
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Identity: Butch top
Quote: "I like to be called sir."
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Identity: Varies, from a five-year-old boy to straight or gay teenage boy to daddy
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Identity: Dyke-boy