Experiment

8:50pm: feeling mildly musical, enjoying the beat a lot, calmer than before, cutting communication
8:51: Killed aim. Test begins
---: Making slight effort to maintain communication channel.
---: kinda depressed
--- why so sad?
--- no reason
--- Just am
--- life sucks
--- musics fun tho
8:52: Music is less fun now.. but still enjoyable, good distraction.. more downer....
--- trying to connect more to elliott... putting some effort in Now!
-- Okay brain orgasm!
-- less depressed! hyperventilated too much during expansion
8:53: liking music more now a bit!
--- complex beats are better than simple ones
--- good tune helps too!
--- Want to sing but don't know the lyrics!
--- not depressed at all now!
8:54: are you telepathically hugging me, elliott?
--- I think you are, from behind. Maybe this jacket is just funny though. Love my hippy jacket not as much right now.
--- Oh wait I know this song!
--- sings!
8:55: Unzipped jacket, cooling off a bit (litteral)
--- okay space out a bit
8:56 it's cool tho. I feel a bit stupid. like I took some Pot or something.
--- slight depression came back.. but not quite.. more like just.. bland boredom and apathy.
--- burying self in musics!
8:57: elliott you better not be on the triple j stream or this is all invalid because of common musics.
--- unfocused
--- frowny, why?
--- maybe i'm just lonely
8:58 *redoubles effort to connect more*
--- see talking helps maintain connection! eyes work fine in person too, no need to talk then
--- okay good again!
--- this music sucks.
--- oh well it has a beat.
8:59: sore back *stretch*
--- *tries send hugs and warmth to elliott!*
9:00 finished trying to send hugs
--- this musics better!
--- woah kinda obsessive!
--- getting hypermusical again!
--- I am so unfocused. Anti-hyper-focus!
9:01: Oooh jazzy! Fun!
--- aww a frown
--- mildly sedated but not unhappy.
9:02: music is still awesome funky!
-- only 3 minutes left woo! tho I don't feel that lonely. Time seems to be flying! faster than usual.
9:03: dancing while sitting
9:04: this music is powerfully funky man! I like this show!
--- kinda sleepy but it is 9pm and we been doing intense stuff and busy day so fair enough.
--- feeling kinda unexplainably sad
--- woah depression... like clinical depression
--- stopped attaching to the beat of the music.. still now.
--- meh
--- hurry up timer.
9:06 bobbing head a bit but that's all
--- done