To benefit all

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At some level we all need to ensure that our individual needs are met.
What if, your own needs felt like they were the needs of all? A more than self desire.
To benefit all, sometimes even one can effect positively in the lives of many.
But with a dedicated team, moral/ethical principles, and a fervent commitment to purely positive impact, We all will surely thrive.

So, I swore, and swear to do for positive nature.
Starting today.

Chief-Prince-Of-Function

The commitment to pursuit of effective code with decentralism (new term I learned while reading about ETC) at the forefront comes with great letdown and a long road ahead.

I do not let the discouraging nature of the work distract me from the goal of truly decentralized finance and services for all.

I am American, but the "America first" moniker reigns with the truth of decreasing other national resources for the benefit of our own.
That isn't the spirit of America and thus, I will create or assist in the creation of another option with decentralism at the forefront.

Fiat and America are fine, both thrive under the tech driven new option. Be careful as to steward traditional measures into new measures. Lets not pigeon hole ourselves or our thoughts to believe that one must fail for the other to survive.

Today: I focus on passion and re-engagement of equilibrium based methods that will hold me solid as I progress with intent and patience through this endeavor.

Chief-Prince-Of-Function

Today is the start of my semester at Syracuse University.
Project management is something I have both a history and passion for. During my 14 years in the military I was certainly the manager of numerous projects.

Military life does differ from the 'civilian' sector in many ways. So project management is assumed to differ as well.

I look forward to the gained knowledge, perspective, and new found skills associated. These methods should serve me well in my goals to develop and deploy a few apps including the Bosun Shirts app, and the Veterans Go Outdoors app. I cant wait to organize the projects with the industry standard of practices. I hope it makes for effective and more seamless success.

I have recently looked into app development frameworks and given open source options as well as the most cost effective or free bases, I have sent a few emails that deserve a response and have added information to my local repos.

Chief-Prince-Of-Function

Progress over perfection...

I have a history of overextending my passion in an attempt to rush success.
This method once served me well in my professional pursuits. The attitude of 'strive for more' was at the forefront in my endeavors. This lead me down a road of great mystery and wonder. This new found method of passion came with great amounts of personal feedback. My commitment to success in my early 20s coupled with the endless opportunities within the United States military, I became heavily decorated and very respected among my peers.

But then in my late 20s I came to realize the secondary damage of this selfish behavior. I later became sober and further understood more and more of the various facets of my life that have contributed to both my successes and my failures. It is this understanding that now guides me to further understand and so on...

At this juncture I am with sound social, economic, financial, family, and personal status and thus am beyond excited to continue on with this life and maybe wise passion at this point?

Today: I remember and forgive at the same time. I press forward at a steady but surefire pace that is best aligned with my life. This commitment does not slow down progress but does bring it back to a manageable level. Progress over perfection.

Chief-Prince-Of-Function

Sometimes our best intent goes to the pit of despair. Other times its a success. Success however is only true if it has the hardship attached to the grassroots. Beyond the grassroots lays a path of maybe, no less hardship but less impactful hardship and coupled with tangible talking points. Following the beginning of your success starts the phase of implementation.

I bought a MacBook to aid in my app deployment to the AppStore. So here we go.

Chief-Prince-Of-Function

Its been a minute...

Lets just assume that this little gist thing will stick and ill continue to contribute to it in journal fashion over time.
Lets make some ground rules here...

1. New format. I don't know all of the ropes here but to keep things simple and according to historical documentation to current mind. Lets stick to a Heading, Body, Conclusion format. Lets start this at the next one to show the commitment for truth.

For now,
I start a new couple of classes next week, Java and database. Super excited.
Friend just popped in at 12.17am, I am going to spend time there.

Lets stick to the future success based on new format if nothing else.

Chief-Prince-Of-Function

Excitement

It has been a long time since I have been truly excited about my future. From birth on up to about 19.5 years old I was stricken with worry that life was both going to be cut short and or will never succeed to be worthy. It was this fear and worry that wound up guiding me through life. Over time, it came to provide security and measure to accomplish based on avoidance of the fears that I placed along my timeline.
But now It has been shed. I have been through both intensive inpatient and now fairly intensive outpatient therapy with weekly meetings. From childhood trauma to military combat trauma my life was confusing, but now I have set a few personal boundaries. This time instead of setting up trip wires along my path to fear/worry/avoid, I have set up two distinct boundaries/walls to not cross.
Both boundaries deal with conflict resolution. The first is my newest wall of prevention. I will not cross lines in conflict resolution that I know will end in hostility or aggression. Self explanatory to most but to me its a 36 year process that I need to be clear about. I am in no danger, and due to my size, I most often am not in danger. Therefore I do not require to approach situations with aggression or hostility. Furthermore I can avoid the two all together by merely paying attention to that boundary before any situation even arises. For the second boundary is secure but should be avoided all together.
As a second measure or personal wall of protection. Through tried and true troubles, I have successfully avoided laying hands on others. Upon a time, that was difficult to do. The past 10 years I have carried that fear/worry/avoidance but again it is time to shed that. With boundary 1 firmly in place, trust in myself, and firm belief/trust in my god, I will not lay hands on others violently anymore. Feels good but odd just to type that...
That is all for now. But more to come.

Chief-Prince-Of-Function
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