Same morning as always: clean windows in the hallway or stairwell, clean refrigerator shelves and door; inside and out, help with christmas lights, clean the bathroom sink, mirror and toilet, make lunch for siblings, dust ceiling fans, dust the computer desk, pool care, vacuum the pool, wash kitchen floor, organize a the closet in my room.
But I'm tired.
I'm tired of running marathons. I'm tired of the mudslinging. B ... I'm tired of the same old smells.. I'm tired of it man.. I'm tired of being an adult..... I'm tired of each and every single individual in my life . To be honest, i'm just ready to throw in the towel .
I wish I was in LN right now.... I wish I was in school... I wish I was in French 4 so I won't have to do all this stupid shit everyday. I wish I was still in Jersey. I wish I was rich so I wouldn't have to worry about school debt. I wish I was better at telling people how I really feel.
But then I notice something out of the corner of my eye. A strange person appears out of nowhere. They look at me and say, "You must help him file some stuff and said he'd be right back. Its been 20min and he's working on his boat.."
Its a shocking request. Can I do it? I'm not able to follow any more people. I can't access. I'm not able to sleep right now. I'm not able to enroll in classes cause I owe $0. I can't register for classes. I can't set my product up for multiple users without having multiple admin accounts .
Everything becomes clear. I know what I have to do. My life suddenly has purpose.