poem exchange 29 nov.txt

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑅𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑠 𝐴𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 — Today at 6:50 PM

Sound like a menagerie of depression
I just, feel a little empty lately
Like I'm simply trying to replace ehat was rather than break into something new

It's like a whole drilled into my heart 
The breaking pieces are falling apart
Day by day, I can help but feel
As if my emotions are no longer real 

I try and try to take back hold
Of memories in my head, oh so old
Chains wrapped around this silent little cage
All of the whispers, quiet and enraged

I'm losing my mind, slowly but surely
It it too late, or is it too early
My mind is mixed up, nothing ever clear
The question comes around "Do I even belong here?"

It feels like nothing, my mind can't take hold
My actions are slight yet far too bold
I've jumped the gun and rushed my heart
Now, once again, she's broken apart...
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froggoboom — Today at 6:57 PM

that is a beautiful description
whos to say replacement's unhealthy?
there were things that worked, certainly.
take what was good and leave the ugly,
and find someone who does embody:
the brightness and love you felt before

everyone has their ups and downs,
you're amazing though you frown.
i know something he cannot take:
your passions and kindness and you can't forsake

so rest well knowing you are enough
even if you dont know it you marshmallow fluff
i know that hiding behind your sorrows
is a relentless drive to soar like the sparrows
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𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑅𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑠 𝐴𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 — Today at 7:32 PM

Trust me, I've tried like no tomorrow 
Each time I do, it's a hard pill to swallow;
That maybe I'll never be who was before
The bright shining girl, a smile galore

She was the light, smile to rival the sun
Until he took that light, banished and gone
Tore the innocence of a bright young mind
A shallow husk all he left behind

Shackles and chains, a stake through her heart
Torn and bleeding, such a pathetic work of art
I'm not sure how long I've tried to vent my pain
To others who've simply thrown me down the drain

You don't understand how long I've tried to forget 
By using others, and yet it only grew my torment
Buried for years, this restless pain
Thrown aside only in vain

No matter how much I want to fly
These blinding tears seep from my eyes
A broken angel cursed to sing
About the man who'd clipped her wings.

Her lament cries
Across cold skies
The light in her eyes
Has surely died 

Striking words, a pain in her gaze
Among others it doesn't faze
Words a falter, eyes a sunder
These emotions in her rumble like thunder

Colder rains and a bloody sky
She kisses her younger self goodbye
Sour as lemons and a cry in pain
These horrible wounds, she's once more ashamed

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froggoboom — Today at 8:27 PM

inside her lay smiles in slumber
waiting and longing for the hearts' warm summer
every desire wants to return
to peace, of which she so yearns

a work of passion left her so scarred 
unimaginable ways to call it art
one cant fathom just what shes been through
the pain it leaves unsightly scar tissue

oh how one can just tear her apart?
and leave nothing but a broken heart...
never understand how one begins to mend
or what sort of demons she has to contend

the pain it ends the way it began
opening one up to others' introspection
though her heart malds meek and sorrow
this is the start of a better tomorrow.

so long as memories of joy remain
moving towards them, she cannot abstain!
every second that she spends fighting
is another step towards the future so bright and

one day from her shackles she will be free
heroine of war trout back high on her steed
even though that innocence seems fleeting
what comes after is a heart stronger beating

remains of how much you want to fly
still rings true with grit in your eye
a bleeding angel blessed to sing
of days when her joy will once again ring

her exult burns
a fiery stern
the passion in her heart
is surely still a part

striking dreams, a gleam in her eye
among a sea of worthless should-dies
seeds a blossom, flowers a bloom
i know that summertime will come soon

spring winds and a rose pink sky
she awaits her younger self with true eyes
sour and sweet like lemons in season
ups and downs that's life's whole reason