Up to this day, PHP still has bad fame. When you are starting working professionally, that might give you a bit of impostor syndrome, because you think that you are not good enough to use a «good programming language» as other people you know. You think that you will become a good programmer once you are able to learn and work with a «professional programming language» such as Python, Java or Go, and stop playing around with toys for children like PHP.
However, as days, weeks, months and years pass by, step by step you are becoming more experienced —that is, if you have the right attitude, the appropriate gaze. One month, you start using a framework that ease your work. Another day you get a grasp on how good and helpful Composer is. Then you start worrying about testing, architecture, design patterns, code readability, SOLID practices...
I think it is sometime in that stage that you start to realize that good or bad code does not have much to do with the programming language or the tools y