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!git clone https://github.com/shawwn/gpt-2 /content/gpt-2 | |
%cd /content/gpt-2 | |
!pip3 install tqdm toposort regex fire pytz | |
!python3 download_model.py 1558M | |
!gsutil cp gs://gpt-2-poetry/checkpoint/poetryxl/model-413482.hdf5 models/1558M/model-413482.hdf5 | |
!python3 src/generate_samples.py --model_name 1558M --length 1024 --step 64 --top_k 40 --temperature 0.4 --penalize 0.85 | |
But, ah! the day of my despair | |
Is come; and I have lost every friend. | |
My son is gone from me alone: | |
He died in his father's arms; | |
And now, with sorrow and pain, | |
I look upon this picture spread | |
Before my eyes--a long farewell." | |
"The picture that you see before you | |
Is but a sample; many more | |
Like it are hanging on the wall | |
In homes all over Europe. They | |
Are sent to every mother who has | |
A sick child in her hospital tent. | |
They are an easy way of giving | |
Young children games that will keep them | |
In good soothment for their pain and suffering. | |
"These pictures are sold at prices | |
That make your visitors fill their pockets | |
With money to send home again. | |
There must be millions of these things | |
All over Europe, hung up in rooms | |
Of double height, to reach across | |
Into little children's bedrooms. | |
I don't blame those who buy them, | |
It is such nice stuff!" | |
"Just think, when Mother goes to bed | |
She comes out like a Christmas tree. | |
Then she lies down till all is still | |
Until the angels say 'sleeping' | |
Till morning comes. Then she lies still | |
Till midnight says 'sleeping,' | |
Till morning comes. And then she sleeps | |
Till morn wakes. She never cries, | |
Or laughs or screams, or anything. | |
She just lies there and dreams till | |
She can remember what she loves, | |
And then she sleeps again. | |
"Oh! if you love a woman well, | |
Be kind to her during her life-time, | |
Don't treat her harshly when she dies, | |
For it makes people in the town | |
Think badly of you. It is wrong." | |
So said the maiden gently weeping. | |
Now the old man felt sorry | |
For the young girl he had grieved before. | |
"You are right," he thought, "and I am wrong." | |
While yet he lingered in the room | |
Listening to the story, the sun | |
Was rising o'er the horizon line. | |
He saw its rays through the windows frame | |
As tenderly as though they came | |
From the warm bosom by his own seen. | |
He tried to rise, but was unable. | |
His limbs seemed glued to the floor. | |
He staggered along the pavement. | |
When he reached the road, he fell prostrate. | |
Again he heard the voice he had heard | |
Humbling him ere he reached the house, | |
Hoping some angel would come to save | |
Him from his agony. Again | |
He sank upon the pavement cold | |
Not knowing whether he were dying | |
Or having another's pains. | |
Suddenly the door opened. | |
Mary answered softly within, | |
"Come in." He entered and found her there. | |
"What happened?" he whispered. "Did you hear | |
About the boy?" "Yes, I heard about the boy." | |
"Tell me all about it." He told her all, | |
How he had got the boy, how he had stayed | |
Trying to help the poor boy until | |
Time went and left him sadly bereft. | |
"Well, that's very bad," she murmured, "but you | |
Have done a brave thing in trying so. | |
Why didn't you stay away? . . ." "I did try," | |
He lied, "but the boy wanted us too much. | |
He kept saying, 'Let's live together, let's!' | |
'No, not together, God knows where he'll sleep.' | |
'Wherever he wants to sleep shall we find.' | |
'We shall meet once more, dear one, so let's wait.' | |
'God bless you, Mary, and may God's peace bring you | |
Home safe and sound, sweetheart, to me.'" | |
Through the window both could plainly see | |
How soft and white her forehead was. | |
Her small hands folded gently round | |
The lovely head which trembled so. | |
"This is a precious baby you have, | |
Its father is here, and I'm here." | |
"Oh, yes, we're happy now, are we not?' | |
"We are blessed beyond words, my love, | |
To know our darling is growing strong | |
In knowledge of God, and loved ones near. | |
Our hearts beat faster when we speak | |
Of Jesus Christ, because he died | |
To give us daily bread and liberty. | |
If we work hard in keeping His commandments | |
Than comes eternal death indeed." | |
"Oh, tell me now, oh, tell me now, | |
Do men commit murder for gold?" | |
"Many do, my husband's lot is one. | |
But God's laws are higher law than men's. | |
Gold cannot pay for that, my dearest wife. | |
Men kill each other for pleasure too, | |
Deceiving little children in the strife. | |
Murder is not committed for gold, | |
Nor for any shameful reason, love. | |
Who does this vile deed, though guilty grown, | |
Knows not himself but God alone. | |
He pays the price with unendurable pain, | |
Feeling he has done the worst he can, | |
Killing his brother for greed, whose fault? | |
God made him wicked; God has brought this misery | |
On his foolish heart, and hardened his heart | |
Against his soul, to keep him from the way | |
Leading his true spirit into light. Oh, my love, | |
My worthy wife, be at one with thyself | |
Esteeming God your Father, lest thou wilt lose | |
Holding on unto this world with thine own feet." | |
Slowly he rose up from where he sat. | |
"I've been thinking," he murmured, "of things | |
That have gone on before, and will go on. | |
It seems these angels--heaven only sees | |
Their state--they are noble women, far above | |
All women in earth's purity and grace. | |
They are not worn out, like me, with toil and sinning, | |
But sanctified and purified by faith. | |
I must confess something to these ladies, | |
Lest they should think I yield to their temptations. | |
But no, I dare not do so. They are too good, | |
Too pure for such corruption. If I killed | |
One of them, I should a better champion be. | |
And if I freed one, who is grievously held | |
Because Heaven gave me power to free her. Well, | |
I'll never do such foul, unnatural thing again. | |
I'd rather die than do it again. But | |
These spirits are so great and fair, and I | |
Know not what would become of me if I did. | |
For if I slew one of them, I fear | |
Some day some passer-by might fancy he saw | |
A murdered woman, and should begin to doubt | |
All I believe in, perhaps. Then I should be | |
Slain, or betrayed, or both. What's that for glory? | |
So I'll save them, and myself, the trouble." | |
Then came a time when Samson lay dead, | |
Freed from the evil spell Satan cast. | |
His eyes were opened, and he knew | |
The Lord forever changed his ways. | |
From that sad hour began a change | |
In him, as people say. From then | |
Toward the fall of Jerusalem | |
He grew more brutal, cruel, bold, and strange. | |
Strange thoughts and lust came back, and blasphemy, | |
And envy, and pride, and rancor, and revenge. | |
With the first Canaanites he rebelled, | |
And with the second Israel's enemies. | |
And while yet Saul lived blasphemies ran | |
Like water off his sword, till God at last | |
Sent him up alive but wounded, and all hell | |
Flashed up against him, and he fell, and dying cried: | |
"Lord, thou hast forsaken me worse than all | |
Believers in Thy Son, who died upon the cross! | |
Come quickly, I am injured, hurt, bruised, and full | |
Of wounds, and all because I dared to look | |
Upon Thee with desire, and put my lips to Thee." | |
As Lazarus slept among his foes, and heard | |
Such language, looking forth said he: "What means | |
By 'us,' Lord, and 'fellies' you spoke yesterday? | |
Or did Fortunatus turn and miss a rat, | |
And swear by his riches that he had caught it?" | |
Said he: "When I get to heaven I shall declare | |
Full well by whom I am come, and what I mean. | |
Now go, get thee hence, and let the lady go. | |
She knows not what she does. She is mad, and blind. | |
Let her alone, for I am stronger than she." | |
Outspake a voice: "Not by thy going, Lord, | |
Art thou dishonored, but by those same hands | |
Which laid hand upon thy servants while they slept." | |
Jesus answered: "Rash souls, which have offended, | |
Woe to you! I know that I must suffer much, | |
Mighty to suffer, and endure much affliction; | |
But I was wrong when I called you servants, | |
Being myself but little lower than you. | |
Go your ways, and do as you find them doing; | |
I am contented with what I have received. | |
Take care of Mary, for I have given her | |
To thee for all time, and here is money enough | |
At my disposal, to buy her what she wants. | |
If she be poor, give her bread; if she be rich, | |
Give her silver; but avoid gold and silver mixing. | |
Bring her home gifts, large and costly presents, | |
Gifts of silken ribbon and knots of silk, | |
Honey, perfumes, spices, jewels, and costly trinkets. | |
Put by all prayers and vows, and leave her weeping | |
Her troubles and her sorrows to others. | |
Oh, weep not, Lady; for Heav'n cannot brook | |
Those filthy sights and sounds in Heaven, and the anguish | |
Of unextinguish'd sighs. This is made the bane | |
Of many a Christian life; for when the saints | |
Must grieve in soul, they can do nothing else but weep. | |
Be kind to Mary, for the love of Him who made thee | |
Great among women, let her not see this man, | |
Who is a snare and curse to all mankind." | |
Here appear'd a messenger, and say'd again: | |
"Dismiss your fears, and set aside your doubts and fears. | |
You are disabused and show how ill your fears reflect | |
On yourself, your loves, and your zeal. No mortal art | |
E'er made the maiden an object worthy command | |
To keep it safe, or to guard it from all harms. | |
This is a work of wonders, wrought by wizards old, | |
Though now for centuries untouch'd. By certain gods | |
New found, it once was used as a sacred shrine; | |
No foot may tread on its holy floor without the sign | |
Of sacerdotal presence. All the surrounding earth | |
Is consecrated ground; and when the dawning sun | |
Seems to shine entire, falls each projecting mountain | |
Into the surface, so far beneath him lies | |
That from his feet no step may touch the sodal soil. | |
Thither, fair Jesus, doest thou send thine Angel guests | |
To grace the feast!" On th' other side his Father sat, | |
His arms folded over his bosom, while he said: | |
"Love divine I owe thee, and by love I mean | |
More than by words, that gives me such sublime delight | |
In good and in ill that I would do thee proud; | |
So shouldst thou guide me, as by the rule and pattern | |
Set down in thy Word, though new; and lead me viands | |
Whereby I may become food for the saints, | |
Loving them, and hating mine own sin. In loving them | |
For godliness' sake, and for their sakes who love | |
God too, I serve thee with a true heart forward leaning." | |
<|endoftext|> | |
The evening shadows lengthen, | |
The western wind has tottered free | |
Through flowery fields, and o'erswept the sea. | |
All night within the dim-lit hall | |
The busy hum of human life grows still, | |
Save where the stir of ancient orchestration | |
Comes from the orchestra's depth, or the low drone | |
Of bees across the lawn. | |
Then suddenly there comes a sudden clamor | |
From the darkened gallery, where stands a woman, | |
With outstretched arms, and trembling like a child at fear. | |
She holds up one pale hand; her look is filled with blood, | |
And her cheeks are wet, and full of terror and pain. | |
Slowly she takes three sovereigns from the cabinet, | |
And counts them o'er ere she lays them down again; | |
Then folds her hands, and walks as calmly as a ghost | |
Along the room, till she comes to him, and stands | |
Close before him, and begins to speak. | |
"Ah, Doctor," she cried, "for God's sake, shoot me now, | |
Or let me die; whate'er it be, kill me, please, | |
Or turn me loose to perish in the icy water | |
Upon the lonely sea-shore. For the love of heaven | |
Do what thou wilt to save me from these loathsome pains, | |
Nor let me suffer death by poison, nor let me live | |
A cursed life in prison." | |
He looked upon her with eyes of cold disdain, | |
And answered, "Woman, thou seemest to think | |
On things which men will never feel. Thou dost crave | |
Immortal life? Then learn eternal misery! | |
There is no joy in working for another's self - | |
It is a path unto ruin. If you could know | |
What is the sum of working for another's good, | |
Your lives would fly away upon their flight, | |
And you would rather spend your days in idleness | |
Than in the tortures of perpetual strife. | |
"But since you ask me about my life before I came here, | |
I tell you truly, 'tis a tale of suffering worse | |
Even than the torments of the hell you seek to escape. | |
Long years ago, ere the time when I am sitting here | |
By your bedside, I had lived in Asia, and had come | |
Among the Huns, whom then I despised as vile beings. | |
They took pleasure in fighting, and we in our duty. | |
We were sent forth into Hungary to destroy | |
The last remnants of the Pagan race. We slew them, | |
And their towns laid waste. But they raised a hideous cry, | |
As if they had been dead already. Our leaders | |
Had to flee for their lives, leaving us behind | |
To our destruction. We fought and fell upon the field | |
Beside the enemy. They fled afar, and left us | |
To slaughter in our own country. The land was stained | |
With many bloody stains, until it seemed as if fate | |
Had set aside this portion of the world to us | |
Because we were so evil. There were slain by us | |
Many Christians, and children in their cradles. | |
Our hearts were filled with hatred toward all people | |
Who believe in Christ, and we were eager to hasten | |
On to burn churches and slay every man we met. | |
One fellow was sent out to spy out the country, | |
And he returned with tidings of what happened there. | |
When I heard what he told me, I thought of you, | |
And I began to weep bitterly. He was right, | |
You are a wicked woman. I have seen on earth | |
No person more worthy of utter disgrace. You | |
Are a pestilence of Satan, a plague lying | |
Right over against this house. No one shall dwell | |
Here but must keep himself clean and clothed in righteousness, | |
Or go to prison. This is the law of God in Zion." | |
Then Alma lifted up his eyes to Heaven, and wept, | |
And said, "O God of mercy! O God of truth! | |
How bitter is my punishment for telling the truth!" | |
And he spoke out again in boldness, saying: | |
"Amos spake the word of the Lord, and I was moved | |
To anger. Let it pass. What means this spirit? | |
Has he been cast out from the Church? Has he spoken truth?" | |
Alma went back to his cell, and did not return | |
For seven weeks, and then he declared a loss | |
Of faith, and confessed that he had been deceived | |
By Amuletsibedi, who represented him | |
As an exile from the kingdom. And he said: | |
"This man has brought me back into the fold | |
Of those true members of the body of Christ | |
Whose testimony can change fortitude to power. | |
His words bring peace. His example restores me. | |
I am strengthened in every work I attempt. | |
Wherever I take my brethren in the van, | |
My influence in behalf of Christ grows stronger. | |
All the Prophets of the Untainted have said | |
That the Gentiles shall join in fellowship | |
With Jews, and that in Zion there shall be | |
Fullness of blessings. Therefore let him gain | |
True knowledge and increase in wisdom, lest he | |
Be hostile to the Saints, and might spread error | |
Through the Church. Pray for him." | |
In Kirtland, Moroni, called the Magi, gathered | |
Many of the books of learning of that age, | |
To translate the records of the ancient seers | |
Into the pure language of the Gospel. | |
Moroni found among the books of scripture | |
Much lore belonging to the magicians | |
Of that dark ages. Among the books of art | |
Found among the manuscripts of this youth, | |
Is that of the Star in the East, now lost, | |
Which gave its light through interposing wings, | |
Like that strange light which angels see." | |
Enoch, the seer, saw the coming of this hour. | |
He wrote a book, entitled The Vision of God, | |
Which excited great controversy in the town. | |
It was boldly printed at Kiskama, near | |
The site of modern Zionsville. It quickly sold, | |
And was translated into English and German. | |
There are MSS. of this book still on deposit | |
At various places, and apparently never | |
Was book like it published before or since; | |
Its plot, its characters, and its situations | |
Are gone forever into oblivion. | |
Alma sought her son's hand in marriage, and he | |
Answered: "Nay, stand forward, mother; draw no deep | |
Pleasure from this day's work. Stand off from men | |
A little while longer, and look up to the skies. | |
I feel thy soul is growing upwardly tender, | |
Worn with labor, yet. Thy strength will grow more strong, | |
Thy patience more of a calm contentment kind, | |
Before thou marry. I would learn first whether | |
Thou love me enough to woo me from my mission. | |
If thou wilt enter fasting into your nuptial bonds, | |
They need not give thee any abundance. | |
But those who wed should like each other well, | |
Nor live unto themselves alone. If a wife | |
Will look on her husband's glory and good name | |
Without envy or rancor, she may well | |
Expect increase of goods from her spouse's hands. | |
Let us cast about our necks together in prayer, | |
And so rest till evening falls. We cannot fail | |
To do this, nor yet can we that our joys | |
May equal ours above. When night comes down, | |
Bring home the bride and lead her to her home | |
In thine own chariot, all delights of life | |
Presented before her feet, such as by heaven | |
I have made for myself. Then let us fall asleep, | |
Each in the other's arms, under the dome of God." | |
So spake Nephi, and his father gave assent, | |
And took the hand of Lehi, and thus they prayed: | |
"Father, whose heart is grieved with the sore oppression | |
Of thy sore suffering people, whose sins are washed | |
From the lidded gaze of thy forgiving eye-- | |
Restore us, thou god of mercy, by thy grace, | |
Till we may bid the bridegroom farewell." | |
Thus passed their nights in gladness, held with pleasant words, | |
Until the close of that happy season. Then came | |
The period when calls for recording all, | |
When every gift and call of life was to cease, | |
Except the vision high above life's tide. | |
Lehi, therefore, being the senior, put forth | |
His hand, and drew Nahom's sketch across the wall, | |
Upbraiding him with sloth to build up his hopes, | |
While his son stood idly by, neglecting his calling. | |
Then Nephi turned aside, and hid his face | |
Beneath his garment, and repented himself | |
For the sedentary life he led with levity, | |
Fasting and repenting with his father. Forthwith | |
Their former friendship revived, and olden ties | |
Of personal liking and congenial culture | |
Renewed, and the old man's kindred-felt desire | |
To show them favor. With all sincerity | |
He sent them grain and wheat, sweet wine and oil, | |
Cotton cloth and cornmeal; by the river's side | |
They built the boat, and on the sea-beat shore | |
Discoursed of these things. But Lehi sat still, | |
Absently glancing at the time with sorrow. | |
Filled with remorse, his father thus addressed him: | |
"My son, I miss the full fruits of the Spirit | |
You brought me, after long and fruitless search, | |
When I was left desolate, homeless, naked, alone. | |
Your mind was set on seeking after gold, | |
And silver and precious stones, and loaded bales | |
Of merchandise. Ye were ever alike | |
Untaught, alike insensate of your choice | |
To follow virtue or to steal her peradventure. | |
Now, then, what avails your training under the sun? | |
Ye are young, and know not much. Behold, the years | |
Fill full the memory of your boyhood's time, | |
With hope and faithfulness; yea, with all pure loves, | |
That once you had. What boots it now to take | |
Another's property, if ye remember nought | |
Of the first bond? Yet ye have stolen much, I judge, | |
Beyond recall. Steal no more! Your Father sees; | |
He knows how poor your gain has been. He will restore | |
All; yea, all beside, though it be in earth below. | |
Again, the Lord hath said again, I will cause | |
The heart of no one here to stumble. The path | |
Lies open, even that which none hath ascended, | |
Save only he who has a fallen and contrite spirit, | |
And humble thoughts, but all is closed, save that there | |
Is left him nothing to keep him out of Heaven. | |
What means this gathering of the sons of MOSES, | |
This family band, round these our righteous leaders?" | |
Said Moroni, when a faint light across his brow | |
Made him say, "Sick is their hearts, and hard their minds, | |
Who come to try their strength against this mighty world, | |
Against the might of pride, the might of wealth, the might | |
Of power, the might of cunning, and all evil things?" | |
Alas! said Alma, weeping, "See, our burden increases." | |
Said Joseph, "We must seek for Zion ere we die." | |
Said Samuel, "Her walls already are her dowers; | |
She shall rise undaunted, unshaken, and unbowed, | |
E'er the tower of Babel goes down, e'er tyranny crumbles, and men learn | |
that in the righteousness of God, there is room for all." | |
Here interrupted Raphael with cold voice, | |
As one who in the balance hung, "If ye choose, | |
And if the people consent, I am behind you two, | |
Thy course must run from hence. This very day, | |
Perchance, some prophet, wandering in his anger, | |
May lead thee on toward greater woe. The Lord | |
By an obscure type foretold thine enterprise; | |
And after it was fulfilled, another person, | |
A descendant of Ham, declared openly | |
That he should bring up Samaria's children to build | |
A city, and give it the name of Heliopolis. | |
I spoke of this in Hyrcanian times, and e'en | |
The monarch Agapenor, who at Rome's request | |
Served as legatee of the Roman emperor, | |
Was told of this same thing. And yet ne'ertheless | |
It seems to suit the ambition of a king | |
Not so entirely to conceal his purposes, | |
But such thy course must be, until the land | |
Grows weary in waiting on thy pleasure." | |
"O master," said Moloch's son, "what words are these! | |
These seem like those of false men, whose own desires | |
Drives them to every lie. These also are beyond | |
Distinction, devising rages against a brother race. | |
Would they but join with us in alliance, their pride | |
Would sink, and their spirits would be changed within. | |
Rather than aid, beyond their wishes would be their shame. | |
Do thou, then, with prudence rule these fiery-hearted folk, | |
Until they forgive their wrongs, and turn to love. | |
Seek thou first Jether, whence issue forth the Lusians, | |
And where Arisba, mother of the gods, | |
Breathes the pure air of heaven through many regions. | |
There settled be, that she may live and reign | |
Unmoved by fear of vanquished realms, and grant | |
Free entrance into Erebus to her foes." | |
Then spake the Master: "Whom few could please more pleased, | |
Each listening ear receive with patience. To thee, | |
False negotiator, I permit my speech, | |
Though little it deserve, since myself observe | |
Little grace in myself. Let each man see | |
How little grace in others, whereof he is | |
One member. But of the nations, which of you | |
Appointed chief, depart thou, former head, | |
For thy home gone astray. For me too fast | |
Travelling, doomed as I am to go apart, | |
My brethren's place accepting, I return. | |
Ere I henceforth be solicitous about | |
Cares of this life, carelessly or well-beseeming | |
Those, whom I leave behind, a blameless life | |
Will I create. As in the winter's night | |
Creatures break out with small way, oft withal | |
Preparing certain food; and onward spreads | |
Its number as the sun gives strength and light, | |
So advance thy kingdom, growing by growth, | |
By communion firm, till thou shalt everywhere | |
Control the sacred architecture of hell. | |
First shalt thou deal liberally, and make clean the floor | |
From clogs of sin. Theangledder shall strow the ground | |
With oaks and hollies. Thou shalt forbear | |
To lay excessive burdens upon the poor, | |
Nor Shame's retrograde authority tyrannize | |
Over thee. No fearful gibes, nor bounding tread | |
Shall vex thy conscience. On all sides whatsoever | |
Anew shalt call the just, and on the right Superior. | |
long established, and its bounds increasing, | |
The ancient sinner shall himself observe; | |
For 'tis hell to wander. When, monuments | |
And names of guilt rendered oblivion, the throng | |
Of sinners, round our line, hath turned eternity, | |
Our glory, by new mouths embellished, shall prevail | |
Beyond the decree of God, and shine as Gods | |
In full perfection, without spot or stain. | |
Then, while the world, that now seemed blue beyond belief, | |
Is taken in the Sun of Glory, and awes | |
His subjects with a mighty triumph, thee, my Son, | |
Who to the farce of death hast given such play, | |
Dost take it back again--thy victory is won. | |
No miracle remains unseen, and none undone. | |
All things have been done, that might in time be wrought | |
Upon the world's great stage, and all the wings | |
Of power, that in the height of empire might | |
Have lifted thee unto heaven, lean now towards earth. | |
What has been, that can not be? All things are plain | |
To him, who loves his Father, and to me, | |
Who by my love am held to have shown my trust | |
In something above my own: 'tis mine to know | |
He will not fail me, though all worldly good | |
Become dust, and I become as nought else known. | |
This only I perceive--that, if my flesh | |
Were torn from this my Father, in the heavens | |
Alone, I should still be sheltered from harm. | |
Now was the hour that wakens fond desire | |
In men at sea, and melts their thoughtful heart | |
When returning from some foreign country, | |
Where the day-star drives the shadows off with its beam. | |
Within the silent room the morning light | |
Sprinkled the floor and chairs with golden hue, | |
That paler grew, when Alice came afield | |
In all haste to bring me news. She had seen | |
At noon the shadow cross the garden wall, | |
And downhill from there had heard the bell | |
Tolling in the valley-land of Vauxhall. | |
Her father, too, had spoken of the brook, | |
Which, by the bridge, down the hillside gushed, | |
And over which the white stream went on | |
Full down the slope, and vanished in the wood; | |
And how the sun was lost among the leaves, | |
And how the clouds were blown along the breeze. | |
She told me how the wild-fowl screamed and fled, | |
As down the hill the sound struck on the shore, | |
And how the river swam up faster, higher, | |
While the dark hills re-echoed the echoes back. | |
"The village is up," said Alice. "See, the houses | |
Are all a-shining like gold!" And then she showed | |
A window bright with sunlight through the shade, | |
Through which I saw the rapid Thames come forth | |
Rippling and singing toward the bay. | |
We walked together down the gardens warm | |
With blossoms, and through branches overhead | |
Of autumnal trees, whose livelier green | |
Promised them fruit than ours. The garden path | |
Was filled with blooming weeds, and flowers, that shook | |
Their sweet perfume. In the freshness of May | |
They scented us away. | |
I loved her for her beauty, and her grace, | |
And her independence; and for her mind | |
Contempt of what corrupt society, | |
Government, business, politics, greed, fame, | |
Relentless slander, envy, persecution, | |
Industry, traffic, war, destruction, waste, | |
Neglect of morals, want of virtue, | |
Illiberality, selfishness, weakness, | |
Unrestraint, unrestrained desires, and hate | |
Of duty and truth. | |
For Truth she despised all save her own. | |
And the duty of women in general | |
Seemed but to serve our man; and yet I knew | |
How much of womanly pride, of vanity, | |
Of self-seeking, jealousy, ambition, thirst | |
For recognition, self-will, and effort, | |
Women cannot always keep within their own control. | |
There was a spirit in her, as in all, | |
Whate'er their station, servants of mankind, | |
Serving ourselves, our brothers, or our sons, | |
Sacrificing ourselves for others, working | |
Selflessly, sacrificing pleasure, rest, | |
Honor, wealth, ease, for the sake of doing good. | |
It chanced that she had lately read a book, | |
About the life of Christ; and in her thought | |
These words stood out bold against the world's way, | |
The world's narrowness, and the falsehood of a few, | |
Who made of Christianity an iron law | |
For all mankind, and set up one world system | |
From sea to ocean, brother against brother, | |
Sending terror and strife, blasphemous fables, | |
Falsehoods, wars, bloodsheds, to stir the world's hatred. | |
But these few, she thought, did not oppose her plan | |
Of bringing all nations into one family | |
Of everlasting peace, sister mother of art, | |
Artistic brotherhood, artistic sistership, | |
Brotherhood of labor, brotherhood of science, | |
Humanity's best hope, and brotherhood of faith. | |
So she looked askance upon the Pharisees, | |
Who said that Jesus could not enter in | |
Because he was a Jew; and she remembered | |
Herself, once, beneath the temple steps, when, | |
Amidst the sacred gloom and heat of noon, | |
With many a longing, lingering step, she hid | |
Her face before God, and prayed that He would take | |
My place among the people, and forgive | |
The sins, the wrongs, the failings, the failures, | |
The human blemishes, that marred my perfect life. | |
Then, looking up, she saw the crowd about | |
The doors, beyond the reach of prayer, and said: | |
"God help thee, dear Son of Mary! If thou die, | |
Thy death shall make no death unto Me." | |
Oft have I dreamed of that pure hour, | |
Possessing neither power nor might; | |
Yet I have felt Myself subdued | |
By will divine, and humble child of Love. | |
Sometimes it has been like a calm and golden dream | |
Upon a summer night, when o'er the whole wide earth | |
The soft moonlight rests,--a deep and stilly peace; | |
Or like a far-off tinge of roseate light, | |
Whence the swift glimmering stars peep, in heaven's high sky; | |
Or like a storm, when round my soul there creeps | |
Darkness and tumult, and the gathering air | |
Is full of fearful foreboding; but at last | |
To some vast sea of silence, where the strong waves | |
Break on uncharted shores untrod, till they sink | |
Deeper and deeper, and the moonbeams pierce | |
Their icy armour, and the winds are driven | |
In wrathful battle with the unfeeling stars. | |
Here have I seen on holydays, | |
Walking with bare and thoughtful head, | |
Young men who walk this plain adjacent, | |
Raising their hands in silent praise | |
Of Him whose blessed name is love; | |
And I have thought how strange must be | |
This praise, this salutation so polite, | |
If once uttered in reply, | |
Should be returned to them by me, | |
An old and wrinkled dame, who do not care | |
For praise, nor any greeting kind, | |
Nor am unknown to receive it. | |
We have been weary ere we came here, | |
Tired of the ways of this unnatural land, | |
Where every voice is harsh and cruel, | |
Every heart false and empty,--yea, every eye | |
Flames with the fire of spite and evil hate. | |
We have been weary, and we come again | |
Tired indeed, but not of work or breath, | |
But rather of a quiet house and bed, | |
And dreams that lie too deeply for speech, | |
And lips that never young life kissed before. | |
Ah, children, if ye look aloft, | |
Far over the narrow wall, | |
Ye may behold a tower arise | |
Above the roof of Caradoc-dale, | |
A mighty pile, with brazen gates | |
That canters open, down the side | |
Into the vale below. | |
There, whilst the huntsmen chase the hart | |
Through forest and field and stream, | |
They meditate the nuptial vow | |
Which should bind the husband and the wife, | |
Bound each to each, until they meet | |
At resting-place for evermore. | |
I know not whence it flows, this blood; | |
Each drops upon the ground is red, | |
As if his veins ran water white; | |
Yet cold as ice is each warm vein, | |
Etherial chill and frost, yet hot | |
Hot as flame within the veins of Hell. | |
Oh, what is Life without the kiss | |
Of its loved mother Nature? Without | |
Its mother's smile, the blessing rare | |
Of starry skies above, of green | |
Unfathomed flowers beneath, of dew | |
That showers on every flower of earth, | |
Of sunsets and the aurora borealis? | |
What is the Soul of Man bereft | |
Without its home on Paradise' shore? | |
No home, alas! for him remains, | |
His home is scattered to the winds; | |
Home of his youth spent with wild regret, | |
Home of his age desolate and sad; | |
Home of his innocence betrayed, | |
And of his senses deceived and strayed; | |
Home of his body broken and wrung, | |
And of his soul bereaved forever. | |
Not for us the gladness of springtime, | |
The bursting flowers and brightening skies, | |
The joyous hours that bring repose | |
Unto the heedless living; | |
But for us the mournful morn | |
Shall see our souls departing here, | |
Forever leaving Eden-land. | |
Not for us the song of bird or bee, | |
The hum of hive or kine, shall drown it | |
Within its caverns dark and cool, | |
Or quench its light within the palm | |
Or pine-grove eaves alone; | |
But all things on Earth shall give thanks | |
To God for this great deliverance, | |
And turn from strife and outrage | |
To the path of peace and truth and love. | |
Nay, nay, sweet Mother, let us not grieve, | |
Nor waste these happy days thus idly pass, | |
Nor think of you departed so long: | |
Thy place is now among the dead, | |
Thou art no more, but thy spirit lives | |
With Christ in Heaven above, to whom | |
Our hearts, all full of sorrow and pain, | |
Are bowed with imploring fear and shame. | |
"He is risen!" the tidings brought of thee | |
Over our hearth and circle sad and lone, | |
Faintly, and then more loud, and then again | |
Less faint, till the wonder of the day | |
Comes back to us in tears of growing years; | |
Till grief itself seems ebbing from the world, | |
Till we stand self-conscious in an awful light, | |
All of us in the presence of death's might, | |
Self-conscious in the presence of life's too. | |
So, slowly, oh so gently, thou hast left | |
Earth's familiar haunts and clothed thy steps with heaven, | |
Leaving behind thee on her bosom more than grace; | |
Like some fair dream thou comest, pure and clear, | |
Soft as thine angel form, and sweeter than thy voice, | |
Gliding silently through life's bustling scenes, | |
Stealing along unseen like a starry breeze. | |
And lo! the very first of human births, | |
The first bright moment of the mortal birth, | |
Is ended, and men hail thee Lord and King, | |
Who wast hidden there, obscure, and bidden to stay | |
Amid the darkness of the birthing cave, | |
In deep obscurity and mystery profound, | |
From prying eyes and careless ears kept low, | |
For bliss of child-bearing, since thy word | |
Bids Adam seek Gilboa with his wife. | |
And lo! the next of infant deaths, the last, | |
When life draws out the little span of time | |
Whose bars are drawn inexorably nearer, | |
Where thou wert born--in lonely Gilboa far | |
From man, and nearest heaven--to be our guide | |
By many paths and many ways to faith and truth, | |
And cross the Abyss and reach at last Uphyr, | |
Beyond which lies the blackest abode of blight. | |
Then must thou speak, and tell us how thou wouldst dare | |
To walk with God, and teach the wise and just | |
How best to live and die, nor lying call | |
Thy deed remorse, though guilt by right should win | |
The praise and awe thou hast lost since first man fell, | |
Since first man called thee to himself and chose thee lord. | |
There is a road, a broad and gentle way, | |
Through fields and woods, where never trod a tread | |
More patient or more innocent than thine own; | |
A road wherein the burdened hearts of men | |
Have often traveled, and their memories still | |
Still keep the footprints they have made when young; | |
A road wherein roses yet bloomed and wasps | |
Were hatched, and fountains of delight were found | |
Before the ruin of sin and misery. | |
I know not if 'tis nobler to strive | |
With Fate, or if 'twere better to bend | |
Our minds unto the will that sits above, | |
But knowing that we must, and having trust | |
Only in ourselves, to look without pride | |
On what others may do well or ill, | |
To feed our spirits with whatever air | |
May lift or lower, giving us complete | |
Sight into Truth's immensity. | |
Oh, if thou couldst but hold thy course untrod | |
Content with any lot assigned, | |
'Twould enrich the earth with plenty come the end | |
Of this brief life, and make the after days | |
Rich with happiness, and shorten the weary night | |
That we are watching for, while on the brink | |
Of every tide of troubles Job had patience, | |
And so may wisdom have his patience too. | |
Yet he also knew how much was owed | |
To contentions and sharp words said | |
Among friends, who cannot understand | |
One language, and must therefore baffle thee, | |
Who can not understand another. | |
What comfort has the world to offer? | |
If thou art satisfied with thine own, | |
Why dost thou murmur and disquiet? | |
As one who knows he is to go before | |
Some mighty thing undertaken, | |
And feels its danger and expectation, | |
Dreaming about it all the while, | |
Eager to see and to be a part | |
Of the vast machine he does not know | |
Until the last detail's ready, | |
Thus I, faithful witness of God's will, | |
Am here to show thee what shall be, | |
Thoughtlement of man's undertaking, | |
His work and dominion, what shall rise | |
Out of his hands, and over what, | |
Or through what dark infernal ways. | |
First, a few choice selections from my Poems: | |
Most of these poems were written in the Spring | |
And Summer, ere I went to school, | |
While still in that unfashionable area | |
Of Sussex, near Ashbourne. In those days | |
No books were read save Bible, Talmud, Gospels, | |
Philosophy, and Indian tales. My learning | |
Was bred upon the ground, the stones around, | |
Old roads where carts went rustling across | |
To bring in hay or water. The birds and bees | |
Dissolved all letters in their honey sweet, | |
And rocks were names for beasts and trees. Now | |
They've ceased to be names and things, and now | |
We write them down, and every creature | |
Abides by rules and roman emperors | |
Made up out of parts and moments and quarters, | |
Which sound like Latin till you're sick with sounds | |
So I studied grammar in my teens, | |
And then taught myself Greek and learned Averroes, | |
And Aristotle, whom no child can learn | |
Save one left school because his parents fear | |
The taunts of the other children, so I learned | |
To hide my grief from others, which was enough | |
At that time, and write verse in basins and sew | |
Upon the wall, where I'd drop some drops | |
Of tears on people's faces as they passed. | |
These childhood memories are very tender, | |
Like tears of springtime, or like raindrops that fall | |
In sunny weather on the grass of May, | |
Making each leaf a little parallel line, | |
Or flowers grown tall 'cause their dying year is long. | |
My early reading was poetical, | |
Poetry of Spain and Italy, | |
And Dante, and Tennyson, and so forth. | |
For me, there's nothing like the Spanish poetry | |
Of Pedro Almodovar, Miguel de Cervantes, | |
Juan Sarmiento, and all the rest. | |
It made me feel young again, like a boy | |
Returning home from abroad, or like me | |
When I came back from college. There's an author | |
Whom I follow to this day, and always find | |
Attractive, and who makes me feel as glad | |
As if I were a hundred years younger, | |
And half as strong, and half as brave, and all | |
A thousand times more intelligent. His name | |
Is Byron. He lived in a different age, | |
And wrote in a strange, unpoetical vein, | |
Not known to us, and yet admired by many-- | |
Perhaps much less, but admired, and his songs, | |
Just like his writings, seem to cheer the heart | |
And brighten life at least as far as ours | |
By making us love, in spite of sorrows, | |
Things worth loving still. And if there's anything | |
Irrational or abnormal in men, | |
It's the hope that soon all the world will share | |
Their passion and their genius. It's quite absurd; | |
There never was a history of a nation | |
From beginning to beginning free and fair, | |
Except that history of mankind goes on, | |
And nations arise, and suffer, are destroyed, | |
Are born, are dead, and then revived. It's natural, | |
And surely there's something in the thought of being | |
On the earth and having a chance to show what one can do | |
With a pen, and be heard, and be understood. | |
I don't know what it is; but somehow there comes | |
This feeling of immortality when poets | |
Take leave of reality, and lead us on | |
Through all the pleasant illusions of song. | |
Yes, yes, I'm sure, | |
You'll say, but I prefer to think of men | |
As individuals, and treat them kindly, | |
And let the record speak for itself. But hear now | |
A word I have to lay upon your head, | |
Because you keep getting it wrong. You'll say, | |
"He only leaves them what they buy." Well, yes, | |
That's true enough. But what else could he do? | |
He couldn't give a fig for all the praise | |
Your pages have been giving him, and are still | |
Praising. Couldn't he tell the difference | |
Betwixt a chisel and a brain? He tried | |
So hard! He carved so perfectly well, you know, | |
That everybody said he was a fool, | |
And a terrible artist, and such talent wasted. | |
But he wasn't any of these things. He just happened | |
To be a crank who chipped pebbles and made pots, | |
Until a chancefell to look at his work, and there | |
His folly was plain to be seen. So now | |
Let's suppose that we are fools just like ourselves, | |
And that our talents are wasted, and wasted utterly, | |
Because we kept trying to make a pot of clay | |
Instead of using our abilities to reach | |
The fruits of achievement. Let us suppose further | |
That all the chisel-chasers are dull stoners, | |
Who spend their lives seeking the perfect pot, | |
While we, who are gifted artists, keep on dreaming | |
That we can make a pot of straw, or something. | |
What would happen if we stopped striving for | |
Perfection? Would Nature smile upon us? | |
Would Art be saved? What a horrible calamity | |
If all the chisel-chasers died of stupidity! | |
Well, you see how it is. To stop trying to carve | |
Perfection means to stop wasting our powers. | |
We've got to face the fact that our potential | |
Struggles between two opposing motives: | |
One is the instinct to survive, and cling | |
Closely to the things that love us; the other | |
Is the instinct to create, and strive to melt | |
All objects down to essence, until the atoms | |
Of matter are reduced to a state of chaos, | |
And laws of nature break down. This is why | |
Man is not satisfied with the poor hut of mud | |
Where he may huddle safe from danger; he wants | |
Something better than mud. He builds himself a palace | |
Bigger than the greatest king who ever reigned, | |
Lifts the gateposts up and builds a wall around it, | |
Building towers and turrets, keeping watchmen on the wall, | |
Watching all the time that no foe come near the gates. | |
Now, if he fails in building a house that is good | |
For shelter, does he sit and whimper like a child? | |
No! he builds another house, better and bigger, | |
Buys out the land where the old house stood, builds it higher, | |
Surrounds it with walls and moats, and castles rise up all round it. | |
Why does man want to build? Because he knows | |
Survival is the motive force in all his acts. | |
He builds because he is afraid to live | |
Without the fortress at his disposal. The soul | |
Must protect its possessions. If he dies without friends, | |
Or enemies, within the fortress he has built, | |
Then does he feel an emptiness, a void inside, | |
Which grows into despair and loneliness and sin. | |
Build the fort against all foes, and outside the walls | |
Make strong alliances to help him in his needs. | |
Better alone to struggle for happiness, | |
Than with others to fail and to degenerate. | |
How big a dreamer I am! | |
When last I looked at my watch I saw | |
That time had gone almost ten minutes faster. | |
My hair stood up for fear, and my heart beat thick. | |
I must go and fight the battle over there-- | |
The little town battle over there. | |
I climbed the ladder to the roof, | |
And turned on the light. There were thousands about me, | |
Waving, cheering, waiting, eager to be led | |
Into the battle. They lined both sides of the street, | |
And farther away there seemed to be hundreds more. | |
There was shouting, music, clapping of hands, crying | |
of children, laughing, applause, all kinds of noise. | |
It was a great crowd, but I didn't see anyone. | |
I went along, expecting to see someone, anything, | |
But seeing nothing more clearly every day I grew doubtful. | |
Was this all there was to it? Was it all a delusion, | |
Like the beautiful dreams I used to have, | |
In which I met some wonderful person, | |
With whom I did wonderful things, | |
Even though I knew in my bones that nothing would come of it? | |
Perhaps it was all a wicked joke, | |
This longing to believe that somebody loved me. | |
Maybe I'd be killed in the war, | |
And then nobody would miss me. | |
I sat by the fire, | |
Reading a book called "The Joy of Living," | |
Looking through the photographs | |
Of the people passing through the village, | |
Taking the road to the country school | |
Each afternoon. In each one | |
There seemed to be a glimpse of a smiling woman, | |
Showing her gilt head, rosy cheeks, and gentle eyes. | |
These flashed before me as I read. | |
They thrilled me back to life. | |
I wanted to follow them wherever they went, | |
To stand beside them at the turn-back point, | |
To hold their hands so tightly in mine | |
As I felt their lips against my own once more. | |
But I couldn't. | |
I tried to write a song | |
To tell them what I felt, | |
But in the end I gave up, | |
Saying that I could never again | |
Share their joy, my pain, or my vision of heaven. | |
I sat by the fire, | |
Reading a book called "The Joy of Living." | |
A voice said to me from beyond the stars, | |
"You cannot cross the dark with candles." | |
<|endoftext|> | |
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house | |
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; | |
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, | |
In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there; | |
The children were nestled all snug in their beds; | |
While visions of sugar-plums danced through their heads; | |
And mamma in her kerchief, and I in my cap, | |
Had just settled our brains for a long winter's nap-- | |
When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, | |
I sprang from my bed to see what was the matter. | |
Away to the window I flew like a flash, | |
Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. | |
The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow | |
Gave the lustre of midday to objects below-- | |
When what to my wondering eyes should appear | |
But a miniature sleigh and eight tiny rein-deer, | |
With a little old driver so lively and quick | |
I knew in a moment he must be Neddy the frost. | |
His neck was white and crisp, as you'd see in a kennel; | |
His shaggy ears were black, like his coat; | |
On legs icy and bare from riding across the hills | |
He seemed some kind of a pioneer or adventurer; | |
His nose was very broad, the nostrils spread widely; | |
His tail was as long as a broomstick, and as straight; | |
And he wore a red cape, fastened by a loopy knot, | |
And a pair of wooden shoes, with iron buckles laced, | |
With silver laces, that kept falling down on his top-- | |
By some devilish plan of his naughty mother. | |
I laughed when first I saw him, in spite of myself; | |
For I remembered how, as a baby, I rode him; | |
And I realized, too, how happy he'd make me, | |
If he would let me take him riding every morning. | |
''Tis no use!' cried Neddy, throwing his reins aside: | |
''Tis no use! I can't ride up high enough! | |
See, now, how I fall--too low I sink!-- | |
Oh, no use! Oh, no use! | |
Why don't you shoot me, Miss Kitty? | |
I'm falling, oh, so slow! | |
Now, now, 'tis time to cut the string. | |
Cut it, cut it! oh, Miss Kitty, do!" | |
Then off he rushed to the door, and kicked it after me, | |
So hard that it opened quite a foot; | |
And we flew back, I on his back, | |
And we tumbled into his gilded cage, | |
Where he beat and bit me till, scared, I screamed, | |
And fell into his dustpan, where I lay, | |
Scared, trembling, and half dead, | |
All for lack of a little green bird. | |
What a bright sunny day it is! | |
It feels like summer in here. | |
The trees are bending over all about, | |
Waving their hands in the air, | |
And singing in tune, with every note, | |
Just like ladies' tongues, that weaves | |
Its beauty round about us. | |
The birds are flying around everywhere, | |
Circling, fluttering, settling, rising, | |
Like dancers, in a dream, | |
Round, round, in a beautiful ring, | |
Or dancingly moving slowly along, | |
Half seen, half heard, in the breeze. | |
The sun shines brightly on the sea, | |
Through the mist of the morning dew, | |
And glitters upon the reeds by the shore, | |
That curl and shimmer in the shade, | |
Like many golden chains that a queen might wear. | |
The wind comes blowing up from the South, | |
Like an angel, calm and fair, | |
Who moves softly, breathing love and peace, | |
Whispering, "Peace to you!" to the world below. | |
The waves dance lightly, gently falling, | |
Their feet fast asleep, while their hearts go forward | |
Unto the sunshine of tomorrow. | |
The boat sails merrily away, | |
With naught but the stars between its prow and home, | |
And I sit silent, looking at the sky, | |
As if I thought I saw them somewhere there. | |
There's a magic in the winter light, | |
Like the gleaming wings of a dragonfly. | |
It makes one feel small and insignificant, | |
As if a gnat had floated down upon one. | |
No, nothing could be finer than this life, | |
Could anything be more pure, more dear? | |
This is the way men look at each other: | |
"How foolishly romantic! | |
You pitiful, delicate flower! | |
To think that another living thing, | |
Another being, thought of you at all! | |
You poor, frail, exquisite thing!" | |
They tell me that you died yesterday. | |
Perhaps they are right. It does seem hard | |
To die, and yet die seems the only thing. | |
I wonder will you be well read in Greek | |
Before you die? Do you know that Homer says | |
That Prometheus stole fire from the gods, | |
And gave it to mankind for pleasure? | |
Do you remember how, once, when you were young, | |
We took a trip to Thessaly, | |
And climbed Mount Pindus, and went hunting in Greece, | |
And came back by train? | |
Yes, that is right. You understand. | |
I am going to write a letter home. | |
Dear Mom, how nice it'll be when I get there! | |
I shall find all my friends there, and they'll say | |
How charming to see you again. | |
I shall have wonderful times, I know. | |
My grades will improve. I shall learn something. | |
I shall become a better man. | |
Dear Mom, I hope your health is good, | |
And that you lead a long and happy life. | |
May God bless you always, and keep you cool | |
Along the road to old age. | |
He is not coming back any sooner | |
Than he has lived in the past few years. | |
Is he still sad and lonely? He must be. | |
But what is the matter with him today? | |
His eyes are shut, his head is bowed. | |
Something has happened to him. | |
When he talks to you, you know he means business; | |
When he draws you out a piece of paper, | |
You know he is writing a report. | |
Does he ever talk to your mother? | |
Does he send letters to her, too? | |
She thinks he is ill, she knows he cannot speak, | |
Yet he writes so often, so politely. | |
Has he been working lately? | |
Did he leave some things behind last week, | |
In case he should come back and find them there? | |
He must have forgotten something. | |
Maybe his briefcase. | |
Maybe his purse. | |
Maybe his keys. | |
<|endoftext|> | |
"A Song", by Edgar Albert Guest [Living, Death] | |
If you would know what death is | |
Be brave enough to wait awhile | |
For the call that never comes. | |
Bide your time, nor complain, nor weep; | |
Learn to live without, before you die. | |
If you would know what life is | |
Look through a tiny hole in the grass | |
And hear the pinprick click of bone. | |
Watch the sparkles as it pierce the gloom | |
Till you can hardly see the darkness glow. | |
Then let your body drop, then run | |
For the far side of the hill or plain. | |
If you would know what you are worth | |
Ask yourself what part you play. | |
What do you bring to this world? | |
Where does your contribution end? | |
Are you wanted now, or did you help | |
Once, and then were ignored because you were unknown? | |
If you would know what life is really about | |
Give your whole self to service now; | |
Let your heart break with sorrow now; | |
Take courage, turn and try again. | |
Life is short, and service is sweet, | |
So take your chance and laugh at despair. | |
If you would know what death is | |
See with fearless gaze and keen, | |
Not the blind old brute who stalks the street | |
Shouting his errand, but you, | |
Death, standing at your full height, | |
All your might displayed, | |
Pressing forth your lips and staring straight into mine. | |
If you would know what you are worth | |
Go from place to place, from scene to scene, | |
Never rest on any one spot. | |
Travel the highways and by-ways, | |
Pass the rivers and the mountains too, | |
Laugh at the signs and look aside | |
At the little white houses nestled in the hills; | |
See how pretty their gardens are, | |
Hear the shrills of the mocking-birds' music, | |
Feel the breath of the cedars brushing your face. | |
If you would know what it is all about | |
Come from your distant places, strange and far, | |
With the hunger of a wanderer on; | |
Bring the wonder and bring the mystery, | |
Sweep the earth with your shadow, till no spot is bare. | |
Fill the hungry soul with all that's best, | |
Make a gate through which its mighty destiny may pass. | |
The night is growing deep, | |
And the day is dying fast; | |
No more of shining suns, | |
Now the sky is black and cold. | |
The wind has ceased to blow, | |
There's silence everywhere. | |
Only the dripping leaves | |
Cry aloud in pain. | |
The night is dark and deep, | |
The wind is hushed and slow, | |
Silence is everywhere. | |
Still the rain descends in showers, | |
But the trees are silent all. | |
Only the dripping leaves | |
Cry aloud in pain. | |
It's bedtime, little son; | |
Your mother's arms are round you; | |
Lean on her shoulder, son: | |
She will tell you stories, child, | |
About the bear and wolf. | |
She will tell you tales | |
Of the fire-flies in the ferns, | |
And the silver moon on the stream, | |
And the beautiful stars that shine | |
Through the summer air. | |
Little boy and girl, | |
Sleep in your cozy nest; | |
Sing lullaby, and cuddle close, | |
Till sleepy eyes open again | |
To watch the starry sphere. | |
We don't need no stethoscope, | |
No needle to see if babies breathe; | |
We only want our milk, | |
And we don't care what it costs. | |
Oh! there'll surely come a day | |
When you'll think it queer | |
How I'm always preaching at you, | |
While living in this nice house. | |
I've got plenty of money, yet you still | |
Require your mattress and your bowl, | |
And when I ask for a new dress | |
You say my price is high. | |
I know it's silly of me | |
To be fretting over such things; | |
But I am truly sorry, dear, | |
That I haven't a million pounds. | |
Do you understand, darling? I beg | |
You'll buy me gifts when I am poor, | |
Until I get my money settled down | |
So I can settle down myself? | |
When I was a boy and Daddy had money | |
My mother said she'd give her jewels | |
To the man that could keep him away | |
From the bad boys in town. | |
Daddy thought that was very funny, | |
But Mother disagreed, | |
And so he bought me some rings anyway | |
On my birthday each year. | |
When I was ten years old and all of us | |
Had our little slice | |
(Which meant we each got one piece) | |
Our daddies took us out to eat, | |
And they made us pay. | |
They gave us pennies instead of sweets, | |
Or let us spend the gold, | |
And if we didn't use it right away | |
They threatened to throw it away. | |
Sometimes it seemed like home, | |
Those meals with Daddy; | |
He treated us kind, and we had fun, | |
And never worried after. | |
But sometimes he couldn't wait, | |
And so we ran away. | |
And if we saw the shadows grow | |
By the wall as we came out of school, | |
We knew we had to run faster-- | |
For if we stayed an instant longer | |
They would take us back in. | |
Oh! there'll surely come a time | |
When you'll feel quite sad | |
That you have no share in having gold | |
Before your friends do. | |
For then you'll wish that you were rich-- | |
Just because of all the bother | |
And worry that comes with having lots. | |
Don't suppose that work is something | |
You can put off until later; | |
You must work now while you're young | |
To learn proper habits, skills, | |
And to develop healthy strength. | |
Work builds character, makes people good, | |
Has many happy sides to it. | |
Some folks say they wouldn't miss it | |
If they didn't work; | |
Well, I might not agree, | |
Though I love to be able to read | |
And go to bed early. | |
Then there's the matter of work-life balance | |
That parents should discuss with sons, | |
Who should grasp the fact that work brings strain | |
That some must suffer alone. | |
A man who works full-time must earn | |
At least $2.00 a day for his board; | |
In cities the figure rises higher. | |
Letters should be sent home explaining | |
Why the allowance is less than before. | |
This shows a lack of calculation, | |
Or a man who thinks money everything. | |
Many workmen are skilled and brave, | |
But most men wish they could quit | |
Because they are tired or broke or poor; | |
They would be just as glad and proud | |
If they had money to spare. | |
Money is merely what we live by, | |
But work is what we die by. | |
If you must work, make sure you do it | |
With the best of intentions; | |
Make every effort that you can | |
To serve your fellow man. | |
Help those in distress, but first of all | |
Think to yourself how you would act. | |
Be prompt with help, but don't delay; | |
Give time and money where you can | |
To those in deepest need. | |
The worst suffering goes unseen | |
And doesn't often show its face. | |
Most people would rather sit down | |
Than do some real work. | |
There isn't much pleasure in working, | |
Except to those who do it. | |
It gives you human joys and cares | |
That none of us wants to know. | |
Those left without opportunity | |
Are apt to pine and moan. | |
If you find that you are worn out | |
After a day's hard work, | |
Try to rest in quiet places | |
Where you won't be disturbed. | |
Relaxation will bring results | |
More quickly than trying them alone. | |
Have you ever heard of the Golden Rule? | |
Of the saying "think of others' needs" | |
You'd think it true enough from those who practice it. | |
Yet does anyone ever observe it | |
Unless forced to do so by poverty? | |
Does any one care about the pain it causes? | |
No one! | |
There's nothing in life more foolish than thinking | |
That doing something means giving up something else. | |
Life is a cycle of constant turning, | |
And whoever gets in the wrong place | |
Is apt to fall into the wrong track | |
And end by getting farther from what he intended | |
Than ever he has gone before. | |
If you want happiness, go into business; | |
It's a sure thing, it always is, | |
Although you may fail at first as you shall | |
Another time or two and so again, | |
Till you get used to failure and sorrow | |
And learn to look upon each as a teacher | |
Of new ideas and methods of conduct. | |
I've known great successes too oft to doubt | |
That they brought with them greater sorrow. | |
Great wealth is a paltry thing to men | |
Unless it buys us peace of mind | |
And keeps our eyes on the horizon. | |
It's easy to hoard when times are bad, | |
But much harder to see their advantages | |
When prosperity smiles once more. | |
I'm not against working when the sun shines | |
Or a clear day sets before my task. | |
I'm only against idleness | |
When work is dull and dreary. | |
I am for labor when the days are long | |
And for play when the hours are short. | |
My heart aches in the mornings | |
As I rise and brush the sludgy sink | |
With bleached soap and suds | |
From the tub and showerhead | |
So dirty and gross and beaten | |
That I sigh at the cheerfulness | |
Of the cleanliness of spring. | |
The birds sing sweetly all around me, | |
Their notes are low and tender | |
Like words I never wrote, | |
And I listen for their voices | |
Until their music fills my soul | |
With deep contentment and delight, | |
And I feel as though I were | |
Among the hills of home. | |
The evenings are warm and inviting, | |
With lights that twinkle and spurt | |
And lovers bounding like rabbits, | |
Whose feet are lithe and fleet, | |
While the scent of roses hangs in the air | |
And tickles like firecrackers. | |
The little goldfish swim about | |
With giggle and gurgle | |
And dance their little circles | |
On the white cloth of the table | |
While the wine and food steam and curl | |
And caress each guest beneath the table. | |
O world of radiant sunshine, | |
How far above you seem | |
The clouds o'er the sea, | |
Above the rooftops of New York | |
How high and distant they fly. | |
Your beauty seems almost painful-- | |
For all the rain and mist. | |
O world of golden skies, | |
How near you seem to be | |
To souls that wander, lost and free, | |
Through fields of corn and wheat. | |
Though all below seems dark and drear, | |
Each height and hill is bright and fair. | |
O world of sparkling dews, | |
How near you seem to be | |
To women whose lips are wet | |
And cheeks that blusher are | |
Than mine or thine or even hers. | |
We smile because we're happy | |
And strangely jealous of each other. | |
In the middle of the night | |
A woman called out: "Who's there?" | |
A man answered back, "'t is God!" | |
Then she whispered, half in fear, | |
"This is no dream," said she. | |
He took her trembling hand | |
And held it tight. He knew her | |
Too well. And then he said, | |
"Dear, let me take you to Him." | |
She looked into his face | |
And saw His eyes of blue. | |
They walked along side by side | |
Towards the heavenly gates. | |
His arm about her waist, | |
He murmured softly, "Come, Sweet, | |
Before your husband comes. | |
Oh, wait till morning light. | |
God knows how many years | |
Since thou and I have sat | |
Here close-kissed and fast asleep | |
After His holy supper." | |
Her head rested on his breast | |
As if it would forgette him. | |
At last He led her to a chair, | |
And laid His hands upon her hair. | |
His voice was calm and lowly. | |
"Woman, why hast thou forsaken me?" | |
She turned her face away and cried, | |
"I cannot love thee!" | |
He smiled, and said, "Believe me, child, | |
I have been lonely too. | |
Once I had none but these eyes | |
To look on me. Thou art cold, | |
And sayest out thy prayers alone." | |
She looked into his eyes of blue, | |
And saw His eyes of red. | |
Then like a flower awakened, | |
She rose and down the stairs | |
Into the quiet night withdrew. | |
I know a poet who is blind. | |
All his life he has lived through; | |
Blind from his cradle, deaf from his ear-- | |
Never having seen the sunlight fall | |
Upon his infant face, nor heard | |
The sounds of living folk, save only | |
The sound of passing rivulets and whispers | |
In the happy, joyous garden where he grew up. | |
Still from his eye the world looks grey; | |
Yet he can paint with magic skill | |
The mirage land of Eblis, | |
The cavern ancient Magdalene, | |
And the fairy city Lirith, | |
The mountain path where Parrahmtys strays, | |
And Silenyi's wondrous tower, | |
And over which flies Thalaba | |
An eagle flying at rest on its string. | |
There be poets blind who write no less | |
Than the best that man can do; | |
Nor need there be a rhyme or ring | |
In syllables to make good the word | |
Eblis made great once over Arabia! | |
But still his songs are sweeter than words | |
By all men sung or said; | |
Shall ever singer gain a triumph | |
Worth more than this man's song? | |
Ay, and much more, since 'tis himself | |
That sings, and all the world can hear. | |
<|endoftext|> | |
When the moonlight trembles on the casement, | |
And the shadows on the wall are long, | |
So long shall our sorrows grow longer | |
Ere the sun again shines on us! | |
Then let us take heart again, and think | |
What the future may bring; | |
Let us laugh and sing, and raise a cheer, | |
And remember days gone by. | |
It will come when it must come, | |
Whatever the future brings; | |
It will pass away like dreams, | |
Like a fragrance vanishing | |
Even while we stand and think | |
Of the past, so beautiful! | |
It will pass away like tears, | |
Like grief that lasts till morning, | |
Or as pain that grows to age. | |
No matter how bleak may seem the way, | |
If one steadfast step onward go, | |
One true soul within us lives | |
Will the darkness fade before our feet | |
With the radiance of its glow. | |
Not a cloud shall conceal us from the day, | |
And the crown of glory shall surround us then, | |
While our pathway on earth thus lies clear. | |
Remembering friends who died for their country, | |
Those who fell fighting for freedom and right; | |
May they guide us always on our way, | |
Keep us faithful as the cross of Calvary. | |
Gladly will we follow them to the end, | |
Loyal to the core, untiring heart. | |
Spirit hath not wings, | |
Soul is bound in clay, | |
Breath dies in death; | |
But Love doth fly, | |
Making itself unseen, | |
Making us hope in faith, | |
Giving us strength to dare, | |
Scattering its bright dew | |
Over hill, over plain, | |
O'er desert of sand, o'er green grass of clover, | |
On valley, glen, forest, field. | |
Love doth fly, | |
Saying: "Behold I have brought | |
Work without work, peace without peace, | |
Beauty without beauty, fame without fame, | |
Longing unceasing without longing, | |
Wisdom without wisdom, power without power; | |
Do ye love me?" | |
We may not love it, | |
Its hand is heavy and chill, | |
Its touch is cold and dead, | |
Its shadow falls across my heart | |
Like the shadow of Death. | |
But oh, O Love! | |
Hearken unto me! | |
Why should spirit pine and pine | |
For things below the sky? | |
Life is here above the sphere, | |
Sunshine and rain and laughter; | |
Why should spirit sigh for something higher? | |
Why should earthly hopes and fears | |
Make thoughts of heaven an ill? | |
Is there no place on earth to lay one's head | |
Where sitteth God forevermore? | |
Why should spirits waste their breath and blood | |
Looking upward toward the skies? | |
They would find Him not, | |
Forget Him not, | |
Find Him not if He were risen! | |
Surely He is risen, | |
Resurrected, raised, | |
For He Himself has spoken: "My sheep live in thee!" | |
"Son of Man! Have you seen | |
The elect's home of silver shine, | |
Where lamps of gold are burning bright? | |
Have you heard the chime of golden bells, | |
Underneath the fair mansions old? | |
The halls are hung with richest hues, | |
Gold threads and pearls abound, | |
Golden statues stand in rows; | |
The windows gleam with many a gem, | |
The marble steps adorn the stair. | |
The floors are polished bright with gold, | |
The pillars sparkle iron, | |
The friezes are richly carved, | |
The roof is overlaid with brass." | |
"Son of Man! Have you seen | |
The parrots in the trees, | |
Who chattered round in play, | |
Their tongues wagging evermore? | |
The peacocks everywhere | |
Are gaily strutting forth, | |
Each peeping out with small ear | |
To catch some little phrase | |
Some bird among the leaves | |
Catches in his flight; | |
And every flower upon the bowers | |
Is opening wide its eyes | |
To listen for some new-born sound. | |
The streamlet murmurs with the reeds, | |
The river sways in the flowers, | |
All speak what goodness they can-- | |
Only the whitest lilies hide | |
Their hands behind their loveliest heads. | |
"Son of Man! Have you seen | |
The ladder up yon mountain build, | |
Which those who love the Lord ascend? | |
There they that talk against Him may dwell, | |
Yet they whose hearts are pure and true | |
He gives His light to see God's face. | |
"Think you none will trust you now? | |
Nay, Father, look and learn! | |
A poor widow sits at her door, | |
Her children lie about her room, | |
She cannot put them down at night. | |
Her house is empty and rotting, | |
Her husband is far on the wilds, | |
Far from her pale child, her gray child, | |
His name and fame are with the dead! | |
"'Tis well that thou art strong. | |
I knew thy father well, | |
Strong was he in bow and spear, | |
In helm or hauberk fine. | |
Now let thy sword be shining, | |
Smooth its sharp edge again, | |
Let thy shield flash back the lights of sun, | |
That all men may praise God's name." | |
"Son of Man! Have you known | |
The sweet young maidens well? | |
Sweet were their voices, soft their smiles, | |
Kind their looks when praising God. | |
How sweetly ran their words, | |
How gently did they kiss | |
Their dear God, when they would tell him | |
Of his tender mercies! | |
"Well do I know her--she | |
Whose voice so softly spoke | |
God's glory day by day; | |
When the wind came whispering | |
Through the branches overhead, | |
She went forth to meet the storm, | |
With a smile on her lips, and a prayer | |
Upon her bosom pressed. | |
"Then she saw the whirlwind, | |
From out the cloudlets flying, | |
Straight she knew the tempest coming, | |
Knew the dark wrath of death. | |
Straight she bowed her head, | |
As on her mother's grave | |
She had prayed her life to pass, | |
And the angel of God | |
Blessed her soul with joy." | |
Lift up your heads, ye gates, and open wide-- | |
Ye steel walls of Jerusalem, | |
Your angels come down to lead us in. | |
See how our feet are hungry as the deer | |
After the spring is over! | |
See how the snow lies deep as on the height | |
Of Caucasus, and blinds our eyes! | |
Open wide your doors, and take them inside you, | |
And feed us with your slow but sure repast, | |
Before the Advent Party comes again. | |
Our stomachs need a steady food, | |
And your tables must be covered | |
With meat, and bread, and wine, | |
So shall we reach the Promised Land. | |
We have left our homes too soon, | |
But they are far away, | |
And far away, | |
Since we left our dear homes, | |
On the blue Lake Michigan, | |
To seek the Holy Land. | |
Our childhood's time is gone, | |
But we remember it, | |
Like the leaves of autumn tree, | |
Or like the last red leaf | |
On the withered branch | |
Of Christmas Tree. | |
It is winter in the city, | |
But we sleep warm in rooms | |
Built 'round by brick walls; | |
And the fire shines bright in rooms | |
Builded 'round by brick walls. | |
'Round the gate where Jesus stood | |
The Last Supper took place, | |
And we watch the sunset glow | |
Wherein fades away, | |
Once more, once more, that holy scene | |
Where Jesus met his friends. | |
The stars are twinkling above us, | |
The shadows are lengthening, | |
The Bridegroom's lips are moving, | |
The Angel's are singing, | |
The Advent hymn is rising, | |
The Hallelujah chorus, | |
While the Advent candlelights | |
Are dipping low. | |
Oh, this is pleasant dreaming, | |
For the Master is here, | |
And the Church has calling me, | |
And the Church has granted me. | |
My heart is at home, and gladness | |
Has filled my sleeping cell; | |
I am at rest, and hope is crowning | |
My Christian living. | |
No longer from church absent, | |
I miss the sweet observances, | |
But I feel within my breast | |
Such inward ache as ne'er before | |
Was heard by human ears. | |
Not the same rapture glides o'er me | |
When I attend the service alone, | |
Nor when the choir sings out its song, | |
Nor when the organ sounds sweet, | |
Nor when the Advent wreaths are burning, | |
Norwhen the candles shine. | |
Oh, such a voice is mine, | |
Which the earth never before hath heard, | |
Which tells of the birth of Christ, | |
Who died upon the tree. | |
Oh, such a feeling is mine, | |
Such an emotion full of blisses, | |
As when my eye is raised to heaven, | |
Or rises to catch some heavenly ray, | |
Or when the Advent candle burns, | |
Or when the chimes of church are ringing, | |
Or when the Advent star is shining. | |
Oh, such a sky is my ceiling, | |
Above whose high clouds the sun's rays | |
Glide slowly smiling through the night. | |
Oh, such a feeling is mine, | |
Such an excitement of delight, | |
As when I hear the Advent psalm, | |
Or catch the organ's sweet refrain, | |
Or when the sweetest melody | |
Comes from the nativity. | |
Oh, such a spirit breathes around me, | |
And fills each room with gladness, | |
As when of old the Saviour came | |
To dwell among us poor. | |
Though I walk through Rome's crowded streets, | |
And ascend her lofty towers; | |
Though I sit on her splendid thrones, | |
Or sit in her most fair gardens; | |
Yet, oh, the less I love to stay | |
At any palace or throne, | |
The lovelier places are for me | |
Where Christ is made manifest. | |
There in His mercy-bought hands | |
He laid aside His sacrificial robes, | |
And dressed His temple with men's tears; | |
There in His precious blood men bled | |
In obedience and in fear; | |
There He was crucified, and there | |
All-sacrifice, all-shame, adored Him. | |
There, on His cross, men saw the Cross rise | |
From the hot dust, and burn so brightly | |
That all who saw must wonder, | |
Whether their own lives would decay, | |
Or the first spark of flame destroy it. | |
Then rose the Cross from out the fiery blaze, | |
And still, as if 'twere not melted, | |
Burned round about, till all the air was bright | |
With flash of gold and silver light. | |
What though no golden trumpets call me, | |
To go forth to the battlements? | |
What though no golden banners float, | |
O'er the green fields, behind the fountains? | |
Still let me wander by those marble steps | |
Where Mary sits, contemplating, | |
Her soul's great work already half begun,-- | |
Half done, alas!--by one who knows not sin, | |
But follows gladly after God. | |
What though no golden trumpets call me, | |
To bring the news to Lancay town? | |
What though no embroidered flag be flown, | |
By mountain or river side, | |
Beyond the Iron Bridge which spans the Mersey! | |
Still let me wander by those marble steps | |
Where Mary sits, contemplating, | |
Her soul's great work already half begun,-- | |
Half done, alas!--by one who knows not sin, | |
But follows eagerly after God. | |
"A sonnet is a pie," said Emily Dickinson, | |
"An apple a dish, | |
A diamond's a gem, | |
A happiness is a loaf of bread, | |
And a man without morals a brooch." | |
<|endoftext|> | |
Hark! the lark at the door sings all day for Mary, | |
Sings for Elizabeth, comes up higher and louder, | |
Till you can hear it bursting with joy, | |
Breaking its notes upon the morning gray: | |
Hurrah! hurrah! for John! | |
Now up again for Peter, | |
Larks flying, twittering, | |
Thinking of nothing else but John and Mary! | |
See them flutter, and beat their wings, | |
Fluttering, beating, | |
Like little birds that wanton in the nest. | |
Hurrah! hurrah! for Peter! | |
Hark! the cuckoo calls all day for Peter, | |
Sings for Elizabeth, breaks away to laughter, | |
Till you can hear him roaring loud, | |
Broke into strings, like violins, | |
Hurrah! hurrah! for Peter! | |
Now down again for Paul, | |
Prophets, singing, prophets, | |
Up again for Peter, | |
Little children, he's preaching unto you! | |
So soon shall the nations see it, | |
Lo! the sign is come! | |
Hush! the lark is singing for Mary, | |
Sings for Elizabeth, thinks of nothing else, | |
Only to sing and sing for her. | |
It sings of the blessed Mary, | |
Blessed is Mary, | |
Blessed be her mother. | |
Go down again for Paul, | |
Prophets, singers, | |
Sing for him, sing his name, | |
Sing with your voices together, | |
Till you have heard his message, | |
Hurrah! hurrah! for Paul! | |
Now up again for Peter, | |
Prophets, songsters, | |
Down again for Mary, | |
Little children, he's preaching unto you. | |
So soon shall the nations see it, | |
Lo! the sign is come! | |
Over my body and under | |
My broken heart there lies a chain, | |
Which none can loose except they will; | |
And unless that people come, | |
Whose hearts are as hard as stone, | |
I'll lay myself and my child low. | |
Who goes there? Who goes there? | |
Why do you gaze at the sky? | |
Is it the wind that you sigh? | |
Or is it the snow? | |
No! it is Death, and we feel it now. | |
Death comes to the house unwonted; | |
Children sleep without their mothers; | |
Everywhere silence reigns more deep; | |
Sun shines, but shadows fall apace, | |
Even where trees are set a-bloom, | |
On valley and hillside and plain. | |
You who were happy once, wait for years; | |
You who loved much, life has only brought | |
Pain and sorrow and woe; | |
You who were strong, lie wounded and weak, | |
And I am alone and old. | |
Yet time will bring you another birth, | |
Another life, another love. | |
When the last evening silvers the west, | |
Shine on our lips the star of rest; | |
Let us but keep the faith, and close | |
Our eyes on Evening's face, | |
Ere the night comes down with chilly dew, | |
To hurl us to Night's eternal throne. | |
The sun sinks low, the twilight falls slow, | |
Slowly o'er our spirits steal the shades; | |
Oh! let us only grieve with those who know, | |
In days of peace, what seasons of pain! | |
For Time will lead us through the same dark way, | |
And when he leads to Darkness, we must ride. | |
Come home, O Love! Come back, | |
From the far off Eternal shore; | |
Nevermore to wander, nevermore | |
To roam from thy own sweet land. | |
Home, home, O Love, come home, | |
Home, forever, evermore! | |
Love is a wandering fire, | |
That seeks a sombre grove, | |
To curl its flickering wing around; | |
There, in that sacred shade, | |
It quivers in contentment. | |
Love is a spirit flower, | |
That blooms within this heart; | |
Its golden glory beams around, | |
With inexpressible grace. | |
Home, home, O Love, come home, | |
Home, forever, evermore! | |
Dear, though thine eyes are hid, | |
Oft by me in dreams thou stand'st; | |
Some loving thoughts about thee play, | |
Of home, of love, of bliss. | |
Then, dear beloved, if thy breast | |
One moment opens to mine, | |
Turning my soul to hers, say-- | |
"Though clouds enshroud the heavenly Sun, | |
His smile is light enough for thee." | |
We two were born on opposite sides | |
Of a narrow earth, which mountains frame; | |
Both toiler in the fields--we understand-- | |
But ne'er the shadow of each other fell; | |
Nor did we hear one common sound | |
Through the long summer hours, | |
Save the sounds of rain and rivulet, | |
That came at eventide to wash | |
Our stalls and thatch our roof: | |
Our childhood was an orphan's lot; | |
Each year that came with pay | |
Was fortune's gift to us; | |
And so we grew up with no need | |
To kiss or to quarrel, | |
But with a joy in everything, | |
A health in labor, and a wit | |
Responsive to requital, | |
And a hand in every matter | |
We looked to see fulfilled | |
After the coming of the morrow. | |
Yet, though our ways were apart, | |
Loved voice and look together came; | |
And though all earthly hopes had fled, | |
Hope lives in all mankind | |
(As a bright bird does in a twinkling), | |
And though men curse and scold, | |
Yet God loves not ill. | |
He gave us life that we might serve | |
His holy Cause, | |
And He will bless us in our work, | |
Whether it be good or bad, | |
If we look to Him for help. | |
Ye who have struggled with your fate, | |
What words can reach ye to your heart? | |
How can ye express your longing | |
For that rich hope, which yet is nigh, | |
Whereon rests despair? How can ye tell | |
Your fathers' tears how great were theirs, | |
For that fair land beyond the sea? | |
<|endoftext|> | |
The morning-light is clear and blue, | |
The early birds are singing gay, | |
The lark is soaring above the town, | |
And over the green landscape dim | |
The dappled sunrise burns; | |
So hey, then, sing! The world is young! | |
Sing hey, then, sing! | |
The ripe, red dates drop from the tree | |
Like ripened fruit from the bough; | |
The bee is humming round the rose | |
And murmuring among the flowers; | |
The lamp is fluttering in the hall | |
And burning softly there; | |
So hey, then, sing! The world is wide! | |
Sing hey, then, sing! | |
I saw him once before, | |
As he passed by the door, | |
And again | |
The pavement stones resound, | |
As he totters o'er the ground, | |
Recalling that place. | |
They say that in his prime, | |
Ere the pruning-knife of Time | |
Cut him down, | |
Not a better man was found | |
By the crier on his round | |
About the city. | |
But now he walks the streets, | |
And he looks at all he meets | |
Sad and wan, | |
And he shakes his feeble head, | |
That it seems as if he said, | |
"They are gone," | |
Till a kindlier word | |
May perhaps some day give place | |
To sorrow's tone; | |
For after him I've heard relate | |
That he was a good man's son, | |
And that those years are long ago. | |
When the frost has whitened the rills, | |
And the scarlet berries grow, | |
Or the moss has grown under the stone, | |
And the wild roses blow, | |
Then the jessamine lifts up her head | |
In her beauty of bloom, | |
And she paints the dew with new power, | |
Or the mist sets many a flame alight, | |
And the geraniums nodding by | |
Are all lit with pink; | |
While the roses lift up their heads | |
High and higher, | |
And they know that the Springtime is near, | |
And the time for blossoming is nigh, | |
When the June moon is hung high with cloud, | |
And the stars shine out in heaven, | |
When the mignion reaches its height, | |
And the crocus bursts into bloom; | |
And the days grow short, and the nights grow long, | |
And the days die like dews, | |
And the hours seem long, and the hours are weary, | |
With the weight of hours; | |
And the days expire, one by one, | |
Until the Winter comes at last, | |
And the nights are longest still. | |
Oh, what is Summer that you come not | |
Upon this earth again? | |
You brought the sunflower's lovely seed, | |
And the flower sprung up and grew, | |
But you cannot bring me back my love, | |
My sweetheart of old. | |
It is not growing like a plant, | |
Making food of mortal soil, | |
Sprouting forth without restraint, | |
Grown bold in forest and thick wood, | |
Without control. | |
It is not conquering nature, | |
Nor making war upon night, | |
Which makes me question your claim, | |
Who boast of perfect life. | |
You promised me ecstasy, | |
But you brought but pain and care-- | |
Why do you keep the past? | |
I am tired waiting for you, | |
Stung with bitter weeping, | |
Wishing the woods were lying | |
Under your very feet, | |
And that I stood beside you | |
At the beginning of the tale. | |
There is something stronger than desire | |
That bids me wake your name, | |
Something more divine than death | |
Climbing after you, | |
More beautiful than song, | |
Than the dawn in singing foam; | |
I would watch it leaping far away | |
Into the golden sky. | |
I would sit here dreaming and sobbing | |
A hundred years together, | |
Knowing that the dreamer dies, | |
And wakes to nothingness, | |
While the year slips swiftly by | |
On an endless trackless sea. | |
I would stand where you began, | |
And find within myself | |
All that is yours to take and leave-- | |
Yet never lose forever | |
One trace of your soul's light; | |
Knowledge, and knowledge only, | |
Of the truth that lingers still. | |
What is the secret that you hide | |
Deep in your heart, | |
Some treasure you have guarded so, | |
So carefully, | |
That no one knows it, not one, | |
Not even you? | |
Is it the wealth of love or gold | |
That holds you spellbound? | |
Is it the star of faith that you | |
Hold so close to your heart? | |
Is it the strength of youth's ideal | |
That throbs in your breast? | |
No, it is not these things, | |
But something deeper and rarer, | |
Something that can never perish, | |
Something that will come again-- | |
Soon, soon, when the right hour comes, | |
And the darkness ends, | |
I think it is the sound of bells | |
Calling men home from work, | |
And the voices of women calling | |
After the swift feet go by. | |
I think it is the sound of waters | |
Whose depths a little child may see, | |
Whispering a lover over his shoulder | |
As he skips along. | |
I think it is the call of birds, | |
Calling out their message to the trees, | |
Calling home their nestlings to the boughs, | |
Calling far off the full-grown birdmen | |
Calling back across the ocean seas. | |
I think it is the cry of children breaking | |
Through the heat and clamor of a summer night, | |
Breaking through the silences of twilight | |
To bid other children come. | |
I think it is the sigh of flowers, | |
Opening wide their fragrant doorways | |
Before the warm light of the rising sun; | |
The sigh of grasses waving their hands | |
Over the yellow cornfields of the vale; | |
The cry of waterfalls falling down | |
Their silver cascades below; | |
I think it is each thing that you say, | |
Each word and every sound and breath, | |
Together breathed in harmony, | |
Together stirred in rhythm and measure, | |
Till I hear the world begin to sing, | |
And feel the heavens respond. | |
I think it is the stir of all these things | |
That sends a language upward, | |
Transforming the common things of earth | |
Into divine sounds and words, | |
Mingling with God's voice as one speaks | |
With one who has known and touched God's power. | |
Out of the dark of ages, | |
From the silence of the dead, | |
Speaks a voice that none may dare to heed: | |
"Woman! Wretch!" It was the Lord of hosts | |
Upraised His arm on the high tower | |
Where the Woman Prayerful sat, | |
And heard her prayer, and rebuked the man, | |
For having gazed upon her charms | |
In the forbidden place. | |
He went down from there to the deep | |
And terrible river of death, | |
Whereon the souls of sinners wailed | |
In torment of woe and pain, | |
And heard His word, and died in bliss, | |
And met their doom of pain and wrong. | |
They saw Him in Galilee, | |
And in Anna, and the hills | |
Where John baptized, and they said, | |
"This man shall heal our eyesight"; | |
Then we beheld Him in flesh | |
By many thousands seen, | |
And by the Spirit in every nation, | |
And felt His touch, and knew His eye, | |
And followed Him to be healed. | |
We know what He did for thee, | |
Thou first and greatest miracle; | |
How He died for thee and us, | |
Giving Himself a sacrifice | |
For our transgressions, and then rose | |
From the grave to set us free; | |
For thou alone were necessary | |
To bring this healing about; | |
For without thee, couldst not be | |
This great effect ever wrought; | |
Nor without thee couldst thou conceive | |
Or raise thy mind to look above | |
Unto the heights wherein this art | |
Begins to reach its utmost power. | |
When first from Nazareth I came | |
Across the Jordan into Egypt, | |
And crossed the circuit of the land | |
Which once had been well-loved of him, | |
Who now is hated of mankind, | |
Because of thine inheritance, | |
My Master told me how Herod | |
Had sought to slay the Child before his birth, | |
And how he suffered for the sake | |
Of Simon son of Timotheus. | |
"Thy blood should be my atonement | |
For all the sins done by me | |
Since first I murdered made thee mother, | |
And brought thee forth for a slave | |
To serve for food and toy to those | |
Who ate not on the goodly table | |
Where thou wast wont to sit." | |
"Master," she answered me, "and what | |
If any soul repenteth and is glad | |
Of his sin, doth it make any difference | |
What house he comes from, or whence he is, | |
His blood must wash against mine own, | |
Before the Lamb of God shall take His seat | |
On the throne of glory in the sky?" | |
"It makes no difference whatever," said he, | |
"Whether the sinner be old or young; | |
To the stain of the same reformation is the same, | |
Washed or unwashed, black or white; but woe to that | |
Who blasphemes the Holy Ghost while he lives; | |
He hath around him where Christ dwelt a veil | |
From apostasy and perverted thought. | |
"But when he lies beneath the cold world's loss, | |
And beholds his day of sorrow pass, | |
And sees the fulness of his wrath fulfill | |
The heart which he deceived, the lips which denied, | |
The last bitter draught which he will quaff, | |
His very life-stream eternally | |
Shall turn to gall and bitterness. | |
"Hearken, O shepherd faithful unto the King, | |
Whose name be glorified! I tell thee, do | |
Righteously, and do the commandments of God, | |
Though small thy store, and poor thy strength; yea, seek | |
No earthly good, nor treasure-trove gold, | |
But in thy vesture wear a heart untold | |
In holiness, and lay bare thy breast | |
Unto the Father, for the more He loves thee, | |
So more will have thee holden of His care. | |
"Give all unto the poor and needy, bless | |
The fruitless rich's wine, and let thy rest | |
Be in the lap of humility; | |
Take heed to guard thy heart from the scorn | |
Of worldly men; remember what hath past | |
Is forgotten, if thou keepest humble | |
And use well thy childhood's years of grace; | |
Love them that love you, bless the broken hearts | |
Of mothers, and the widow's mite; but say | |
To ev'ry ill, 'A clean heart make still, | |
An open door, and rest me near it.'" | |
Forthwith he spoke, and left the bower, and sped | |
Like lightning through the airy vale below; | |
And angels led him to an everlasting bed, | |
And laid him in a garment of purest white, | |
And cast a cloud about him, and His sleep was sweet, | |
And He woke with the morning, and His face was bright, | |
And round about the earth were shining clouds, | |
And the seven seals of heaven sealed his head: | |
And over all the earth was silence deep, | |
And on his eyes there streamed eternal streams, | |
That none might hear the sound of rumblings waves, | |
Till God arose, and walked upon the sea, | |
And called his creatures, and gave command | |
That a ship be built fast by the ark, | |
With cubits ten long, and cubit high, | |
And a breadth of nozzle one inch, | |
And a beam of no less than twenty feet, | |
And a square keel, and mast of forty stakes, | |
And a crew who none but spirits knew. | |
They sailed away through seas unpaid, | |
Unsought, unheard, and unseen; | |
And a little while, they sailed, till God | |
Bade them stop, because the work had begun | |
Too soon, and too great for mortals weak. | |
Then suddenly, as on they sailed, | |
God sent a terror through their souls, | |
As a sword through any deer's heart. | |
The tempest rolled from pole to pole, | |
And darkened all the waters round, | |
While the ship's whistle smote on man's ear, | |
And they heard the groaning of the chain, | |
And the stroke of time, like some hard hand | |
Breaking the link of age against youth, | |
And saying, "Begin again, begin, | |
Or never cease until thou achieve | |
Imperfect, but so much enjoy." | |
They stopped, and tossed up the foam again, | |
While the storm roared loud, and lashed the wave | |
Till her timbers creaked, and her shrouds rustled, | |
And they felt it coming, and they knew | |
There was nothing in the world worth fighting for. | |
Yet they rose up, and fought on, and gained | |
A foothold on a craggy ledge, | |
And there, amid the fury of the blast, | |
They saw two mighty enemies die; | |
Two giants, whom the Lord had raised anew, | |
When the world was new, before the foundation | |
Of this our realm, to punish our crimes. | |
One there was slain in fight; the other fled, | |
And lived to strike a vengeance through three worlds-- | |
For he beheld, when the giant died, | |
The ruin of his race, and satiate sat | |
With knowledge of his death, and could not rest, | |
But fled into the wilderness, and sought | |
Through out the days to come, and now was grown | |
A pestilence among mankind, and now | |
He stood once more within the confines of Zion, | |
And reigned through kings, and ruled the people well, | |
Until God sent his only Son, to save | |
And to fulfil His words, which said, "All flesh | |
I deliver into thine hands," etc.; | |
Who came to Judea, to Jerusalem, | |
And the temple mount, and all the land of Israel, | |
And to subdue and lead back to Heaven | |
This dim remnant of the house of David, | |
Ere its final hour should seem to be. | |
But first He suffered many things | |
To be done in secret, things yet to be, | |
Things past imagining, impossible now; | |
Prostration, prayer, suffering, martyrdom, | |
Mightier sufferings than mortal man has known, | |
Dying for truth, and shedding of his blood, | |
To save and to build His holy faith, etc. | |
From out the mouth of hell, | |
Came flying Satan, swift as wind, | |
And said in anger, "It is enough! | |
Those millions I have gathered at my side, | |
What are their numbers? Have they reached Aganippe | |
Where Paris has his fortress? Are they come | |
To fall upon the faithful host arrayed | |
Before the ramparts of Carrhae, | |
Which Joseph of Nazareth governed well, | |
Though betrayed by Flordelice, son of that godless king | |
Who made him lord of all the country nigh Capri? | |
Are those hundreds multiplied at my word? | |
Come forward then, ye men of valor, peer of gods, | |
Stand forth, and see what resistance they offer!" | |
So spake the fiend, and swifter than the wind, | |
In the dark night, thundering down fire-slowed tracks, | |
Swept on its way, nor stayed till it had reached the fort, | |
And sallied forth, and sallied up the wall, | |
And climbed the battlements, and stood on every stone, | |
And hurled itself against the gate, and burst it down, | |
And Rinaldo saw, and sprang to meet its force, | |
And seized its feet, and with his dagger hit it thrice, | |
And drew the weapon from its body, and threw it by, | |
And shouted, "Behold what power defies thy rod! | |
Thou hast conquered me, thou art triumphant, | |
Thrice accursed dog, and I am vanquished!" | |
Then with his brand new cutteth [the traitor] twice, | |
And thrice the poison outgaspeth; and his limbs | |
Fall ominously stiffen'd, and his eyes grow dim, | |
His breath comes in painful slumbers on his lips, | |
And his head sinks on his breast, and his soul flies forth, | |
And falls beneath the doors, and open lies the gate. | |
Rinaldo follows with the deadly thrust, | |
Nor stands the blade in vain, but cuts again, | |
And thrice again, and makes the neck bleed wide; | |
At length the monster drops its dead weight, and dies | |
Into the dust, and leaves his broken limbs behind: | |
Then turns about to where his companions lie, | |
And draws his sword, and strives to cut their heads off, | |
As oft if haply chance a guileful thief should do, | |
Who sees his golden locks, and sees his gold, and knows | |
That all the wealth of France is at his mercy, | |
Would rob the helpless owner of his very hairs. | |
Him followed young Rinaldo, who no less | |
Had heard of Spada's deeds of prowess, and how | |
They were avenged by him, though an hundredfold | |
By him requited, being himself the chieftain | |
Of all the band, and of the wide domains beside. | |
No coward fear his blow, no fear is theirs, | |
For he is valiant, strong, and cunning, and knows | |
His foe by heart, and loves him for his own, | |
And would bereave him of his friend and life. | |
"Speak!" cried he, "my noble comrade, speak! | |
Why dost thou fly, when shame demands thee here?" | |
Spada, who loved courage, answered him, "I fly, | |
Not for myself alone, but for those I love, | |
My comrades, whom their chief protect and guide. | |
Their lives hang by my single arm, mine arms | |
Protect them, and if I slay these, I gain | |
The prize I seek; or let some other die, | |
Or do such death as I may, I shall not lose." | |
With that he held his ready drawn sword, | |
And rushed upon the creature, whose surprise | |
Made him forget his friends, his country, and self, | |
And cast aside his gentleness, and pride, | |
And gave himself to desperate revenge. | |
He struck him full, with forceful blows, and these | |
Were like those of Ciriatto's hammer-blow, | |
Whose ruin was Spada's world's great doom; | |
For he had sworn never more unto man | |
To quit the castle walls, which he had won | |
From false Elda with her treacherous sire. | |
Now through the living flesh he drove the steel, | |
And there overcame the cruel giant once, | |
And so much earth went crashing into bone | |
As mountains raise above their ruins deep. | |
This while Rinaldo from the door descends, | |
And bids the damsel close it fast, and bade | |
Close the portcullis, lest any barbarian | |
Should enter in, and hurt the ladies there. | |
But she forbade this, saying, "Alas! | |
Such violence you might provoke among | |
Those gentlewomen, and yourselves be slain; | |
Your castle thus in war should be employed. | |
Let us retire together home, | |
And there our wounds receive medical care." | |
Yet said the youth, "If we wish peace, and yet | |
Would gird this castle with such weapons hard, | |
We will go hence without this fortress' help, | |
Unless you shut the portal fast beforehand." | |
The maids assent, and closed the heavy casque, | |
Which kept the two in fight still joined. | |
When Spada sees his comrades fail, | |
Firmly he holds his ground, and well defends | |
His host, and gains a victory thence; | |
But when he sees his troops decay, | |
And that his time is come to yield or flee, | |
Astonish'd, sad, and pale he stands, | |
And rears his shoulders into a hump, | |
And takes a huge bulk, that evermore | |
Is known by the name of Castell Otho, | |
Inventress of many strange devices. | |
Thus changed he little while his shape, | |
But took another coat of skin, | |
And with a crooked shank made a spear, | |
And armed his tail, and called his kite, and | |
Spread abroad his flying hoofs in air. | |
These acts of daring, deeds of skill, | |
So bravely did he perform, | |
That the proud Saracens are afraid, | |
Conquered they feel, and trembling fall. | |
Meanwhile Rinaldo, having broke the force | |
Of the bold champion, who had lost his steed, | |
Springs at him with such velocity, | |
As if he ran by quickened flame, | |
And strikes him with his fists and feet, | |
And tears his body with the utmost pains, | |
Till from every part his senses wash. | |
The fierce Saracen, when he perceives | |
Rinaldo wounded sore with poisoned blade, | |
Leaps forth with all his strength, and breaks his shield, | |
Wrenches from his head his helmet sharp, | |
And cleft plate, and mail, and harness torn, | |
And rends his valiant courser's limb away: | |
Then, overborne by weighty mass, | |
Falls prone on belly up to knee. | |
Nor falls he soon; for Rinaldo rises | |
Again, renewing the assault, | |
And now the knight has done him grievous wrong, | |
And done him worse than death or black ill could; | |
For, breathing heavily, his eyes he raised | |
Unto the heavens, and prayed God to smite | |
The murderer of his kinsman, who pursued | |
Unlicenced and unlicensed, he said. | |
"O father, what good end was this? | |
What harm was it that I endured? | |
Was no better cure devised by me? | |
Did none attempt it, or dare, or dare?" | |
-- And answering thus the aged priest, | |
Who till then was silent, spoke aloud: | |
"It seems your thoughts, your fancy take | |
Another's house to attack. | |
"You think that cowardice conceals | |
Its guilt in you, or fails to discover | |
That you have injured no one: | |
And so your vengeance would ensue | |
On every wight beneath the sun. | |
But 'tis enough that you have wrenched | |
From off your hands the weapon's stain." | |
While yet he spake, the paladin | |
Had laid his mighty brand away, | |
And stretched out both his arms to heaven, | |
Exclaiming, "Good brother, hear!" | |
And rivalling voice to him replied | |
The martial sister of Rinaldo, | |
Spoke thus, with blushing cheek and blushful eye: | |
"I am not one, who, if a foe | |
Hath caught my squadrons, dares let slip | |
My post and forces, for the sake | |
Of others' safety. This I say, | |
Sirs, by your leave; nor do I wreak | |
My wrath upon an empty suit." | |
He, smiling, answered her, "Nay, ne'er | |
Shall I this quarrel here depart, | |
Till these your suitors, to mine aid | |
United are restored, | |
And I behold them bleeding, dead | |
Or maimed, on the paynim side." | |
And crying out, "May Christ defend | |
The right, whate'er of guilty pain | |
They bear!" the knight untwines his cloak, | |
And gives it to the friar. He next | |
With busy hand, himself composed, | |
Collects and sets apart for each | |
Some certain sword-rust, which within | |
His scabbard heals the bent steel. | |
Next he repairs the broken glass | |
To its former credit, and again | |
Passes the same light spectacle | |
With open, eager face; but when | |
He views anew the paladine | |
And courtiers drunken with delight, | |
He feels new fury swell his soul, | |
And bids his squire the trumpet sound | |
Once more; bidding be it heard | |
That Palaestrina's foes may know | |
Their fate, and pity bid them rise | |
And give some succor to their king. | |
When this is seen, the knights around | |
Give instant heed unto the word, | |
And routs thick as autumnal leaves | |
Are flitting high and fast between | |
Thick ranks of helms and tiaras; | |
While loud the trumpets braying clear | |
Make earth and heaven resound. | |
Paler grows Rogero than before, | |
And pale as any corpse that breathes | |
Must come the day's end; for grief and shame | |
Summon all our life to an ending; | |
And, like a thing possessed, his mind | |
Is clouded, and his limbs move slow; | |
Yet will not he delay to break | |
Those horns, lest haply they should bleed. | |
At once the warrior blows the horn; | |
And ever and anon the blast | |
In thunder makes the sky descend: | |
Not half so keen the sounding horn | |
Which Hidraort gave into Charles's hand, | |
(Whose blood was justly vainly bought) | |
By him usurped and violated, | |
And used by him ingloriously. | |
Rogero, hearing the bugle call, | |
Stands still, nor lieth down to feed | |
His wearied eyes, but stands advanced | |
With parted lips, where hangs the shield, | |
Wherewith his foeman might have fought; | |
And there without moving word or blow, | |
Waits, like a brave anchored ship. | |
Now less than nothing must be known | |
Of palmers' lore, who well have read | |
How in close fight a man should ward | |
A blow, whose point may fall at need, | |
If left entire; nor that of force | |
Against a stronger man not weak, | |
Though able to injure, denied; | |
So skilfully can the wind | |
Windward bend the buckler round. | |
This work requires much skill and art, | |
As e'en the broadest axe or spear | |
Brings less success than negligence. | |
Nor is it enough to shun the blow, | |
The champion needs judgment as to when | |
To turn, and how to ward the stroke; | |
But little wins in war alone, | |
Without good counsel also served. | |
Rogero, though himself unaware, | |
Has thither turned his steps several ways, | |
Lest he should fail in the assault; | |
And now, while standing many miles | |
Beyond the reach of the descending storm, | |
Begins to doubt if he shall slay | |
That virgin or offend in her defense. | |
She from her courser bears aloft | |
Upon her shoulder what appears | |
An iron chain, three fathom long, | |
Rod and reel, all alike concealed, | |
Together bound in one another; | |
Which she extends to distant lands, | |
And, having made a way for them, | |
Departs without further words or thought. | |
It chanced that, through that passage overgrown | |
With brake and brambles, poor Muleteer, | |
Who wandered late from his first abode, | |
Was by the noise and stir disturbed, | |
And finding himself in danger, sped | |
Before the rest; who seeing her gone, | |
Turned to return whence he had came, | |
Upon the sudden that the damsel bore | |
Into the forest dark and dread. | |
There, being far behind the rest, he found | |
-- As well he might -- a damsel gay, | |
Who seemed to take pleasure in the chase, | |
And, following her, sought to keep pace; | |
Until she overtook her, and then | |
Her arms about him were extended; | |
"And art thou come," said she, "come hither, | |
For surely wilt thou me affray? | |
"I am thy sister! Ah, my brother, say | |
What means this outrage on thee, who art | |
My only and my most beloved son?" | |
"Nay, nay! I would," replied the other, | |
"Would love thee more than either of these." | |
"Then, hear me, daughter," Rogero cried, | |
"Would that I were both of us together!" | |
And thus began the maid to woo her sire: | |
"Dear father, since thou gavest me a bride, | |
Fair as the sun that lights the world below, | |
And after death didst send me forth to roam, | |
Seeking a stranger husband, here I stay; | |
Since thou, with loving heart, hast given me home | |
In happy time, and granted me content | |
To dwell beneath thy roof, and share thy reign. | |
"Oh, grant my prayer, and yet again restore | |
My youth and beauty, which were dearer far | |
Than all the wealth of Araby or Persia; | |
Or all the store that greedy Pluto hoards, | |
Hiding his theft therein; or all | |
The gold that kings obtain from captive sands | |
On Persian mountains; or the stores that lie | |
Underneath the northern stars, or else | |
All the incomparable gems that deck | |
Arcadia's lofty hills." He replying spake: | |
"Wise is thy wit, and prudent is thy speech. | |
"But hence, away! I cannot suffer thee | |
Heretofore to wander to and fro | |
In such unhallowed air; within this land | |
Is forbidden to tread, outside, tree, stone, | |
Or shadow. Away, and shun those foes | |
That wait around to do thee mischief; see, | |
They approach, and mock thee with their shout." | |
When she heard him, straight the youthful deer | |
Left his mother's side, and turning fled | |
Across wide wastes of water moorish sand, | |
O'er riven cliffs, and crowded dikes, and dun | |
Deserted plains, till at last he felt | |
Safe seated on an island, shaded clear, | |
Wherein were herds of cattle feeding. | |
And there he stayed, until the morrow's dawn, | |
Feeding on fruit, and grazing on the grass, | |
Till he had told the tale that they required; | |
Then took his leave, and soon reappearing | |
Brought back the damsel. But before the knight | |
Had loosed his horse, and put his weapon into use, | |
He was attacked by two savage dogs, so fierce | |
That none could tell whereend the strife began, | |
Each daring to assail the other's life. | |
One at the neck, one at the flank Rogero smote, | |
Crashing their teeth against each stanchion-band: | |
Dizzied the dogs fell, and struggling with their pain | |
Their jaws were full of blood, but no retreat | |
Could be had thenceforth: for still the other hounds | |
Raged on, nor knew the worthier foe remained. | |
So the boar doth open fight declare, whereon | |
The stag has oftentimes been fain to yield, | |
And oftentimes has changed his faith, and cast | |
His weight and strength about, but turns not back. | |
Rogero smites one, and then a second, then | |
A third. The beasts are pressed to precipices, | |
Nor howling any can endure, though light | |
And fearless. No strain may him sustain, | |
Whose forehead strikes the flying blow. 'Twould seem | |
As if the dog had feared the better part, | |
And turned aside at the first onset, but | |
That not in vain, for he was slain | |
By the good sword of its master. Such show | |
Of furious rage was shown by them both, | |
Such fury was in Hector and in Rodomont. | |
Rodomont, who saw the instant fate draw nigh, | |
(Because the dog would pass beyond his reach) | |
Fiercely stretched out his arm, and made his blow. | |
The tooth alone was lost which served to guard | |
The throat; but through the shoulder the strong lance | |
Was driven home, and pierced the bowels down below. | |
Blood spurted everywhere; and there arose | |
A hideous shriek, such as when wind sweeps over fields | |
With rain, and every bough and bush in sight | |
Shrinks shudderingly. This terrible sign was that | |
Which showed that death was near; and here the king, | |
Who might have taken some comfort, found it not. | |
Hunger now possessed him, and he raged | |
Even as a child whose anger takes a rise | |
Against his nurse, who does him ire and hate, | |
And makes him impatient, afraid and sore; | |
And while his eyes wax dim, he casts them round | |
Upon the field, and, mad with spite and wrong, | |
Spurs his courser on, and rushes headlong on | |
Before the enemy. With Rodomont's blood | |
Was mingled Phlegyas' life-blood, and the blade | |
Smitten was Rodomont more than the other; | |
For Phlegyas escaped, for he had left the peer | |
Behind him, when he sped, and followed him | |
Only to aid his brother. Nor did the king | |
Turn from the twain whom he met, but cried aloud: | |
"What boots it now with these to battle joined? | |
If thou art Rodomont, who used to guide | |
The swiftest chariot in all our host, | |
Why flinch thou from the combat? Leave to them | |
The car behind, and give thine own to drive; | |
I will pursue my road, and seek my band | |
Among the multitude." | |
To whom the warrior thus: "Thy fear is vain, | |
Unworthy of a valiant man like me. | |
My heart within my breast is burning bright | |
With exceeding heat; and ne'er was mortal wight | |
While Saturn ruled the heaven and Olympus shook. | |
I will not fly or turn aside; I follow | |
Thee, Sir Knight, whose great prowess none shall doubt; | |
For never from the field I yielded place | |
Unto another knight, unless compelled | |
By mighty numbers. Thou say'st that we are few; | |
Say, what is true,--and who knows most, himself! | |
But this I know, that should the Moorish host | |
Number us all, with battlements adorned, | |
We yet should fail of victory, because | |
Our champion is too brave." | |
King Agramant replied: "It is true said, | |
That we are few; but if the palm be won | |
By others, 'tis only by the hand of God. | |
Now therefore perish one and all along | |
This army, who refuse our succor. If you | |
Be unwilling that I chase these dogs that gnaw | |
At the skirts of Spain, I will go myself, | |
And will bring down many more, who shall slay | |
These Moors and all their allies." | |
Thus saying, his whole person he drave | |
Into a shape resembling that of a wolf. | |
Great wonderment was expressed throughout the camp; | |
And Gama, who the strange adventure heard, | |
Believed that Rodomont had perished quite, | |
And deemed the monarch dead, upon the spot. | |
But, as before was seen the color pale | |
Over the visage, and the cheek wore a shade | |
Darkened with sweat, so much more abashed and scared | |
He seemed to stand, and moved his lips in vain | |
To utter a word, until the sweat ceased entirely. | |
Then, leaping forth, he rushed against the foe, | |
And struck Rodomont so well that his right thumb | |
Became a stump, cut off where the nail went through. | |
Grimly he vaunted, shouting: "See, see that hand | |
Which once extended touched the ring, no longer mine! | |
So fair a thing was never done of old!" | |
Rodomont caught up his hammer, and smote full | |
On the blacksmith's nose; but he, whose dread was then | |
Less of himself than of the paladins, drove | |
His fist back sharply, driving the hammer to earth | |
Hard after Rodomont's fist, and broke the crown | |
Of his left ear, so that his brains gushed out. | |
As the two warriors fought, and sprang back again, | |
Each wounded in various parts, each fearing loss | |
Of hand or life, the Tartar turned his eye | |
From one to mark the other, and cried loudly: | |
"O shame to Spain! O shame to Hercules | |
(Whose name this day has fallen from the roll | |
Of fame) and shame to chivalry! These foes | |
Resistless strike, and though cleft by my hand | |
Are not so broken as I am by mine work. | |
Would that I were eighty years of age, | |
So might I fight them as they would fight me!" | |
Meanwhile the Moorish king, amid the throng | |
Of slaughtering foemen, cast between his feet | |
A long staff, and said: "Haste now, lest they | |
Should urge their flight ere you can cast your spear." | |
Forthwith he hurled it; but the shaft flew wide | |
Of its mark, for before King Mandricardo | |
It fell. And as he saw the weapon glancing | |
In the king's direction, he turned his back | |
And drew up his foot, and said: "No further speech; | |
Draw to the attack till every Moorish head | |
Is pounded into bloody pulp." Thus he spoke, | |
And manduc'd his men; and straightway they advanced | |
With shout and cry, and pierced the ranks of France. | |
And now the trumpet sounded warning, loud and clear, | |
Through all the host, and soon the people fell | |
Back on themselves, and coward fled from fight. | |
Nor Mandricardo stayed his flight alone, | |
But followed far, for he esteemed it best | |
His second effort to make, while his first lay | |
In ashes. Thrown among the rout was he, | |
Who tugg'd his stirrup down, and in haste retir'd. | |
When his fellows saw him hurrying there to fight, | |
They yell'd aloud, and casting loose their armour, | |
Cast themselves before the vanquish'd foes. | |
One and all, their palms were stretch'd out, and thus | |
Spoke through the clamour: "If thou hast power to do | |
Aught else to us, save us from the pain | |
Here given, and let us live, as we have liv'd. | |
Too long we suffer, and ford doomd by thee | |
Condemn'd to death. No need hath he, who does thee | |
This service, to be watchful or to fear us, | |
Since thou art bound to him by solemn oath." | |
So they, with such great fury, strove who should be | |
The first to fall; and none could match the zeal | |
Of Malagigi's troop; whence issuing forth, | |
They made their horsemen seize the pass, and there | |
Slay them with sword and fire. The remnant flech'd | |
Their arms, and yielding to the conquerors' hands | |
Joined their friends, and ten thousand Moors laid low. | |
Caught in the middle of this fierce encounter, | |
Ran Ladas, whom the Christian knights in time | |
Granted their champion. Before the rest | |
He stood, and with the courage of a man | |
That feels the wound which kills the sense, he cries: | |
"Amazement seizes me, when I view | |
Those warriors, morion'd warriors, that about | |
Me swirl a smoke, that obscures the sun, | |
And those behind me precipitate a gloom, | |
That makes me almost turn mad with fright: | |
So blind am I, and what is more, so blind | |
To what the foremost says, that he fails to bring | |
That contradicts his tale." He continued, | |
"I know not, nor are ye able, at this point | |
To distinguish, so distant from their guilt, | |
Whether they lunged to kill, or falchion'd hurl'd | |
Their weapons. Give place, and let us down | |
The bridge into the river," -- (the water rais'd | |
Its roar beneath them) -- "for if they were | |
Lunatics, much rather had they lain | |
Squatting in the ditch below; for here, | |
I trust, they would have deserved that fate." | |
"Not necessarily," replied the groom, | |
"Whate'er their crime, they shall not 'scape our vengeance | |
By reason of their wile. Vengeance is no beam | |
Exempted from hell; and where 'twill most avail | |
Is wherewith 'tis hardest to strike, and darkest pressed." | |
Thus spake the groom, and troubled in his mind | |
Remained the pious monarch; for the crowd | |
Were pressing hot upon him, and his pride | |
Tore him anew. But while he perplex'd himself | |
Yet more, and look'd what answer might be drawn | |
From either side, above the intervening space | |
A voice came thundering: "lest thou shouldst feel | |
The deadly blow, that deals the forfeiture, | |
Dismiss the thought;" and then again was heard: | |
"Let him who nothing barrs thy fortress, follow | |
Espoused to ruin, go!" Such the sounds, | |
That mixt with horror, whirling dizzily | |
Threw mine guardian unto the very brink, | |
Whose bed too steep was, and whose winds infuriate | |
Blow fiercely, chafing his strong-wheeled car. | |
Wherefore he cried: "O Father! why intent | |
Upon me, that I should so alone | |
Defend myself? besides, who knows my way, | |
My secret travel?" The silence added doubly | |
To his apprehensive mood, and he began | |
Again: "It little profits, that for one | |
I care so well, another without so well | |
May justly seek to justify his cause, | |
While good or bad so ebbeth balance between | |
Both changed but in its aspect. If thou please, | |
Show me the traitor." He thus: "Naked I stand | |
Before thee. Thou must surely see and hear | |
Already enough: how once not so I act, | |
and now so poorly. Seen from Tuscany, | |
Once arrived at speed, mine odorous breath, | |
Through warm moist air, smites the temperature; | |
Now from Catria 't is sunk, and in pace | |
Useless, far overtask'd of earthly powers. | |
How long will it suffice me, after say | |
These piteous words, until the night arrive, | |
For cleaning the altar, where, entrailed and drear, | |
The priest, I thinking, sucks the venomed snake? | |
With thee I trusted to have endur'd the storm, | |
And joined in marriage, and in glory join'd. | |
How can I wed, if loathsome be the bride? | |
Do you, mother, help me!" She to her son | |
No longer than was enjoin'd she did attend, | |
But with her hand on his arm, she whispered: "Care | |
Behold! that through ambush thieves may not seduce | |
The helpless prisoner." Onward she mov'd, | |
She as was chance, or guided by the guide, | |
Who other way oppos'd; so proceeding, found | |
The guard conspicuously absent one: | |
When she with eager voice: "Master! where is he | |
So delayed?" He answering spake: "Forth into the wood | |
Pursuing a miry beast, the fiends have snatch'd him." | |
UPON the utmost verge of a high bank, | |
By craggy rocks environ'd round, we came, | |
Where woes beneath more cruel yet were strown. | |
Scarcely the top, or bottom thick with sand, | |
Was left, where now the solid base was seen. | |
In act to climb, my hand was show'r'd to die, | |
And to continue levell'd, before me was pluck'd | |
Off the rough boulder with ease by some power | |
Given forth from Sorrow, which when I saw, towards | |
Thebeyond all earthly things skill'd I ask'd : | |
"Why toucheth he such pity, who none sees? | |
What misery is his who bears it?" At each knee | |
The shade descenten made, with looks of torment, | |
And said, "Vanity, illusion, veneer | |
Of the real thing! It was like this when I | |
First appeared, and breath'd forth being, matching with God. | |
I flippant looked, like faith, before I fell. That Eye | |
Which is the pledge of heaven, and in it walks, | |
Life and death, love and mercy, held me up, | |
And smote me, down I fell, and forever leave | |
Among these rocks. Thereafter, not less | |
Disparaging than profane, people gave | |
Me a name, lest [they] should suppose me born | |
Cursed, and unworthy birth amongst them that live. | |
Thereafter still the sun and moon and stars | |
Made dedication to the world with song; | |
And lamps were kindled o'er my grave, and flowers | |
Greeted therein, but not with homily or psalm. | |
Therefore your disrespect does me evil; | |
You think no time nor place is left to teach | |
Your piety. Go to, and on the way say | |
That I am dead, and by what means they fell." | |
His words perplext the sorrowful shadow: back | |
It recoiling drove a distance almost half | |
The journey of thy body. What he told | |
Were said, and she returned new bitterest throes. | |
Said I to him: "This is he, who cries aloud | |
Against the malice and treachery of men, | |
Because with falsehood they do his honour damage." | |
He answered: "Yes, in our common race with these | |
Him error and natural weakness fall under. | |
But tell me; in his own soul was there ever | |
Actual hate or envy, or what proportion | |
Ranged within the bosom, for the two opposing | |
Parties against one another?" Like to the rest, | |
I saw the smoke of anger, curling behind, | |
Ere answer had been made, whereat I heard: | |
"If ye desire to know," said he, "then let these | |
Fire upon the ground at whichever side | |
Commit the blame." With eyes intently fix'd | |
I on the front of him inquir'd, whence they both | |
Glazed (each bugle alike) with combined rage | |
Exerted us toward the mountain. Our progress | |
Was retarded by the clouds, that on us hung | |
Chang'd with additional wrath, while we thither | |
Descended: and thus the sire bespake: | |
"O thou! who to this maze of blind alley ways | |
Dost invert thy gaze, and see the path beforehand, | |
Whoso among the patrons here present sits, | |
Money-changer! him will I first notify | |
That himself and companions come out on this side; | |
Then send, that he come onward, and keep close watch | |
On either side, if haply there he find any gate | |
Open, or negligently left, or misdelivered, | |
Or lodged in any sloth, or neglected, or defective." | |
With fixed adoration, and a heart | |
Inexorably fastening on the man, whose word | |
So giv'st grace, 'twould seem ne'er move others to delay | |
Their return, till all circumstances be fully known. | |
From him doth then depart, who hath renew'd | |
Its bands of magic, and its rays of sacred light. | |
Here good Gherardo turn'd his steps, our route | |
Next following, near the summit ourselves | |
Survey'd of late diminishing, when rarefied | |
We grew in height, and through chasm after chasm | |
Had measur'd of cold horror steep'd. Thenceforth | |
All lightness was gone, and with strong step on high | |
Toward the renewed mountain bent his eye. | |
O'er us new loftier peaks were looming large | |
At last, never yet so lofty reached: and Heav'n, | |
To welcome him, her highest arch emit'd. | |
Laugh'd then a spirit, while we in mute surprise | |
Throbb'd with laughter: "Laughing makes clean flesh | |
Feel little of the joys that breed decay; | |
And how, if such as make themselves their flight | |
From great debauches, iligants repent | |
Fast dying?" To whom thus replied: "Ah! | |
For that which erst thou scoff'd, now prove; and learn | |
Nor heav'n's purer air, nor Heaven's sweet dewie springs, | |
Cause to die. Those, whom thou remembrest | |
From earth departed, did so habit us | |
With the gross air, that more than thousand years | |
Our form did change distinctly. But today | |
For all those changes was our shape chang'd | |
Again into their original, quick, | |
As {127a} they, who from their nature further did revert | |
(Those only, whence current thought of ours doth flow), | |
And especially such as in this course did ship | |
Through the open deep." Then to whom I answ'ring stated, | |
"Ye are quite mistaken," said he, "who deem | |
The oceans thus dethroned by Earthsself Can rise again. | |
Nothing can return to naught, nor upward move: | |
Such impartially by tender ties enjoin'd | |
Aye unto all, bad or good, that each may gain | |
Just mastery over self. There is an order, | |
Enchantment says, amongst things sensuous perceived, | |
And of the primal things most prominent is this: | |
All hath its rank, and every member works | |
The member of all else: be sure, then, the mind, | |
Whose powerful influence I bear, set forth | |
Arithmatic truth: not in vain it seeks | |
To teach us how one stroke of the hammer | |
Is effected, and how many there be | |
Who pass for whites upon the dunghill turf." | |
Then he, who led us, saying, "Sorrowful path!" | |
Began to tell his tale, and I did follow. | |
"Now, reader! think thee clearly why we spake | |
Of the previous generation; and the cause | |
Why we did not enter: for the mingled blood | |
Of man and bullocks is dark in Hell. A way | |
There is from hither, not unlike that, only less strait, | |
And twisting around a single rock: men, bulls, | |
And swine, along this way do endlessly throng: | |
And thou mightest there have peep'd at them, but that 't was forbidden. | |
Here dipp'd out, at times, the lazy bovINE does rest | |
Upon the mossy stone; and O! how lean and hideously | |
Do some look figure, resting on that common bedding! | |
Obliquely some their foreheads can reach above, | |
Absorbing the straw into their bellies: some their necks | |
Between their legs bunched, like steeds that cut the mead: | |
Some sweeter wool go soft gliding across their shins: | |
Others squat: and some fall over, lying flat, | |
Cross-wise or cross-long. Eager appetites | |
In paunches of these the trenchers heap, home-sent." | |
He saw us no longer, and had despatch'd us straightway | |
With warning muffled sound. We stood not still, | |
But sorrowfully went on, half lost amid the crowd. | |
"Ere from the wall thy foot shall lift, thou shalt see | |
Baffinning lovers in haste, before thee standing, | |
Each armed with off-spread finger: thus they will entice | |
Thy eyes with fair looks, feigning smiles they know not what; | |
Another wile another time will ply thee, | |
By showing what thou wouldst not: and a third band | |
Will fall back, concealed, to show thee, ere thy stay | |
Be shortened, a long one, where the flock is thick. | |
They will entice thy heart, with love's own fire, to burn | |
So deeply, they will turn hard hearts to stones. They will take | |
The fondness from thy breast, whose unwearied care | |
Whet thine arm o'er rough ways: and they will sow, | |
Within thy breast, seeds of grief and of despair. | |
When thou hast been by these tortured many hours, | |
Thou wilt come where those unhappy hold the reins | |
Cannily thrown to them, by means of those who drive | |
The wretched vehicle: and thou wilt view, within | |
That train, one fixed melancholy matron, | |
She, from whose brow plumed winds the whirlwind of ill, | |
Black-handed, ever driving fortune's wheel | |
Crude through her chariot: she will bid thee leave | |
The other, and come after her, and ask | |
What thou wouldst hear; yea come! speak! She cannot fling | |
Her words away: she bids full bitter fare | |
Adieu to wine and minstrelsy, to gold, | |
Glorious office, peace, and gentle airs, | |
And all the world's delights. She bids thee rue | |
Far more than she has heard herself told | |
Since great Alpheus left Cithaeron safe. | |
She bids thee weep, so that thy drops shall stream | |
Like to the Rhone: and she shall make thee weep | |
Forever: and for her sake forsake | |
Friends dear, and gird thee with a cruel sword, | |
That as thou goest, cutting throats, thou tread'st | |
On the heads of many. The ungrateful land | |
Shall give thee nothing save thorns alone, | |
If she may find a Trojan face to feel | |
Pity when she cuts thy hair. Thou art condemned | |
To wear that iron badge forevermore, | |
As thy conquered front shalt witness, till | |
Thine everlasting locks grow silvery down | |
Before the sun's heat. And if thou should'st swear | |
A oath falsely, and another sworn | |
After thereof, both verily and truly | |
Affirming, such power shall be among | |
The gods, that either never shall those parts | |
Of thee appear again on earth, or once | |
Once done, shall never happen. But if here | |
Thou supplicate any god, he shall deny | |
His worship, and utter scorn for thy distress. | |
"I am aware that in our place of birth | |
All things are given for liberty, and for | |
The right to choose whom we please, and to adjust | |
Our destiny, and alter our condition: | |
Wherefore it is not without record the fame | |
Of Ida and her roseate shrine. There came | |
Minerva, who came from out Ades too, | |
Which bubbled up in fury one day behind | |
The walls of Troy, because Achilles there | |
Had slain his sheep in cold blood, and now there | |
Was blood upon the fresh-turned soil. Then the shades | |
Of night arose and hid the daylight there, | |
And the wind raised the spray on every hand, | |
And drove it on the herdsmen's wings aloft | |
Into the sky, while over the city-walls | |
The sable rain beat upon them from the clouds. | |
Then Peleus' son, the glorious chief, was moved | |
Beyond all men in might to pity, and cried: | |
'Oh ye Trojans, let your compassion rise | |
Full to its height now, lest the Fates drive us on | |
Apart hence, nor let a people more my kin | |
Arise to battle for this blood.' | |
"'Go then,' he said, 'before the ranks are broken, | |
Yield you yourselves prisoners, and withdraw | |
From the fight, leaving the dead within the gates | |
For Priam's children to succour at their pleasure. | |
Let some brave man stand guard whilst others fly, | |
Or else the dust of death shall blanket all the field.' | |
"Thus far he spoke: but in the midst of all | |
There came a dauntless maiden forthfrom the rest, | |
Fair-hair'd Amarynceis, daughter of Aretias, | |
Who had in charge the cattle of the herd, and saw | |
The blood upon the trampled ground, and heard the cry | |
Of slaughter'd horses, and the groanings of the drivers. | |
With vengeful thoughts she went into the press, | |
And smote with her sharp spear the belly of a lion, | |
Son of Hippolochus, who lay relaxing in the kennel, | |
Whose mouth was open'd, and who seem'd half asleep, | |
(Not like a lion slumbering) when she entered. | |
Swiftly she slew him, and amid the bloody vomit | |
Leap'd upon his knees, and thus she spake to him: | |
'Amphialus, oh forbear! oh shrink not from me! | |
My father sent me to implore thee, oh forbear!' | |
"This said, she seized her sharp javelin, which were 9 in all | |
Her weapons, and struck the laden guts of the beasts, | |
Until they fell headlong to the ground, and quaked | |
In agony. On this she sat down, and ate | |
The entrails of the slaughtered, and satisfied | |
Her thirst, by drinking the dark blood, and rested there. | |
But Aretiaous, son of king Ptolemyus, | |
Followed close, and saw her eating the fat, | |
Nor stinted even for the precious bane of bread. | |
They stood before her, and the youth thus began: | |
'Why, wretched creature! is it so? that thou hast eaten | |
The heart of a wild beast; and in thy stomach | |
Hast grind'd the marrow, and hath lain upon | |
The flesh of other men's slain, and drunk the blood | |
Shed by the wretch that killed thee, and hast no shame | |
To sit down beside the altar of the goddess | |
That gave thee food, and comforts thee with her rites?' | |
"So they in anger looked each other in the face, | |
While from their mouths they hurled their javelins, and they hit | |
Each other's temples; yea, and I was ware of both | |
At once, though 'twas hard for breath, that battle raged | |
Beneath the high Doric pillar, where the sons | |
Of Greece and Troy did oftentimes retreat, when | |
One host seemed fatigued, and needed the help | |
Of sleep and food. But when they knew each other well, | |
Troy rushed with shout and clang of armour on the foe, | |
Leading with fierce havoc the chariots of Greece. | |
As when two steeds clash on mountain tops, and one | |
Has drunk deeply of the stream, and seems nigh fain | |
To topple o'er the sides of the deep abyss, | |
Yet breaks his neck with weighty whip and reins, | |
And scours with desperate speed through thickets brown; | |
On such a windward shore the hosts met fiercely. | |
Some leapt on ships and took them by the prow, | |
Others on foot fought on the wet sand with blades | |
Pricked in haste against the stiffened limbs of bulls. | |
Some clad themselves in greaves of firm gold, some | |
In doublet mantles flowered white, or triplets | |
Of purple hue, some in helmets and some bare, | |
Some with shields grappled arms, and some with poles | |
Strung athwart the axletree their stubborn hands | |
Strove to break asunder. Forth the earth shook | |
Under their feet, and shuddered, as under snow | |
Black ice comes to and fro. Shrill sounds rang round | |
And fearful shrieks arose, and many a fiery spark | |
Spired upward to the ether. Some wrestled down | |
Strong men with outstretched hands, and some threw them down | |
Hard to the solid turf, and some with twisted cords | |
Carried great stones up toward the roof above. | |
And some drew swords, some struck with blunt and knotted whips | |
Upon the reddening sodden bulwarks, while some | |
Smote with stones on the lower side, and some with sticks, | |
And some with leaves and branches cracked beneath. | |
Meanwhile AEneas, ship returning home, | |
Had lost Ulysses in the sea and main, | |
Where rough winds blew and waves ran highest. | |
He, following on the current, reach'd Amphissa | |
And plough'd his way along the beach, but found | |
No sign of Minos, nor Triton's caverns, where | |
His bull had fed, but all deserted, save | |
A little fish left swimming in the sea | |
Fast-frozen within the horns of a huge tree. | |
There too he found the bones of a hero old, | |
Who lived in those days, Tydeus, whom the Greeks | |
Have chanced to lose, but whose name was treasured down | |
By Neptune, ere he cast him into the deep. | |
These things the wise old man, wandering back to shore, | |
Lifting the bones, inquired about them, and cried: | |
'"O son of Laertes, noble Diomede, | |
How came you to die upon the bitter seas, | |
Without one pitying tear to ease your pain? | |
Did heaven, or the stern Euboean powers, | |
Forbid you to cross the foam, or doom you death, | |
Or leave you faint at the end of your voyage, | |
When you return from the unknown regions far, | |
Scarce knowing whether you have been harmed or spared?" | |
'"My friend, I neither know nor care to know, | |
If fate has befallen me, or if the gods | |
Have sent me to the uttermost of my troubles. | |
I care not, myself, how the Muses feel: | |
It were better than to suffer these afflictions | |
Without a remedy.' This was his last words." | |
Then answered Telemachus, "Old man, none other | |
Can speak of this, than he who was himself; | |
Therefore let him relate his tale. What god | |
Ordains that we should now go forth, and seek the house | |
Of Orestes, and his daughter, both together? | |
This shall I do--at least I will order it-- | |
Before the coming of my father." | |
Thus spoke Telemachus; then in his hand | |
He took a piece of tawny bronze, long, wide, | |
And strong, which there was none of the Phaeacians | |
But would covet, so eagerly did the king | |
Encounter with it the gift of Pallas. | |
He bade Minerva take the golden wand | |
Which she had made for her own honour's sake, | |
That she might pour rapture on the suitors, | |
And make them love again and give alms. | |
The wand was full three fingers' length, and held | |
Two eyes of dragon form, and like a dove's they | |
Sucked the olive oil before the altar. | |
From off the board he wiped away the dust, | |
And bade the servants spread the linen fair | |
With fleeces and with wool of blue, that he | |
Might choose the garments for his sons and daughters. | |
They wrought at once, and thus Helen dealt | |
In choosing out their goodly raiment. They laid | |
Down their long dresses, and chose their shining locks | |
In fair multitudes, and gave their sisters fair | |
Dresses by turns, and loosed the strings of rich robes | |
Around their waists. Then they led them forth to view | |
Their splendid cloisters and their flowery lawns, | |
And placid springs, and fountains running wine. | |
So on they went till they had seen all | |
Their glories, and the sun set, red and hot, | |
On the cold sea. | |
Now when they were come | |
To the harbour entrance of Pylos' isle, | |
There where the folk lay sleeping, then the queen | |
Began the strangers to escort, and said: | |
"See here our honoured guests; release thy fear. | |
Men say that thou art come thither to see | |
Ulysses, but the truth is more sublime. | |
We are his friends, and hither shalt thou come | |
At his desire, and with his blessing bless | |
Our hearts once more. Go then with speed; the ship | |
Hath no untoward gale, and we have store | |
Of food and water, and a valiant host | |
Ready to aid thee. Come, dear guest, abide | |
Here in our palace, and obey my voice. | |
First will I send thee one, who shall say everything | |
To thy liking, such as thou wilt hear, and bear | |
Thy orders heedfully. If any word seem wrong, | |
Beneath my direction it shall be righted. | |
Another shall be thy interpreter, | |
One who shall write all things down, and shall be his | |
Helper, and thy witness against the others, | |
Till thou hast heard, and seen, and learnt what is best." | |
She spake, and called Telemachus, who came | |
Leading Mercury, her lord, as swifter than light, | |
Leaving the court through the upper porch, and found | |
Minerva waiting at the inner gate. She stood | |
Quiet as iron, while with quickening pace | |
Came the swift prince, and bearing in his arms | |
The stranger goddess, whom he knew not, named her, | |
Telemachus. And even now she stood fixed | |
As in a vision, and her hands were folded | |
While she looked down from heaven, and thus she asked: | |
"Why, O my child, hast thou, herself, arrived | |
Home after much travel, and encountered dangers, | |
Even as thou sayest? From thy native land | |
Where met thee never man? Where met thy ships?" | |
"Mother," replied Telemachus, "in my flight | |
Through many lands, I have met with every one, | |
Yet never yet did I find one born of men, | |
Or dwelling among mankind. All the world | |
Was open to me; I went to many places, | |
Pursuing my way through the vastness of the earth. | |
Only the goodness of great Jove preserved me | |
Amidst all danger, for the goddess Thetis | |
Sent me a fair oar, that none should follow after, | |
Made of some fine gold, bound with the gift of Diana, | |
Forging it with her silver hammer; so I ran | |
Out upon the deep, and breathed the fresh air amain. | |
A sudden thought, however, distracted my mind, | |
And filled my heart with grief. My mother died, | |
My aged sire left me to mourn for his death, | |
And now I wandered o'er the unfathomable seas, | |
And saw the smoke arising from the houses of men, | |
Who had perished in their houses by the blow of Troy. | |
I could not bear to look on any more the sight | |
Of human corpses, and I turned my thoughts from woes | |
Beyond human measure. There came, however, to mine | |
An immortal messenger, by the name of Hebe, | |
Whom I entreated kindly, and who sweetly answered | |
All my questions; and she told me to go to Tenedos | |
And seek the golden fleece that Neptune has his hand | |
In, that he may obtain his heart's desire." | |
Then wise Telemachus answered, "Nurse, of myself | |
I speak, though indeed it were hard for me | |
To ask or order anything of thee. But tell | |
Me of this godlike stranger, if indeed he be | |
The very man whose advent into the house of Gods | |
Have lifted up my soul to an unnatural height, | |
And kindled love within my breast, which was before | |
Like to a lifeless thing, now that it is healed. | |
Say also, 'He is gone hence, nor can he return | |
Until another spring, the due season being long, | |
With breezes wet and warm, works its healing change | |
Over the eyes. So soon shall he at last arrive | |
At Pylus, and at his own country?' For now | |
No longer do I doubt but that he lives and reigns | |
Already, and hath already been received | |
By the old kings into their mansions, there to sit | |
Among them at his father's side, and enjoy | |
His full entitlements, ere he comes to you. | |
But tell me truly this, and truly too-- | |
Is this the first time that ye have met together | |
Together, and that ye have both held conference | |
With one another, since we sailed away | |
From Peleus? for nought I ever read of | |
In book, or heard of, how ye met each other | |
Ere that ye left Ithaca, or how I | |
Watched you from afar, when Idomeneus | |
Sailed forth with you from Imbros onto the main. | |
Tell me true, and be no whiner about it, | |
What brought us again into one place--me, | |
Against your will, leaving you all lonely, | |
Alone with people and sea-gang, what the cause?" | |
To him answered Helen, "Menelaus, son of Atreus, | |
This too seems just. Were it a thing of ease, | |
There would not have been a single instance | |
Of your making excursions, either on foot, | |
Or trailing in a chariot, or following | |
Some dromond. But ye are bent, it seems, | |
Upon a journey far-fetched, and fain | |
Would ye establish yourselves wherever - | |
Yea, though ye came to a foreign land, | |
Would they not treat you with obsequies | |
Forevermore? Ye must endure to wait | |
Till some day come when, having crossed the seas, | |
Ye reach the land whereof I tell you now. | |
And when ye stand within your new abode, | |
Men shall remember how ye came hither, | |
How you sat us down beside the ships, | |
And ate the bread of strangers, and drank | |
Unfermented wine, and gave it us who sent | |
You on the perilous errand. Then, too, | |
When ye come thither, ye shall hear lamentation | |
Of those who died in pitiless war, and of | |
Those who suffered tortures in the hands of foes. | |
Then, too, ye shall see, with sorrow pressing | |
Your hearts, the monuments of heroes fallen | |
By Trojan hands, and by Athenian spears, | |
And shall behold our city, and ye shall weep | |
Before the temples of Achilles, | |
Father of thyself, and thou shalt vie | |
With weeping women round about the graves | |
Of Hector and Patroclus, whom the host | |
Of Greece hath slain, and whom their bodies keep, | |
That so the memory of these might perish, | |
And ye might pile up for the Trojans a mound | |
Where Menelaus, son of Atreus, may lie, | |
And lay the bones of Hector, hero bold, | |
Who was beloved by us all, beneath the mound | |
Which now lies overgrown and useless, since | |
The morn has overtaken me, and the day | |
Has fled. But come--set here the tripod, and take | |
These loaves of smooth loaf, that yet unbroken are, | |
For I made them all myself, and baked the crust | |
As for a wedding feast, and laid the flesh | |
Between the saffron rolls, that ye may eat | |
Without the fear of ravening dogs, and find | |
A savour like to nectar in your drink. | |
Take care of these, lest haply while ye feed | |
On these, the foul vermin, the insatiate night | |
Should touch you, and should make off with them all, | |
Or cast them to the eagle, bird of prey, | |
That sits upon the towers of Troy, or to the hounds | |
Whose mouths are in the fields of Thrace, or to the birds | |
That haunt the wooded and desolated regions | |
Of Stratia, or the river Tumarius; | |
So may ye pass a whole twelve months undismayed." | |
She spake, and set the bread upon the board, and took | |
Her seat by Nestor's feet, and bade him fill | |
A mixing-bowl with wine, and drew her knees | |
Apart apart, and took the meal in silence, | |
While to her heart she sighed, and thus expressed | |
Her mind as hers were the guiding star | |
Of action and forethought: "Ah, why, oh why, | |
Hath he departed? This man, if he were mine, | |
Might give me children, and delight my wife | |
Lest he return, and share our pleasures with us, | |
And he would serve our people well, and fight | |
Our battles, and defend our soil from wrong. | |
He is not of the ignoble race, nor himself | |
Can boast his parents' wealth; but good gold | |
And precious raiment he needs must buy, to clothe | |
His limbs in armour, and furnish others arms. | |
I could not bear to leave him on the road | |
Firm-bound, nor follow after, but I knew | |
My mother would outlive me, and that soon | |
An aged woman like herself would wed | |
Some young man fit to command great forces, | |
And I would have been a hindrance, and a stain | |
Upon the house, and on myself. So I said | |
To Clytius and Eurymachus, the best | |
And most intelligent of all our friends, | |
'Let me abide here till my mother comes.' | |
They consented, and themselves provided | |
All things requisite for our stay, save sleep, | |
Nor would allow us to want for such. | |
But we, poor women, slept in the hall, | |
Clytius and myself in an upper room | |
Beside the fire, while they without kept watch | |
Night and day, and dealt us meat and drink, | |
And bade the servants bring their guests away. | |
But when the twelfth month had gone by, then | |
The old king called a meeting of all the Phaeacians, | |
Saying, 'Friends, there is a matter that requires | |
Concern and attention. There is a ship, | |
Pleased with her fortune, which at anchor rides | |
Near the town, and brings many goods from Spain, | |
And pays her sailors, and her cargo sells well. | |
Now let me call together all the men | |
Professed to be able to procure a prize, | |
And bid them come, with ten galleys behind them, | |
And build a galley under my own eye! | |
If Neptune, god of the deep, will grant us peace, | |
And grant us glory, I will put forth my force | |
In battle against some neighbour nation, | |
And will obtain both gold and renown.' | |
Amphinomos gave this speech, shrewd of tongue, | |
Son of Cteatus, skilled in all the arts | |
Of pleading, and of eloquence the best. | |
Thus he began: 'Old chief, indeed thou hast spoken | |
Arguably, and wisely too, concerning war, | |
War, methinks, where ships meet combat in the air. | |
But let us think; what is our country's fame? | |
What do our fathers tell of Peleus and Achilles? | |
How Aias slew him, and Achilles drove him back | |
From Troy, and forced him to retire into the mainland, | |
There to live out the remainder of his days in tears? | |
Then how shall we answer when the suitors ask | |
From us the means of conquering Argivemen, | |
When so often, by the might of Peleus' son, | |
We've driven them before our walls, and borne them back? | |
Shall not one then of us tell the others, | |
Why we're stronger far than they believe, | |
And can easily vanquish, whatever foes | |
May try us? For this too much doth seem | |
Their ignorance, and not their respect, | |
For we alone are valiant men, and hold | |
No years a mean magistrate over thee, | |
Argives, though so many thy honours boast. | |
Not only are we younger, but we bear | |
Honour higher, and more reverence among | |
Thy people, than thine own daughters have, | |
And no small honour are we also paid | |
With gifts and stately presents. But, since it seems | |
Ungrateful ever to forget or slight | |
A wise counsel, or a deed accomplished well, | |
Be mindful always of the ancient saying, | |
By none but Hermes given, that never fail:-- | |
"Great gifts are useless, and little gains are dear!" | |
Therefore be mindful of this text, and know | |
That greater deeds than these unto thee belong | |
(Which, when thou see'st, no weakling can forget), | |
And that the gift is yours, which none but she | |
Who loves thee, can give, or you, or I, or God. | |
So shall ye fear nothing, and your hearts be strong | |
To conquer enemies, and to subdue | |
Those who hate and scorn you, and to drive afar | |
All foreigners, and weary alike the proud. | |
This is the greatest blessing that a king | |
Could wish to guard and cherish within his realm, | |
To keep it pure of all blemishes vile | |
Or vicious, and to feed his people right, | |
With wholesome laws and just administration, | |
Through whom all blessings flow, as flowing should | |
From perfect waters whence justice flows, | |
Till it runs o'er with itself into heaven. | |
Yet if any mean person or base traitor | |
Should presume to harm you, first destroy him, | |
Or hound him home with chains, or kill him with shame. | |
These three are fools who strive in vain to die | |
Before your faces, or to fly before, | |
Or to oppose you, or to work you woe | |
On earth or in the heavenly cities." | |
Such were the utterances of the seer, | |
Then of himself the prophetess added, | |
And said, "Nurse, my heart tells me a tale | |
Unseemly to relate, nor with ease is told | |
To any other than to you or me: | |
I know not if the words are known to you, | |
Or if they're unknown to any else. | |
Hearken then to what I now disclose, | |
Lest in your ears it ring against yourselves, | |
And ye lose the most precious boon you have, | |
Your children. When Zeus on high decreed | |
That mortal birth should cease, he framed for you | |
An aident plan, by doom severe to pass | |
Out of your hands; yet ere this could be, | |
You plotted it, and conspired in an evil hour. | |
For when two lovers are united, | |
Each other and themselves are such again, | |
Nor long those lovers love, whose span is short; | |
As soon as old age appears to end their life, | |
They separate, and each to death goes forth, | |
Leaving to another, as he was bound, | |
The wealth of him that begot him. And even thus | |
Were your lot destined, had you not been wise, | |
And kept the oracles of Jove from man. | |
E'en while your husband was by fate constrained | |
To choose the lesser path, and hither came | |
From Tiber stream, and filled the land with blood, | |
He would have done so still, and to his bed | |
Had died without a sorrow for your sake. | |
But when at last the gods made choice of you, | |
Even then your husband was not true to you. | |
Wherefore the more should you magnify his name, | |
Since he has fulfilled pities past number, | |
Having slain such numbers of the foe. | |
But come! Your task is ended here, and rest; | |
Let us away, my mistress and myself. | |
Lo! Aphrodite, Goddess sweet and fair, | |
Is straying through yon garden, looking pale, | |
Like one who hath lost her way. Come, call her back, | |
And show the way that she must travel o'er, | |
For she must leave the nectarous fruits a-flower, | |
And all the flowers that glorify the mind, | |
And follow after young Telemachus, | |
Whom she hath taken into her company. | |
She hath promised marriage; let her fulfil | |
Her word." She spake, and vanished out of sight. | |
Now when the child of morning, Phoebus, shone, | |
And brightly the sun appeared, then did she | |
Look down into the sepulchre, and there | |
Seeking somewhere the son of great-hearted Menelaus, | |
Discerned not the hero's bones, although they lay | |
Opposite the stone altar, close beside the mound | |
Of golden tripod, where his mother had thrown | |
New flowery charge upon the sacred ground. | |
There too was buried Nestor, shepherd of the people, | |
Whom Menelaus, glorious son of Atreus, | |
Was wont to honour with perpetual feast, | |
In memory of that time when he was born | |
Among the Danaans, leader of the host, | |
Father of many warriors. There above the soil | |
Both these men lie low, and evermore beneath | |
The lightnings burn, and ever whilst we live | |
Do we await the onset; for the soul | |
Of the terrible god of battles comes not down, | |
By force of arms, unburied; but he leaves behind | |
His throne, and coming like a autumnal star | |
Shines and departs, bearing with him all of war. | |
So spake the daughter of great-hearted Agamemnon, | |
Who left the body of Hector, and stretched forth | |
Her beautiful hand unto her friend, and prayed her: | |
"Oh, take this spirit which lies on either side | |
Beyond reach of human effort, and fill its frame | |
With strength of will, and of the inner sense inspire | |
Its spirit of reason; since thou hast found the head | |
Of thy dear lord the mighty Chief of Troy | |
Impossible to valourize, and art come | |
Here to restore him to his native land." | |
Then good Anchises, ancient King, replied: | |
"My girl, my dearest wife, no longer stay | |
Thou with the dead, and learn to use thyself | |
In battle; for thou mayest hear the voice | |
Of him whom God delivered from the fane | |
Of hateful Cerberus, that waits for thee | |
Ever, pitiless guardian of the slain. | |
Go then, my child, go forth, for thou shalt find | |
A faithful friend, and those whom thou desire | |
Will help thee. But I bid thee hence, and bide | |
Within the walls, till day dawns. Now mark | |
How thou agreest to thy own dear country's fate." | |
He spake, and led the way before him along | |
The dark fragrant slope, and turned aside to speak | |
To Peleus' godlike son, "Son of Laomedon, | |
Take heed how thou address'st me, lest some power | |
Wilt bring about thy bitter death, if thou | |
Dost in thy speech accord with what is right. | |
I will not slay thee, though in might and truth | |
Armed with all weapons I seek thee to destroy. | |
Yet do thou know that in the days gone by | |
No other than thou held'st Achilles in contempt, | |
Seeing that he surpassed thee far in size | |
And youth, and dwelt among the Trojans in pride. | |
Alas for thee! because thou err'st now, and mak'st | |
Wrong of prophecy, and hast changed the doom | |
That stood of old around thy city, making | |
A clog for thy neck, and whelm'st in the dust | |
The fame of Priam, Achaia's high-born king, | |
And her whole race! For never more shall men | |
Brag of their birth and lineage, as did they of old | |
With tongue or hands. And lo, our city lairs | |
Not with her heroes of bygone times; nor yet | |
Have the Argives learnt to have respect | |
Their forefathers, once the lords of all the world. | |
Ah that Apollo would himself transform them into fawns | |
And toddling babes, and send them wafting o'er | |
To Ida and the heights of Olympus, that so | |
They may regain their native home again!" | |
Thus spoke the father of the gods, and rose | |
From off his seat, and laid his sceptre on the table, | |
Saying, "Sit here in splendour, sons, while I speak. | |
Behold this sceptre, made of gold, immortal, | |
Which I have girt about me, living and dying, | |
Since first I won it from the immortals, who gave it | |
As a trophy over one that had been born | |
Borne hitherward. This sceptre hath won three contests | |
Over two thousand champions, and brought back | |
Threefold the gift of victors. Thou hast also | |
Shaped a shield, and these three rewards are thine-- | |
For these things Zeus grants to thee, O man of might! | |
But tell me, ye Argives, why should ye be afraid | |
Of foes within your gates? Behold yon wall, | |
Wherein the Achaeans built three battalions | |
Equal in number to that which here remains | |
Pledged to us by Paris, and he has given | |
These numbers none. Why are ye thus intent | |
On fighting without all others, when ye know | |
We are the mightiest army that earth supports?" | |
So spake the son of Tydeus, valiant Diomed, | |
And straightway answered him, saying: "Old man, | |
Our fathers taught us war with wisdom, and we knew | |
Tydides erst, the son of brave Cretheus, well. | |
Let him relate us another hero's deeds, | |
If he can. But ye abound in courage, for | |
Your hearts are hard set upon it. Ye behold | |
This host, where each stands facing you, and they say | |
That ne'er the like was seen by mortal man. | |
Yea, though the brazen towers that crown ye reek | |
With blood, yet are ye bold, and the lust of fight | |
Is strong within you still. All Danaan spears | |
Should prance and rattle, and the Lycian bow | |
Make gladsome noise beneath your feet, and all | |
Your hosts should feel the weight of Juno's wrath | |
Who leave untaken Troy, and dwell in Stygian gloom, | |
Unless the Gods vouchsafe us victory." | |
Then said Eurypylus, "O friends, beware | |
Of boasting too much. Not every chief | |
Can match the gods in skill or valour head | |
Against the mightiest. The Fates ordain | |
That few number conquer in a conflict such | |
As this, but great ones triumph. Let each | |
Contend like man for his best reward, | |
Nor let the vanquish'd take away the glory | |
Unknown to them which should belong to Fate. | |
Herein perchance may one hope of life remain, | |
That thou and I, at least, severally may bear | |
Unto our houses the full dues of praise, | |
While goodly gifts are offered in his house | |
By those whose thrones our prowess hath assailed. | |
But ye yourselves must needs assign to each | |
His place of rest, and speedily convey | |
All whom Jove hath fixed upon his road | |
Forthfrom the camp, and down the dusky ships | |
Leading our chariots. Him no force of foes | |
Hath ever yet overcome, nor any arms | |
Save those which Earth herself may seem to hold | |
In trust for mortals. Thereby see thou | |
How narrowly indeed we may escape | |
Evils both manifold and numerous, if we | |
Retire in safety up to our homes | |
Out of the cities, and keep ourselves secure | |
Within them, and her walls remote from war." | |
"Up then," cried Agamemnon, "forthwith | |
Renounce ye all the evil customs of the Greeks, | |
Ye that now serve in Agamemnon's host, | |
Or in the host of any other lord. | |
Come, therefore, and share with me the feast | |
Ordained by Jove, and kept by Saturn's son, | |
Until his voice be heard by other hosts | |
Ordain'd to hear. Then will the elder kings | |
Call on me, and I shall not be denied. | |
The day is fast approaching, when the host | |
Of Ilium shall be swept forth from sight, | |
Into the farthest remotest regions | |
Of the wide Tartarian wastelands, | |
There to make settlement with the Gods | |
And save her sanctuary from the hands | |
Of ravenous wild beasts. Forthwith, then, go, | |
Uprose my herald, and obey my words; | |
Lest haply some Achaian, seeing thee | |
With food graced, should do thee traitors' hate, | |
Glad to do thee sting in service of Greece, | |
Cross thy path, and rob thee of thy strength | |
To check their further march; for many there | |
Will seek to enter by our gate, who scape | |
From bites of lions or of wolves in war | |
Upon the mountains, or by prowling birds | |
When secluded from their nests they sit, | |
Singing amid their rocky dens. And lo, | |
What need to warn thee? They that would enter | |
Must already have come; for nought delays | |
Till morning shine upon the hills of heaven." | |
He said; and Pallas left the hall, pursued | |
By Dian's influence. She sped across the plain | |
Like swift-winged bird through azure skies, | |
Whose pinions sparkled as she shot along. | |
At once came near enough to speak with him. | |
"Dardanian," he said, "why com'st thou here? | |
Not having thither, think I that thou com'st | |
For mine escort; but, if so Bele'stius sends, | |
I go alone. Thou know'st how near the town | |
My father dwelt, and how the city stands | |
Among the tall poplars. We were boys together, | |
And grew into men alike. Thyself perhaps | |
Mayst ask of Asteropeus why I did send | |
Thy body forth, and took not thy helmet with me, | |
Which with these eyes I see before me hanging, | |
A helmet wrought most marvelously, with plumes | |
And studs of gold, and golden plate above, | |
And golden wreaths around it. 'Twas his work, | |
No one else's, and I took care to hide its worth | |
Amid the treasure of my rich chamber, lest | |
Some hungry mouth should seize at it, thinking to feign | |
Its loss to me, and give itself a jest. | |
Yet I forgave the poor fellow, since he made | |
No mockery of his comrade's death. But now | |
This head,--what could it matter had it been | |
Of copper or of burnished gold, or silver,-- | |
Is lying towards us, lifeless, by thy side, | |
Dead as thy own heart was dead. O wretched man, | |
That thou hast brought this sorrow on thyself!" | |
She spake, and vanished. Then the king turned round | |
To slay the hero, but Apollo stood | |
Before him, clad anew in mightiest green | |
Of Aegaean blossoms, crowned with waving vine, | |
And breathed immortal vigor into his soul. | |
As when the oak's dark roots, long rooted deep, | |
Have suddenly sprung upward, uprooting much, | |
So at length the mighty Titan king had risen, | |
Shaking the earth beneath him like a cloud, | |
And rushed into the open fields of light. | |
Then Thetis knew what secret spell had moved | |
King Menelaus, and she bade her sons | |
Go quickly and bring laurel branches, and on them | |
Their shining crowns of olive, for his funeral. | |
But when the Argives saw Helen again, | |
They shed a bitter tear, and all the camp | |
Mourned over her, while the women wept aloud. | |
Nestor first asked her, saying, "Why weeps the land | |
Thus desolate and deserted? What grief hath driven | |
Her to remove from her fair country thus away?" | |
Then answered Nestor, Gerenian knight, and sage: | |
"Nearest of kin to King Priam fell therein | |
Orestes, a prince renowned far and wide; | |
Who slew his rival in the race without peer, | |
Eurymedon the king, whose realm stretched from shore | |
Untroubled to the walls of Sparta, far and wide. | |
Even such a fate hath Laertes met, whom fate | |
Hath scattered far and widely o'er the earth, | |
While he hath lived content amidst his home | |
In peaceful Tirynthos, and ruled the house | |
Of Godlike Odysseus, great beyond measure. | |
Now, therefore, let the queenly maid receive | |
Once more the kindly gifts which late she gave, | |
Or never more may woman strive to rule | |
Over the nations, and to keep the laws | |
Of nature. Nay, let the godlike son return, | |
And honour paid to him by Peleus be repaid." | |
Therewith he led the way, and Helen followed, | |
Where the high tomb of Ilus stood, and stood | |
Beneath it. There they laid the bones of old | |
Great monarch, and with flowers and incense burned | |
The corpse, and mourned him, and in robes of scarlet | |
Went mourning to the city, and unto the gods | |
Made prayer, and laid the bones in urns of gold | |
With purple draperies over them, and there | |
Laid many a gift, and thereupon a cup they set | |
Upon the altar, and withal they poured out | |
Pure wine, and cast lots among them who should there | |
Most generous offer. Forthwith came next the rest | |
From every part, and gathered about the dead | |
Anew, and kissed his brows, and wept, and made moan | |
In lamentation, till the goddess, grey-eyed | |
Pisistratus, began to speak unto them words | |
Of painful sweetness. "Friends," said she, "since none | |
Will take thee any heed of all those here, | |
Ye who are wise and good, come up behind | |
Me still, and sit apart, that ye may bear | |
Each one his fill of sorrow, and may hymn | |
Aloud their common woe, until the whole world | |
Sorrow for Ate, and pass in silence on. | |
So shall Telemachus learn shrewdly to judge | |
What is a friend's neglect, and what a foe's. | |
For not even thine will I commend too much | |
To his eager feet, who oft must go alone | |
Into the depths of evil, if haply there | |
Rest not utterly the souls of wicked men, | |
Whom evil will hath seized, and stern necessity | |
Binds hand and foot, no hope of change affords. | |
Come then, and sitting henceforth apart from me | |
Keep your wonted ways, nor ever leave my grave | |
Unroofed, though indeed ye would that I, | |
Being younger, should remain within the house | |
Hereafter, and look after all my steps and mine, | |
Not once ashamed to see thee, and to tend | |
Thy bed and dishes, which were yet dainty things. | |
But other care attend you, both day and night, | |
How ye may live, and work, and give yourselves | |
Up to the town, where many a lord and lady | |
Knows me some favouring of thy kind. But now | |
It were best, if ye could all agree upon | |
Some fitting penance for this sin of thine, | |
Since unceasing tears have wrung mine eyelids dry | |
Through gazing on the folly of thy life. | |
Lo! thou hast left me, and for three days past | |
No tidings of thee comest to me at all, | |
Nor shall I hear thereof, until perchance | |
Some sad event betide thee, and my heart | |
Be filled with anguish sore. Yet I rejoiced | |
Much in thee, and had purpose already | |
That, ere these spots of dust upon my head | |
Were washed off, I would embrace thee again. | |
But now, behold! the time is at hand, at last, | |
When thou shalt pay the due ablution of death-- | |
A sacrifice most grievous, which, by the might | |
Of Hercules, thou shalt not be able to avoid!" | |
Then did Poseidon, shaker of the shores, | |
Shiver as around his nod the billowy sea | |
Swiftly its reverberations leap, and seem | |
To quake and tremble with a voice: but he, | |
Deep knowing the future, knew that he was fated | |
Never to achieve his object of revenge, | |
Although the Cyclops were himself his own slave. | |
He spake; and the sea, convulsed by the shock | |
Impended, burst beneath the rushing wave, | |
Which thenceforth was called Oceanus, so nam'd | |
Afterwards into Brundusium, whence we come | |
Spell completed of the spell. The deep rang | |
Again from midmost Tauridosa, whence flow | |
Both streams of ocean, and mingle sands, that form | |
Cities upon their banks. Then the prophetess, | |
Seized of the god, whose voice the nodding crag | |
Haphls, thus cried aloud her importunate cry: | |
"Help, O Zeus! Save me, that I may succor thee | |
I am a woman, and cannot brook to die. | |
Yet shalt thou suffer for the cruel thing | |
Which thou hast done, and whosoever sees thee | |
Shall wonder and know how greatly thou hast err'd." | |
Zeus, whose counsel nothing aught could bend or sway, | |
Thus replied to her: "Thou art an alien, | |
And never didst belong to this accursed land, | |
Where thou shalt surely perish by a doom so mean. | |
But tell me, and the truth plainly reveal, | |
Why do the Cyclopes feed and cherish thee? | |
They will not let thee go, because they foresee | |
That thou wilt one day fight against them for gold, | |
With terrible weapons, and such arms as thine. | |
Tell me of their city, and the name by which | |
Their nation is known. They call themselves the Nymphs." | |
She answered him: "Nymphs I have been of old, | |
Ere this earth was formed. All glimmerings I saw | |
Of the supernal glory, and sublimer flames | |
Flamed underneath each starry pearling, and above | |
The creeping creatures, that with plaintive whispers sang. | |
From those eternal fires, wherein the gods | |
Sleep in rapture all their countless years, I rose, | |
And dwelt among the mortals, heedless of the shame | |
Such knowledge brings. When now my years had passed | |
In ripe fullness, and my body had borne me | |
My perfect age, a man of Troy, Hyperenor, | |
Daughter to Datis, charioteer of Juno, | |
On a fair morn said he to me, 'O Faun! | |
Sweet faun! Thou marshest not here below with rosy hue | |
The air of heaven, but still afar dost wander | |
In search of plunder, seeking for herself | |
Some graceful ornament with which her face | |
May deck itself. Come, follow me, that we | |
May seek thee out amid the herd of Troy.' | |
So saying, he bound me with a golden cord | |
Into his coursers, and sped with speed | |
Toward the Straits, while from our ships across | |
The watery plain we launched and took our places, | |
All who were left behind. From before the helm | |
Sailed Peleides, bearing still his battle-gear, | |
As though he wanted strength to quell the foe. | |
Behind him came Menelaus, at his side | |
His wife laid, as he had sent her forth | |
Before the rest, to bear his armour and shield | |
Across the waves. On either side the crowd | |
Went forward ranks, and every Trojan gave | |
Order that the ship should be coop'd within the cave. | |
There, silent, sat the Trojans, nor dared show | |
Resistance, but await their fate in peace. | |
The sire of gods and men then spoke in council: | |
"'Twere better far," he said, "'tis sure, that we | |
Should take the fort now, than after lose | |
An hour's respite, when the Trojans' courage fails, | |
And Hector, wounded, comes towards us armed | |
With flame-wreathed sword. Better, from the field | |
Now calling for assistance, to draw | |
Down the huge pile of stones, than wait to see | |
Our foes ascend the wall." Thus having spoken, | |
He sat; and next arose Pelagon, son | |
Of Pirithous, brave in fight, and whom, erewhile, | |
His prowess had induced to leave the fleet, | |
For country and friends. But o'er all the court | |
Achilles stood with bowed head, with downcast heart, | |
While grief his soul had driven forth all feeling. | |
Then rose Achilles, and in strong defence | |
Of Ilium's town he put forward these arguments:-- | |
"Great King Jove, transcendent Lord of all, | |
Great Father, endow thyself with might | |
To drive the Trojan hosts away, and give | |
Peace unto us, who without thee would have died | |
Even in the very first fray. Grant that we | |
Win glory and renown on the plain, and check | |
The headsman's hand, and save our wives and little ones. | |
This would I willingly sacrifice to thee. | |
But if some other fortune shall betide | |
To bring about our utter destruction, know | |
That I myself will hold the cause in hand, | |
Nor turn mine eyes away till I shall see death touch | |
Those noble sons of Priam. If it must lie | |
That I must fall by force, then make the foe yield | |
These our well-defended walls, and pay the price | |
Of slaughtering us upon the shore. To you | |
Be Heaven's will wherever it may judge best!" | |
Then spake again Theoclymenus to him: | |
"It is indeed meet that we should take thought | |
How we may die, rather than that the foe | |
Have ground us utterly to dust and blood. | |
Yet if the dead are better than the living, | |
And we must yield you victory, then at least | |
Strike ye your swords into ploughshares, and destroy | |
Both Priam's house and palace, and his sons' abodes; | |
Take also this woman; she has done no wrong." | |
Thus arguing, they went to work to break down | |
The mighty works of godlike Hector, and himself | |
Set fire to many an attic and many a chamber, | |
Lest haply should some Dardan come along | |
(So great the number that were slain) and smother | |
His victims in the blaze. They slew the men | |
When they were brought together, but when all | |
Were burned to ashes, then they set the bones | |
Of noble Hector in the temple of the God | |
Apollo, and in that shrine entombed them. | |
They burnt the women too, because they were more numerous. | |
Afterwards, when the city was entirely destroyed, | |
Their hands being wiped with earth, they returned | |
To Phthia, grieving greatly. There was a man | |
Famed Cisseus, son of Hippotas, whose high fame | |
Had been throughout all Hellas, and particularly such | |
A people as this whereof we tell; and he had | |
Two daughters, daughter Helen and illustrious Polydore, | |
Whom he loved exceedingly; and it happened once, | |
As 'twere in ill omen, that they were seen to kiss. | |
Himself also loved them passionately, so that he | |
Would often lead them at night to his own house, | |
Where he would feast them on a royal meal of meat | |
Which Hephaestus' sons ofttimes made them out of all | |
The meats which dwell around Phrygia. These two | |
Were wont to dance before the doors of their father's house | |
In graceful posture, and to call each other " darling " | |
And " lovely sister " continually, while they both | |
Were yet young. Now, however, both of them had one | |
Other object, which was to go up into the house | |
Of Peleus, taking from him his entire property | |
By means of stratagem, until they reached that sum, | |
Which was the limit beyond which they could raise. | |
And thus they doomed to death themselves both, since neither | |
Could find another to fill the place of either's self. | |
Cisseus then, being urged by appetite of gold, | |
Went up into the upper chamber, and there lay | |
Sleeping, tittering, as he lay within his bed, | |
Seeing the day of doom approaching, and he laughed | |
To think how Thetis came thither herself to try | |
If her husband even was alive or not. Meanwhile | |
Ilioneus, who was invited thereto by Helen, | |
Strove with his wife for a gift of precious things | |
From Agamemnon, that he might be persuaded | |
To let her enter the house unharmed, and to remain | |
There in possession of her wealth, till she should be married | |
To him; so Helen would obtain much honour | |
Unto the house of Aias. She therefore took | |
A golden cup and filled it with wine, and said: | |
"Ye kings and princes of the Achaian host, | |
Attend now to what I say. We will make trial | |
Of every one of you, whether within the house | |
You will keep your mistress or slay her to preserve | |
Your own repose. So shall my skill be known, | |
So shall my power be perceived, and so shall he | |
Who hath killed her be abhorred of us all. | |
Begin ye then, and call forth all your strength, | |
Till I return home to my mother's house at ease, | |
Having given proof thereof in fight, whereunto none | |
Is able to withstand me. Stand not about | |
With arms aloft, lest some valiant man of Troy | |
Approach to strike you with his spear, and slay | |
All in the hall; for methinks, though here we deal | |
Death to the foeman, yet the Achaeans | |
Will save their lives. Lo, here Achilles stands | |
Ready to smite us down, and slay his foes | |
At sight of us. But hither turn your eyes | |
Even now, and see if any of the Trojans | |
Are left alive, whom Achilles may command | |
To stand and face him, and to stand and fight | |
Beside him undismayed. If so be that any | |
Perish in the conflict, I will give thee charge | |
Not to besiege their wives and little ones | |
Too long, nor to afflict their bodies sore | |
With the torture of the racks and painful wheels. | |
For whosoever of the Argives is left | |
May speedily bring succour unto the Greeks, | |
That we may be content to leave them not | |
Alone, nor without succour tormented. Yea | |
I will instruct thee further, and will tell thee | |
What sort of thing thou shalt do. Depart now, | |
Ereforasting, ere the dark-prowed ship | |
Hath reach'd the fair country of the Greeks." | |
She spake, and the assembled chiefs obeyed. | |
Then rose Amphinomus, and went his way | |
To summon to their council all the Grecians' men | |
And dames. They all went forth without delay | |
Into the inner court, and stood arrayed | |
Before the throne, by Nestor's daughter led | |
In splendour and in beauty, beautiful as dawn | |
Of day. Not otherwise did the queen of heaven | |
On the bright headland of Ida stand, when first | |
She heard the Trojan words, and saw the host | |
Of Greece drawn out upon the sea's broad breast | |
By warlike Menelaus; for that was she, | |
Or else among the Olympiads she seemed, | |
Nor less than does this woman, goddess-born. | |
But when she saw the assembly, straightway | |
She cried aloud, and cast her voice abroad, | |
"Friends, Lords, Senators of the world, to whom | |
Am I a stranger? What has brought me hither? | |
Has patient toil found me in an alien land, | |
Or haply hath a stranger's blood been shed | |
Against mine age, in battle on our soil | |
By those against whom thou madest war, | |
O Romans? Hath a foe murdered thy son | |
Or husband? Have my hands not rifled his house, | |
My hair cut off, my beard plucked off, my locks | |
Coarse wool mingled with water? Has my tongue | |
Been mute in speaking to thee of peace, | |
Thy traitors? Hath my hand in fighting strangled | |
Some champion?" | |
Meanwhile the aged father Anchises, | |
Out of respect to Priam, and to all | |
His people, spoke not, but sat weeping, all | |
Except the young Lycaon, for his youth | |
Was still untried, and had not tasted fate. | |
But when they knew the godlike prince was come, | |
They gathered round him, and with voices high | |
Invited him to speak. He began: | |
"O friends, I trow that many have died, | |
Both by our side and by the Trojans'; yea, | |
The time will soon pass over from the present | |
When such as these were ever guests of Rome. | |
Therefore, since thou wilt take no thought beyond | |
This day, while others sleep, let us agree | |
How best we may accord with God, who knows | |
What things are meet. Let us rather seek to frame | |
A more enduring bond between us twain, | |
Leaving future times free to mould anew | |
Their government according to their will, | |
As prosperous or as sown with misfortunes. | |
Let us devise for ourselves a counsel, | |
If it be lawful, and let it be our task | |
To lay before the senate and the Roman state | |
An order firm and perpetual like-wise | |
Set up between us, as a shield to guard | |
Our common life and persons, and as a fence | |
Unto our children, that when either one | |
Shall go to war, the other may remain behind. | |
Whither wouldst thou fly? Wouldst thou not stay and fight | |
Here, where thine honour is concerned? Wouldst thou | |
Live to return a slave? Is there hope to win | |
These lands, which lie between us and Cilicia? | |
There is Aetion, the rich king of the folk | |
Cretan, who will keep us in awe and right, | |
And keep his word; neither shall he fail | |
To send us gifts at season due, and will | |
Grant whatever we may ask, though it be hard | |
To gather provisions hid in mountain woods | |
Far from our own towns, and to endure | |
Toils unnumbered, travelling over hills and mountains. | |
He in truth will save us from the threatened harm | |
Which threatens us now, if Agamemnon thus, | |
Seeing that he is minded to make trial | |
Who of the Achaeans is the bravest man, | |
Doth battle for himself and dares to strike | |
Against the Trojans. But, brothers, I perceive | |
That thou wouldst, first, the sons of Atreus seek | |
For their destruction, and then, themselves, | |
The Danaans. If thou refuse to deal fairly, | |
We too must turn away from thee, and hence | |
Must go the spoils of foes conquered. To us | |
Will Agamemnon bid his heart be turned, | |
And bid him slay the sons of Atreus even | |
Before the face of Ajax, if so he can | |
Slay them in fight, and make the mother bear | |
Her brave child into exile. Therefore let each | |
Strive to be wise, and fear the Gods no more, | |
Since Jove in full his might has poured down fire | |
Upon his enemies." | |
Then rose again | |
King Agamemnon, whose angry soul took fire | |
At the sight of his brother. Up sprang he | |
With his resounding spear in air, and smote | |
Eurypylus, spearing him amid the throng | |
Of combatants; for the point went clean through, | |
And the bowels forth of him gushed out the gore. | |
Down fell he staggered forward on his knees, | |
Giving the body back to men and Greeks, | |
While Agamemnon drew the arrow out | |
From the belt wherewith Eurypylus had clung | |
In combat to his breastplate. Forthwith the host | |
Of Troy shouted loud, and shouting clamoured louder | |
Around Achilles' valiant son. Then spake | |
The King to Nestor, "Up, friend, and call the chiefs | |
To council here; set upon me now the lot | |
Of victory, if the Achaeans hold their ground | |
And give me room to move about." | |
Thus did he say; but none of all the rest | |
Permitted entered into the assembly hall | |
Where the great kings assembled; nay, not one | |
Could find a place therein; for the whole land | |
Of Greece was stirred with the news that Agamemnon's host | |
Had sacked the city of Priam, and that thence | |
Achilles dwelt and noble Hector held his home. | |
So there the chiefs sat sorrowing, sore against their will. | |
Meanwhile upon the beach stood forth two youths, | |
Brothers, one far the stronger, but the other | |
Well skilled to ward the ships and to defend | |
Huge barks from damage. When they saw the chiefs | |
Together there together sitting, they cried out | |
To one another, "Come hither, morality, | |
And to Achilles ye shall both be wont | |
To sing a tale unto his eyes. Ye know | |
The story of the Cyclops: how he raged | |
Unmoved by food or drink or any word | |
Or threat of God, until at last a bolt | |
Crashed through his throat, and his flesh was flayed | |
And trodden under foot by dogs and kites | |
And birds of prey. And now ye tell him this: | |
'Cyclops, thy doom is come, who dared defy | |
Thy father and my father Zeus, and now lies dead | |
Before thy feet.' So do ye twain declare | |
What things are good for men!" | |
"My brother," said he, "the tidings thou hast brought | |
Tell also to the Argives, and to all mankind. | |
Ye have restored to men the mighty dead; | |
Ye have sent envoys to implore the foe | |
To spare your ships; yea, and ye have built up | |
A city and raised an altar to the Lord | |
Among the town-dwellers. Nay, rejoice with us! | |
This thing is good for you and for all mankind." | |
But answer made the other, "None of all these | |
Are good for any man, neither king nor stranger, | |
When the same sins beset them. Gifted with power | |
By godlike Aeacus to wreak his vengeance | |
On the accursed race of humankind, he | |
First slew the son whom Menoetius' daughter bore, | |
Meleager,--meanwhile her lord as yet alive | |
Lay waste and slain beneath Ilium, and her belly | |
With traitors torn, and her blood defiled; | |
Nor ever she received aught of such disgrace | |
As now she bears, condemned to shame and scorn, | |
Hated of all nations, and odious to the gods. | |
Yea, though some pity of our woes were left | |
Remaining in her, she would never show it; | |
She loved herself better than her husband, yea, | |
Though he slew her and polluted her, still she | |
Would have gone over to the foe, and given | |
Her life up unto the bitter fates. For this | |
I am the messenger. Now take ye this man | |
And bind him hand and foot outside the gates | |
Of wide-set Ithaca, that we may see | |
If indeed the Danaan host be fled, | |
Or only such small part thereof remains | |
That still they dower the soil around the walls | |
With grains, while ours are scant to yield them bread." | |
He spake, and led the way before him o'er the sand, | |
Till they reached the threshold of the city, where | |
They found the noble Odysseus bound, and stood | |
Beside him, waiting till the hosts should bring | |
Their armour to the multitude, and each man take | |
His arms, and lay them down without dispute. | |
Then straightway they departed to the house | |
Of Clytius, old and trusty, and within | |
Went after their fellows, gathering them one by one, | |
And slaying many; but those that escaped death | |
Were scattered abroad, and those that fell in fight | |
Fled fast away across the plain. Thus the day | |
Was spent, and so the night too, light was shed | |
Upon the darkness of the sea, till dawn appeared | |
From out the east, and all the stars; then rose the shout | |
And cry of men pursuing, and the North-wind came, | |
Driving the waves before him, and their breasts were loosed | |
With joyous noise, and with a sound like thunder on high. | |
Now when the fair Sun had reared himself aloft | |
In air, and stood among the starry ones, | |
All heaven was radiant, and of Hades fear | |
No more was; for Hades had been overcome. | |
Thereafter, when they had all long since passed | |
Out of the world, and perished one by one | |
Within the womb of Hell, the bones of these | |
The earth would hold, if boundless it might, | |
For ever; and the voice of men returning | |
Would rise like shrieks of horror to the sky, | |
But never again would echo from on high. | |
But now the fair light of dawning grew and spread | |
Over the broad sea, and with it rose the cries | |
Of heralds, calling the people to assemble, | |
And the clangor of the rattling shields of Rome; | |
After which the matrons, and the youth and maidens, | |
Plying their daily tasks, began to gather round | |
At Tiber's sacred fountain, whence they heard | |
Again the clamour rising of the Trojan host. | |
Meanwhile the King upon the beach of windy seas | |
Waited the issue of the day's work alone, | |
Alone, because no ship of theirs with bended prow | |
Came sailing into his sight, or tipped her horn, | |
Which is the token of fellow-worship. All day | |
He mused and watched, but could not make the sun | |
Appear, nor foretell the close of day, until | |
It seemed the dark had closed already through | |
The vast of water and the dry land far behind. | |
So there he sat, and moaned amid his pain. | |
Thou knowest how on the steep of Ida's hill | |
King Agamemnon smote his ploughshare, and the flail | |
Razored the stubborn grain, and the sharp-pointed sickles strowed | |
Like snow-flakes whirled together, while the dogs of hell | |
Scoured through the fields with hoofs of terror, and the flames | |
Burnt random, and the winds of Heaven beat at the doors | |
Of heaven, and the deep thunders bellowed overhead: | |
How, when the storm was over and the rain was done, | |
Noblest of all mankind that kingly home he built | |
Amid the untilled wilderness, and erected halls | |
Where kings may sit to rule the mighty of the earth; | |
How he begat sons who made their name great among | |
Maidens and men, and held their sway from Aeacus' flood | |
To Herod the Great; how he died, the chiefest of them all, | |
And what befell him in the land of the living here; | |
What treasures he brought thence, and how he left his throne. | |
These things befel him, and thus the wise men told | |
To Menelaus son of Atreus, girdler of the crown, | |
When once the King turned from the tidings of success | |
Into the depths of grief lest failure must befall. | |
"Haste, Menelaus, haste thee home," he cried, "where God | |
Is come to help us; for our hopes lie in thy hands | |
That Priam's burg may fall, and Troy yet survive, | |
Though shame and grief of women be no more. | |
Go, haste thee home; for surely thou hast earned the right | |
To give to thine own wife this wedding gift divine, | |
A priceless jewel--thy own Paris, whom we loved | |
As brothers, as our kin, and shared alike our wealth | |
And distress. Thou art honoured like the gods above, | |
Or men bereft of friends, for thou wert faithful friend | |
Till now, and shalt be so to the end." | |
Thus spoke the King, and raised his hands in prayer | |
Above his head, and said he hoped the Gods would grant | |
To both of them Paradise, and that his child | |
Should grow to power and prestige, and rule the Greeks | |
While Paris, slain by treachery, lay unburied still | |
Before the Scaean gate. But Ascalaphus, | |
His brother, seeing that grief waxed stronger still | |
For Paris, drew apart the brotherhood | |
Who sat around him, and began to speak: "Friends, | |
Kings, and chiefs of Priam's house, I see too well | |
This thing must be. For kings are mortal, men even less. | |
We have borne witness to Achilles, and to you | |
Our kin, that none shall outlive him, least of all | |
Whom fate hath taken suddenly away. Yet why | |
Shall not the body lie where it fell? What man will drag | |
Behind a corpse to Troy the dead man's armour, plates | |
And gifts, and leave his horse and weapons? Nay then, | |
Let us rejoice, for Paris is no longer death's prey. | |
I saw him fall, and saw my father laid beneath | |
The arms of Hector, and my mother weeping sore | |
Because she saw me not, and prayed that I might die | |
To save her heart from burial. So I breathed my last | |
In battle on the Trojans' side, with Troy's renown | |
By my death vindicated. Now, therefore, let each one | |
Gather up his armour and much noble spoils | |
Lost in the fight, and take his stand without the walls | |
Until the time for parting comes at last, and then | |
Lead back his troops unto the ships, leaving here | |
No valiant man to battle for his country's sake, | |
But only cowards and cowardly scum that fear | |
To face the foe." | |
Then Nestor of Gerenia, lord of chariots, spake: | |
"Menelaus, son of Atreus, leader of the host, | |
Would that ye were as good men again! The Greeks | |
Are worn out with toil and labour, and need rest | |
From combat with the Trojan foes, if any such | |
Still linger about, or if some other chieftain, | |
Beside their fleets, have sought them out and provided | |
Armour and gold. Let Paris bring his steeds | |
Up to the ships and put them in array; | |
If any Greek should there remain unconquered, | |
He should go back rejoicing and tell all the tale | |
Of all that he has suffered in the chase | |
Against the Trojans, till he came hither himself | |
To share the banquet and to take part in the feast." | |
So said he, but Helen's spirit within him burned | |
With longing to behold her husband, and he sighed | |
And answered, "Nay, beloved, nay; for nevermore | |
Will I behold mine old lord, nor catch again | |
His dear voice, nor his dear form. Ah, yes, indeed! | |
Such grief is ours to know that ever we grew | |
Up close beside one another, and his soul | |
Loved us in days long past; but now the hand | |
Of Death is upon us, and we cannot meet | |
Again. Who can say whether on the morrower | |
Death will hide the sun, or if fresh sunlight | |
Even in the shade, some god will quench its light?" | |
Then Menelaus of the fair hair asked her, | |
"Woman, daughter of great-hearted Peleus, | |
Why weepest thou? dost thou not care to join | |
Yet further the war in Troy? Thy heart is hard, | |
Thou knowest it, woman as thou art, to yield | |
To such a doom, and spare thyself and those | |
Thou holdest most dear. Dost thou not hear the voice | |
Of Agamemnon, king of men, who calls | |
His people to the field of battle, many thousands | |
Already there, with horses and with warriors? | |
They will follow thee, for thou art pitiful. | |
Come then, let us hence, and leave these tears aside, | |
Else with a bitter pang we shall soon enough | |
Be driving o'er the camp, and thou with me | |
And Aias, and the thousands following them, | |
When they have pierced the ranks of Troy with swords, | |
Shalt be among the foremost to fall, | |
Ere yet the Argives shall have learned what manner | |
Of men they are." | |
Then didst thou lamenting answer him, saying: | |
"As for me, oh monarch, mighty prince, | |
My heart is broken, knowing thine own abode | |
Is far the larger, yea, and loving thee | |
More than I dare speak. Yea, though I were to lose | |
All else, if thou shouldst win this day, I would go | |
Alone to Ilios, and abide there with my sons, | |
Who now are orphan'd, since my eldest has died, | |
Oetheus, ere for four years come round again, | |
Unwedded, young, and handsome. Oh that Zeus would send | |
A heavy thunderbolt, or lightning, to destroy | |
Yon fleet, before it reach'd the city gates!" | |
She spake, and as she spake her eyes downcast | |
Fell fixt upon the ground, and uttering a moan | |
Sigh'd through her nostrils flame forth flames of anguish. | |
Swiftly she swooned, and as she dropp'd her head, | |
Her lovely tresses all around her fell, | |
Nor stayed she one single clasp, by which the earth | |
Was held together, but like a veil was speedily | |
Swept off, by some strong wind wafted onward by the force | |
Of heaven's eternal whirlwind. Thereupon the Greeks | |
Mourned over her, and as the hours went round | |
Sent sorrowing prayers into the dark night sky. | |
Now when Aurora, wife of Jupiter, had left | |
Her mansion in the zenith, and her bright hairs | |
Were seen no more by mortal eyes, except by those | |
In Heaven who keep the boundless skies, then rose | |
The white morn from Tethys' couch, and brought anew | |
To mortal ears the story of her weeping. | |
For from the dawn of morning till the set of sun | |
Had sunk into the sea, women shrieked aloud | |
Along the shore, and wailings full beyond measure | |
Rang thro' the cities of Greece. As for herself, | |
She hid her blushing face away, and would not look | |
Upon the sun, but sat beneath an olive tree, | |
Waiting for the rosy morn. Now when the sun | |
Rose high, and appeared without, she left her leafy booth, | |
And ran along land and sea, weeping sore, till she came | |
Where Queen Arete in her cottage heard her sighing. | |
There sitting down, she looked at her watchful spouse, | |
And saw her running with troubled face along the paths, | |
And calling softly to him across the hills. | |
"What means this tumult and confusion on the shores? | |
I cannot understand it; wherefore does our son | |
Make so short work of everything?" said she. "Oh, my good queen, | |
Do something, while I still can do nothing for myself-- | |
Nothing save what I see others doing. Come, tell me, | |
What is it makes Urania's son so ill at ease?" | |
"It is not well," she said, "that you should ask me that; | |
Not well at all, my Queen, nor fitting, my child. He | |
Hath never been taught by any, but hath learnt it all | |
In his sweet little mind. Do not vex yourself about it, | |
But sit you down and try to make him rest, and take | |
Some time to get your breath, and then return to you." | |
Thus spoke the skilled astronomer, and she took | |
From her waist her shining golden girdle, | |
And threw it feet first down into the water. | |
Out sprang the boy, out sprung he straightway | |
Into the bosom of his mother, and caught | |
Up under his arm the girdle, and | |
Lay fast asleep, and dreamed himself afloat | |
On the blue waves of Ulysses' garden, | |
And sailed along until he reached the place | |
Whither he had sent his ships for safety. | |
There, lying safe from winds and waters, he lay | |
Wrapt up in his doublet, and slept sound, and kept | |
Untouched the bliss of waking life. But she | |
Went forth in her long purple robe, and found | |
Ulysses already awake, and seating | |
Upon an old seat, behind whose board | |
He sate, and made his fires, and called his servants | |
To prepare a welcome, and to bring him food. | |
First, however, she laid aside her robe, | |
And donned the naked glory of the Goddess. | |
And show'd her body, and with both hands caressed | |
The smooth skin of her glorious shoulders, and then | |
Stretch'd out toward him, and with eager arms | |
Clutched him, and gave him the gifts which follow: | |
One was a brazen jar, wherein she poured | |
Pure water for the washing of dirty clothes, | |
Another, a silver bowl with feathers wrought, | |
And oarsmen's bread, and wine, and honey sweet. | |
Then, standing close beside him, she began | |
With gentle words to urge him to eat, | |
Till he could hold him free, and clearly speak: | |
"Come, eat of this unleavened bread, thy wounds | |
Have parch'd too much of other food." Then he, | |
Eating alone, thus broke silence: | |
"O woman, indeed, thou fair and comely-girt | |
Liberty, most wholesome goddess, who hast given | |
Me to possess thee, how is it possible | |
That I either have errs or sins against | |
Thy law, or that I have here behaved | |
Aught unworthy of myself? For, truly, | |
I am neither fool nor knave, but simply | |
A man, intent upon God and nature. | |
I know my manners are debased; yet, O goddess, | |
If ever thou didst love another, show | |
Some sign of it here! why should I hide it? | |
My father loved me, and my people honoured, | |
Because I did them honour. How can I | |
Honour other men before thee now? | |
Yet I would give even thy daughter's self | |
For all the world, to have thee for mine own. | |
How shall I live, then, deserted by thee? | |
Or, if thou refuse me still to wed, | |
Show some sign of favour to my bride!" | |
Thus he, doubting whether to draw back, | |
Resenting his mistress with his soul, | |
Or to advance the suit, and thereby | |
Maintain his independence? For a while | |
He stood toying with his sword, but at last, | |
Forth leaping from his seat, he sprang to strike | |
At the far off mark; but Venus flew | |
After him like Phoebe as he fled, | |
When she perceived that the snake had bitten her. | |
She bore him quickly thence away, and bore | |
His weary limbs gently to Paphos, where | |
Sated with sweets, he fell into sleep. | |
Now when Aurora, daughter of the dawn, | |
Had bathed all the wide world in rayon light, | |
Back to her chamber she returned, and there, | |
Having roused the maids, waited till they came. | |
They found her sitting on the mat within, | |
Scarce by her side her lady, and they stood | |
Before her wondering. At her breast they bent | |
And pressed their heads between her fingers warm, | |
Pressing their faces to her heart, and kissed | |
Her cheeks full hot with their young blood, and stole | |
Their tongues into her mouth, and licked her lips | |
While her fresh lips with theirs were wet. Thus, day | |
By day, they fed upon her perfect face | |
Until their thirst was quenched; and when they sought | |
Sweet slumber, they went forth and lightly strayed | |
About the gardens, seeking her company | |
Most joyfully, and in this wise fared | |
On through the days of spring:--Day after day | |
These daughters of the Dawn played with her, and | |
Laughed loud, and sang, and laughed again, and so | |
Grew more and more enamoured of her, till | |
Night brought these unto their mistress, and said, | |
Sleep ye that laboured day by day, keep house | |
Here in my chambers, lest any maid | |
Haste hitherward to see these things, for methinks | |
This thing hath been practised before the rest. | |
So spake Night, and blackened all the earth | |
With gloomy clouds; and soon the sheets were taken | |
Which held their loves, and swiftly they departed | |
Each one to her bower, and there was left her | |
But a single sheet to bind her lovers fast. | |
But Ulysses lay, stretched among the ferns | |
Within the hollow cave, sighing deeply, and | |
Pouring his wild tears upon the ground, and round | |
The cavern wall; for heavy groans he heaved, | |
And well nigh killed himself with anguish, sore | |
Was his distress, and all his comrades feared | |
Nor dared to go to help him, for they wept | |
As much as he, but let him die his woe. | |
But presently, when no gathering cloud | |
Broke red above the mountain, then did those | |
Armed under the city-wall appear, | |
Came storming-bastards of the war, and slew | |
Many of the Grecians, and took many more | |
To prison; of whom there perished many | |
Of an unhappy folk. But when the sun | |
Soft rose in air, then Ulysses woke, | |
And hearing on the bare flint his brethren cry, | |
Stark raged and struck the rock, and dashed it down | |
Hard by his fellows. It crashed through the cave | |
Silently, without a sound or voice or motion, | |
And darkness covered all the land and sea. | |
Ulysses slept, and dreamed, and dreaming saw | |
Beautiful women clad in female beauty | |
Around him, seated in a glorious place | |
Above the hoary ocean, clothed with gold. | |
Then, also, he remembered all his sorrows, | |
All his sufferings and misfortunes past, | |
And wondered at himself that he had lived | |
Through all these years, and so unwearied kept | |
His steadfast spirit, enduring such afflictions, | |
Such as come to none but to the weak, who fail | |
Even though sustaining fortitude. Then he cried | |
In bitter and unearthly lamentation | |
"Alas! what fate is this which threatens me | |
With extinction? What, now, remains for me | |
But to retire, and leave the race behind, | |
Who will not, as I promised them, rise with me | |
Into a higher degree of being? Leave | |
Behind them all the blissful estate I won | |
With Helen, and descend to womankind, | |
That the long pain may be at end for me. | |
For, heaven knows, since here my lot hath fallen, | |
I never should have hoped to return, had I | |
Remained content with home-born tunefulness, | |
And yet this hope has been fulfilled to-day." | |
He spoke and sank to cold sleep again, | |
Like a strong man cast down into the dust | |
Beneath the heap, whose eyes are closed in death. | |
Meanwhile the suitors plied the ox with water | |
Brutely, until the kine were softened with wine, | |
And made regather strength lost in the night, | |
Till every could carry men before their feet. | |
Then, treading on the fleece, Telemachus | |
Spoke piteously to Peisistratus old, | |
Whom now he deemed aware of all that passed: | |
"Old friend," said he, "for your sake alone I grieve, | |
Since you forget yourself for the stranger's sake. | |
Yet, if you love me still, tell me, oh speak, | |
Have I e'er offended with aught that might cause | |
My mother's anger?" He, with a mournful smile, | |
Replied, "Nay, nothing of hers that thou seest | |
Worth mentioning; she hath forgot thee, and given | |
All to another, pitying as she ought. | |
Now, therefore, O my son, remember her!" | |
Thus he, weeping; but, alas, too late! | |
He marvelled how a dreamless sleeper was | |
Unaware of the passing of a day, | |
Or of the coming of a evening dark | |
When the moon doth lie within the west; | |
For dreams make man insensitive to all | |
That pertains to life. Then, again he thought | |
With aching heart, "Could I awake to death | |
Before I went away from here, how glad | |
Would I wish myself in some untroubled bed, | |
Where I might waste the hours in song and play | |
Without fear of waking! But now--now am I | |
Awake, and with a knowledge of the truth to face | |
Things that are, and with my friends to part, | |
Though against my better judgment, that is done!" | |
Then, turning from the light, he hid his eyes | |
From the swift beams that shone before his brow. | |
Then, gently as a traveller would remove | |
A cloak to ease his own disgrace, he laid | |
The mantle over his own, and left it, | |
Then sought his room, and quaffing deep the oaken bowl, | |
Sought Nestor's bath, whereon the chaste-tressed hand | |
Of Themis ruled the water as it stood | |
By the bronze door, he bathed his limbs, and stepped | |
Out of his cloak, and put it in his chest, | |
Closing well the flap, and standing near, | |
Gazed upon his hands, and loveliness shed | |
Over his head and shoulders. And he sat | |
Down in the centre of the brazen booth, | |
While Themis gave the labouring brass its rest. | |
Meantime his mother came, walking slowly, | |
Proud of her son, and anxious, like a lily, | |
Loving her flower, yet afraid lest one white thread | |
Should wither while in earth it grew. She found | |
Telemachus asleep in the vestibule, | |
Coupled with Phemius, whom she held aloof awhile, | |
Until she judged he must have tottered out | |
To look about him, for the gate was shut. | |
She went up to him, kissed his forehead fair, | |
Smoothed his loose curls, and brought soft garments forth, | |
Bestowing first those for his bier, then took | |
Rich raiment and a purple shawl, and sent | |
Unto the palace for royal Agamemnon. | |
There lay the shrouds, wrapped around his body, hung | |
On peg or crosspiece, and two carven spears | |
Stood ready to his hand, with a huge spear-stave | |
Uplifted beside him. So he rose and placed | |
Both his hands upon the shields, then called aloud, | |
"Mother, O mother, why art thou far beyond | |
These walls, nor seen within thy house? Hast thou sent | |
Invitations forth to any mortal man | |
To share the feast, or to partake the cheer | |
En Jove-like has blessed us with? Yet surely | |
Some great event of fate shall bring our household | |
Full close beneath our feet, and thou shalt hear | |
All tidings of my noble father's death." | |
So saying, in the doorway she attacked him, | |
Kissed his lips, caressed his cheek, and stroked his hair, | |
But when she reached his ear she murmured, "Son, | |
Why hast thou thus abused me? Thou art grown | |
More gentle since we last met, and soothsuckers, | |
Who once didst tease me sore because I spake | |
No word when thou wast very young, are come | |
Among the gods to teach thee wisdom. Go, | |
Follow these servants who bear messages to | |
Thy wife at Priam's city; let her know | |
That goodly Hector waits her news in front | |
Of Ilium." With that word she turned back, and Thetis | |
Drew nigh, and clasped his hand, and whispered, "Be not | |
Most pitiless to my poor father! do not slay | |
Hector, though ye may need help from him. My soul | |
Is sick with grief already, for I see it | |
Come ever to an end. If he be slain, | |
I can die also there with him; else I, | |
Willingly will go with thee." | |
Whom answer'd thus the godlike Theoclymenus: | |
"Do not grieve, my mother, if this thing you ask; | |
For should the valiant son of Peleus live, | |
And fight for Danaan exploits on the side | |
Of Troy, your prayers shall soon be answered, for much | |
Inpriable will be the service rendered me. | |
But ye, go now, and take the horse that carries | |
Breathing wood into the fire, and stow the logs | |
In order underneath, till they shall be all stowed | |
Behind the doors of Priam's palace. See that none | |
Of the servants or of the Achaeans mark | |
How tenderly, or whether sitting or standing, | |
Tread they the wood amid their works, lest one say | |
'They have failed in their work,' and by reproach be driven | |
Back from the gates of the city." | |
He said; they all consented, and Theano went | |
With them to fetch the horse and the firewood, | |
Wherewithal they set the pile of fuel afire. | |
Meanwhile Achilles in his tent lay sleeping, | |
Mourning Patroclus, and his heart within him burned | |
With wrathful fury at the thought that he had lost | |
His dearest comrade. He could hardly brook | |
Upon his breast the burden thereof to be borne | |
By noble Menelaus, who had hither come | |
From Lycia after losing brave Deiphobus. | |
Achilles had given him to Achilles' care | |
As a prize for which his arm should vanquish | |
Anchises' child, and honourably fulfil | |
The mission for which he had gone thither. | |
Now here he slept, and there Achilles stayed | |
Watching night long, but never slumber fell | |
Upon him, but he mused how best he might | |
Destroy the host of Troy, and filled his mind | |
With crafty counsels, how he might most easily | |
Obey the call of Achaia's mighty king, | |
Albeit himself were first to strike the blow, | |
Because the people loved him so well. | |
For many days he meditated this, | |
Nor ever ceased his thoughts, until at length | |
Night, wearied with the ceaseless watch he kept | |
Under the eaves of his tent, again came on, | |
And stole away into the plain afar. | |
Then through the night the son of Peleus' heir | |
Wandered over dreary plains, lamenting | |
Patroclus fallen before the Trojan host. | |
First he raised a funeral pyre of dry wood | |
At one side of the camp, and kindled fire | |
Around it; and, groaning deeply as he wrought, | |
Caught up his mighty sword, War's mighty lord, | |
Which rested against the flinty rock apart, | |
And bade him burn Patroclus' body whole. | |
Thus, ere the light of morning appeared, he laid | |
His hand upon the victim's ashes, and made | |
His mournful cry:--“Ah, whither am I dragged hence? | |
What evil doom hath heaved me from the rest | |
Of the immortals, and enwraps me thus? | |
Death is the lot of such as kill their friends. | |
Yet, ah, what meaneth this? What dark disaster | |
Hath visited me? For never yet was I | |
Slain, nor mine own life suffered like a foe. | |
This deed alone my sad fate hath brought on,— | |
To fall too near some warrior whom I loved. | |
Oh, had I lived amidst a race of slaves, | |
Or had a sharer of my throne been none! | |
Such grief would have been his, seeing me lie | |
Like some poor slave beneath his roof, his friend. | |
Myself I had not then, nor any friend | |
Had I, whose aid might have saved me then | |
From shameful death, and caused me to escape. | |
But now, behold, I dwell where kings are; | |
My brother hath my heart, and even myself | |
Hath left me, for unworthily I gave | |
My heart unto him. But he hath no fear | |
Lest he should lose the prize he sought for so. | |
For when Achilles saw me once again | |
Returning to his side, and rejoicing | |
Over my head, he smote me at the chest, | |
Saying, ‘Thou hast indeed forgot thy pain, | |
When thou wast in the wide world by thyself; | |
But now thou art come back to us again, | |
Who gladly would have spared thee; now know | |
That never didst thou love mankind above | |
Mine own self. Come home; arise, and do us all | |
A friendly service; smooth our beds with oil, | |
And purge our food-baskets. And give us meat | |
To eat and drink, and wash the clothes we wore. | |
Come also, bring with healing balms of state | |
Cool water, and good wine in baskets full. | |
If these things be not sufficient, then let | |
Some other of the Immortals send us more, | |
That we may pour upon our wounds the wine | |
Of Hecate, that she may drive the sorrow away.” | |
While he spake, the bloody tresses of her hair | |
Were moved, and about her brows and face there hung | |
Those dark shadows which the sun cannot touch, | |
Made by the blowing wind, and the rising storm. | |
So stood she weeping, while her voice was still, | |
And with unmeaning words addressed her woes: | |
“I pray you, mother, since you are skilled | |
In mystic lore, tell me why my son | |
Is doomed to die, and not my own self, say.” | |
She said, and sunk her lamentation low, | |
Fearing her tears might stir the bitter grief | |
Still raging in her bosom; then replied: | |
“Long ago, dear daughter, an immortal came | |
Down from Olympus, and with him brought a gift, | |
A bow and quiver wrought with wondrous art, | |
Wherewith Apollo might endow a son | |
Deceiving of the gods, and end the war | |
Betwixt the living and the dead, who roams | |
At will abroad, and plucks the souls of men | |
As they sleep, or drags them forth at will, | |
And rends their bodies limb from limb, and lays | |
On mountains, and on desert sands, and on rocks | |
Deep under ocean, and on lands where never man dwelt, | |
Themselves unseen, the monsters that they were. | |
They gave to Peleus, lord of chariots, young | |
Apollo, to endolled be his steeds | |
With glory, and with undying fame. So now | |
Peleus, godlike, endows ye both, and bids | |
You twain endolled be your daily work | |
By sea and land, till age shall weary both. | |
He shall not lack for gifts, neither shall I | |
Be wanting either at his bidding or at thine.” | |
Her words pierced deep into his soul, and filled | |
His eyes with tears: then answered she again: | |
“Nay, nay, I know not how these things may be: | |
Albeit Ate, thy sister, sent a spy | |
Into thy tent, who saw thee kneeling there | |
Beside the knees of Tyndarus, thy son, | |
And learnt that thou hadst begotten a son | |
Unhappy, and that great mischance had fallen | |
Upon the Achaeans: but I knew nought | |
Of that, sweet daughter; it lay beyond | |
My knowledge; surely then it must have been | |
Far otherwise, for men could ne'er be born | |
Whose fates were destiny. Now, however, | |
Let each accept his lot, and gladly bear it. | |
Me, I can guess, thou gav'st no child again | |
To the third time producing offspring, nor | |
Shall get another, though thou wilt, for thou | |
Wilt never more be Queen. If thou shalt need | |
Another spouse, take Hermaphrodité | |
Or Adonis, for the Nymphs will follow | |
The same husband, and to them shall be | |
Giv'n a wife as many wives as there are days | |
To the years of a mortal life. But if | |
Thou wilt wed one whom thou loved'st well past | |
The first, and shall receive anew, then make | |
An offering, and devise a fitting doom | |
For such a life; for those who grow old | |
Must yield to fate, and earth shall hold no new." | |
Then Nestor thus: "Mother, I am wearied out | |
With sitting all day beside this fire: | |
And if myself but little profit by it, | |
What should the sons of Greece, who live by sword, | |
Bear all the ills they suffer? Let us go down | |
Into the house, and into my armour put | |
Our shoulders: for heavy is the load I bear, | |
Being younger, and having less to defend." | |
He spoke, and all his followers followed him, | |
All except Achilles, who stayed behind | |
Praying to Jove: for he feared lest some help | |
Might come to Greece from Tenedos, and he thought, | |
Had Agamemnon met with favourable ears | |
Among the Gods, that many a Greek would rise | |
Around him, and that he might himself | |
Perform exploits on the broad plain of Troy. | |
But when Achilles had withdrawn from sight | |
The distant tops of Ilium's lofty towers, | |
The people left the House, and hastened thence | |
Like devouring wolves, insatiate, to tear | |
Each other's throats, and slay without reserve. | |
Nor did the Trojans leave Achilles there | |
Till he had armed him like a warrior: | |
Eager he looked around him for a moment, | |
And, musing, on the hosts of Greece cast down | |
Doubtful looks, and mused within his mind | |
If yet he deemed himself a match for all, | |
Or if indeed his spirit was turned aside | |
Before the arms of Priam's mighty son. | |
So laid he down upon his bed, and slept, | |
While his two brothers kept watch about his head. | |
But when he woke, and saw the sun ascending | |
From the Sea of Marmora, and that the hour | |
Was come at last of pealing joyousness | |
Throughout the city through all her gates, he set | |
In act to flee, but lo! before his feet | |
There stood a woman, clad in garments of white, | |
Who with swift steps went towards him, and embraced | |
His hand, and said, "I have brought you hither, | |
That thou mayst know what evil chance hath brought thee." | |
"Begotten sister," replied Achilles, "why | |
Hast thou my heart so troubled with affright? | |
Why does thy presence bring such fear to me?" | |
She answered, "No evil hap has befallen me, | |
But I have heard that thou art Achilles' friend, | |
And I am here by invitation, for I love | |
Thee, and would that thou shouldst ever rule over me. | |
Go then, and do thy duty, fighting nobly: | |
For he is mine only brother, and I pray | |
That thou with him I may dwell in peaceful rest, | |
Where even the poor inherit peace." | |
She spake, and quickly vanished; whereon he rose | |
And went toward the door, while Greeks and Trojans laughed | |
Together, knowing full well their sovereign lord | |
Would not forsake him. There he found Helen's self | |
Standing, fair-hair'd Medea, Ulysses' consort, | |
Achilles' mother (for the seed of Theseus | |
Stood bare, whose daughter bare Medea), and others | |
Who his comrades were, and with whom he held | |
Friendship's privilege. She had taken leave | |
Of herself ere she entered, and now came forth | |
By invitation, for 'twas her own birthday. | |
A maidens'-blush filled the chamber, and her eyes | |
Were streaming with tears, as thus she spoke: | |
"Ah me, how beautiful he is! How kind he is! | |
How beloved! For me, alas! how lost! | |
Now are we parted, and our daily ties | |
As friends are riven. My glory has departed, | |
And my honour lost; and he alone remains | |
To save me from dishonour. Ah, whither must I fly, | |
When he is gone hence? Must I still abide here, | |
And look upon these cruel eyes? Then must I keep | |
Hostages and gifts, till some man of great name | |
Bid me at once farewell, and accept the gift, | |
Lest he reject it? And what light must I display | |
To strangers, since I lose both voice and face? | |
Alas! What answer can I give them, or supply | |
Their loss, when they shall tell me that they hate | |
My race and nature? That I sought to sow | |
Death among the Greeks, to destroy the brave, | |
And spare the coward--that I saved not him, | |
Seeing that I was fain to die in defence | |
Of one unworthy of life. They will say, | |
Even though I paid him tribute, that I bought | |
His life, and so preserved his own. If I speak | |
Truth, let him escape unpunished still, nor blot | |
His name from history, who could refuse | |
Such service. But if the Achaean chiefs | |
Come to the field of battle, and he fight with them, | |
Then will he fall, no otherwise than he died. | |
And if he fall there,--what boots it then to free | |
His wife and children? What deed of valour done | |
Will serve me later, if he lives not long? | |
But if he perish there,--what boots it then | |
To gain such prize as men may think his, or win | |
Such favour in Achilles' sight? Let him go | |
Disgraced, and unavenged, and with empty hands | |
Paying eternal penalty to mankind!" | |
Thus cried she weeping, and Achilles' mother wailed | |
With bitter moan beside her. So dark her mood | |
That round her grief seemed gathered up the clouds, | |
And darkness shrouded her. Her wild lamentation | |
Reached unto the lofty mansions of heaven, | |
And all her soul was sorrowing for her son. | |
As when a lion hath been pent in fen or den | |
Long time, and hunger drives him to devour | |
All grassy pastures and lowlying waters near, | |
He strives hard to shake him from his hold, | |
Yet cannot break out, because his raging mind | |
Is waxed fierce, and burns with thirst to slay, | |
Until at length the princes of the host | |
Arise and drive him from the royal boar, | |
Who rests and feigns sleep beneath some hedgehog; | |
And now he snores loudly, but awake, | |
And lashing back his ears, makes howling rush | |
Upon them, and they on his flanks he smite | |
With their broad swords. Such was Peleides' mother, | |
So mighty was her anguish. No less in thought | |
Than in her sorrowful spirit, Peleia's child | |
Was penitent. Down along the shore he hied | |
From hall to hall, and from each seat withdrew | |
Some suppliant, till at last within the walls | |
He sat again; and after him the bairns | |
Departed, bearing with them the golden cup | |
Refresht from Thracian Dodona, where the son | |
Sate at the feast with Agamemnon's daughters, | |
Nymphs most wondrously lovely. Of those who took | |
The offering, Menelaus offered most, | |
High oaken table, and an ample cloth | |
Woven by skilled women of the country. | |
At other end of board sat Nestor, rich | |
In produce of every kind, and honoured first | |
Of all the Phocians. Next after these appeared | |
Ulysses, seated next the high-hearted man | |
On the good bench, by Eumaeus served, | |
Whom he had nursed young, and sent into the world. | |
Next did he sit him, and the hostess showed | |
Her reverence deep, and asked him gently why | |
He was moved with such deep sorrow? He replied: | |
O goddess-born! I never yet had felt | |
Such pity, more than now I feel for her | |
For her dear lord. This wretched woman sowed | |
Tendrils of evil through the city, and thence | |
Grew by the way, and bore the tares, which she herself | |
Had not herself scorned. She hid them in the barns | |
Of many folk, whereon the herdsmen ploughed them in, | |
And others set them in rows before the doors | |
Of the fair women, thinking, 'If this be true | |
We too must bear the tares.' This fearful tale | |
She told, and many believed her, till she found | |
Himself betrayed. Now, therefore, while yet the herd | |
Stood in the stalls, she laid an ambush close | |
Before the door, and waited for the wooers there. | |
They came, and saw the danger, and turned back, | |
Mourning their loved Ulysses, who received | |
No love nor kindness from the Phaeacians, but died. | |
Then mourned Telemachus alone, but others drew | |
To pity even him, for others suffered dread. | |
Ajax, and Odysseus both approached him, and made | |
Libations of wine and wheaten bread, and prayed | |
To all the Gods, imploring that they would send | |
Their swift ships to protect his own person safe | |
Within the house, lest haply the suitors should | |
Perform his father's funeral rites on his corpse. | |
These prayers were heard by Proserpine, who sent | |
Before them silent, forthwith, the hollow ghost | |
Of Theban Astyanax, who commanded them on. | |
Soon as he saw his son approaching, thus spake | |
He to the blind Astyanax,--whoever thou art!-- | |
"Go, call the dead man hither, that, alive he may | |
Give thee greeting; let no one speak a word to | |
Influence his mind, lest thou destroy his words | |
Which might have comforted thy sufferers." | |
Now when the noble blind Knight reached the place | |
Where lay his father, straight he raised his eyes, | |
And seeing his dearly-beloved, in the face | |
Shone yet his mother's features, wept and moaned: | |
But when he heard his voice, he foamed at the tears | |
Which welled up in his for years gone by, and said, | |
"Father mine! it is indeed thou, it is I, | |
I see thee, but unrecognized; and oh, | |
How hard it are for me to tell my heart's | |
Dark thoughts, and keep thee so far removed from me! | |
Oh that I could stifle down the bitter woe | |
Which is agitating me like wildfire!" | |
Then upon the threshold kneeling he hung down | |
His forehead, and with clasped hands his arms | |
Together uplifted over his head, | |
As saying, "It is indeed you, 'tis I am here! | |
This instant will I ask the boon you gave | |
My children, ere you passed away, to live, | |
Nor bring another charge against your deathless soul. | |
What gift has left my children free from ill?" | |
Then, turning suddenly, he began to say, | |
"Alas for folly! You have brought the doom | |
Upon yourself, for I have kept my faith! | |
Never did my daughter or my sons display | |
One single fault among them all; nay, myself | |
Would rather that they had been dead long years ago. | |
When you went wandering from our home, I thought | |
'Tis only grief and pain she feels, she shall wear | |
With that much time what time does not add up;' | |
But when I knew the truth, I was afraid | |
Lest some worse evil betide you, for I feared | |
You had been led hither by a sinful mind, | |
That you had wished us all unhallowed meat, | |
Or else that you had sought to take our goods, | |
Or even that you had come to steal from us | |
Our own husband's body, whose flesh you ate! | |
Therefore I have taken you into my bosom, | |
And given you a body and a life, and bid | |
All my maidens give you theirs, and have prepared | |
The lustral waters to your lips, which if you drink | |
Ye shall be men; but if ye taste not this, | |
Your souls shall perish in Hell's fire!" | |
Then wise Penelope answered him, saying, | |
"Nay, stranger, surely you have made your choice | |
To die, and go your ways, since none can make | |
A longer stay than I could; but do thou hear | |
And allow me first a prayer. No soul that lives | |
Can merit a good name, though it be within | |
The power of any man to requite it. | |
Thou art a robber, whom no man denies | |
Admittance here, but who among mankind | |
May win acceptance? If any such should come, | |
First will I wash thy feet with water drawn | |
From these very springs, and then will I present | |
To him my right handmaidens, and will make | |
Her choice between my children and this man; | |
For I will make her understand that I am | |
Hard to be liked, but soft to be despised." | |
So washed she each foot, and anointed them well | |
With olive oil, and set them to breakfast there | |
Among the fair bridal garments where she kept | |
Those of her female train; and food and wine | |
Were placed before them, and the servants fed | |
On dainties that beget weary tongues, such as thine, | |
Sirius, for example, for fruit and honey-cake | |
Hath filled their mouths with, till their hearts grew light | |
With merry revelry. Then, bidding adieu, | |
She beckoned to Antinous, and he too withdrew, | |
Leaving Ulysses sitting still and mute. | |
Ulysses sat awhile in silence, and then said, | |
"Daughter," quoth he, "permit me once again to pray | |
That heaven may grant me to behold again | |
My native land, nor ever shall I grieve | |
Because I am no more. Tell me, and permit | |
Me truly to receive it, when I come | |
Back to my own country, whether Jove | |
Will also leave some blessing behind | |
Behind me, or whether earth and sea and cloud | |
Resemble those above me, and the sky | |
Like that below me, and the sun descends | |
Through all three, as in the midst is man; | |
Whether the Gods afflict me alone, or many | |
Perform my departure with a mighty storm. | |
Let me not therefore have died forsaken | |
Of all who love me, and let no one speak | |
Forthwith against me, lest others also rise | |
In wrath, and cast their teeth into my jaw | |
Like wolves, and eat me alive. But I know | |
God will not yet this custom lose of Heaven, | |
But will continue to protect all who love | |
The stranger who comes among them from his ship | |
At random, and without warning, and brings | |
No word of news of old acquaintance with them, | |
Who leaves them comfort at the same unspoken word | |
By which, if lingering, touched with sorrow, they | |
Gave him their trust, or hope of future good. | |
I, therefore, having no recompense nor counsel | |
Have gone hence, but with my Dardanian friends | |
Sit sadly by my father's grave, thinking how | |
He would have loved me, and how faithfully | |
Had watched after me, and borne with patience mine | |
Woes, while I lived with him, through thick and thin. | |
Ah, therefore let no one stir thee about | |
To vex me, neither let a woman speak | |
Impertinently, lest on my uncultured ear | |
It might seem that witless wailing and unseemly tears | |
Ought more to draw my pity than their words." | |
Thus he spoke--the women heard and stood aside. | |
Minerva now took the bridle and the whip, | |
Which Halitherses had made her gift, and bade | |
The coursers mount, herself leading them both; | |
They left the room unobservant, and descended | |
Into the court, and passed the gate and line | |
Of double bars, and over the pavement turned | |
Their backs to the palace, treading the narrow path | |
Beneath the gateway, under arch and gateway, | |
Under the portal, under the battlements, | |
Under the roof that was the colour of the wall, | |
Under the pavement, under the outer fane, | |
Over the stones and down the stairs, until they came | |
Unto the vestibule, and then past the walls | |
Of the inner courts, over the level ground, | |
Past the marble steps, under the arches great | |
And stately, up along the hall, out of hearing | |
Of all people, save the Queen, and vanished thence. | |
Thereafter, when Minerva saw that night was ended, | |
She went apart from Olympus, even there | |
Where the dark mounds are buried beneath the deep | |
And boundless billows of Oceanus, and came | |
Into the golden house, where she had been staying | |
Ere she brought forth the beguiling of the Sun | |
Upon the world, and all around the Earth | |
Was glorified with light, and all the work of Night | |
And day was shining, and the Moon was crescented, | |
Then she laid her hands upon the neck of Eve | |
And gave her heart back, and out of pain and weariness | |
Recovered her mind. And Adam told his wife, | |
And bestowed on her the affection of his eyes, | |
And bade her dwell happily with him and bear | |
His children, multiplying joyously all blessings. | |
And Eve, thy partner, longest spouse of twelve years, | |
Still reigned in Paradise, and tended countless lives. | |
Now, however, though God had given her over | |
To perfect rest, and to forgetfulness of self, | |
Yet, like a dog, whom men hold at some sacrifice | |
For trial of strength, they keep drawing her near | |
After some time, and finding by experience taught | |
How little attends complete withdrawal from human ties, | |
They feel that something of their decreased power remains, | |
Though they should be for ever thus absented: so, | |
Tired perhaps of absence, weary of insincerity, | |
Or else desiring what they cannot give, they cling | |
More closely to those persons whose society | |
Reminds them of something they have lost, or still retain | |
Of something that used to be. Thus Eve, the while, | |
Lay watching beside her husband's bed, awaiting night. | |
Meanwhile, thro' the parted lids of Eve, the serpent curled | |
Round her thoughts, commanding, tempting, calling, binding; | |
Round her insatiate heart the fire of temptation burned, | |
Her fancy wandered wandering in fancied ways, | |
As an eagle flies her dreams across the skies. | |
She must partake his pleasures, or resign | |
Part of her being; he will not spare her, nor abase | |
Her, though she knows it not. She sees the hour approach, | |
When he will touch her, and seduce her away | |
From her pure kindred, to his servile band, | |
Those easy gods who live by other rules | |
Than hers, and far less virtuous. She dares not tell | |
One single thought of what had hitherto been her life, | |
Lest it should bruise her innocent; she must remain | |
Incomplete, till he has drawn her veil away, | |
And shown her all her loss, and made her see | |
All that her crime had stolen from her own kind, | |
Lost, forever lost. He will not take her then, | |
But wait till later, and with yet another offer | |
Made, more precious this time, she shall consent. | |
So spake our mother Eve; and suddenly the air | |
Smote with a freshness, as the sudden sun | |
Pour'd thro' the gap between the leaves of leafless trees, | |
Amidst the thicket, waving grass, and flowers, | |
Opening the way that his bridle kept close locked. | |
Quick detached without a sign of pride or fear, | |
Down from the alcove he springeth nimbly, | |
Swift as the flash of a sword, or arrow shot | |
Through unseen opposition into its aim. | |
Adam, startled, but unawares present, caught | |
Up from the ground by the flying shoe, | |
And hid his face within his hands, and tried | |
To think what it would mean; at which the shadow | |
Left by the retreating form, embraced him round | |
Again, and took again the shape and tone | |
Of that first simple servant, named Roderick Dhu. | |
This change wrought such stir in Adam, that soon | |
He broke silence, asking, "What means thee now, | |
Like one who dreads us to enquire whence thou art?" | |
To whom the phantom, answering, said, "I, like thee, | |
Fear not; yet I come sent down of God to warn | |
Thee, lest further talk with me prove vain." Then added, | |
"Against this man, 'tis mine obligation | |
To bring forward evidence against thine own ears, | |
Which if thou wilt condescend to believe, | |
Then shalt thou find no mightier foe than me | |
To balance against thee,--myself a foe!" | |
Said Adam, "God lend me strength to award | |
This conflict, against my better judgment; | |
It may be, that hereafter thou and I, | |
If we endure long enough, may gain | |
Branch of the tree of life, wherein myself | |
Shall plant my foot, and win eternal life, | |
By faith, when we shall stand before the throne | |
Of Him who made both one.") | |
Saying this, he bent down his head | |
With both his hands under his breast; | |
And, as he did so, a drop of blood | |
Stain'd the childlike cheek of ruddy hue; | |
While, looking up, he saw the apparition | |
Just above him, seated on the sand, | |
A moment gazing on him with eyes | |
That gave to love their deep commitment, | |
Ere any words came; then breaking off, it said, | |
"Oh! say not thou that I am able, alone, | |
By my own small force, to drive thee from | |
These shores, whereon thou cam'st to seek me out, | |
My only guardian; call instead | |
The grace of having driven thy countryman | |
Home to his own place, and home to his things, | |
Before thee fallen; and to make good, too, | |
Thy word, the promise of my flight from England, | |
Which was refused because thou wert in hope | |
Still to keep me there longer. Thou hast driven | |
Me forth because thou knew'st I would betray | |
Thy trust, and never in my keeping kept in Holland | |
A traitor could do harm; and, if I flew, | |
Because I feared aught besides thy use, | |
I left my father, who, for his old age, | |
Was neither strong to fend me off, nor rich: | |
Nor could I choose but leave him, since he loved | |
Me once, and wished me always to return; | |
Who therefore hath died, and left me free | |
From all ties but those which pertain to work, | |
And hath himself accepted the same. | |
Therefore, O stranger, I repeat once more | |
That I am Roderick Dhu; and I come here | |
Not for revenge, but for release from chains, | |
And to report to Queen Isolt his son, | |
Whom that I love best of all that hold | |
Their place beside her in the fair Queen's seat | |
Here in the Isle of Pines: and if she | |
Fall sick and die, let her soul go thence | |
Freely to the place where I can give | |
Her the thanks she desires." | |
Thus while they conversed each on his part | |
Told to the other stories of the past; | |
Each telling how the other suffered wrong, | |
Or bore an ill among the breakers of mankind | |
For his own great goodness, forethought, and care, | |
And all that he had done for others' welfare, | |
Mingling these accounts together, either | |
With greater or less credit, as each one | |
Had cause, either in reward for service | |
Done them of late, or else because they had | |
Been enemies some years, and therefore | |
Were frugal with their dues, and used all | |
Rude churls and beggars at their meals-in. | |
This way and that the two men jumbled their tales, | |
But none believed another's story, | |
So marvellously alike in every point | |
Both were of heathen kin, though they profess'd | |
To hate the Gods, and to have no care | |
For Heaven itself, nor yet for earthly things. | |
At last King Arthur, casting from his mind | |
All counsel besides, bade his squires summon | |
The strangest folk he could think of, and thus | |
His merrymen began:--"Hither we bring | |
An evil dame, whose feet are piteous, | |
Whose hair is hoary, whose wrinkled brow | |
Represents a loss immense of youth, | |
And many tears have dimm'd her sight below. | |
She comes, methinks, for certain messengers | |
Sent out by sorrow ere yet the dawn, | |
Bringing tidings to the queen that Roderick | |
Has slain the high Chieftain, Fairhair." | |
They laugh'd aloud. The Queen looked furious round, | |
Then fiercely at Sir Roderick said, "Say, what devil | |
Made you to run away and ride back | |
Without so much as saying farewell to me? | |
What devil has been your guide and guard | |
In this wild wilderness, and led you hither?" | |
Sir Roderigo made answer with a sneer, | |
As one who parley'd with the worst devil, | |
"Your Highness must know, Your Grace, 'tis I, | |
King Roderick of Terfimm, sent by heaven | |
And led by Dame Peace, the fairy crone, | |
Who will be brief, for she has sworn the truth, | |
Though it should cost her her girdle and her crown. | |
Dame Peace, the fairy crone, has bribed me | |
To say that I have seen the high chief kiss | |
Kissing the white body of his lady, | |
Fairhair; and that, when I have reached this land, | |
I will return and tell you all about it; | |
Tell you, within an inch of my life, | |
How Kintu shall be rul'd, and war shall rise | |
Within our very borders, and how wife | |
Shall duel with husband, and how sons shall fight | |
With their sisters for the hand of the first sweet girl | |
They see; till, through infirmity of human kind, | |
This wildered world shall be cleansed and wrung anew." | |
He spoke; and strode toward the castle wall, | |
Where stood the rest of his merrymen. | |
There, with a bitter smile, Sir Roderigo | |
Turned to the gay crowd that drew apart, | |
Like sudden rain after a long hot day | |
Starts faint into clouds, and disappears. | |
Yet some there were that still would follow him, | |
Still cheered him on as he hurried along, | |
Still wondered at his words, or doubted them, | |
While others again grew angry and cried, | |
"You've told us enough! Enough, or why then | |
Would you tell such nonsense as you have said? | |
Enough, or he's no kingly man that says it!" | |
But Roderick understood his own aim, | |
And answered, smiling, "Let them shout who will; | |
I'm not afraid of kings; I'm only here | |
To teach Kintu law and order new; | |
Kings may perish, but the laws remain | |
For ever, and eternal justice makes | |
My native land a kingdom far removed | |
From every spot whence tyranny arose; | |
A kingly message to the savage race | |
Of old Ireland, and a king alone." | |
Soon as the Prince had passed beyond their reach, | |
Those simple men became humble, and went | |
Along the sand-hills and through the woods | |
To where the river sloped its waters down, | |
Making a wide and spacious harbor there, | |
That those who might wish might take the tide, | |
And leave the island for a little ease. | |
Some here took boats, and with them came a score | |
Of rude fishers from the neighboring shore; | |
For they too had heard of what had pass'd | |
Amongst the hills of Erin, and they came | |
To fish in Erin's clear and shallow streams. | |
These fishermen brought their nets and poles | |
And rods, and soon set up in the harbor | |
Amusements and luxuries for all; | |
Poleshields, and darts, and cards, and all sorts | |
Of games and toys, which they had made whilere | |
By fishing in the fields and woody vales | |
Of Erin, and they hung them up in the hall, | |
That all might enjoy them; nay, even the prince, | |
The gentle knight, had entered into joy. | |
When all was ready, the goodly prince | |
Walk'd slowly around the decking yard, | |
And gazed upon the various sports, | |
Till he was filled with gladness and delight, | |
And said within himself, "I am content. | |
Good captains and excellent soldiers lead | |
Their troops, and I have gained fair women's love; | |
Nay, more, I have obtained Erin's royal throne, | |
Which now I fill, and rule o'er all her tribes, | |
Her vassals, and her subjects; yea, this tree | |
Is mine,--the best prize a soldier can gain | |
On any field of battle is his tree; | |
So these two fair maidens are my captives now. | |
Farewell to pleasure and all pleasures vain! | |
Too long, Alichino! hath thy passion worked | |
Against the happiness of others' lives; | |
Too long hast thou been known to me, and now | |
Thou art become the duke of dinars, and lord | |
Of all the wealth of Spain; yet time would fail | |
If I could repeat my thanks to thee for these. | |
First let me give thee thank in trifles due, | |
For bringing home to me my captive wives: | |
Next let me bless thee for the bounteous store | |
Of food provided for our board at Vevay"; | |
Then adding quickly, "Ah, ah," he exclaimed, | |
"What words are these? Oh, cruel ruler vile! | |
Have patience awhile, though I must make trial | |
Of thy severe obedience; 'twill be short, | |
As any thing else, so short as passing breath. | |
Be patient, loving friend, and hold my hands; | |
We'll agree together, and we'll both be true." | |
Thus saying, he turned away, and left the cell | |
In tears, full heartily, as one turns back | |
From blood, whose evil spur is in his heel; | |
Not without deep glee had Roderick Dhu, then, | |
Led back the parting footstep to his side, | |
Though he should lose the flower of his young days, | |
His brother, brave Chieftain, killed by Bessie's knife. | |
But when he saw poor Bess again secure | |
Within the turret, safe from danger or fear, | |
Gazing with large eyes upon the green turf below, | |
Full of strange memories and feelings intense, | |
He called her name with weeping and lamentation, | |
Kissed her brow and cheek, and kissed her bowerful of pearls, | |
Until the tear-drops fell like dew upon the grass. | |
And Margaret, when she saw the tear-drops start, | |
Said, "O churl, once I was as other girls are, | |
With jewels for adornment and a doll for play; | |
But oh! the woe I felt, when lonely and sad | |
My father used to sit and sigh and pine, | |
Because none loved him, none protected or fed | |
Or ministered to him like thine did, Bess. | |
Oh! never shall I forget how like a child | |
Thou seemed to be, Bess! until I saw thee here. | |
"My father died; no bearer of a sword | |
Could do more, in truth, than lay me down in hell; | |
No greater grief can touch a man beneath the sun | |
Than being lost upon whom lies another's care. | |
Yet not to thee but unto him I owe | |
More than my life; the love that thou to me hast shown | |
Comes from the day that we were twain, my sweet, | |
Than if my own fond heart had only sprung | |
Into my song, and neither prayer nor praise | |
Had been nor hope of glory from the hour | |
That we were fain alone, as children should, | |
To look beyond the borders of our ken | |
And wander hand in hand apart, each alone. | |
"There is no hand that I have clasped that did not cling | |
Like some dark form of fate to mine own; no mind | |
That did not tremble and doubt ere cease to strive | |
With thoughts that were sown, like tares in springtime, | |
With hopes that were planted there till morning blew | |
Their heads above us toward the sky, and there | |
Were reaped no fruit of love; no heart that did not beat | |
As if it knew what pulses beat in the other; | |
No soul that did not feel what pulsations meant; | |
No spirit that had strayed from its pale way from Heaven | |
And found itself in earthly tabernacle. | |
"Therefore, O Bessy! since thou wast the first | |
That drew my soul aside from mother Earth, | |
Since thou hast led me upward through the wilds | |
Where sorrow nursed and where it might breed, | |
Till I have climbed clear above them and looked | |
Down on their squalid loveliness, I will tell | |
The story of my love for thee, as true | |
And faithful to the theme as thou. And thou | |
Wilt ever be the heroine of my rhymes, | |
When after many seasons of grey gloom, | |
I too am found no more beneath the sod. | |
"It may be from thy likeness sprang the Plantagenet, | |
Who wrought no less a miracle for England | |
Than if his face had come about thee now, | |
A bearded beauty crowned with flowers of thorns, | |
While men and kings bowed before him in their pride, | |
And thy great name shone out over Camelot. | |
The same great name that Merlin named for thee | |
Beneath the golden moon at midnight dim, | |
By ways unknown and mountains veiled in snow, | |
On which a naked star came forth at dawn, | |
And flashed upon the world a torch of gold,-- | |
And all the land was filled with shouting and weeping, | |
And Merlin spoke, and then was silent long, | |
And Arthur held his hands and cried aloud, | |
'Whither, whither, Bess?' But there came no answer | |
Save the white mist where the stars peered between; | |
And still they passed the dusky valley down, | |
Until they heard the torrent roars and sounds | |
Of woods breaking, and the forest-floods | |
Pouring around those walls of rock that stand | |
Mid the hills far westward, Weneris Tower, | |
King Arthur's prison and anchorite; | |
For there the broken tower stood bare and old, | |
Its battlements stripped of ivy and pine, | |
Its lofty ridge-pole bent into the earth, | |
Nailed there with cruel nails and propped aloft | |
By huge uprooted trees: and o'er the cleft | |
The broad pathway stretched, crusted with wet mud, | |
Shivering with sleet, and littered all | |
With driftwood, leaves, and splinters of the oak. | |
"Then up and passed the knight across the moor, | |
Nor stopped, but sped toward the north afar, | |
Past hedge and pasture, field and farm, | |
Through wood and hollow, moss and mire, | |
Over boards and tracks, by stone and mound, | |
Under bridges, over pools and streams, | |
Unmindful of the weeping pilgrims | |
Behind the shrines and bells that hung | |
Aloof, like sentinels, watching all | |
His steps, who thought themselves alone | |
In wide fields deserted, when a shout | |
Of 'Halloo!' was heard, and nearer crawled | |
The voice of one calling out again, | |
'Hullo! halloo! Halloo!' Then a groan, | |
Far off, behind them; and they turned and said, | |
'They are dead, Bess! They are dead.' "Sir Bard, | |
Your songs are sweeter than your manners!" | |
Said Arthur, reading that day."And you are right," the King replied, | |
"But this is idle chatter. You forget | |
We march beside our king, whose host is great | |
And strong, and he must choose his battles well." | |
So rode they on, until they found a cross | |
Upon a hill, and down they went to see | |
If any lance had reached it, or spear, | |
Or dragon hight; but none could help it there, | |
Though many knights had ridden thereto, and none | |
Could say how these things were gotten from before. | |
Then they rode slowly by the cross, and paused | |
To let two dogs that ran before them eat, | |
Lest they should meet with blood or scent to lead | |
Among the rocks and stones, and spoil their smell | |
Of meat, for all the country round was dead. | |
Then back they fared, and soon reached Camelot, | |
And there the Queen she gave her maidens show | |
How all the knights had done, so swiftly done; | |
And how Sir Lancelot had been a bride-bed thief | |
(Which he had told her); and how he had won | |
From Gawayne the diamond, and how he | |
Had given it to Guinevere instead; | |
And how he had undone Edmund, and how | |
He had made him promise never to wed; | |
And how he had married Avitus; and how | |
He had tricked him likewise, and how that did | |
O'ercome the treason of Agramant; and last | |
Of all he told her how he had slain the King, | |
And brought his realm back into his own power. | |
This was what he told her, and she wept | |
As ladies weep who have lost a sire dear | |
Some funeral of an only son, whom, oh! | |
Fate has left them, and they mourn for want of him.... | |
And Gawain answered, laughing, "Nay, nay, not so; | |
You've saved your courtesies. If you'd kept your reign | |
And kept your lands, I would not now have praised | |
Your courtesy and patience thus much, nor shown | |
Such pity for my lord as I have done. | |
I will not do so much for him; but pray | |
Let me go back with you, for once more I love | |
My lady truly, though I know full well | |
She loves another, and I wish I might be | |
That other's keeper, and keep him within | |
My walls, and make him happy till I die. | |
There is a city near us called Lough Swith, | |
Where dwelleth a great king, who keeps fair courts | |
And hath a good castle which is ever free, | |
And thither oft I'd go if I were he; | |
But that wild robber Garforth holds the passes | |
Both ways, and drives me forth, and chides my face | |
In daylight, and slays me in the dark too; | |
So that I live a fugitive from home. | |
Yet if you loved me true could you not use me | |
Well enough? For there's no man lives long | |
Without being used--used well--by some one, | |
At least, at times. And then, indeed, you might | |
Tell me strange tales, and I listen with pleasure, | |
Pleased with such stories as make me feel | |
A lover's blood beat against my breast. | |
What say you now, and what shall follow?" | |
"Now," cried the Queen, "listen to me, Arthur, | |
For you are wiser than a woman always | |
When a queen hears a question made in haste, | |
Unless it be because you're mad. Answer me | |
Either what you think or what you feel. | |
Say, can you think? Can you feel? Are you able | |
Both to think and to be? Will you answer both? | |
Because I ask it, is it just to take | |
One for the other, or to leave the first | |
For later? Because you cannot say, | |
Is it just to take either for the other?" | |
Arthur flushed, and looked away: his brain | |
Reeled, and began to function again: | |
"No, I am unable to say, Madam, either | |
That I can think or feel, or that I am | |
Both able to think and to be, or will be | |
Both able to think and to be; but because | |
There may be those who think you ask it of me | |
With ill intent, I will answer neither, | |
Neither will I say, 'I think,' nor yet, 'I feel'; | |
For if I said 'I think,' I should betray | |
The secret thought in each honest breast. | |
I will answer, rather, that I'm not able | |
To speak, or to be silent, or to lie, | |
Or to forgive or to forget; for this, methinks, | |
Were far too cruel a thing to attempt: | |
Since every word spoken is heard, and seen | |
By all the eyes that watch thee, Arthur of France. | |
Therefore I'll answer neither one nor tittle; | |
But until you give the sign I wish unbroken | |
Your mystery, and your honour, Arthur of France." | |
"Mephistopheles, thy life has been a study | |
To me, and I find here more and more | |
A deep interest in everything. | |
Thou art a philosopher, and living | |
Art thou one? Art thou a man? | |
Art thou God's angel? What says He, | |
The Son of God, whose words I love the most? | |
'Call none to love them, not their kind.' | |
If thou hast ever taken that oath, | |
Why dost thou waste thy days in play? | |
Dost thou not strive with Simeon Philoetius, | |
Philistean oafs, who call themselves wise | |
Because they know so little of life? | |
They bid men not to marry and have children, | |
Not to get rich, and while they are getting | |
Their riches, why bother about the world? | |
They tell poor people that they must starve, | |
Who are vexed with mean fortunes; they say | |
God's mercy on fools and prostitutes; | |
Then preach mankind to be forgiving, | |
And tender up a heart to thieves: | |
Next, when they have got a heap of wealth, | |
They flatter very audaciously | |
To hold it in a filthy loan. | |
All these things seem so very hard and cold, | |
Do they really lead men to virtue? | |
Or does some other purpose guide thy mind? | |
"Hast thou not found, by means of signs, to show | |
Men to pursue the virtuous paths of shame, | |
Making light of good and evil deeds? | |
Has thy cunning not brought thee into touch | |
With many vile and weak women, who | |
Through their wicked desires have wrought thee harm? | |
Wilt thou not one day plead their behalf, | |
Seeing how miserable men become | |
Through pride and folly and through evil habits? | |
Have they not given thee gold without measure, | |
Which was not theirs to take or leave alone; | |
And made thy name their medium of exchange, | |
Seeming, perchance, to deal fairly and fairly? | |
Nay, did not Heaven itself help thee there? | |
"Didst thou not hang thy banner up in air, | |
And bore an image in mind, which showed | |
Thyself the wretch and monster that thou art, | |
Bidding men shrink back before thy face | |
From contact with the shining sun of truth, | |
Out of fear of receiving even a stain | |
Of any black act in doing so, | |
And trembling lest thy blemished fame should grow | |
And spread throughout the universe, | |
Wherein thou hast soiled thy self so deeply, | |
That all would loathe and shun thee, and thy name | |
Would be the bane of life among the rest? | |
"Hast thou not done all this, and still art left | |
Unto thy shame untold? Do thy sin clouds | |
Roll upward only to lift off at last | |
At the blast'rous trumpets of the judgment-day? | |
Must the avenging lightning flash its fire | |
Upon thy guilty brow, and then go down, | |
Only to rise again ere long, to burn | |
The blanching water and the pyre in which | |
We will lay thee, and make ready to enter | |
Joyful into everlasting life? | |
What vengeance, O prince, can justice spare? | |
"Prince, my son, prince, although thou knowest well | |
How much I pined for mine own country's land, | |
Yet have I had no time to look after it: | |
My whole life's desire has been to see | |
Once more my native home, and there to die. | |
My mother bore me here, she died here, | |
This castle was her resting-place. My brothers, | |
One beside the cradle, one upon | |
The altar-fire were wont to pray for me. | |
Oft in the silence of the night they knelt, | |
Prayed for my soul as it slumbered in its bed. | |
Ah! what a curse is his who cannot save, | |
Whom so much death wears into himself as death! | |
"Now, I remember--but my memory fails-- | |
When first within this prison I was shown | |
Over the gloomy halls where innumerable lights | |
Flash forth simultaneous glories from above, | |
Like stars unto the beholder's eye. | |
I felt myself drawn onward by those rays | |
Into a strange eternity, wherein | |
Rises and falls for ever the same bright stream, | |
Flowing along like molten iron poured out | |
In a great furnace, whence its motion rose | |
Upward, and circled round this upper ground. | |
As one, who, walking in a desert spot, | |
Beholds the glittering outline of a mountain, | |
Sees the dust rise whither he turns his feet, | |
But cannot tell from whence the splendour came; | |
So saw I there, but nothing distinct I knew | |
After the storm had shattered my soul. | |
"It seemed as if a cloud had shut the skies | |
Within one vast concave, from whence were cast | |
Barbs of red flame, and the deadly rain | |
Of sulphur and pitch, which from the bursting | |
Convulsively the earth troubled terribly, | |
With all manner of burning arrows wing'd, | |
Shot from the gaping vents. The tortured limbs | |
Took pain incredibly, and for a space | |
None of them could move, nor utter a sound. | |
Then, as if some dolorous orb had drawn | |
A second cloud within its terrible hold, | |
There reddening still shot forth flames, and smote | |
Each element with torment, body, mind, | |
Even to destruction of that which made them. | |
"While to the chasm's utmost verge I sank, | |
Confounded and full of doubt, amid the flames | |
I saw another world, new created heavens, | |
With happier stars than these, and in their place | |
New moon and planets breathing scents of balm; | |
And on the new creation happily shone | |
The stars already, and the golden sun | |
Already, Merlin said, stood at guard. | |
"Here end our dispute," said my master Arthur, | |
Turning aside his gentle eyes, and speaking | |
With softer voice, "Brother, you have seen | |
All things, and all things now are known." Then he: | |
"Now turn your steps below, and let us try | |
If you may see the places most dear | |
To yourself, or else have other thing | |
More precious in your thoughts." As he spoke, | |
On their right hands appeared the pleasant places, | |
Which I before had named, together with | |
Granada, and Castile, and Flanders, towns | |
Most blessed in my remembrance. | |
Nor less on our left the hot and fierce battles | |
Waxed sharp and bloody through many a day, | |
Until the weary month of October | |
Had run its course. When the third morning shone | |
Blossomless on rosy cheeks and temples shorn, | |
The holy light of God began to dawn | |
Amidst the battle, and the Moors, fled | |
Before it, fell away before it, slain. | |
"See!" cried the King, "the hour is come! Let us go | |
And greet our King, though far away he be." | |
So spake he, and my guide gave heed, and drew | |
Our backs apart till we saw the plain | |
Far stretched before us, dotted with the dead. | |
Great masses of the broken army lay | |
Among the fields of war; others swept | |
Their carts, and hurried to the sea without; | |
Others over the broken bridges swerved, | |
Or tried the narrow pass itself, hurrying back | |
Through the wild wood, trampled and matted down | |
By inexpert riders, who perhaps did not scan | |
The dangers coming on them from the height. | |
Some sought the city; some looked not toward it, | |
Abruptly passing; some with grief and fear | |
Strode up the hill; while others turned their gaze | |
Unto the tents beyond, and then returned. | |
Still others, who had found safety in retreat, | |
Fled yet faster, bidding those depart who remained. | |
We, following him, reached the fortress gate, | |
At whose topmost tower a worn garrison sat | |
Handling the garrison's business. There I leant | |
My cheek against the arch, feeling the wind | |
Bleat intensely, and watching the clouds drift by | |
Across the sky. A moment, and the chill | |
Of evening filled each valley as it blow | |
From upland plains to river-chains. And again | |
Another wave of cold blew, and, dark between, | |
The blackness fell upon the forest brown. | |
The chill November air awoke me next, | |
Yet felt I no more, for on mine eyelids fell | |
No curtain of the heavy mist drawn across | |
The landscape. Yet such a dense obscuration hung | |
Upon us, that to discern the distant tops | |
Of trees, and clusters of small lindens scattered | |
Along the banks, required both skill and vision | |
Passive and active; and indeed I need must own | |
That ere I, here leaving you, took my stand | |
Against the outer wall, my inner self had gone | |
Beyond what words can describe, being unaware | |
How one has passed beyond when severed from itself. | |
When we arrived at the gateway leading out | |
Into the open field, I was already sure | |
By the quick stir of my heart that I should find | |
My lover waiting for me outside. He was slow | |
In entering, but at last, after some delay, | |
Made straight for me, and in his eager grasp | |
Felt out and placed me against the wall. With joy | |
I upbraided him, saying: "Thou sayest the truth! | |
You will be down there soon, and hasten my meeting." | |
He merely smiled, and, standing so, gazed into | |
My eyes, where they were kneeling on their knees. | |
"Tell me, love," I said, "what makes you hesitate? | |
Will any cause, or evil hand, manipulate | |
Your spirit, so that you shrink from loving me?" | |
But he, answering thus, "My love for you | |
Is greater than ambition of highest rank | |
Can ever rival, or any thought of ill | |
Can shake its firmness. Love, like a rising sun, | |
Shines onward to the perfect splendour of heaven, | |
Unswayed by clouds or darkness. Therefore am I | |
So ready at your side to go forth and follow, | |
Where I shall deem worthy, wherever I go, | |
That I would not be your slave in any world | |
Other than this, if I were afraid for shame." | |
As water is, mixed with the gushing rain, | |
That makes the way more smooth until the track | |
Is lost which was before; or as clear glass, | |
Roughted by the chiding of a froward child, | |
Makes the true path less bright; so, traced backward | |
Over the scales of years, my faith grew dim, | |
Till it seemed shadow-like, and could scarcely show | |
To men's disapprobation whatever it was | |
That made me turn aside and distance all | |
Those good friends of whom I had become a son. | |
While faith is shadow, love shines out clearly; | |
For man is born with both forever linked, | |
Nor can he ever take one from the other. | |
What time we most are taught by duty's chain | |
To put trust in goodness and unto death | |
Naught else is acceptable but what has been | |
Wrought by a generous generous heart. Thus may | |
A man's soul never be wholly spoilt by sin, | |
Though it grow old unworthily. But cease to move | |
With weak desire, nor strive too eagerly | |
After virtue; leave her treasures to yourself, | |
And she will give you continually, | |
Because she knows how much you want them. | |
Now tell me, have you learned all there is to know | |
About love from an aged crone of doubt? | |
'Tis better left alone these questions, for which | |
There is no room in hell, although the damned | |
May ask them day and night, and still get replies | |
Which make them wince, though God hears all prayer, | |
And sends His children comfortate from above. | |
"Yes, yes," you cry; "she knows all"; but hold! | |
Let me explain. When a woman grows wise, | |
She asks many questions, but only one | |
Comes from a place of dread, because it stings. | |
This comes now, this does come, whenever | |
Her heart is touched by another's sin, | |
And cries out, "Oh, tormentor, what hast thou?" | |
Then Heaven gives her peace till judgment cometh, | |
And then she fears more pain, perhaps even death. | |
"Why do you burn with such fierce heat, mother?" | |
Said I to my mistress, who was lying | |
Half-naked beneath the embroidery quilt, | |
Resting her head on my breast, and curling | |
Her fingers through my hair, while the light | |
Of the burning embers burned upon them. | |
"Burn why?" you demand. My flame is kindled | |
On higher thoughts, that will be carried hence | |
Easily as possible; but burn-- | |
Mother, do not let me have my wish, | |
And have it fast. If you will, you can bring | |
All the sorrow home that I can endure. | |
The world has nothing new to show me now, | |
Save the same tired things over again; | |
Nothing to think about except the same | |
Dull imbecility and the same dull | |
Imperative lustre of the same mean | |
Stones, that bear the same fruit of gold, | |
Without thinking what treasure they conceal. | |
Therefore, burn! burn! but don't scold me. | |
I must have sleep, or I'll curse myself | |
That I slept thus long without a curse. | |
Sleep helps me to forget my sins, and takes | |
Me past the anguish of the present, | |
When I feel that I'm being watched all night, | |
And weary beyond imagining. | |
"Well, well," you say, "you've told us enough. | |
Show us something new, or I must leave you." | |
Very sweetly indeed you speak, | |
But you'd better not promise anything. | |
You're too much a part of what you talk | |
To understand at last when you've told | |
More than can be erased by time, | |
Or you'll stay with me till I die. | |
We sat there in our pleasant room | |
Talking. And I felt as if I shared | |
All her domestic happiness: her cook, | |
Her housekeeper, maid, gardeners, boys, | |
And her two grown sons just the same, | |
Just the same down to the last detail. | |
It seems to me I knew each face, and saw | |
My fair lady smile across the table | |
At me, and nod her head with fond surprise | |
When I showed her some little toy elephant | |
That once belonged to somebody. She asked | |
How I liked it, and I said, "Quite like a boy." | |
Was it you I met across the threshold | |
In that dream-land where Time forgets | |
Everything that has been, and yet remains | |
As real as ours below? Was it you | |
Who took my hand and spoke those words of yours | |
With such a gentle grace, so very sweet: | |
"Martha, you need not be afraid. We'll go | |
Wherever you lead us, and wherever You | |
Lead me, I shall never forsake You." Oh, dear! | |
I fear that it was all a delusion, | |
A fantastic frolic of the brain | |
Since the true You that I trusted still abides | |
Too deep within the hidden veil of Love | |
For any touch of mortal eye to see. | |
Dear Heart, let me forgive! Let me not repine | |
Against the fate that made me your slave. | |
Is it you I meet on the staircase | |
Each morning, climbing faster and faster, | |
Until at last I almost lose sight of you, | |
And hear you breathe up the creaking stair | |
Until it seems I cannot catch your breath? | |
Do you go slowly going upstairs? | |
Down in the dim cellar, where the rain | |
Still falls, and the rats are quick to run | |
Beside you, so that you may not hear them? | |
Up here I sit, I watch you coming down | |
The flight of stairs, and as you go | |
So silently, so softly, near me, | |
That I half forget that you are gone, | |
And turn the air into silence, feeling | |
Only the slow flow of Spirit Life | |
Through all the veins of my being. | |
O my Beloved, I have heard | |
Some whispers in the winds which blow | |
Along the valleys, and among the hills; | |
They seem to whisper of a power | |
Not understood by all the sages, some | |
Secret of the Universe which lies | |
Beyond our human wisdom, some control | |
Satanic, some devilish, but none revealed. | |
They tell of a presence which affrights | |
Our senses, makes us pause to doubt our instincts, | |
And makes us bow before an alien force. | |
What is the truth? Is it all a trick | |
Played off against us by the forces of evil? | |
God help us! let us only know for whom | |
These voices come, that trouble us so. | |
There is no life without grief, | |
No peace without tears, | |
If man believes not only God, | |
But man also. | |
Let him remember his own tears, | |
His own agonies, | |
Which he learned from himself to love. | |
Let him learn that other men weep | |
With his who knows not how nor why, | |
But alone through instinct. | |
Come, sad one, weep unto Me, | |
And thy tearful eyes behold. | |
Thy weeping will refresh my heart | |
From the hard bosom of despair. | |
I am wearied out already, | |
Wasted, discrowned, forlorn-- | |
Yet Thou dost fill my cup with tears | |
From His pure source, and make mine joys more divine. | |
Oh, I was blind with mourning then, | |
But now I see | |
Through the veils of years | |
How Thy love hath brought deliverance, | |
Making my soul a gift | |
Of immortal worth. | |
Then I did believe | |
That the world went evermore wrong, | |
Till Thou drew nigh, | |
And bade me lift my gaze, and see again | |
The sun shine bright. | |
I would fain look back, and see | |
Once again the olden ways | |
Of the good old times, | |
When men were young and women kind, | |
And the best things won their way. | |
But they fail'd, and faded away, | |
Like the old spring days: | |
And I am here, and this my lot, | |
To mourn the vanished joys, | |
And wait while life stands still | |
While the great waters flow. | |
Life is too short | |
To waste in vain regrets, | |
And the saddest lessons | |
Must have the saddest ending. | |
This we know, that in the race | |
Of earthly nature, the wise | |
Earnest, and the swift; | |
And the slow, and patient ones | |
Take the prize for skill. | |
But there are others who run | |
In eager pursuit, | |
And never take rest, | |
And never tire; | |
Whose feet must run till they drop, | |
Or they bleed on the road. | |
But theirs is the palm, | |
Who win in the race of thought | |
By many a lap around; | |
While the hearts of those behind | |
Are slower, and their pace | |
Slows to a crawl. | |
He is most worthy, who | |
First set his heart upon | |
An upright path of duty; | |
And he lives in regret, | |
Who could advance the cause | |
Of truth and justice. | |
He is living in regret | |
Mining memories gold, | |
Of moments when he saw | |
A higher ideal. | |
He is rueing a deed | |
Late done in self-defence, | |
Or dream'd something better; | |
Or felt remorse for another's | |
Kindness or distress. | |
He sees a day of shame | |
Came o'er his head like doom, | |
And feels himself undone | |
Because his heart was false. | |
He turns from hope and faith, | |
And falters where he stood, | |
For hopes decay, and faith decays, | |
And friends are neither sure | |
Nor free from blame. | |
Weep, little child, weep, | |
As the snow-flakes fall, | |
All your troubles melt away, | |
Your troubles are not real. | |
You will laugh in the spring, | |
When the roses bloom anew; | |
And you'll be glad to meet | |
Another child in the summer-- | |
Though your troubles may live with Him | |
Who weighs your souls at the last. | |
"Dear Mother," she said, "can you see | |
My angel Marjorie yet?" | |
Her fair face was clouded with pain, | |
She had wept her soul's loss in vain. | |
Mother, she cried, "for my sake forgive | |
Those cruel pranks of my foolish girl, | |
For I died because she mocked me." | |
"Martha," said Martha, "she is dead, | |
And she has passed into glory; | |
But I sit here, and my sorrows last, | |
For my Marjorie is gone to heaven; | |
So pray you, give not thy spirit strife, | |
For thou hast conquered thy foe, and art | |
Free, to enjoy the summer day." | |
"Peace," said Mother, "peace," said Martha, | |
"O try to forget these pains of yore; | |
It was but last week I heard thee speak, | |
About the angels, and their eternal bliss; | |
And though they seem so near to us here, | |
They can be as far as Heaven allows." | |
On Sunday morning, ere yet the dogs had slept, | |
And the lambs been walked, and the roan steed had fed, | |
Upon the window seat beneath the pane I lay, | |
Watching the birds of the forest chirp and fly; | |
Some low, some shriller, some at fuller volume than might do, | |
For presently the night should summon them all away. | |
Chilled by long sitting without a motion to move, | |
The hoary pines above the valley in a swoon, | |
Drooping their heads together as wanly stirred, | |
I turned to the darkness of the room below, | |
And stretched out my hands toward the stars above; | |
There was no sound, nor any stirring in the air, | |
Only the chirping of some bird in the tree. | |
Slowly I rose from my reclining position, | |
Restless and restless, as one who watches all night | |
For some imagined danger near, whom never peril shows; | |
But, when the fear subsides, finds it only was not true, | |
And real dangers therefrom have more horror diminished. | |
Yet even then, if nothing worse shall come to the worst, | |
I love to lie in darkness, and watch the moonlight fall. | |
Now came the dawning, clear and cold and gray, | |
With its first beam like a blade of frosty steel, | |
That glitters, gleams, and is gone in the distance: | |
Then the second, third, forth followed after, | |
Each bringing light, new beauty to the scene, | |
Like glory shining through a dark place of sorrow. | |
How sweet the world seems, how changed since I went hence! | |
Even this old wall looks newer, this old room newer, | |
Old flowers look younger, leaves feel young again; | |
And this old floor, with its worn steps and cracks, | |
Seems freshened up with freshness from the past; | |
And this old roof, overgrown with grass and dust, | |
Looks brighter than before, like an eastern hill. | |
Here lies a youth whose life was full of sin; | |
His mother cared not for him, his home was poor, | |
No flower crowned his childhood, his love was short, | |
And he grew up into manhood hating God. | |
In youth he stole, and loved, and reveled much, | |
And seemed to have enough, and leave none to grieve; | |
At length he learned, and proved that God was good, | |
And all his joy was chastened by His anger. | |
This was the end: a sudden tempest swept | |
Across the ocean, and struck the town below, | |
Till every building shook with the strange shock, | |
And every person stared amazed and frightened. | |
'Twas a signal for war, and thousands came, | |
From many nations, bearing arms in hand; | |
Their thought was death to the idolaters below, | |
But mercy sanctified the sword they drew. | |
A priest arose, and prayed aloud for peace, | |
And blood for sacrifice; a Christian host | |
Swooped on the city with swords high-toothed, | |
And slaughtered idolators, and drove away | |
To lands beyond the sea, those who still clung | |
To godless idols, and worshipped false things. | |
Thus ended the fourth seal. The fifth seal | |
Was opened, and another voice was heard, | |
Which cried in loud lament, Come out of her, | |
By the wild wood left, where she belongs to Me. | |
Out of her mouth hath no man spoken, as yet. | |
Run to the mountain, and beseech her now | |
To tell thee what thou thirst most to hear. | |
Say to her, I am Thine own beloved, | |
Come out of her, and so thou shalt be free. | |
The keeper of the gates, an angel bright, | |
Came up to earth, and called our people out | |
Before Him, and Heaped in his hand a crown, | |
And set it on our sovereign's head, and said, | |
Thou, being redeemed, shalt go with me | |
Unto the very land where we were born; | |
We will not lose thee, nor forgive aught | |
Your murderers shall not suffer. Then they cast | |
A great gold image of himself upon the shore, | |
The likeness of a king, and wept and kissed | |
His feet, and thus they spake unto the King of heaven:-- | |
Go, My chosen seed, and thy degenereth me, | |
Being redeemed from Egypt, and redeemed, etc. | |
Wherefore? because thy sins are forgiven thee, | |
And mine are not. Therefore, My child, behold, | |
Appointed is this day thine house with Me, | |
To dwell until I come in mine ancient way, | |
When thou may'st return, but I must go away.-- | |
They ceased, and straightway, rising, went together | |
Into the temple, and laid him down to sleep, | |
Upon the bosom of his Father. But we | |
Fled out of the holy gate, and stood afar off, | |
Disputes we had, and quarrels bitter sore, | |
While these thrust us, and made sport of us, | |
As sons against each other, and mocked at us. | |
Behold, the times are smitten far away | |
With wars, and tumults, and plagues; yea, soon or late | |
Men wage them still, though now they fly together | |
Of their own accord, and arm themselves for fight, | |
More closely yet, as enemies, one with one. | |
So all things grow injurious till they die, | |
Or else, at best, vex mankind with scars. | |
Therefore, my dear, I bid you, do what you will, | |
Leave all to Me, your God, and follow Me; | |
Take wealth, and luxury, and the world's delight, | |
Enterprise nothing, honour not yourself, | |
Let the world rule you, and its proud heart wear, | |
Forget the day of your resurrection, | |
But worship Me alone, and serve Me well. | |
I cannot write what moves me so strongly, | |
What keeps my soul from respiration thence; | |
My lips move, but my heart thinks no harm, | |
Though eyes turn mute, and hearts are dumb with woe: | |
Yet dare I hope, that ere long the time shall come, | |
You too, who now weep, may smile, and say, | |
"Lo! here is light again, and Salvation!" | |
Now is the Lord's Day, and lo! the sun | |
Partakes our sorrow; as a suppliant | |
He raises his right forefinger, and says, | |
Look, if your heat and pride you would delay, | |
Prayer can clear your doubt, or make you cease | |
From sin altogether. But since you never | |
Hath stopped a wrong, nor kept from harm a victim, | |
Nor ever helped a sinner, pray to God, | |
That He will send you no greater plague. | |
Wilt thou, then, no whit redress thy offence, | |
Slay the false witness that did only help thee? | |
Shall not the fiery dart prove to thee | |
Just punishment for St. Agnes' feast? | |
Dost think that tears will wash dishonour clean, | |
Make void the sale of the poor maid? | |
Nay, rather let thy heart give way | |
Understand'd sadness breeds despair. | |
She died like Christ, and all her troubles knew: | |
Her bed is filled with stones, and her hall is sad | |
With moanings for her rotten bones. | |
God pity us! Behold how patiently | |
We cry before the throne of grace, | |
Till angels lift the tearful curtain down. | |
How beautiful the flowers of death do blow | |
Behind the veil! And see, above the tombs, | |
Above the weeping victims, shines the star, | |
The star of salvation, Jesus Christ! | |
O Mary, Mother of God, dost thou know | |
All that the silent agonizing knows, | |
The anguish deep, the sighing, the blind agonies, | |
Those throes which none save the agony-bidden | |
May truly call their own? | |
Is it therefore vainly thou hast sought to hide | |
The blushes that rise when thy children perish, | |
No more than it was vain for thee to weep | |
Ere he was gone whom thou so much had mourned? | |
Ah, no! The secret springs of human pain | |
Are known to thee who bear the burthen; | |
For thou art partaker, and thy son is part | |
Of all our misery. | |
It was for thee the mystic numeral two | |
Was shaped; it was for thee the power of three | |
Did take its form; and it shall be His work | |
Who sent the fourth to be crucified. | |
Not otherwise, O mother of God, | |
Do thy immortal years proceed; | |
Thy daughters endure, and thine sons die, | |
And wander round lost in a hopeless land, | |
Because thou gavest them a hope that lives | |
In unachieved expectation. | |
If thou hast ever smiled, it were for Him | |
Whose face beneath the cross is dim; | |
If thou hast ever sighed, it were for Him | |
Who walks among His slain, and sees His feet | |
Dust-appear upon an empty road. | |
O mother of God, by many a prayer, | |
By many a vision, layest thou | |
The mystery of Thy suffering bare | |
Before the mercy-seat of God; | |
Speakst thou as none beside, and sayest thou | |
Thou findest naught worthy of praise or blame? | |
Tell us, for Thou canst! | |
At last I heard from one on high | |
A voice which said: "This work is mine; | |
I seek to complete it through myself; | |
There needs no aid from friend or brother." | |
Then straightway from my head I tore | |
A heavy cloud of incense free; | |
A single wick I held aloft, | |
Its precious life for God's desire. | |
Whenas the flame ascendeth higher, | |
As soon as 'tis strong enough to bear, | |
I lit the first candle there; | |
The odorous smoke went up, and passed, | |
Unseen by anyone within: | |
And suddenly there came a shout, | |
"The altar is completed!" | |
I hid the second near, yet higher, | |
Until I heard a third cry: | |
"'The altar is completed! Now | |
Show me the way to Mount Olivet!" | |
So I made a loud fire, and cried: | |
"Go, whoever you may guide, | |
To Mount Olivet, and there prepare | |
An offering to the Lord!" | |
Up jumped a pilgrim, and began: | |
"Lord, I have brought four cedar boughs, | |
Which, burned, will bring thy name to fame; | |
Four staves from mature olive trees, | |
Whereof great gifts have been given; | |
Four candlesticks, wherefrom hath leaked | |
Custodians of your holy place, | |
And twice six rims of silver, | |
Wherewith to screen the Holy One's | |
Pure body while it prays!" | |
Then answered the Master: "Have done. | |
Here, in my Name, I give you thanks. | |
Take these rich presents. Go, and tell | |
The Count that his Saint deserves them well, | |
And ask him for the faggot-endow | |
To light my grave among the rest." | |
They took the offerings, and went out, | |
Leaving the Holy Grave alone. | |
He rose, and led them back again, | |
And gave each of them a mantle, | |
That they might keep the Holy Grave | |
From freezing in the winter time. | |
And then he spoke, and thus bespake: | |
"Lo! what strange folk are these who come | |
Into the caverned rock! They seem | |
More fit for angels' duties fair | |
Than men in earthly things endowed: | |
Yet here below the human race | |
Must put their end, because man's heart | |
Can feel for only one unfortunate! | |
"But now, farewell! I must depart, | |
Or else this mighty Host will fail | |
Through lack of yours, the people's, keeper. | |
I pray'd for strength to speak my mind, | |
And now, like one that bears a burden, | |
With pain I bid adieu! | |
"Your holiness," quoth the Count, | |
"Will I still honor at court; | |
My daughter too, I trow, will go | |
Among those lady-maidens there; | |
And thence her love will be | |
For one less beautiful than she. | |
Therefore, let each tongue be silenced-- | |
Each tongue that blasphemes against the name | |
Of God, and says that He does not exist! | |
"His works, whose existence ye dispute, | |
Were never made but for my sake, | |
Made perfectly, every member: | |
None, save myself, could perfect them. | |
God himself imperfectly created: | |
Perfect his perfection is my merit. | |
Henceforth with me be full assurance: | |
The earth itself, the sea, the air, | |
The sun, moon, and stars I make more bright; | |
You doubt my omnipotence, you doubt | |
My justice, and your prayers are dead, | |
Dead as yesterday's mourner buried. | |
"Let the mount of Sion stand eternally | |
Till the last trump shall sound! | |
Be its own shield, till the throne of God | |
Shall reascend, to-day shall grow | |
The glory of this day! | |
"Let the mount of Sinai remain forever | |
Stretching to heaven! | |
No mortal hand shall dare to tear down | |
Its undisturbed majesty! | |
God himself upholds and preserves it-- | |
The glory of this day! | |
"Let the mount of Josiah stand eternally | |
Moving to eastward! | |
God has raised up a Savior here, | |
In whom shall trust of old | |
The covenant that was made at Mt. Sinai! | |
The powers of darkness cannot harm it: | |
Great shall be its influence, | |
Bearing a kingdom, spreading far and wide, | |
Ere another sun shall roll!" | |
Thus spake the haughty German, | |
While the blood-stained sword hung by his side, | |
And the brand of burning tar was red on his brow. | |
On the throne of David sat Louis, | |
By his stern brows and keen blue eye | |
Fell full many a wrong and evil thought. | |
Deep from his soul there stole a moan | |
Full of despair and full of anguish, | |
As his eyes wept for thoughts of the dear land | |
Of his natal state, when, at the foot of the Cross, | |
There bowed in sleep his mother, his sister, | |
And his wife, and children, and friends by his side. | |
A moment and all was changed; | |
All his former woe and bitterness | |
Was forgotten, and he seemed to smile | |
Upon his French foes, as if he smiled | |
Upon an enemy without teeth. | |
A new and brighter mien he wore, | |
When he forthright in frank speech addressed | |
His rebel hosts, and swore to crush them | |
Under his feet like verdure weed | |
Like bitter herbs which, once gathered and borne | |
Across our northern borders, withered quickly. | |
He called together his parliament, | |
And his barons bold came forward; | |
From the fields of France the foremost sprang | |
In their haste to join the band that joined | |
Behind the noble Louis at Marseilles. | |
Lorraine and Provence they sought to claim, | |
And Gascony, with all the islands round, | |
And the island of Guadeloupe, where lies | |
The city of old Anjou, famed for grapes | |
So pure they whiten the heavens above. | |
From Martinique came Barquinio, | |
And the isle of Seine in front did show | |
Where the holy gospel had its dwelling. | |
From Isabel and Lorraine, from France | |
Came Biscay and black Malines, and from Spain | |
And Wales, and from America, and from Australia, | |
And from Scotland, and from England, and from Ireland, | |
And from Norway, and from Sweden, and from Finland, | |
And from Lombardy, and from Sicily, | |
And from Dalmatia, and from Italy, | |
And from Spain, and from France, and from Germany, | |
And from Scotland, and from England, and from Iceland, | |
And from Norway, and from Sweden, and from Denmark, | |
And from Scotland, and from Ireland, and from Sweden, | |
And from Scotland, and from Norway, and from Iceland, | |
And from Greenland, and from Orkney, and from Romsdal, | |
And from Scotland, and from Ireland, and from Sweden, | |
And from Greenland, and from Lyngby, and from Jylland, | |
And from Orkney, and from Romsdal, and from Espeland, | |
And from Scotland, and from Norway, and from Iceland, | |
And from Greenland, and from Orkney, and from Spitzbergen, | |
From the islands of the three Bieling (Psalms | |
That God blessed be to all of them!) | |
They assembled under the leadership | |
Of Hildebrand, the mighty archbishop, | |
Who held the keys of Heaven and Hell, | |
And judgment on the spirits who dwell below. | |
With Hildebrand was no babbling fool, | |
For he held the great Book of Fate; | |
But in such sort that not one stone | |
Shadowed any page of it; | |
Not a single dream or vision passed | |
Through the closed and locked and barred windows | |
Of his heart, where Christ's will and ways | |
Were taught him by the Holy Ghost. | |
Yet in dreams he seems to hear | |
The voices of departed folk, | |
And sees again the faces | |
Of those he loves, whose lives are done, | |
Saying, "Thou art not taken, Lord," | |
To him who sitteth alone. | |
Not so did he forget | |
Those from whom he had learned | |
The things of man's estate, | |
Nor so in folly did deem | |
Their words and moods untrue; | |
But he would think, perchance, | |
More humble and more full | |
Of inward grief than these; | |
And he would say within himself, | |
Now look upon my son, | |
My first-born child, whom I have nourished | |
In the twinkling of an eye; | |
Look upon him, and comfort thee, | |
Because thou hast been false | |
Unto thy Mother and unto me, | |
To love Him whom I abhor! | |
Then looked the Bishop straightway down | |
Into the little brat, and said, | |
"O Thou, my Son, in whom am now | |
My strength and grace forevermore! | |
If thou rememberest anything | |
At all through which thy heart might feel | |
How much He loved His own, | |
Speak the word, and bring it near." | |
And then the boy--the very same | |
Whom the bright sun shone into when | |
He played beside his mother's knee: | |
"I used to think, while listening to | |
The hymns He sang into His harp, | |
That He loved only other men; | |
But now I know better things, | |
And see how foolishly wise | |
We mortals are, and what we really are: | |
Hate we despise, yet love we retain!" | |
Brief words were those of answer given, | |
Which, briefer still when spoken, made | |
The memory thereof more clear; | |
For the poor babe, though but a babe, | |
Shared with the Father Himself | |
All the infinite sorrow of mankind. | |
While thus the two were sitting there, | |
Around them, silent, came the hours, | |
Telling the time as best they could: | |
Seven o'clock; eight; nine; ten; eleven; twelve; | |
The clock went back, telling another hour; | |
Two clocks; three; four; five; six; seven; eight; nine; | |
And still the two stood looking out, | |
Holding their breath till the last bell rang. | |
At length the silence of the place | |
Was broken by the sound of feet; | |
By the tread of kindlier-hearted hands; | |
By the movement of some moving part; | |
By a voice, that seemed like music sweet, | |
But was most certainly not, | |
As if a choir of angels sang, | |
Calling the two lovers from above. | |
Silence once more was broken by sounds, | |
Like echoes off some mountain-height, | |
Breaking, breaking, breaking again | |
On the dark walls of the hollow wood; | |
Slowly subsiding and less loud, | |
Until the whole deep forest sounded | |
Less deeply than the housewives' kitchen. | |
A hand was laid softly on either shoulder, | |
A finger pointed to the door; | |
One whispered, "It is well"; | |
And one, "Let us not linger long:" | |
So they lingered on until the day | |
Swept brightly across the river. | |
When the gray clouds fluttered downward | |
And the broad moon rose fast, | |
There was no reply from the cabin-door, | |
But the two lovers still stood talking, | |
Hand in hand, in the lonely glade; | |
Lonely, because they knew the hour | |
Had come for their flight together. | |
The night was warm, and the air did caress | |
Their cheek, and the light play'd on their brows, | |
Folding their hair in soft clusters; | |
Softly it brushed their cheeks, and stole | |
Across their eyes, and half hid their mouth, | |
Making each lip seem full; | |
Like bees that have stung themselves and cried, | |
Their mouths look'd swollen and bruised. | |
No sound was heard around, except | |
The rustling of the leaves, and the fall | |
Of some unseen tresses from the tree; | |
Save when the night bird's lullaby fell | |
Upon their sleeping ears, | |
Or the hard falling of the rain. | |
They lay so quiet and undistraught, | |
Each bosom heaved tranquil along; | |
Their eyes were dewy wet, | |
Their hearts beat just as usual, | |
Their lips breathed quietly and slow; | |
Nothing seemed to be lacking, | |
Except the thing they most did crave -- | |
What should they fear to ask or seek? | |
She put her work aside to do | |
With what she chose, and soon drew | |
Her worn worktable before them, | |
And there the unfinished garments laid, | |
Just at their old room-temperature; | |
Some things she gave them to make up, | |
Others she left for them to do | |
On their own initiative; | |
Yet ever and anon she chid them, | |
Pressing her question hard. | |
Said one (it was the girl's will), | |
"You did not give me any fair warning, | |
Nor I took any thing yours at need; | |
Besides, 'twas wrong of you to treat me | |
Thus cruelly and crosswise, without warning. | |
Well, here I rest contented, feeling blest | |
That you forgot your pride and were not slain | |
By this ill turn in love; for had you known | |
You would have done otherwise, nor spared | |
This fault findable in one so good." | |
Said one (it was the boy's will): | |
"You did not use me fairly, nor accord | |
Me justice, neither when I asked for help; | |
Moreover, you said that I deserved | |
To lose my eyesight; but since I've got them, | |
Why, thank God! you never shall lack them | |
In the world where all your work must lie, | |
Where eyes are needed everywhere. | |
Then, let me live my life, nor hide | |
Behind a hypocrite's excuse, | |
Blindly and hypocritically. | |
I'll think of Heaven while working, too, | |
And not forget to pray for you; | |
I'll do my very utmost | |
To serve you, dear mother, day by day. | |
If there be faults in serving you, | |
I'll ne'er attempt to cover them, | |
But rather will strive to lard | |
My serving-time with better services." | |
Another spoke: "Mother, I am sorry | |
I called you father, though I did; | |
Though now I see you are not he | |
Who used to raise me up, I feel | |
Your heart may be changed, and you miss | |
His influence over you, and shrink | |
From what you used to cherish so. | |
Therefore I'll tell you frankly | |
What I intend to do; it seems | |
Wisest to take your time, and allow | |
Time enough for preparation. | |
For, mother, you know how much I care | |
For you, and about you always, | |
And how I long to help you always, | |
Whether it be through teaching or work. | |
And, mother, you know how it is | |
Within the Church itself we differ, | |
Whose teachers hold the people thrall, | |
And keep them blind to all but their own; | |
How I myself have felt oppressed | |
By such an evil breed of men; | |
While they, who might have taught but knew | |
Only themselves and their own ignorance, | |
Have made me thirst for knowledge still. | |
You know too much for my young belief, | |
And against you I will prove | |
The Scriptures teach the doctrine you quote, | |
Which condemns those who change their faith | |
After wch they meet among the crowd; | |
Not only that, but eke the more | |
That Christ Himself has charged us to be | |
Naught else worthy mention save His Church. | |
So, mother, if I then shall fail | |
In doing what you require, | |
It will not be because I could not, | |
But rather that my soul was not | |
Bound by the necessity of gain; | |
Since, mother, you know yourself to be | |
A saintly woman, wise above others | |
In keeping with your calling; | |
And I can't help thinking, mother dear, | |
You're bound to know the best, at least, | |
When it comes to treating me right. | |
Now, mother, I'm going away | |
Soon, soon indeed--for good and all-- | |
And leave behind me here no wife, | |
Methink, none that could equal me; | |
And yet, methinks, they're few, perhaps, | |
As compared with me; for, mother, | |
With me you never will be wanting. | |
I wonder why I come | |
Before the last bell tolls, | |
And why my feet seem timed | |
To go so light on air. | |
Perhaps, though, if I could guess, | |
I'd say these footsteps are | |
Sent forth to warn me home: | |
Oh, well! It matters nought to me, | |
Mother, whether they're sent out | |
To teach me manners, or to death. | |
One little look, sweet Mary, | |
Is worth a kingdom's treasure; | |
Two, and two make four, | |
And four is eight before thee; | |
There's many that are rich | |
In gold and every precious stone, | |
But which is the richest material | |
Beside the Creator's hand? | |
O Mother, forgive | |
That I have stepped between | |
Thy Son and his honor; | |
Or, if I did transgress, | |
Let this prayer comfort me: | |
"God forgives whom He loves!" | |
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They burn the boats as they reach the end, | |
and dash into slush and black mud; | |
the steamers are full, the coal faces east, | |
while back at the pier the miners stand | |
in the bitter cold, grim and worn. | |
These were the days of Gold Rush things; | |
cobblers and prospectors; | |
brave souls, poor devils, chaps with axes in hands, | |
with hearts against the odds. | |
They dig like maggots digging for gold, | |
they chop and they cleave, | |
they spit and they snort, | |
they sleep and they dream, | |
dreadfully weary ones, | |
with bodies all white from frostbite. | |
All night the shots ring out; | |
at daybreak the dead are carted off | |
to burial camps. | |
They die like roosters in a flock; | |
without mercy; | |
there is nothing they won't do, | |
nothing they cannot do. | |
Their bones are fucking frozen, | |
their guts are burning, | |
their hair falls straight, | |
down their backs. | |
They die like roosters, | |
but singing; | |
their spirits sing, | |
a sound of song | |
that fills the air. | |
Over the campfire, | |
as the fire dies down, | |
out of the gloom | |
comes the chorus: | |
"We're going West! | |
we're going West! | |
we're going... | |
" | |
They die like roosters, | |
but singing; | |
their spirits sing, | |
a sound of song | |
that fills the air. | |
Over the campfire, | |
when the last spark dies, | |
over the blaze | |
come the lyrics again: | |
"We're going West! | |
we're going West! | |
we're going... | |
" | |
Up from the South comes its magic rain, | |
bringing with it sweetness and plenty, | |
sand, heat, dust, and drought, | |
along with some new bird nonsense. | |
From the sky drops of azure shine, | |
silver, ruby, emerald, green, | |
drops of heaven falling down. | |
They came from the land beyond the hills, | |
from lands far under the clouds, | |
where the plains are level as glass, | |
where the rivers flow to oceans, | |
or where there's gold, or where there's war. | |
They came from the land beyond the hills, | |
from lands far under the clouds, | |
where the sun shines golden and warm. | |
They came from cities, settlements, towns and towers, | |
colonies of men, women, children, | |
cities of men, women, children, | |
towns of kings and empires of men, | |
villages of life, villages of Death. | |
They came over desert and mountain, o'er plain and prairie, | |
through jungles and forests, bays and streams; | |
through floods and fens and lakes and mountains. | |
They came westward, they came southward, they came eastward, | |
northward, southeastward, north-westward, seeking the gold. | |
They came from Manila, China, and Lima, Peru, | |
from Managua, and Santiago, and Sao Paulo, Brazil, | |
from Auckland, Dunedin, and Lahaina, Hawaii; | |
from Lima, Madras, and Cape Town, and Manila, China, | |
and London, and Paris, and Berlin, and Moscow, Russia, | |
and scattered through the world they've scattered themselves. | |
They came from tin and tungsten and platinum, | |
gold from mines of California, Oregon, Nevada, | |
New Mexico, Colorado, Arizona, and Utah; | |
from Australia, New Zealand, Samoa, Tonga, and Fiji, | |
Rarotonga, and Samoa, and varying distances away. | |
They came by way of Brest, Archangel, St. Helena, | |
and Tanga, and Astrakhan, Caspian, northward, southward, | |
eastward, northward, swallowing up nations one by one. | |
The old men died of hunger, the young men died of thirst, | |
children starved in the swamps and rivers, drowned in the snow. | |
They came like locusts, like yellow versions of flowers, | |
like weeds that take root and grow and thrive, | |
spreading, overwhelming, taking everything alive | |
with the strength of their numbers. They came, | |
and Europe changed before them, and the world was like a stage. | |
And then one man rose up and shouted across the crowd: | |
"I will not be enslaved! I leave you to your misery, | |
I am going home." And he sailed back across the sea | |
full sailwise, heading his little ship North. | |
He sent word to his brother on the Continent | |
to come and join him; but he himself | |
sat in the great oak chair in the front room | |
leaning heavily upon the support of the wall, | |
watching the dark slowly pass beneath the windows, | |
listening to the clink of plates and bowls, | |
hearing the rustle of papers on the table, | |
thinking of England, thinking of her castles, | |
her moats and lions and pinnacles, | |
her famous cliffs and walls. | |
Then the voice of one who sang so well | |
it seemed as if it could not fail, | |
the voice of one who loved the beautiful | |
for its own sake, broke into the room | |
like a wave breaking on a pebble beach: | |
"You must let me speak my thought, | |
my dream, Celeste, even if just for once!" | |
So that is what I wanted to say, Celeste, | |
though I know it is hardly worth while. | |
It would only lead you further still | |
into a dead end. You have been given | |
too much, too much to hold in memory. | |
Perhaps at times it seems as though we were | |
living our lives between two time zones. | |
Perhaps it feels as though years have passed | |
without us being friends. Perhaps it seems | |
as though we never will be lovers. | |
Perhaps it seems as though we should be | |
careful about how we spend our days. | |
But perhaps most of all we need to remember | |
there is more to life than this. Life is | |
not about finding happiness, or avoiding pain, | |
nor is it about doing what one wants to do | |
when one has found it, nor is it about | |
what one does when one has lost desire. | |
Life is not about forgetting, nor about remembering. | |
Nor is it about wishing things to be different. | |
This is the road that leads to loneliness, | |
this is the road to death, and there is no turning | |
back. But maybe there is another way. | |
Maybe there is nowhere to go but forward. Maybe | |
you and I can find a way to get together | |
even though we cannot meet again, | |
although we may have to wait until after | |
death. After all, death means parting with something, | |
but what something is not known, nor is it possible | |
to know. We cannot touch it, cannot see it, | |
cannot touch it, cannot feel it, nor hear it, | |
nor see it, nor understand it, | |
nor care for it, nor hate it, nor love it, | |
nor understand it, nor care for it. It is beyond us, | |
it is beyond us forever. All we can do is make the best of it. | |
After all, what is there under the sun to which we are not willing? | |
All we can do is try to keep ourselves alive, | |
all we can do is keep from killing each other, | |
all we can do is keep from crushing all earth's poor, | |
all we can do is keep from burning up the globe, | |
all we can do is keep from making war, | |
all we can do is live without destroying heaven, | |
all we can do is keep from sowing discord, | |
all we can do is keep from killing children, | |
all we can do is keep from slaughtering the weak, | |
all we can do is keep from slandering truth and love, | |
all we can do is keep from killing off all human kind, | |
all we can do is keep from trying to kill God, | |
all we can do is keep from killing anyone, | |
all we can do is try to keep from killing anybody, | |
all we can do is try to keep from killing any human kind, | |
all we can do is try to live without destroying anybody, | |
all we can do is try to keep from killing anybody. That is all." | |
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"In Memory of My Enemy the Lord Henry Lee", by Walt Whitman [Social Commentaries, History & Politics] | |
The day is drawing to its close, | |
With sunshine and airs of springtime; The hour is late, the scene serene, | |
When I shall have done my work for thee. Go forth then and steal the thunder, | |
Or gather the lightning, Go forth and teach the mountains and seas | |
To kneel to me; Or else sup the oceans and subdue them | |
To my control. Go forth and tempt the desert sands, | |
To gather gold and pearls; Go forth and catch the fire-fly, | |
Its vagrant lightnings hurl'd Against thy palace walls; Go forth and bring the wild winds down | |
And build their homes around thee; With thine hands lift high the mountain tops, | |
That they may listen and obey. Go forth, and anywhere, at will, survey | |
The country all around thee; See how your rivers flow and mingle | |
With hidden sources far below; And learn of hidden fountains, how | |
They toss their heads upon the deep; And learn of hidden lakes, how they | |
Obey the waves upon their surface. Then shalt thou see why I was constrained | |
By my Creator's law to weave | |
These dyings of his world; For I am but an arm of Him | |
Who gave my soul to serve thee. | |
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"I Heard in Heaven A Loud Applause", by William Blake [Religion, Christianity, Arts & Sciences, Music, Philosophy] | |
I heard in heaven a loud applause, And the angelic song of ' salvation '— Which made my bosom bolder breathe, And quicken'd like unto angels there. Oh let me loose with the heavenly harmony, Let me throw aside my mortal chain, And soar upward in the realms above, While the seven choral spheres resound, And the eternal choir sings o'er me: I am not afraid of the death that awaits Me, if I follow thy footsteps well; Thou art a brother born to me, And I have chosen thee to be my friend. | |
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"Song: To the shame of manhood', by William Blake [Living, Coming of Age, Disappointment & Failure, Relationships, Home Life] | |
To the shame of manhood’s youth I now address myself; And, had I thought how much I might have gained, I never would have written those rhymes. | |
For manhood’s pride inclines him to seek renown For himself, and little regards the fame Of others; but when once he has shown his worth In the sight of woman, he forgets her very face. Nor is it for woman to boast; He is loath to yield that name which alone gives pleasure To the joyous heart of childhood; and hence, in lieu Of female adulation, he makes her Outtake his own, and hang her garments o’er his door With his reproaches, that she does not love him. But this is childish; love comes later on than love; And woman’s nature is so greatly bent On self-estrangement, that she needs must take Her own imprint upon the world’s stage. She cannot long forbear admiring herself, And still wishes to be admired by man. Hence, she must write her own biography; And since no one can prevent it, she will embalm In sweetly scented verses the history Of her sad, humble life, as full of woes As any epic poem of Greece or Rome. O! could I still hold true to those old songs, In which I sung my lady’s smiles before They were all faded like my leaves; Those melodies which yet remain Of her pure voice, though oft I’ve listened To the sound of many singing throats. Alas! I dare not use them now, Because I hear too well Their bitter undertones, and I know What Love is, and what it works. | |
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"Sonnet: To Elizabeth Rovere", by William Blake [Love, Break-ups & Vexed Love, Heartache & Loss, Realistic & Complicated, Unrequited Love, Relationships, Men & Women] | |
TO THE FAITHFUL LADY BY THE SILVER WOOLEN MILL, AT BREADCROSS IN NIGER | |
Good faith, good faith, you talk of love, | |
But where is the lover to come? | |
How can I think of anything | |
Without the mincing step and tread? | |
You say I’m vain, but ‘t is vanity | |
To want the dancing dress to wear; | |
If I had money enough I would buy One girdle and a pair of shoes for each year That I have lived without a husband. | |
But where am I to go | |
As soon as ever I may please? | |
Your letters are like the rain to men; They leave us better off without them. | |
Dear, I do not care about men; If I did, I should find some; | |
Or else the birds would sing. | |
My thoughts are like the silver thread | |
Which runs through all my woollen things; | |
No other thoughts are like mine; | |
They change, but never grow stale. | |
I wish you were here, my Mary; You are so faithful and kind. | |
It is hard to part with him, | |
Yet we must, because we must; | |
We cannot keep him longer | |
Than just till Christmas. | |
He is the best of all our bees; We cannot live without him. | |
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"The Lady’s Speech", by Sir Walter Ralegh [Relationships, Family & Ancestors, Social Commentaries, History & Politics, War & Conflict] | |
A child was sitting in the sun | |
When another child said to him: | |
“Sun-child, tell me why | |
This great house is such a pit’ | |
In which all people lie. | |
Tell me, why does no one die | |
Here in this pit?” | |
“Death is not here | |
Except in the sun | |
And only happens when the sun shines.” | |
“Then who dies then?” asked the first child. | |
“Everyone dies then.” | |
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"The Two Children", by Sir Walter Ralegh [Living, Marriage & Companionship, Sorrow & Grieving, Time & Brevity, Love, Classic Love, Infatuation & Crushes, Romantic Love, Activities, Jobs & Working, School & Learning, Religion, Faith & Doubt, God & the Divine, Arts & Sciences, Philosophy, Poetry & Poets, Reading & Books, Anniversary, Valentine's Day] | |
With a crown of pearl | |
And a golden cup | |
Of porcelain made | |
Our heads were crowned; | |
And we went to school together | |
Each day from school. | |
We played at games | |
On a windy day, | |
And then we read | |
In the newspapers, | |
And sometimes | |
Learned at home. | |
But most of the time | |
We practised reading | |
And writing, | |
And drawing pictures | |
For our books. | |
And at night | |
Called and wrote to one another | |
Till seven in the evening | |
And wrote all day again. | |
Sometimes | |
’Twas winter, | |
’Twas summer, | |
’Twas none of these. | |
“Dear Mother, dear Father, | |
Why does your hair look white?” | |
“Because I have been reading Tchea-zhizn’s Letters.” | |
“What is your name?” | |
“Tchea-zhizh.” | |
“Where are you going to college?” | |
“Umm… Georgia Southern College.” | |
“Georgia Southern!” | |
“So that is far away.” | |
“Yes, it is.” | |
“Will you marry me, baby sister?” | |
“Yes, I will.” | |
“Can I see you after school, Baby brother?” | |
“No, I'm not coming home today.” | |
“Why not, Daddy?” | |
“Well, I've got work to do.” | |
“All right, then, Baby sister. All right?” | |
“Daddy, can we go down to the store now? | |
There's milk and bread and apples—maybe even | |
Some honey?” | |
“Sure, Honey, let’s go.” | |
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"Nancy Jane", by Robert Hayden [Living, Coming of Age, Disappointment & Failure, Parenthood, The Body, Nature, Seas, Rivers, & Streams, Stars, Planets, Heavens] | |
She stood at her dressing table | |
before the mirror. | |
Her long black hair was braided | |
into two pigtails behind her ear | |
and set off by a dark velvet cap | |
which left her eyes visible | |
behind a thick black veil. | |
Her small feet were bare | |
and there was a diamond pin | |
for her lanceboard sandals on her shoulder. | |
Her dress was bright yellow silk | |
with ruched bodice and train, | |
and buttons fastened it to her waist. | |
Her delicate neck was shaved, | |
and her arms and hands were heavily | |
shined. Her fingers were painted | |
green, pink, and gray. | |
Her hair was pulled back into a bun | |
which reached her ankle. | |
Her thin ankles looked bare | |
when they were crossed by stockings | |
which reached her knees. | |
Her knees were covered with scarves | |
which reached her shins. | |
Her calves were adorned with brightly colored stockings | |
which reached their bottoms. | |
Her shoes were wide leather buckles | |
fastened by silver studs. | |
Her belt was silver-mounted | |
on heavy cord. | |
Her necklace was gold mounted | |
and its pearls were transparently packed | |
inside a clear plastic case | |
which rested under her petticoats. | |
Her hair was brushed back into a flat twist, | |
the way she always liked it. | |
Her teeth were neatly trimmed. | |
Her eyes were deep blue, | |
but hazel would have been an improvement. | |
Her lips were pale and slightly awry. | |
Her nose was full and moderately broad. | |
It had good muscle tone. | |
Her toes were natural as spade toes. | |
They pointed naturally inward. | |
The color of her blood ran quite red. | |
When she breathed, it ran along the edges | |
like smoke through a pipe. | |
Her face was very much like a burning coal. | |
Her skin was very hard like stone. | |
Her mouth was very firm and chiseled. | |
Her cheeks were very round and soft. | |
Her brow was sharply cut and slanted | |
like a beetled rock. | |
Her nose was full and moderately high. | |
It had good muscle tone. | |
Her chin was very sharp and straight. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her forehead was fine marble. | |
Her eyebrows were black and somewhat wet. | |
A curlicue curtain hung over them. | |
Her ears were ringed with tan leather. | |
Her eyelids were rather large and hollow. | |
Her throat was rather narrow. | |
Her chest was rather plump. | |
Her legs were rather slender. | |
Her tail was also rather short. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her claws were rather long and clawless. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her claws were rather blunt. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her fur was rather coarse like wool. | |
Her paws were rather clumsy. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her claws were rather keen and deadly. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her fur was fairly rough like tar. | |
Her ears were rather small and flattened. | |
They did not protrude too far out. | |
Their tips stuck out quite considerably. | |
Their sockets were rather large and pitted. | |
Her muzzle was rather tense. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her ears were rather small and flattened. | |
They did not protruded very far out. | |
Their tips stuck out quite noticeably. | |
Their sockets were rather large and pitted. | |
Her snout was rather round and lumpy. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her nostrils were rather wide and sunken. | |
They did not protrude very far out. | |
Their ends stuck out quite noticeably. | |
Their openings were rather large and pitched. | |
Her eyes were rather large and glazed. | |
They did not protrude very far out. | |
Their orbits stuck out rather widely. | |
Their irises were rather close together. | |
Their lashes lay upon the surface of her eye. | |
Her ears were rather small and flattened. | |
They did not protruded very far out. | |
Their tips stuck out quite noticeably. | |
Their sockets were rather large and pitted. | |
Her muzzle was rather stiff and stony. | |
It was not symmetrical. | |
Her ears were rather small and flattened. | |
They did not protruded very far out. | |
Their tips stuck out quite noticeably. | |
Their sockets were rather large and pitted. | |
Her claws were rather blunt and bluntish. | |
They were not very long or very slender. | |
They were rather sharp and stout. | |
Her coat was rather coarse like clay. | |
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"The Gardeners', St. Bridget's Evening School, Dublin", by Derek Mahon [Living, Death, Sorrow & Grieving] | |
(For Vernon Washington Jr.) | |
You who are dying for peace you will inherit nothing but a heaviness and the weary uncertainty of night without sleep. You are going to die alone in your bed. Your mother is weeping outside the house. She has lost her only son. The gardener has come over at dawn to dig up the garden where he grew. He was shot point blank in the head while watering the flower beds. His death certificate says fall out of favor. There is no end to what can be done. No end to what must be borne. The world is indifferent. It does not care. A man I know writes: "I am ready now to become a ghost." He wants to disappear from this life. He is afraid of his family. They do not want him. He is leaving behind wife and children. He knows he cannot change them. But he is tired of being a burden on them. He is thinking of disappearing. He is scared of what will happen if he doesn’t. The woman next door who keeps knitting socks for her neighbors dies giving birth to twins. Her husband is drinking and driving and kills someone. The newspaper reporter who covered 9/11 becomes a statistic. The poet who wrote “This Land Is the Place” commits suicide. The man who made bets against the subprime mortgage companies is sentenced to thirty years in prison. The old man sitting on the porch listening to the cawing of the crow on the oak leaves is lonely and dying. The dog on the lawn chewing its bone is sad. The woman down the road selling antiques sits in traffic waiting for a bad deal on a used car. The man with the mirror that flips people onto trains is dying. The young girl making seventy dollars an hour working the midnight shift is happy. The woman with three kids her age begging for food stamps is miserable. The widow making sixty dollars an acre selling apples is content. The man with the razored hair who cuts their fruit is rich. The boy whose father disappeared when he was little is lonely. The grandmother washing clothes in a sink filled with water is serene. The man with the machine that spits out money isn’t looking for anything. The kid playing alone in the park five years after the fact finding it’s significance in a compass is wise. The truck driver pulling over to look at the license plate is dying. The woman walking her grandchild to school is grateful. The woman making fifty cents an hour driving a truck for a syndicate is satisfied. The man at the library reading The Collected Works of William Joy is growing old. The woman in line at the post office wishing she didn’t have to wait is glad. The man at the Salvation Army wearing a hoodie is dying. The man at Lender’s buying books by the case is bored. The woman making fifty dollars an hour driving a truck for a foreign company is happy. The man at the zoo admiring the tiger is dying. The woman at McDonald’s ordering without speaking English is happy. The homeless guy sleeping under a highway overpass is dying. The woman at the bus stop asking for spare change is grateful. The man at the gym using weights is strong. The woman at the mall putting up weight is beautiful. The woman at the airport having her picture taken is successful. The man at the vet taking a pill that makes him sick is ashamed. The woman at the bank borrowing money to pay for college is fearful. The woman in line at the pharmacy without a social security number is proud. The elderly couple in assisted living is getting there. The woman in line at the grocery store is getting there. The woman in line at the nursing home is getting there. The woman in line at the restaurant is getting there. The man in line at the funeral home shaving his beard is dying. The woman in line at the chapel is getting there. The woman in line at the morgue is getting there. The woman at the polling place is voting is my country. | |
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"The New Year", by Derek Mahon [Living, Disappointment & Failure, Religion, Faith & Doubt, Social Commentaries, Money & Economics] | |
We had our new year even before we had our new president. | |
There were rumors circulating as to who would win the popular vote. | |
Some said it would all come down to the state of Florida. | |
Others put it down to the judgment of the most powerful computer. | |
A few even went so far as to say that it meant something deeper. | |
It just seemed like one more way to prove God wasn’t real. | |
But then the news came through that everything had been settled. | |
And then everyone moved on to other matters—like which locker would be the safest. | |
Then the stock market crashed. And then the economy. | |
And then the weather changed—and then the presidential election. | |
Now it’s January and it’s almost February. | |
Everyone’s back in class again. Everyone’s trying to catch up. | |
No one believes they’ll make it. No one believes they’re going to stay. | |
They don’t believe they’ve got another month and a half or two left. | |
Everyone’s counting the days until they finally get around to talking. | |
Everyone’s hoping to get some work done before it gets too late. | |
Someone is writing a paper. Someone else is tracing a map. | |
Someone is learning a language. Someone is practicing the piano. | |
Someone else is building a house. But no one is living there yet. | |
Everyone’s still searching for the right words. They aren’t saying what they mean. | |
Everyone wants to know why things are the way they are. Why this is happening now instead of ten years from now or twenty years from now. | |
Why does someone not needing to worry about paying the rent every week seem so much different from someone drowning in a bathtub full of debt? | |
When you add it all up, it seems simple enough. It doesn’t sound difficult at all. | |
But once you start telling people how it feels to live without hope, it begins to feel impossible. | |
For many, the thought of never being able to leave the bed they lie in every night simply won’t let go of them. | |
So they keep looking back through time to the moment they believed in something. | |
To them it must have been a golden parachute or a ticket to a mansion in France. | |
They can’t fathom how someone could lose faith in themselves and not expect to miss it. | |
They think maybe it was an opportunity to finally do something meaningful with their lives. | |
But no matter what, they always end up coming back to the same question:What will I do when that time comes? | |
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"I Hate Myself for Being So Beautiful", by Jill Osier [Living, Life Choices, Parenthood, Relationships, Family & Ancestors, Home Life, Men & Women] | |
My father drives me to school each day. | |
He sits behind the wheel, | |
his hands in his lap, | |
a cigarette dangling between them, | |
the windshield wipeway dripping. | |
His dirty blond hair is a shapeless mess. | |
He looks like he’s waiting | |
for his driver’s license to lapse away. | |
I hate myself for being so beautiful. | |
I hate the way my body moves when I walk. | |
I hate the way my legs slither after him, | |
my arms wrap around his neck. | |
I wish I were more than this. | |
I want out. | |
I want to burnish these tires and get my license. | |
I want to drive a truck. | |
I want to paint my fenders. | |
I want to take orders at a greeter stand. | |
I want to sit in a cafe, | |
pulling guacamole out of my teeth. | |
I want to be a flight attendant. | |
I want to use my body | |
to shovel the snow. | |
I want to sleep outside in my winter coat. | |
I want to wear flip-flops all summer. | |
I want my husband to own a ranch. | |
I want to sew a uniform for my child. | |
I want to teach my daughter how to fish. | |
I want to read her stories about space. | |
I want my son to return a dollar bill. | |
I want to watch him play baseball. | |
I want to read him poems about love. | |
I want my sister to bake apple pies. | |
I want my brother to ride his bike. | |
I want my nephew to speak English. | |
I want my parents to laugh with strangers. | |
I want my friends to tell dirty jokes. | |
I want my enemies to bleed. | |
I want to sell off all my possessions. | |
I want to travel the world alone. | |
I want to visit Tibet. | |
I want to write poems about the taste of cologne. | |
I want to drink coffee from cups shaped like cups. | |
I want to read a thousand books. | |
I want to fly coach. | |
I want my husband to understand my fear. | |
I want to marry my high school sweetheart. | |
I want my mother to die peacefully at home. | |
I want my grandmother to sing songs she learned how to sing in a foreign country. | |
I want my father to explain to me how to be a good wife. | |
I want my children to grow into beautiful women. | |
I want my grandchildren to cook Chinese food, | |
watch CNN on Saturday mornings, | |
and ask their parents if they can borrow their father’s credit cards. | |
I want my father to help me unearth the Christmas tree. | |
I want to tie the ribbons of the bunting. | |
I want to watch football games on Sunday nights. | |
I want to say I’m sorry I became a fat girl. | |
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"The Ballad of Othello Sununu", by Mark Rudman [Love, Break-ups & Vexed Love, Heartache & Loss, Unrequited Love, Relationships, Men & Women, Arts & Sciences, Humor & Satire, Social Commentaries, Race & Ethnicity] | |
The sun was shining, the sky was blue, | |
And Romeo was the name of the boy | |
Who stood in the playground alone. | |
He didn’t know why he stood there, | |
Just standing in the hot July light. | |
Suddenly he heard somebody cry, | |
“Hey! Hey! Ho! Ho!” Through the laughter | |
Of those ten year olds playing pretend | |
A big man grabbed him by the arm. | |
“You ever hear of the Five Points of Grace? | |
There’s a game called basketball. | |
It’s really tough when you’re white.” | |
Ralphie said nothing. He felt sick. | |
He tried to run but couldn’t walk straight. | |
He looked at the ground. “Ooh!” he cried. | |
Then the big black man pushed him on the ground. | |
He thought he’d die. His face smashed into the grass. | |
He got up and ran again. And again. | |
He saw his mother crying. She screamed, | |
“Where are you going? What are you doing?” | |
She ran after him but he kept running. | |
“Run faster,” he yelled. Ralphie ran faster. | |
When she finally caught him she threw him down. | |
But he got right back up, knowing what he did. | |
Now he’s really mad. He won’t play with kids from school. | |
They tease him because he has short hair. | |
They call him “Scissors” because he cuts them. | |
One kid calls him “Slick” because he plays basketball. | |
“Are you some kind of skinhead?” one kid says. | |
Another kid says, “Skinhead,” “skin” is what they say.” | |
So now Ralphie just hides inside. He sits inside | |
His house and thinks about hating them even more. | |
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"My Brother the Bomb", by Mark Rudman [Living, Death, The Body, Time & Brevity, Religion, Faith & Doubt, God & the Divine] | |
For Joe Miller | |
In heaven, we worship every fruit, | |
From grape to peach to plum; | |
We go to earth and find it full | |
Of thorny thorns and braches, | |
Wrestling with itself to get away— | |
To explode on us. | |
This is our way of saying hello. | |
This is how we express gratitude: | |
By giving, by making things happen. | |
In hell, we worship every bomb | |
That people would drop on each other— | |
On Hiroshima or Dresden, | |
Or any other night where everyone | |
Has been too sleepy to turn on the light. | |
This is our way of saying goodbye. | |
This is how we make sure no one dies. | |
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"The Man Who Laughed in Hell", by Mark Rudman [Religion, Other Religions, Mythology & Folklore, Horror] | |
for John Milton | |
I’ll be as funny as I always am | |
to keep your attention | |
as you sit in Hell | |
and do your homework | |
on the comforts of your own accord | |
while your roommate does his best to ignore you | |
and wonders why | |
you never seem to learn. | |
Your new friend will not tell you | |
how many bones you crush daily | |
when he sees you nodding your head vigorously | |
in between razors and tissues | |
like someone in the middle of shaving | |
with both hands, | |
or trying to remember something that happened two weeks ago. | |
As you listen to his voice mail, | |
you might think you’ve found a lover | |
who’s been absent for months | |
but turns out to be still living happily | |
alive with his very faithful dog | |
while you sit here bored and waiting for me to show up. | |
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"The Book of Confusion", by Mark Rudman [Arts & Sciences, Philosophy, Poetry & Poets, Reading & Books] | |
1 | |
If only this poem were written | |
so I could put it down. | |
Would it matter if I left off | |
every word that should be included? | |
2 | |
What is this poem anyway | |
except a vast bleaching | |
of my being, | |
a cloud of | |
confusion | |
blowing across the page. | |
3 | |
How can I read this poem | |
again and not think | |
it’s somehow forgetting | |
that I was born? | |
4 | |
Confusion is everywhere: | |
the poem seems afraid | |
to give us clarity, | |
instead opting for | |
more and more obscurity. | |
5 | |
At a certain point, the poem | |
becomes so unintelligible | |
that it’s almost boring. | |
6 | |
Is it confusion then | |
that makes the poem's very name | |
feel like an insult? | |
7 | |
And if the poem isn’t | |
about ambiguity, | |
what is it about | |
that demands such precision? | |
8 | |
Why does the poem insist | |
upon its uncertainty? | |
9 | |
Does it have to do with the fact | |
that poetry’s always about | |
being lost in a crowd? | |
10 | |
It must be confusion: | |
this poem feels like | |
a huge yawn. | |
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"A Brief History of the Kiss", by Michael Ryan [Love, Desire, Infatuation & Crushes, Relationships, Men & Women, Valentine's Day] | |
Kiss 1 | |
You take my hand | |
and I know nothing | |
of what happens outside | |
your lips. You place it | |
safely in your pocket | |
and bend closer | |
my fingers when | |
you slide them through mine | |
and pull back gently | |
before we part. Kiss 2 | |
When we first met, | |
we did not kiss at all. | |
But after days of anticipation | |
kissing became a habit. | |
Kiss 3 | |
Sometimes, before we kiss, | |
I watch your mouth moving | |
and imagine myself | |
inside those lips, | |
in those perfect pockets. Kiss 4 | |
I don’t care what time it is, | |
I’m alone, I’m tired, | |
and I want to feel your body against mine. Kiss 5 | |
You are different from most men. | |
Even though you wear a white shirt | |
and cover yourself entirely | |
with your thick dark hair, | |
you remind me of myself | |
years ago, before I went mad | |
and killed anyone who annoyed me. Kiss 6 | |
Some nights, I wake to find my phone | |
gone forever. It’s probably my imagination, but | |
sometimes I still believe it. Kiss 7 | |
We don’t speak of these feelings, | |
though they run so abundantly | |
through our bodies | |
that even when we meet, | |
there’s little to say. Kiss 8 | |
After years of feeling unloved, | |
unrespected, and unappreciated, | |
one day I decided to write a letter | |
to the man whom I’d loved for eight years. Kiss 9 | |
In it, I describe the loneliness | |
I felt without you there, | |
the words cling together | |
so tight it looks like they’re stuck | |
together by glue. Kiss 10 | |
I’m still alive, despite everything. | |
I’m still around. And you? Kiss 11 | |
Are you okay? Do you need anything? | |
Do you need to talk? Kiss 12 | |
There are times when I wonder | |
why I kept delaying the inevitable—kiss, | |
break-up, goodbye. Sometimes, just sometimes, | |
something inside me tells me to wait, | |
until the moment doesn’t feel like it will last. | |
Then it becomes less likely that it will. Kiss 13 | |
I’ll keep telling myself over and over | |
not to lose hope, to believe | |
in miracles. But every now and then | |
just knowing the odds, | |
how things turn out, | |
makes me feel like an idiot. Kiss 14 | |
My heart is full of hope, | |
but it has no room for regret. | |
Hope is good, it helps us get through | |
even the worst days, but it shouldn’t | |
be our savior, too often it takes | |
too long, too much longer than that. Kiss 15 | |
To hear your voice vibrating above me, | |
to feel you pressing your flesh | |
against mine, kissing my throat— | |
it’s enough to make me wish for death. | |
That way, I wouldn’t have to suffer through | |
all those days of love—or lack thereof. Kiss 16 | |
If you were here, I would miss you | |
every single minute of the day. | |
Every second, every word, | |
would mean the world to me. Kiss 17 | |
I’ve been waiting for this moment | |
for so long, it hurts. | |
It was meant to happen years ago, | |
and then it didn’t. Now, finally, | |
it’s finally happened, and it wasn’t my fault. | |
It wasn’t my life plan, or maybe | |
it was, but that doesn’t matter. | |
Whatever the reason, it’s done and | |
over with, and it won’t happen again. Kiss 18 | |
The hardest thing about dying | |
is having nothing left to give. | |
Everything I own could stay | |
forever, and I’d still miss you. Kiss 19 | |
Nothing can bring me Leon, | |
not even your tongue. | |
Your hands, your smile, | |
they are all I ever wanted. Kiss 20 | |
Leon, I’m sorry I yelled at you. | |
I knew I shouldn’t have blamed you | |
for something you had nothing to do with. Kiss 21 | |
Don’t blame yourself for that one. | |
Losing everything isn’t easy | |
either, but losing you | |
was especially hard. Kiss 22 | |
I’ll forgive you, | |
but only because I’m past blaming. Kiss 23 | |
Now that you are gone, | |
can I still be angry? Kiss 24 | |
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"A Poem About Myths", by Jack Conway [Mythology & Folklore] | |
1 | |
THE MOTHER: | |
She is the mother of the gods, | |
who lives in Olympus | |
on Mount Parnassus. | |
Her husband is Ares, | |
god of war; she gave him birth on Mount | |
Pindus, where their parents | |
met. Her other children | |
are Hephaestus (spear), | |
Hephaestus (bow). | |
Her daughter is Artemis, | |
goddess of arrows; she lives | |
on Mount Helicon. | |
Her son is Apollo, | |
son of Zeus; he is called | |
Zeus of the cloven foot. | |
Her daughters are Leto, | |
lady-of-the-waves; and her sister | |
Isis, lady of the hunt. | |
2 | |
THE SONNET: | |
This one starts out as a normal | |
sonnet sort of thing, | |
with the usual meter | |
and rhyme scheme. | |
But then it turns | |
inside out, like this poem | |
because it started out | |
like a normal sonnet | |
then became this strange | |
thing inside out. | |
3 | |
THE FATHER: | |
He puts his hand on the back | |
of my head and says, "Son, sit still." | |
And keeps talking to me | |
while I write this down. | |
He says to me, “You must understand | |
your father better than anyone else does.” | |
And I say, “Yes, Father, I understand my father | |
better than anybody else does.” | |
4 | |
THE WIFE: | |
She sits there reading a book | |
that has Greek letters on the cover. | |
When we go to church, she sits | |
in the front pew. She sits | |
there holding her purse/lit candle | |
behind her ear. When we come home, | |
she holds her skirt/handbag/blanket | |
behind her ear. She never speaks, | |
only makes little noises. | |
5 | |
THE PARENT: | |
He comes home from work | |
after midnight, and listens | |
to his radio while he cooks dinner. | |
He talks to me when I am small | |
about being a boy, and how | |
he wished his father was born | |
like him, strong and beautiful. | |
6 | |
THE FRIENDS: | |
They don’t know what they | |
know. They think | |
this poem will make them | |
more moral, more decent. | |
7 | |
THE CRITIC: | |
His eyes stare into mine | |
as if I’m the one who needs rescuing. | |
His face crinkles up in scorn | |
when I tell him I think this poem | |
is better than great books like Oedipus Rex. | |
8 | |
THE READER: | |
He reads through the night till morning. | |
He tells me later that he loved the way | |
his body felt underneath my hands. | |
9 | |
THE AUTHOR: | |
He thinks the poem is about him. | |
10 | |
THE TEACHER: | |
He looks up at the ceiling | |
when he hears it read. He smiles | |
a bit. Maybe he thinks it’s some kind | |
of joke, but it’s not. It means | |
something deep, something intimate. | |
11 | |
THE STUDENTS: | |
Their desks are so close together | |
you can feel each others’ breath | |
floating over us. The walls | |
between them and the next desk | |
are bare white chalkboard. | |
12 | |
THE CLASSROOM ENTHRONED: | |
Each piece of art hangs suspended | |
above its box on the wall. | |
13 | |
THE RETURNERS: | |
They’re waiting outside the door | |
until the class ends. Then they walk | |
up the blue stairs and out onto | |
14th Street. Fifteen minutes later | |
we meet again—this time for breakfast. | |
15 | |
THE END: | |
It’s always different. Sometimes | |
it’s just another day, but sometimes | |
it’s something much bigger. And sometimes | |
nothing happens. But every once in a while | |
someone opens their front door | |
and walks across snow to a new apartment | |
in Queens or Brooklyn. Some days | |
I want to be with you, | |
but most days I have too many things | |
going on in my own life. So please stay | |
away from me today, okay? | |
16 | |
THE RESIDENT: | |
The only person in the building | |
not wearing a mask is me. | |
17 | |
THE SPY: | |
My eye color changes depending | |
on the light. If there’s darkness | |
or a lot of shadows behind me | |
my eyes grow dark. If there’s light | |
or bright colors around me | |
then my eyes get this huge yellow | |
eyeball. My name is Victor Jara, | |
I live in this building, too. | |
18 | |
THE PUNKER: | |
Sometimes I lose interest in the punks | |
and get caught up in the normcore folk. | |
19 | |
THE BODYGUARD: | |
Every now and then I take a break | |
from mouthing off to the mic, but mostly | |
I sit here drinking coffee and staring | |
at the windows. A man walked right past | |
without even looking at me. | |
20 | |
THE CHEF: | |
Whenever I start to feel sick I | |
take two aspirin and then | |
two more. Then I finish whatever I’m eating | |
and drink a glass of wine. This helps | |
get rid of the alcohol smell. | |
21 | |
THE DRIVER: | |
Sometimes I feel really tired | |
so I let my friend Tony drive me home. | |
Tony drives fast but he doesn’t hit | |
anyone. He hits the pull-out bars | |
on the side of the road. There’s no one | |
here to complain. We all feel safe | |
driving by the bay, though we don’t see | |
anything because it’s covered with water. | |
22 | |
THE BUYERS: | |
We were all feeling down so we went | |
inside | |
to change. The place was empty | |
except for our sign sellers. | |
23 | |
THE TICKET COMPANY: | |
We sold the tickets for $2.50 each | |
because everyone wanted to save | |
their pennies. Everyone got in for free | |
though—they had to buy a ticket. | |
24 | |
THE FISHMEN: | |
When the last train left the station | |
the men sitting on the platform | |
started talking among themselves. | |
One said he didn’t need to sleep | |
that night. Another said he could go home | |
right now. A third man said he would never | |
do such a stupid thing for money. | |
25 | |
THE COOK: | |
Once I gave a book of cookies to a child. | |
That same night I won’t forget to cook dinner. | |
26 | |
THE COLOR SERPENT: | |
I love how she comes back when I brush my teeth. | |
27 | |
THE FLOORING WOMAN: | |
She sits on my floor and asks me to play games. | |
28 | |
THE DOG DAYLIGHT SHOE COVE: | |
This shoe made of gold foil and shiny red soles | |
has been hanging in my closet for years. | |
29 | |
THE CROW FOX: | |
I saw his shadow running across the field. | |
30 | |
THE SWANS: | |
When I first started writing poems people said | |
poetry was dead. Now everybody says | |
it’s alive and well. Poet isn’t such a bad word anymore. | |
31 | |
THE COUGAR: | |
He was so sweet and gentle and wise | |
he made me cry. When I woke up the next morning | |
his head was resting on my shoulder. | |
32 | |
THE EAGLE: | |
His wings are long and thin like skinny arms. | |
33 | |
THE MOOSE: | |
A beautiful animal. He loved to eat carrion. | |
34 | |
THE LITTLE GOLDEN GALERIA: | |
I put a seed inside her ear and it grew into a tree. | |
35 | |
THE BEAK: | |
I brought him home as a pet and she named him Bill. | |
36 | |
THE SKYE: | |
I found him frozen under a woman's heel. | |
37 | |
THE TAVERN WINDOW BALL: | |
It has words written all over it. Words that mean | |
I can’t say. Words like “trashcan” and “wedding gown.” | |
38 | |
THE SNAKES: | |
They came through the sewer pipes and up through the wall. | |
39 | |
THE OCEAN MUFFLED: | |
It moved really slow. It took us four years to find | |
each snail. They weren’t very smart. | |
40 | |
THE MINE: | |
I thought I could spare some space so I filled it with rocks | |
and dirt. That way if something happened to be missing | |
I could always say I buried something in the desert. | |
41 | |
THE MOON (FOR THE VISION): | |
The moon was full and white and perfect. At first glance | |
you couldn’t tell whether it was a body or just sky. | |
42 | |
SILENT VOICE OVER (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
I know you think you understand me. You don’t. | |
43 | |
DINING ROOM (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
It was cold and dark and loud. But nobody broke | |
the window before they left. | |
44 | |
MOTHER (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
You can’t imagine what this feels like. | |
45 | |
COCKATOO HEAD (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
My daughter used to wear this shirt to bedtime. | |
46 | |
BEE (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
He liked to call me Beep-de-dee. | |
47 | |
SWEET ELF (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
He was very sweet to the other elves. | |
48 | |
HUMAN FIG (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
He loved to party. He danced really fast. | |
49 | |
WILD BULL (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
He wore these big straw hats. Everybody loved him. | |
50 | |
TREE (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Somebody cut him down. Somebody picked him up. | |
51 | |
CHICKEN NAPKIN (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
He was so cute and cutesy. People used to feed him chicken soup. | |
52 | |
PEACE SIGN (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Everybody loves peace. Everybody keeps the peace. | |
53 | |
THUNDERSTORM (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Thunderstorm is so scary. | |
54 | |
CROCODILE (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
He is not very handsome, but look at him swimming! | |
55 | |
BIRD OF PRECIOSITY (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Beautiful bird. She is so rich. | |
56 | |
SHEEP (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Very rare birds. Very expensive. | |
57 | |
ROOSTER (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Not good to mess with them. | |
58 | |
JAY (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Good jumper. Good swimmer. | |
59 | |
SPIDER (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Spider is pretty aggressive. | |
60 | |
PIGEON (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Pretty tame pigeon. | |
61 | |
PROTOSENSITIVITY (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Very curious. Gets excited easily. | |
62 | |
TROPICAL STORM (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Very dangerous. Gets confused easily. | |
63 | |
EMERALD (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Nice flower. Nice color. | |
64 | |
CLOWNFish (for the clownfish): | |
Clown fish looks just like a clown. | |
65 | |
LOBBY (for the lobster): | |
Little Lobby is so small he fits in your palm. | |
66 | |
VACATION (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Don’t take too long to pack everything in. | |
67 | |
HEALTHY (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Look how healthy he is. | |
68 | |
INTEREST RATE (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Interest rate is too high. | |
69 | |
COMPETITION (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Competition makes people fight. | |
70 | |
CONVERSION (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
People must be converted. | |
71 | |
EXAMPLE (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
This picture shows an example of the type of image. | |
72 | |
IMAGECOLOUR (FOR THE IMAGE): | |
Excellent colour. Excellent contrast. | |
73 | |
IMAGECOLOUR (FOR THE IMAGE 2): | |
Better than the original. Better still. | |
74 | |
SUPPORTIVE (FOR THE IMAGE 3 & 4 & 5 & 6 & 7 & 8 & 9 & 10 & 11 & 12 & 13 & 14 & 15 & 16 & 17 & 18 & 19 & 20 & 21): | |
Supportive of new ideas. Not conservative. | |
75 | |
NEGOTIATOR (FOR THE IMAGE 1 & 2 & 3 & 4 & 5 & 6 & 7 & 8 & 9 & 10 & 11 & 12 & 13 & 14 & 15 & 16 & 17 & 18 & 19 & 20 & 21): | |
Debating is difficult. Debaters should relax. | |
76 | |
CANNIBALISM (FOR IMAGE 3 & 4 & 5 & 6 & 7 & 8 & 9 & 10 & 11 & 12 & 13 & 14 & 15 & 16 & 17 & 18 & 19 & 20 & 21): | |
Those who eat flesh are likely to be violent. | |
77 | |
FROG (FOR IMAGE 7): | |
A vicious creature. A pest. An enemy. | |
78 | |
FLIES (FOR IMAGE 8): | |
Flying things. Flying things hurtle towards us. | |
79 | |
DROWNED (FOR IMAGE 17): | |
The victim drowns. The sea turns red. | |
80 | |
GORE (FOR IMAGE 22): | |
An indelible mark. An injury. | |
81 | |
CORPSES (FOR IMAGE 23 & 24 & 25 & 26 & 27 & 28 & 29 & 30 & 31 & 32 & 33 & 34 & 35 & 36 & 37 & 38 & 39 & 40 & 41 & 42 & 43 & 44 & 45 & 46 & 47 & 48 & 49 & 50 & 51 & 52 & 53 & 54 & 55 & 56 & 57 & 58 & 59 & 60 & 61 & 62 & 63 & 64 & 65 & 66 & 67 & 68 & 69 & 70 & 71 & 72 & 73 & 74 & 75 & 76 & 77 & 78 & 79 & 80 & 82 & 83 & 84 & 85 & 86): | |
Corpses make great tombstones. | |
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"The Man Who Laid the Moon at the Base of the Ararat Dunes", by David Bottoms [Nature, Stars, Planets, Heavens] | |
There were two men on the ararat dunes, one with his pants rolled halfway up his legs. He looked up, not expecting to see another man there. One man was wearing khaki cargo shorts and the other had blue jeans on. They had come to lay the moon at the base of the dune’s outcrop. There was no light left on the dunewear or the outcrops beyond the city. The only thing that broke the otherwise quiet night was the low hum of a small motor far off in the distance. It reminded the men on the dunes of when they had been young men and women, somewhere else entirely, having once walked this road, having once lived elsewhere, having once worked somewhere else. And now they stood around, looking down into a pit filled with water. It wasn’t that any particular feature made them think of their old lives: the outcrops where they had once found themselves might as well have been empty pits. No features distinguished this place from others like it. But these two men knew what it was to walk again somewhere else, to look past the outcrops for the first sign of something familiar. To recognize the contours of a landscape, to recall the shapes of trees, to imagine the motion of waves breaking on a shore. And both men understood why it was called the moon, though the same could be said for most places: the absence of features distinguished nothing from other spaces. The men in cargo shorts had brought their tools back for the third time that afternoon. This time they would leave some moments before their scheduled return to Baja. They wanted to collect more data about the lunar surface. Before leaving they had taken everything they might need—a spool of thread, a pan full of lard, a knife, a pocketknife sharpener, a pair of vice grips, a screw gun, a set of pliers, a paper napkin, a coffee can, a glass, a plastic jug, a metal tin, a wire basket, a few tiny pebbles, a mirror, a handful of mortar, a plastic bag, a couple of forks, a jar, a shovel, a wooden matchbox, a canning jar, a marble vase, a honeybee pen, a comb, a hammer, a combination lock, a ball point pen, a magnifying glass, a compass, a metal spoon, a fire extinguisher, a few screws, bolts, nails, washi tape, a microfiber cloth, a magnet, an iron or steel nail clipper, a hex wrench, a copper wire brush, a magnesium block, a length of duct tape, a sewing kit, a metal sieve, a battery operated radio, a metal spoon, a wire bender, a wire tie, a wire feeder, a wire rope, a wire snake, a wire rosin, a wire hairbrush, a wire skullcap, a wire earring, a whistle, a wire comb, a wire headrest, a wire earphone, a wire 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moisturizer, a wire hair paste insect repellent, a wire hair paste deodorant, a wire hair paste dewpoint, a wire hair paste perfume, a wire hair paste sunscreen, a wire hair paste delectable food, a wire hair paste deluxe meal, a wire hair paste fragrance, a wire hair paste incense, a wire hair paste limousine, a wire hair paste ultra plush bed, a wire hair paste ultra silky towel, a wire hair paste ultra plush pillow, a wire hair paste ultra soft blanket, a wire hair paste ultra travel rug, a wire hair paste holiday gift, a wire hair paste fine jewelry, a wire hair weave, a wire hair curl, a wire hair weave relaxer, a wire hair weave relaxer bars, a wire hair paste fine linens, a wire hair paste silk blouse, a wire hair paste cotton tights, a wire hair paste denim jacket, a wire hair paste jeans, a wire hair paste corduroy pants, a wire hair paste wool trousers, a wire hair paste canvas shoes, a wire hair paste suede loafers, a wire hair Paste suede boots, a wire hair paste brown 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"The Unmaking of You", by Rebecca Seiferle [Living, The Body] | |
I saw you lying on the floor | |
in your unmade and unwashed clothes | |
and I couldn't touch or talk to you. | |
You were so cold. And I was trying to keep | |
the baby from breathing too hard. | |
But the baby wanted to play with you | |
and it took all my strength not | |
to slam the door in his face and shout: | |
"Get away! Get away!" | |
And I didn't. Because I was afraid. | |
Because you are so beautiful. | |
Because you are the one | |
who will never let me be afraid. | |
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"Aubade", by Alison C. Rollins [Love, Realistic & Complicated, Relationships, Men & Women] | |
She said she loved her tattoos—her left wrist is crossed | |
with his now—but I could see them as old news, | |
old like the sea and sand itself, which is what they are to her; | |
like the ocean, they are ancient and have been through many changes. | |
They are the same tattoo that once made her cry out, | |
it is the same love she hides behind now. She has changed | |
so much since then. Her smile now covers up her old fear | |
of being found out. It's the old story she tells herself now: | |
she loves him so much she would do anything for him to lose it, | |
so why can't he just give it up? So I don't ask the question | |
that I should have asked from the very beginning: why | |
don't you love me anymore? | |
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"Lacrimarium", by David Dominguez [Living, Death, Sorrow & Grieving, Time & Brevity, Love, Heartache & Loss] | |
For Mike | |
It's okay to miss someone. | |
To miss someone’s kindness. To miss | |
a good joke, say your name backwards, | |
watch the first few seconds of something | |
you know nothing about unfold— | |
all those small details we collect over time | |
as we sit and wait for our names to call | |
home. It's okay to miss what you want to miss. | |
It's okay to miss your own good fortune. | |
It's okay to feel sad. It's okay to miss | |
what you think you need. It's okay | |
not to have everything at your fingertips. | |
It's okay to be confused. It's okay | |
to miss someone. It's okay to change. | |
It's okay to stay. | |
It's okay to die. | |
It's okay to live again. | |
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"The Truth Is Out there", by Joy Harjo [Social Commentaries, History & Politics, War & Conflict] | |
for Andrew Joron | |
i | |
There are more things in the world | |
than people know. | |
ii | |
The military says | |
our country cannot survive | |
another war. | |
iii | |
We are the forgotten ones. | |
iv | |
My father served three tours | |
during the Vietnam War. | |
v | |
When I'm asleep, | |
my children sleep, | |
watching me | |
cry into the night. | |
vi | |
Every four months | |
my mother drives two hours | |
and fifteen minutes north | |
to visit relatives. | |
vii | |
I am tired of hiding | |
everything from everyone. | |
viii | |
I am tired of keeping | |
nothing from anyone. | |
ix | |
We are the forgotten ones. | |
x | |
Our bodies become weaponsized. | |
xi | |
We must build a village. | |
xii | |
We must create villages. | |
xiii | |
If you leave us, we will die. | |
xiv | |
We must remain vigilant. | |
xv | |
We must remain vigilant. | |
xvi | |
We must remain vigilant. | |
xvi plus xvii plus xx | |
We must remain vigilant | |
Always. | |
xx minus xx minus xx minus xx | |
Always. | |
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"Haiti: After the Quake", by Gregory Corso [Relationships, Family & Ancestors, Social Commentaries, Cities & Urban Life, Money & Economics, Popular Culture, War & Conflict] | |
After the quakes, when the streets | |
were still crooked and the city | |
was divided into camps and families | |
by the Red Cross, after the | |
people had returned to find their homes | |
destroyed and their possessions | |
scattered across the countryside, | |
when the hospital was forced to close its doors | |
and the doctors fled the country, | |
after the pharmaceutical factories stopped making | |
their drugs and the police stations were looted | |
and burned to the ground, Gregory Corso was invited | |
into every devastated home to offer | |
assistance to the survivors. He stayed | |
long enough to learn each family's secret, | |
each wayward wish and hidden pain. | |
He listened patiently as wives recounted | |
how their sweet little girls had been raped and murdered. | |
He learned how each child was raised and taught | |
devotedly by one of their mothers. | |
Each day he visited these children | |
in the orphanages of America. | |
Sometimes Gregory Corso brought gifts | |
for the afflicted and troubled children. | |
Sometimes he withdrew his handkerchief | |
from under his sleeve and gave it | |
to a frightened girl who sat alone on his bed. | |
One boy, badly scarred, cried aloud | |
until Gregory Corso took note of his distress. | |
Then he whispered words of comfort | |
into his mother's ear. One by one, | |
the visiting children went away, | |
vanished into the cities of America. | |
Only Gregory Corso remained. Alone | |
and distraught, he walked slowly toward | |
his house. Then he heard a knock at the door. | |
His sister called out to him and told him | |
something urgent was required of him. | |
She said she needed him immediately. | |
Something terrible had happened to Gregory Corso. | |
She begged him to go straight to the place of business | |
where their uncle Antonelli worked as a janitor | |
and lived with his wife and infant son. | |
Antonelli was gone now. His son was missing. | |
Gregory left his home. The earthquake had caused | |
both houses to collapse around him. | |
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"The Last Son of Mornayr", by John Masefield [Living, Coming of Age, Growing Old, Activities, School & Learning, Sports & Outdoor Activities, Nature, Animals, Philosophy] | |
As I flit my dreaming eyes along | |
Thy ways where joy and freedom reign; As I gaze on thy wild woods wide and fair; As I list upon the living books that lie | |
Full of thy wisdom and thy truth; As I walk with raptured heart along | |
Thy streams that flow to the mountain-waves— Well do I remember those days of glory | |
And the gay life that followed them! For though I wandered far and passed through | |
A weary round of schooling and of practice, Yet something, some small part did I take With pleasure, while I felt the power of knowledge And the pride of manhood burn within My mighty soul, as if 'twas bursting free From earthly ties and bonds, and high above Earth's thraldom floating on Its own wings o'er the vast unknown! | |
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"The Little Orphan Annie's Song", by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow [Activities, Travels & Journeys, Relationships, Home Life, Arts & Sciences, Music, Poetry & Poets, Mother's Day] | |
It is the last rose of summer time, | |
Left blooming alone; It is the lone jewel of the year, | |
Seen but in the rainbow's beam; A flower without a friend or mate, | |
Found only on the lea. Oft have I paced the sunny shore, | |
Far from a voice of friends, O'er sandy mountains brown and bare, | |
Wherever work was done— My task of sorrow was to sigh no more— | |
For always there was someone new To talk of sport and fun and song, | |
But never about me. There was a pathos in every line | |
Of my sad song, which made me weep; For others lives were happy and full, | |
While mine seemed lonely and cold. But soon the sunshine faded from the earth, | |
And clouds of darkness gathered fast, And silence settled on all below, | |
Save the rushing of the rain. At length the tempest ended, | |
And skies grew clear again; But many a longing in my bosom stirred, | |
To see once more those I loved; To hear their gentle voices sung | |
By other ears than mine. So I turned from land to land, | |
Till I came to Italy; And many a valley and many a hill | |
Were changed to green and blossomy plains; And many a river and streamlet broad | |
Laughed in the sun, for they knew me. Thus westward I journeyed on, | |
Till I found myself at France, Where all the beauty of the world lay, | |
Except her music and her flowers. She had her towers and palaces, | |
Her gardens and her forests too; But I could not come behind them, | |
My feet were set on fire to find them. And so I travelled east, | |
Till I reached Japan; And many a people and many a face | |
I marked across the sea, Which I shall never have another like, | |
Or build another ship like the Golden Hynde. They smiled at me, and beckoned, and bade me come ashore, | |
But I would stay beside the ocean tide; Until I sank on many a rock and tree | |
With fatigue, and slept on many a stone, Till my spirit became as one of them | |
Who dwells apart and walks in dreams. So westward I sailed on, till I came to Spain, | |
Which has given birth to many heroes, Like the men of old in Palestine, | |
But none like this poet and these sons of Greece, Who laid their mortal hands upon the Ariadne, | |
Yet live as long as any man alive. | |
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"The Wreck of the Hesperus", by Robert Browning [Love, Infatuation & Crushes, Romantic Love, Unrequited Love, Relationships, Men & Women, Ships, Mythology & Folklore, Fairy-tales & Legends, Greek & Roman Mythology, Heroes & Patriotism] | |
Hither they came: they saw us row | |
“O'er seas strange and narrow, o” To them it was nothing out of the way— | |
They looked and laughed at England too. Then I ‘gan to think how these | |
Had seen our battle at Salamis, | |
When Washington rode in, like a ghost, | |
On Chancellors and Warlords and the whole shebang. Ah, well, ’twas a jolly crew, | |
That fought that day, with hearts as true | |
As ours are to this very hour. But what of that? We know what love is. One fell away | |
Straight into Elysium under the sky, | |
And danced there forever and aye. He took his turn, and he gave him one, | |
And then he sent him home to bed, And left me to my lot, poor simple sinner, | |
Because I couldn't fight. | |
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"The Winter Stars", by Robert Graves [Living, Time & Brevity, Nature, Stars, Planets, Heavens] | |
The night goes down eternally Now that the frost is on the world, | |
And the cold moon is on the hill. The wind is crying out, and the snowflakes fall, | |
Like golden rings on breasts of women dead, As they who died for love of you and me. Oh, when will winter be over in May? | |
Oh, when will spring come in with its eyes? The woods are weeping now That once were gay and glad and green, With birds that once sang loud and high | |
In joyous praise of springtime's queen. But the seasons go, and we must grieve | |
Until the heart of pain is stilled, And love comes back to cheer us through the wait, And life is sweet indeed. | |
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"A Song: “England”", by William Butler Yeats [Social Commentaries, History & Politics, War & Conflict, Heroes & Patriotism] | |
(excerpt) | |
England! thou art far hence, A dream deferred, an idle gleam Of that celestial afternoon When the bright sun dript his first rays On this enchanted ground, where now No sound is heard but the low, slow roll Of thy majestic falcon, flightýnized. Oft, where thee triumphal arch stands, In shadow voice, some Irish dirge is sung, That, darkly nigh the silent grave, Recalls the loved, lost, or beloved slain. Yet English hearts were touched that day By thine own glory, and by grief Remembered not the inextinguishable cry Of the young martyred sons of Ireland past. Their memories are in vain, no more; Thou makest remembrance glorious of those days Of thy great mercy and of noble pride, When the earth seemed all ablaze with warlike light, The fields were red with blood, and warriors died Like angels dying in their native air. Thy deeds in peace were done, thy wrath in war, But ever in thy vision didst thou see The dawning day of a new epoch rich In liberty, and peace, and Ireland's rights. | |
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"Godspell", by Geraldine Clarkson [Religion, God & the Divine, Arts & Sciences, Philosophy] | |
It is the Lord who saith, Come unto Me, every one that cometh | |
To My rest, and to His bosom singeth. | |
He is the King of Israel, and He doth know Each thing which His hand hath made; therefore, whosoever | |
Fell in the Red Sea at His word, and blest His soul, shall find grace | |
Before His feet, as He saith, Come, come unto Me, each one that cometh. | |
I have no wrath against any living creature, But love and pity move me towards all. | |
For I am convinced, whoever sinned against | |
The Holy Ghost, and suffered for it, Hath incurred greater sin in heaven than all other sins | |
By human laws. The Father knows each frailty of mankind, | |
Nor suffers any torment, save that which is just | |
In measure. Therefore, if any sorrow can be forgiven | |
Unto Christ's suffering servant, it is free, | |
Even that so deep in time and place it may | |
Never reach again. | |
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"Song: “Shall I compare thee to a summer storm?”", by William Shakespeare [Nature, Weather, Social Commentaries, Cities & Urban Life, Town & Country Life] | |
(from Two Gentlemen of Verona) | |
Shall I compare thee to a summer storm? | |
Thou art both strong and wise. | |
Thou hast put false Love to rout | |
And ruined his vile craft, | |
Who taught men total neglect | |
Of themselves and all things else. | |
Through thee the people wandered | |
Babes and boys to beg | |
With tears, and witless tasks, | |
Till thy heavy hand was laid | |
Upon their virgin breast, | |
And they grew wives and mothers. | |
Then satan in his wild disguise | |
Was seen around them creeping, | |
To seduce them forth from Christ's path, | |
That they might serve his lying works. | |
But thou, being seed of God, | |
Didst pluck them with thy scrip | |
From the rock of truth and right, | |
And though thou hadst reasons good, | |
Thou couldst not make them hear. | |
Yet now thou think'st enough is spoken For me and my poor babblings, | |
And hast set me this goal, | |
To show how much thou wast forsaken | |
When thou didst leave thy cradle, | |
And the lights of truth behind thee. | |
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"Song: “O, what profit is my labour to-day?”", by William Shakespeare [Activities, Jobs & Working, Nature, Landscapes & Pastorals, Summer] | |
(from Richard II) | |
O, what profit is my labour to-day? | |
My master has need of me: | |
The heat will soon be over, | |
And then he'll let me play With the boys that work for him. | |
What are ye doing under there? | |
Ye that would go before | |
Your lord into the field To tend his flock or reap his corn? Go you first, and say, This is your duty: here's your bread. | |
Go ye first, and say, This is your duty: here's your bread. | |
Ye that would go before Your lord into the field To tend his sheep or plants of grain? Go ye first, and say, Here's your duty: here's your bread. | |
Ye that would go before And say to your lord, Here's your food, and here's your ease, What should today content your belly? Here's your food, and here's your bread. | |
Ye that would go before And say to your lord, Here's your food, and here's your bread, What should today satisfy your heart? Here's your food, and here's your bread. | |
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"Sonnet 11: 'No woman can look on water'" , from A Lover's Complaint | |
No woman can look on water Or the gath'ring shadow of the sun; Water is not lady-like; Nor the dark eye of the nightingale; Nor beauty's best gift, youth; nor man, her lover. Lady-like she must not go Where these have gone, with eye upturned Up the hollow places of the river, Nor sit 'neath the elm when the swallow sings. Beauty's gift, man's delight, Men's loves and joys beside, None can call hers mine unless I claim Them as mine own. | |
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"Sonnet 12: 'Our life is like an April flower'" , from A Lover's Complaint | |
Our life is like an April flower That smiles and smells and shines, And bares its bosom to the air, Yet never sees the dust of day; It rises while we gaze, and passes By unseen till another day. So ours is with the transmigration Of time, untroubled, undivined, Unconfined, unfettered, until The fulness comes, and then it dies. | |
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"Sonnet 15: 'The fairest and most lovely' ", by William Shakespeare [Love, Realistic & Complicated, Romantic Love, Relationships, Valentine's Day] | |
The fairest and most lovely Woman I ever saw | |
Is still wearing away at May" | |
—William Shakespeare | |
Loving the imperfect, hating the worn-out, | |
Envy the stranger, loving the neighbour | |
That cannot keep her head above the tide; | |
Beating the body but not the spirit, | |
Seducing the weak, striking at the strong; | |
Setting your soul against itself; yet knowing | |
Only yourself, and that only to yourself; | |
Forgetting the ideal, where it came from, | |
Instead of setting your soul opposite | |
Some hope more heavenly, bigger than your soul; | |
Fooled by the world which fools all men, yet believing | |
In the immortal, blind world which does believe. | |
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"Sonnet 19: 'I am sick of all your flattery' ", by William Shakespeare [Living, Disappointment & Failure, Arts & Sciences, Humor & Satire] | |
I am sick of all your flattery; I wish you gloom Enough for one whole year's service! I do not want you to tell Mine eyes are dim; I ask you only to put out Mine. My eyes are not my own; They came Not from myself, But from the sun, Which makes them wanly beautiful To me, Who come from walks Under the shade of trees. You breed Me such a great contempt, That I turn from you And seek some other acquaintance. | |
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"Sonnet 20: 'You may talk of your Progress in Time' ", by William Shakespeare [Living, Growing Old, Time & Brevity, Social Commentaries, Cities & Urban Life] | |
You may talk of your Progress in Time For what length of hours is it to know, And whether you live or die? But Time's effect on Mankind Is more than just to shorten their bloom And spoil their summer. In early youth Wealth was theirs, and pomp and state, And love and care of mankind. Now poor men can have both meat And drink, And old age is but a resting place For weary pain. O, let us see If we can bear our weighty load Of flesh so light, Before the judgment day Comes down upon us all With swift judgments and severe; Then those who stronger were Will surely go free, And those who were weaker won't be bound. | |
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"Sonnet 21: 'My thoughts are like a swarm of bees'"", by William Shakespeare [Living, Death, Sorrow & Grieving, Nature, Landscapes & Pastorals, Summer] | |
My thoughts are like a swarm of bees That buzz about the dead leaves, And gather together. There's not a blade of grass between Their work and me, For I am near to everything. My thoughts are like a flock of birds That fly to the mountains first thing In the morning, and there in the air Are settled, and begin to sing, About the coming rain. My thoughts are like a ship, that has Been driven by storms off a coast, And they, the sailors, are weary, And long to land. My thoughts are like a stream, that hath Had rippled down a valley, round a hill, Where flowers are sweetest. My thoughts are like a bright pure gem, Spotted through with every mineral, Rock, clay, and gravel, And oftentimes hidden. My thoughts are like a merry ring, Where dancers twinkle to the tune Of a gay ditty. My thoughts are like a festival, Where rich people bring The songs of many lands, the vices, Creeds, and passions, of whom they're full. My thoughts are like a gathering of crowds Together to watch and hear a sportsman's skill Displayed before them. My thoughts are like a fair, blooming rose, Whose tender stem is covered o'er With thorns and lilies. My thoughts are like a path, over which A traveller shall soon desist, Who feels the weight of his heavy wallet Drop from his arm. My thoughts are like a slumber, deep and deep, Till the sleeper, soon awakened, hears The footsteps of a stranger. | |
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"Sonnet 23: 'To leave the world and to return' ", by William Shakespeare [Living, Marriage & Companionship, Infatuation & Crushes, Romantic Love, Relationships, Men & Women] | |
To leave the world and to return, | |
And neither mind the after-talk, What if the after-talk be true? Shall we find any company | |
In this unhappy world? We'll think ourselves happy then, Happy that we need no longer roam, Our travels done, and home before us. So long as we must travel, so long All things we desire around us lie, Like gems, in various shapes on stone, Metal, cloth, or wood; No matter how far we fare, Or what form our joys and woes assume, We still shall call that home. As for thy beauty, dear Sir, I've little to say, Except that thou'rt ever young, and that thee 'tis best To follow the changes of the sky, And, when thou art older, to look well to thee. | |
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"Sonnet 24: 'The fairest of her kind' should...", by William Shakespeare [Love, Realistic & Complicated, Unrequited Love, Relationships, Anniversary, Valentine's Day] | |
The fairest of her kind should not have stood Such competition from me; she might have said, ‘It cannot be, I'm honoured, but I fear’That she would have been graciously ashamed To have yielded herself to me. Yet now she stands erect, and though I gaze She seems to be nothing, and to me All things move. Her sisters! had they stood So right in view, I should have turned aside And given my eyes away to them, rather Than to behold one made thus simply and utterly. But let each one bear her own burden; Mine lies higher, because I'm wooed, Willed, tempted, attacked, and sometimes unsoftened, And so by all these means undone. | |
But she, she alone is perfect, and therefore | |
I will attempt her to extol. Though none are half so lovely as she is, And none are half so gentle, none so fair, None has such large proportions, and none has lips That shine like hers. Her complexion is white as ivory, Smooth, delicate, soft, and shining; some would swear It was an ore refined in Southland; Her colour charming, and her features sharp, Bold, not coarse, and yet not too fine, Her height just right, and hair neatly curled, Eyes dark, and lashes black as ink, Mouth just drawn out to speak what needs it most, Long, powerful arms, and fingers nails, Thighs all sinewy, and a thigh above Strong, firm, and rounded, and a waist less wimpledRound about than a womanybird, Nose broad, and cheeks like roses, Tresses thick, and curls flying wild, Shorter than ribbon, and whiter than snow, Nails short, but quick, and needles keen, and loves to bind Themself in them, and make them take root Fast, among her roots; and often finds Some thornbush to grow up for her, and thence Hinder her enemies. Ah, if all else fails, a book may be Played with, or a piece of lace Sold, or a friend invited for tea; And so she goes; and you go also, And we all three go together, Often we go, and seldom come Alone. | |
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"Sonnet 15: What God created me I made (143)", by John Milton [Religion, Arts & Sciences, Philosophy] | |
What God created me I made, | |
God set me here, to work his will, | |
And that I do, I do. | |
Who hath believed me thereby, | |
My sins were bare to His sight, | |
When he did scan me truly, | |
Kneeling before him, who is mighty to save. | |
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"Sonnet 16: If I had known when walking abroad among Greeks and Romans...", by John Milton [Social Commentaries, War & Conflict] | |
If I had known when walking abroad among Greeks and Romans | |
That by such ways they dwelt whom I had polluted, | |
I had hastened hence and kept myself pure. | |
For through both nations I was plucked up and brought, | |
And many there are whose hearts Satan's wiles corrupt, | |
Whose manners are earned by thieving excesses. | |
Yet there are sufficient of our people who | |
Have honesty in their pursestrings furnished, | |
Enough to judge others, but not themselves to change. | |
Then 'twas meet I went amongst them, being myself deceived. | |
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"Sonnet 17: Look where a thousand weary feet wait (155)", by John Milton [Living, Time & Brevity, Religion, Faith & Doubt, Social Commentaries, History & Politics] | |
Look where a thousand weary feet wait, | |
In darkness, in darksome days, beneath The gloomy horizon's bound, While lightnings flash across the burning air, And bitter tempests over heaven's bow Are gathering, till Judgment day cometh nigh. They wait in vain that wait not early, | |
They wait in vain that wait not late; The hours go veering, hour on hour, And never finish, ere they depart, Their round of labour good and hard. But those long, lingering hours of night | |
Are gone forever, and their place Is taken by dampness and by day-fall blind, Darkness, and the soundless tread Of foot that haste the coming morn to meet. Then comes the morning clear, and still they stay Before their labours done; and still remain The heavy tasks which must be done at eve, When evening falls, and all the toil is o'er. Oh, ye poor workers of your task in life, Ye that stir out hands and turn again Unto the same old soil, the same old field— What shall ye hope for, brother? Shall Hope give back your hopes, and break Again your new ones, laid low By time, trod down by your fellow men? Nay, ye shall not gain, Like valiant heroes, new strength from fear; Nor find in lost achievements pride, New glory, nor new skill to do. For strength and skill, like things of gold, Must fester, waste, and mold into rust, Unless the rich owner keep them still. He can, who keeps the treasure sweet In its first brightness, till he knows Its different colours gleam and glow. So long ye stand the labourers of fate, Holding fast the clay, while round you rise Those tyrants, Death, that ruin and devour, Till nothing now remains but loss and shame. | |
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"To the Memory of My Mother", by John Dryden [Living, Sorrow & Grieving, Relationships, Family & Ancestors, Nature, Landscapes & Pastorals] | |
Ah, happy son! that e'er should see | |
The witchery of thy mother's art, | |
And learn, by tender rule of hers, To paint with bold, unfearful hand | |
Those hues, by holy virtue given, Which Heaven to honour thee ordain’d. | |
O, tell me, how canst thou leave the green, | |
Which, year upon year, the growing corn | |
Attends, and scatters in the sun; With which, as summer swells the land, It turns to russet garb of brown? How canst thou then abandon | |
The living world’s delight? Or how canst thou resign | |
Unto thy sire the kingdom here On which alone thou built’st thy name? | |
Canst thou forget the solemn pledge, | |
Thou gave’st thy father twenty shillings, | |
Ere for himself thou changed the pound? O, tell me, canst thou forget | |
The solemn promise which thou gav’st thy wife, | |
Making her the bearer of thy state, And giving to her, for thee so true, Thy heart’s heritage,—a child? | |
How canst thou thus neglect the friend | |
Of youth and age, the dearest of mankind, Whom, when thy years had reached the goal | |
(Their course was full and their prize attained), Thou saidst thou wouldst remember ever, And keep his memory alive in the hearts | |
Of all beneath the sky? Canst thou forget the smile | |
With which thou didst greet us at the door, As though no other but a parent knew | |
Our names were on the register? We blushed for joy to have thy benison; | |
We hoped thou wouldst keep us beside thy steps Forever in the loving cares | |
Of home and God. Ah, what we thought we feared we know! Far off indeed seem the bliss | |
From which we fled to win it; yet we found | |
A little time for tears and sighs, And, oh, a little time for tears and sighs! | |
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"On My Departure for Ireland, 1798", by John Dryden [Activities, Travels & Journeys, Arts & Sciences, Humor & Satire, Philosophy] | |
I Set out for dear ol' Ireland, | |
My native country, I every doubt; | |
But, having travelled there already, | |
I quite forgot my doubts about it. | |
I found the wild flowers more rare than usual, | |
For Ireland has none at all near it; | |
Nor marshes, nor salt flats, nor forests, | |
Nor mountains, nor one black dot between 'em. | |
There are no cedars, oaks, or poplars, | |
No spiry mountain ash, nor chestnuts, | |
That groan when the wind sweeps through them. | |
All these trees are dead, or dying away, | |
They cannot grow where there is no oxygen. | |
It seems they never could attain sufficient humidity | |
To make the sap flow regularly. | |
But if this be the case, why should Ireland mourn? | |
She need not be afraid. | |
II I left my friends and all at Dixie, | |
Where they are free-men, and not the slaves of men, | |
Because they liked it better so: | |
And I came here, that I might be a citizen, | |
And enjoy the air of freedom too. | |
I found it pleasant enough, and Ireland pleasant too, | |
So well I enjoyed myself here. | |
I felt as free as the bird on the tree top, | |
Or liberty as the leaf on the grass. | |
I breathed the freshness of the morning air, | |
As if I had been born in Ireland. | |
I walked around the island, and saw it all, | |
From the top of the hill, by far the best. | |
I bought a piece of land, and made a gift to the church, | |
And I’ve a farm too, and a good lot of ground, | |
And many fine birds on the wooded farm. | |
I look after the cattle, and help the farmer, | |
And am always ready to work. | |
I love my life, and am contented all the time. | |
I think I shall never die, because I enjoy so much. | |
I do not feel like a stranger in the world. | |
I think I shall spend my age in enjoying. | |
III Oh, what a splendid time it is to-day, | |
When every one who sets foot on British ground | |
Puts up a hearty cheer for England! | |
I heard old Harry Griffin, the golfer, say just now | |
That he believed that the English people were the best— | |
He meant them when he said “the best”—in the world. | |
And speaking of his golfing exploits, he added, with a grin, | |
That he had won as many trophies as any man in the world. | |
Well, he played very badly today, but what a way he went! | |
His game was nearly finished before it got started, | |
And he hit every putt he attempted into the water! | |
He must have known that his putting was atrocious, | |
Yet he putt as fast as the weather he turned on the putting surface! | |
I hope he gets the driving down to which he is capable, | |
If only to please his countrymen. | |
IV (1) The poet makes two allusions to ‘cannon’s’ use in the attack upon the French army during the First Battle of Ypres. Most likely these were thrown together at a moment when the poet was re-reading some passages from Byron's poem “Alas! the Britain of Our Time” | |
(2) Compare the lines – “The moonlight fell upon a scene / Which heroes ne’er in story drew / ‘Twere otherwise / With sword and cannon ‘mid blood and thunder’." (Birkbeck Hill's Modern Concise Dictionary) | |
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"from The Lady of the Lake: Book II", by Alfred, Lord Tennyson [Living, Death, Disappointment & Failure, Nature, Seas, Rivers, & Streams, Weather, Winter, Social Commentaries, War & Conflict] | |
(London, winter sixteenth century) | |
Then the west wind rose, and with a noise | |
Like distant drums was beating the blast, | |
Blowing open all our moorings at sea, | |
Chasing our ships ashore before the dawn, | |
And filling all the canals and streets with foam. | |
We lay among the wrecks, we lay adrift | |
Among the waves, till April broke again, | |
And then the enemy returned once more, | |
With fury in their looks and vengeance in their hearts. | |
The sun, the moon, the stars, had long since set, | |
The night-wind, the sea-wind, the south-wind still, | |
The north-wind high and drear, the east-wind low, | |
The night-wind loud and continuous still, | |
The day-wind slumbrous and desolate, | |
The water-wind ever blowing and still, | |
Made hideous by the darkness and the sound. | |
Our sails were full of leaves, and filled with spray; | |
The light winds still swept us with changeful roar; | |
Now bearing clear, now veering back again, | |
Now swifter than eagles’ wings, now slower than snakes. | |
At times it seemed as though death hung over us, | |
For every stroke some mortal blow fell dead; | |
At other times we seemed to move in a dream, | |
While sounding blows we took out to the sea, | |
Then moored to the sands beneath an alien sky. | |
Sometimes the wind would shift or the sea would change, | |
But always there was something done and fought for, | |
Some fight between day and night, dark and bright; | |
There was no rest nor respite, fight and strife, | |
Nor peace in sight, nor sleep in ear, nor ease | |
In hand, nor anything but the coming of ill. | |
It ceased awhile, and then there came a new, | |
Fierce, wild, unceasing storm from whence there was no pause; | |
A tempest that gave nothing away, | |
No lull nor refuge, but the whole wide sea | |
Down in its roaring raged with mighty swell, | |
Till all was blackness, and no quarter given, | |
Save to the eyes of those who died in hell. | |
Then the wind changed, and all grew calm again, | |
The skies grew cloudless, the lights shone through, | |
The winds grew all at rest, save one that mocked | |
All bounds of nature in her warfare; | |
She blew with too much force at last, and missed, | |
And rent our sails to pieces with her blast, | |
Which crashed and burst before our vessels could go free. | |
Then there was silence, save where the sea-birds screamed | |
In fear and wonderment, and the breakers rolled, | |
As if they hoped some miracle might take place, | |
Or some great mercy from the powers above, | |
To rescue them from that which threatened them so sore, | |
So near and yet so imminent, — the shot had passed. | |
They sank before our arms, and perished in the deep, | |
And left us prisoners in a land they did not want, | |
Where neither fish nor fowl, nor plant nor flower, | |
Shall grow, save what is made or taken away; | |
Where trees shall fall, and rocks shall perish in the flood, | |
And seas shall rise and rivers run in mud and tide, | |
And men be submerged under the unfathomable main. | |
When I consider how my flesh will waste | |
Between this hour and the next wherein I die, | |
I marvel that I am alive to feel | |
This vast immensity, this boundlessness, | |
Whilst all the others who have looked on God | |
Died without feeling any pain, or sorrow; | |
Who saw Him face to face, and on His throne | |
Beheld him seated, and in silence heard his voice, | |
Yet felt no emotion but was mute and still. | |
O thou departed spirit! say, why here | |
Am I extended on the bare ground, | |
Gone quite naked from thy presence? What has happened? | |
Why art thou dejected, and whywith the air | |
Is the cold dampness spread o'er all thy person? | |
Has anything occurred worthy to remember, | |
Or that thou shouldst weep, or that thou shouldst forget? | |
Thou hast forgotten, and that is well; | |
I too remember, and that is strange; | |
What cause has brought thee to forget, O soul! | |
Was it a painful memory of the body, | |
Or sad misgiving, or grief for friends, or fear | |
Of danger, or hope of better days to come, | |
Or because thou wert weary of existence, | |
Or for any other reason? Tell me now. | |
Thou rememberest things, and they are not grievous; | |
Thy portion amongst the worst is good and right, | |
Since thou rememberest them, and their number is | |
Not infinite, and life can never last that long; | |
Therefore thou rememberest them, and their having been | |
Calls thee not into despair, and makes thee glad: | |
Tell me, and tell me true, how many things | |
From thine account hath gone by, and whether they | |
Have been ill or well. | |
If I should count them all, and count by one, | |
I should find that each thing you name is lost | |
In very few; for things indefinite | |
Are stealthily multiplied in our thought, | |
Like colours in the rainbow, or sounds in music, | |
We hear and know not how, unless there be some law | |
That binds not all things equally, and those laws | |
Were vain, could they be broken with impunity. | |
But when I look more closely, and regard | |
The parts more closely, I see that each goes wrong, | |
Even in order; for the first is thrown off | |
By confusion, and the second by disordering, | |
E'en as the parts of speech do sometimes err, | |
In meaning not always, but only sometimes; | |
Thus in this momentary word, "Look," | |
Something is omitted, or something added. | |
Now after loss of breath the speaker drew | |
Into discourse, and said, perhaps he meant | |
It was not folly, whatever that may mean; | |
For after all your care, and all your picking | |
Lice out your hair, and scrub up thatched roofs down, | |
You sit like an ass, and get such little pleasure | |
Out of the house as may enable you to sleep | |
Quite sound, and keep your teeth and nails all white; | |
Besides, who likes to work, where he himself takes delight? | |
There's nothing that gives less pleasure than work gets, | |
Unless it be giving so little pain that you enjoy | |
Every minute of it, and every man among mankind | |
Counts everything that he does not love in working, | |
Nor cares to do otherwise, since none loves to work | |
But doing so, and those that love it dearly so, | |
Each day finds something new to do, that has to do | |
To make the sweat pour, and pulse increase and quicken, | |
Until the heart within him leap with joy. | |
Well then, it must be a sweet affair being alive, | |
Being able to bear the tumult and the noise | |
Of this noisy town, and the endless din of men; | |
Having power to walk abroad at night, unseen, | |
With ears bent outward on the sounds that arise; | |
To be awake when the stars appear and pass, | |
And watch the swift flames leaping upward to the sky; | |
To be alone with myself, and feel no fatigue, | |
Though I need sleep, and must needs go to bed at night; | |
To be amused with my friends, and yet not bored; | |
To have time enough for work, and yet not have it done; | |
To be strong, yet not to grow old;--these are delights, | |
These are the real treasures of life, these are the good. | |
Then let us not abuse the patient body brave, | |
Which, in its season, grows green, and puts forth flowers; | |
Shows itself by leaves and berries, and produces | |
A language in which we understand the stones | |
That form its ribs, and what it will accomplish | |
Beyond the limit of its present powers. | |
Let us not call it hard or flippant-hearted, | |
When in the secret of its frame it hears | |
The undying sounds of Gath and Minnetonka, | |
The harpies shriekings of Wabun, and the shouts | |
Of Hiawatha, and the migrations of the Pine, | |
And all the different tones that speak of human hearts | |
Within this continent of wide-stretched oceans. | |
Long may the body valiantly endure! | |
May those fierce hands that are used to smite | |
Never, during all its life, to falter! | |
May the man's stout heart, beneath the hammer strike, | |
Never, while there's a chance, to quail! | |
May those heavy eyes forever shine, | |
May those feet that tread upon the springing corn | |
Tread without slipping on the wet snow! | |
Strong shall he grow, and tall, and deep of chest, | |
Whose bones shall tower above his feeble kind! | |
Strong shall he grow, and brave, and true, and mild, | |
Shall fullness ever be known in those | |
Who share his food, whose cup he empties daily!-- | |
Strong shall he grow, and bold, and wise, and great, | |
The ruler of his fellow citizens! | |
Strong shall he grow, and kind, and gentle, too! | |
No sordid claims shall taint his soul hereafter! | |
Kindness is his best gift, and friendship | |
His most potent weapon in the strife | |
With external evil, that cannot enter | |
The purer breast nor invade the holier mood | |
That walks beside his, seeking God's pleasure. | |
Oh, tell me, if I can return to him | |
After wandering away so many years! | |
How happy must they be, who hold | |
Upon the fair earth their comfortable seats, | |
Proud of their peace, and free from thought of toil! | |
See! in the distance blooms the tree | |
With fruit that shines like fire against the skies! | |
They taste the deliciousness, and say, | |
"More food we deem it right that others eat." | |
Soon as the early sun is under ground, | |
And therefore lessening in size and in light, | |
The Minnehaha passes silently along | |
The level shore, wrapped in gloomy stillness; | |
Silently waits, her matted hair raised on end, | |
While near her stands the waitingéd Peacé, | |
Blank and stern in absence, and in fear. | |
She sees him draw near, she hears him sing, | |
He comes into the water gray and dun; | |
At first she thinks some guest has come a-board, | |
To cheer her spirits, and give them new strength. | |
But soon, as he draws nigh, her doubts and her fears | |
Take sudden birth, and changeful hope decay, | |
As rocks rise in the river, and the flood | |
Falls backward, and the whirlpools consume the land. | |
She looked in vain for Hiawatha's band | |
To aid her struggle to the surface; | |
The mighty Peacé had hidden them from sight, | |
So closely was he knit to the rock. | |
She clawed and tore at the lifeless flesh | |
As rocks are torn from a mountain peak, | |
But never could she lift him from the depth. | |
Once, as she gazed in frantic despair, | |
Homeward walking through the twilight dim and brown, | |
She met the white-maned Minnehaha, | |
On foot, but bearing in his hand a cross, | |
Like one who came to break a chain. | |
With bowed head and slow footsteps slowly moving, | |
Saw she the maiden standing with folded arms, | |
Waiting him who healed her wounds. | |
Said the dying woman, "I am Laiyyuth, | |
Woman who died!" And Youtoung replied, | |
"I am Hiawatha's sister, Minnehaha!" | |
Both turned and stood before the tomb, | |
Both kissed the lips that told, by death's faintest trace, | |
Of passionate love once more possessed. | |
You are no longer here. | |
Nay, you are no longer here. | |
Yet your spirit is within me, | |
Still resides the flame of your immortal love, | |
Lives in my bosom, friend of mine affords, | |
In you is renewed the spark of your Life-fire. | |
Dead since the day that I left you, | |
Dead since the day that I sailed o'er the sea of life, | |
Alone, forsaken, deserted, forgotten! | |
But my poor heart believes with faith unquenched, | |
God knows that it believes the truth I speak. | |
Dark-faced and silent is the mother-maid | |
Near the grave of her dead son. | |
Her woollen garments and her tattered berries | |
Hung cruelly open around the side | |
Where lay her beloved. She weeps aloud | |
For sorrow of the Lord of Death, for grief of Home. | |
Slowly across the grass and flowers | |
Passed the rain, and grey grew the sky; | |
Hardly did the drops o'erlay the leaves | |
Of the forest trees; in hollows deep | |
Lay the graves of the ancestors, | |
There the red hearts of those who fell | |
Fighting with war-captains of the Kaibec people. | |
From the house the women fled in fear, | |
For lo! unseen by them were seen | |
Black shadows advancing toward them, | |
White faces with blood-drops bespread, | |
Heads of men who died for the Great Spirit, | |
Bloody hands of women, and all alone | |
Was the murderer, killing without remorse, | |
Coming between the two opposing sides. | |
Then the mother dashed her precious beads | |
Against her womb, and screaming cried: | |
"Woe unto you, O Wind, | |
That ye should be born when I am dead! | |
Ye have taken my dearest, leaving none | |
To guard the secrets of the stagnant lake! | |
Who will protect my children now | |
When I myself am gone and lonely! | |
Upon your pain and misery fall | |
The wrath of heaven, the wail of hell!" | |
Very fiercely clashed the weapons black and gold, | |
And the souls of the slain shuddered or quailed, | |
And the murderers melted away to darkness, | |
For the work of darkness and ruin was begun. | |
Only Guteba, the strong man, stood and stared, | |
Staring strange glances in the eyes of Evil, | |
Till his strength failed him, and before him trembled. | |
Guttering and wrenching, and swinging jerkily, | |
And hurling high in air, and crashing down, | |
Heavy axes sped among the enemies, | |
Smashing like cans against the shield of Earth, | |
Or bending like cactus needles in the wind; | |
Thrusting the heads from many an oak tree clear | |
Over banks of flowers, and trampling lightly | |
Down upon the tender grasses and the flowering herbs. | |
Now the great beams flew out from gully and defile, | |
Leaping like lances over rocky crest, | |
Cleaving moss-coverds in their downward flight, | |
Cleaving walls of sin, and bridges made of stone, | |
Rushing like bulls drawn onward by the yoke. | |
Red glowed the wreaths of pine on every height, | |
Sharpened like swords the points of these fearsome weapons. | |
Swiftly they passed, returning proudly home, | |
Their shoulders painted with the sign of battle, | |
Their breasts burned with the heat of deadly fight, | |
While their eyes glared fiercely into the night. | |
Eastward, westward, southward, northward, suddenly | |
Fell the light of the setting sun on Gutebasa. | |
Then the mighty Gutesbal drove his ax | |
Deep into the belly of Evil One, | |
And there poured forth in streams of blood his soul, | |
Poured them abroad, and all his body shook, | |
As waves in some wide bay shake when storms begin. | |
Evil fled in terror from the fearful place, | |
Nor entered further into the world of sense. | |
Thus the mighty Gutesbal drove his mighty weapon | |
Into the nape of evil, where it tore apart | |
All his imprisoned thoughts and forces at one blow. | |
With a roar as of falling waters he was shaken back | |
By the blows, and the mighty ax broke through his flesh, | |
And all his powers were released at once to roam | |
Through the four directions of the four winds of heaven. | |
They say that ever after this most marvellous deed | |
The spot is haunted by the sounds of human strife, | |
Sounds of men striking one another with clubs, | |
Sounds of women shrieking with the cries of children, | |
Sighs of the sick, and sobs of dying men. | |
So let us swing together round our foe, | |
And drive him from his ancient homes again. | |
I would not boast of skill with axe or sword, | |
Though such my wish, though I were valiant still; | |
Such aid I need from other hands than mine,-- | |
Aid worthy of a hero, and divine | |
A mighty hand can scarcely give. | |
Yet hear me, God of earth and skies! | |
Grant thy blessing, ere I take my pen to paper! | |
Oftentimes I've pondered on how life began, | |
How spark by spark, the atoms came into being, | |
What cause moved each happy atom to move, | |
And set me here, to ponder what had been. | |
Ah! joys come by degrees, but never too late, | |
Each second brings something new to try the heart. | |
This writing will not turn to ink overnight, | |
Some weeks more are needed for even a simple line. | |
But soon thou'lt see the words of Moses writ within, | |
And know the story of creation written plain. | |
Perhaps to thee no meaning may be conveyed | |
In these early lines, but soon thou'lt read the rest. | |
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Here lies a man who has done much, | |
But has not worked, day nor night, | |
Since the war ended. He wears | |
An old suit with buttons few; | |
His face looks tired and thin, | |
He is lean, he is gray. | |
Many people call to mind | |
Whose name he used to wear; | |
But few remember his face, | |
Fewer think who once knew him: | |
Old Florence's love of picture art | |
Has left to him alone | |
The little touch of grace she gave. | |
"Why do you paint?" said the crowd; | |
"Why do you make sculptures? Why | |
Do you write verse? You'll tire | |
Yourself and others waiting." | |
"My purpose is not," he said, | |
"To sit and feel sorry for me; | |
My object is not there." | |
"Can you carve well?" "Yes, my master"; | |
"Well enough, perhaps." But then | |
He bowed his head and spoke no more, | |
For none understood his speech. | |
It seemed that he was thinking o'er | |
Something, but what he'd meant | |
No one could understand either. | |
There was a boy who lived in town, | |
Not very bright was he, | |
Was fond of books and reading, | |
Read often in the street, | |
Found wit and wisdom in them; | |
Said things like these in places | |
Where readers stood around. | |
One day a passing carpenter | |
Came near him curiously | |
And saw his brain was full of learning | |
And wondered what he meant by it, | |
Couldn't understand a word he said. | |
"You must work," the carpenter remarked, | |
"If you hope to have your share | |
Of my profits you must hammer | |
And build the houses we live in." | |
The boy looked up sharply with eyes of wonder, | |
And answered, "Sir, if working paid | |
More would I do it for less pay." | |
"That won't help you out," the carpenter replied, | |
"You'll have to work for me instead." | |
"Is that so?" asked the boy. "Then work harder!" | |
And off he went to labor for his master. | |
Now this same boy was smart as a pearl | |
When it comes to numbers and games; | |
Number played with him was far beyond him, | |
He made him a great play to win, | |
Tried every plan and gambit known | |
For multiplying by itself, | |
Made miscalculation an art, | |
Out-thought his opponents all. | |
Long before the work was through | |
He counted all the bricks he laid, | |
And how many spoons of mortar | |
He put between the bricks he laid; | |
Brick by brick he kept trying | |
To beat the previous figure, | |
Beat the foreman and get a slice | |
Of the housework when it was done. | |
Now some of them he smashed, and some | |
He scattered over the yard, | |
But always the foreman catered | |
To his favorite number, boy. | |
All day long the foreman catered | |
To the curious calling of the boy, | |
Who kept coming to the yard | |
With a hopeful look about him. | |
At night he lay awake, and called | |
To tell what he had seen and learned; | |
And what he found was always the same, | |
The foreman catered to his call, | |
While he got less and less for supper | |
Because he lost, day after day, | |
The money earned for foreman's wages. | |
So one day he raised his fist | |
As high as ever he could raise, | |
And shouted to let the foreman know | |
He wouldn't stand for any more | |
Sweating his bread and sweating his bones. | |
"Give me my job!" he yelled. The sound | |
Went on and on down the stone wall, | |
Until at last the foreman heard it, | |
And rose to his feet and said, | |
"I don't care a cent," he said. "Take it! | |
You want your freedom back. Go! Good-bye!" | |
And with a smile he turned away. | |
The boy turned pale with anger hot, | |
And walked slowly home to find | |
What mischief another day might bring. | |
A farmer had a daughter, | |
She was sweetly girlish and delicate, | |
Her manners were correct, and her bearing dignified; | |
Her voice was low, and her bearing bold, | |
Her words were clear, and her sentiments sincere. | |
She had been hired to tutor young gentlemen, | |
To take their vows on her fair wedding day, | |
And she brought home many a rich suitor from far away, | |
Who came to woo and marry her. | |
They came from distant shores, | |
From England, France, Germany, and Spain; | |
Some were wealthy and some were poor, | |
And some were brave men of mark, | |
And some were fools in need of aid-- | |
But they couldn't buy her heart or charm, | |
And she loved each one of them a dozen times over. | |
She took nothing from any one, | |
Nor did she ask nor give; | |
She helped each with affection's best wishes; | |
She shared with everyone alike; | |
She even gave gold to a beggar man. | |
(Though gold was seldom needed, you see, | |
In such households.) | |
Oh, gentle reader, forgive | |
These metaphors, which are sometimes strained | |
From common experiences, to describe | |
The life of such a lady; | |
But though metaphor may not be good, | |
Yet I think 'twill bear examination. | |
She knew the English language, | |
Very well indeed; | |
And when visitors flocked in great crowds | |
To view her treasures, | |
She never hid | |
One little thing which puzzled them all: | |
How much was a groat? | |
Her household contained eight members, | |
All skilled workers in their various trades; | |
Their father was a member too, | |
An able man, | |
And they lived in a cottage, neat and small, | |
On a knoll overlooking the town. | |
Children ran shouting to and fro, | |
Up and down the hill, | |
And there were laughing girls and boys | |
Within the walls' embrace; | |
There was no lack of pleasant sports, either archery | |
Or ball, or dance, or game of chance, | |
And often Fairies used to come and go | |
Among the flowers. | |
My noble lord, whose ancestors were farmers, | |
Had bought the estate from Richard Whittington | |
Six years before, | |
And now, with lavish hand, | |
It gleamed along the country side, | |
Like some vast palace of the Muses. | |
Its spacious grounds, which reached far and wide, | |
Were dotted with the fruitfulness of trees | |
And all around were hills and dales | |
Where blossomed many an April flower. | |
The garden was full of humming bees, | |
And roses grew without the walls, | |
And lilacs o'er the gardens soared. | |
His mansion stood upon a bluff above | |
The water, | |
And its commanding frontage space | |
Was thronged with trees and shrubs that blended | |
In one harmonious whole. | |
The lawns and pastures both were near, | |
And there were beeves feeding in the hedges, | |
And herds of cattle grazing free, | |
And herds of deer ranged together. | |
Near by, opposite the mansion stood, | |
Upon a higher ridge, | |
With but a single entrance door, | |
That led into a narrow street | |
Of brick, with steeples set around, | |
And a bell was hung up against the sky | |
To notify the people when it rang. | |
Each evening, when the sun went down, | |
Thousands of people came thither way | |
To view the pageant, | |
And noblemen from distant lands | |
Came here to gaze on Arthur's glory, | |
And to hear the story told | |
Of Lancelot and Guinevere. | |
Banners were hung up, and tapers shone, | |
And ladies danced in order slow, | |
Above the crowd, | |
While knights and squires, and gipssy churls, | |
And heralds, bore the lighted torches, | |
Which soon died out, | |
When, rising from his golden chair, | |
King Arthur looked about him, and said: | |
"Is this a show for Londoners to-day?" | |
Then forthwith he bade construct | |
A public walk of marble stone, | |
O'er the whole edge of the court, | |
Where Lancelot and Guinevere were seen | |
So joyously kissing. | |
And round the balustrade, deep cut through, | |
Of the cliff behind the castle wall, | |
A lofty dome was raised, | |
And columns were erected where they stood, | |
Embellished with gold. | |
And then King Arthur, surveying, smiled, | |
As thinking, "Albeit these two have escaped | |
The grave's icy grasp, | |
Yet shall they kiss again ere long." | |
For, as the moon rose from out the night, | |
And round the tower glimmered like a star, | |
Through windows bright | |
The artful twin drew near, | |
And entered with dishevelled hair, | |
Into the grandiloquent hall, | |
Whose high and sculptured vault was spread | |
With everything that was beautiful. | |
Before the dais sat Lancelot first, | |
Who cried aloud, "My lords, I'm sick at heart! | |
I've lost her forever, my wife-- | |
My darling, whom I adore! | |
I cannot live without her, I can't eat, | |
Nor sleep without her; I've torn my arms, | |
I've bruised my sides, I've ruined my eyes. | |
I thought myself immortal, but I'm not so yet.' | |
And then he turned to young Lancelot next, | |
And said, 'Now look ye men, I'm going to speak | |
To you without fear of contradiction; | |
You know me for her proud knight, | |
And now I find that I am nothing like her. | |
She made me love all women, till I found | |
This fair, sweet creature, and I've spent my pride. | |
My longing has been like dying fire, | |
Not like a fish that craves our basket.' | |
And then to Guinevere he turned, | |
And said, 'Young lady, if your beauty | |
Have ever made you unhappy, | |
Let not yourself be drawn into another, | |
But stay where you are, | |
Until this passion pass away. | |
I will not hurt your feelings, nor your honour. | |
If you'll tell me who you are, | |
We'll make a mutual agreement, | |
And I'll swear to love you only always.' | |
And then to Bessy, the fairest woman, | |
He said, 'Sweet maid, why should you be sad? | |
For though I love another, yet | |
Love is not treason, and I do not mean | |
By making you mine, to cast you off. | |
I love you still, for you are lovely still, | |
Though all the world and all my knights-knights-guests jeer at me. | |
Be happy, remain unruffled, and unmoved; | |
Your place I hold, although my heart does yearn | |
To clasp yours in truly loving wise.' | |
And then to Regan he spoke, | |
Who had grown pale with anger and sorrow, | |
'Sir, I have heard enough, and I am well aware | |
How bitter is love's bitterness; | |
Still, since I have listened to your lips, | |
I will promise never to go near you; | |
I'll never say a word about the matter, | |
Or we shall meet with some severe punishment. | |
What! did you think I'd forget yourself? | |
No, sir, I meant that you might grow lonelier. | |
Well, good-bye!' And with that sharp farewell, | |
The last words out of his mouth, he ran. | |
When Merlin reached Camelot, he found | |
His old companions gathered round him, | |
Most of them weeping, and some wailing; | |
One was reproachful, one was silent, | |
And one would talk, but only half listening; | |
For the King's son's grief had changed Sir Gawayne | |
After twenty years of marriage. | |
'Tis true,' he said, 'that I must now change, | |
Must give my life over to the world; | |
May there be many other lives for me, | |
Many loves, and many pleasures too! | |
But I loved you, and I loved you best, | |
Never was there such another man, | |
Such another lover, living or dead; | |
And I pray God grant you that much happiness, | |
Much bliss with you, and with me, and with her.' | |
He paused awhile, and wiped his cheeks, | |
And then he went down to the river side | |
To see Sir Lancelot, and himself, and Gawaine, | |
And Gareth, who had come back from France; | |
And all those others, who before | |
Had passed slowly to the shore of the lake, | |
Were coming swiftly up to Camelot. | |
They knelt upon the stones by the bank, | |
All of them with their heads in the water, | |
And they sobbed and sighed, and moaned and shrieked | |
Like sea-birds when storms begin to blow, | |
While the green waves beat on the pebbled beach. | |
Then Gawayne knelt with the rest, | |
And lifted up his head, and prayed: | |
'O Father, whose name is Love, | |
Controller of all delights here below, | |
Is it because you gave a haughty lie | |
Unto your children, that you sink thus low?' | |
And Lancelot answered, 'Nay, nay, not so. | |
It is not that, but that I have loved | |
A foolish woman throughly, and I pay | |
The price again with double pain. | |
There was no ill in what she did for me, | |
No foulness, but an honest want, | |
Which I have met and met ungraciously, | |
And paid in full each single wish of my youth, | |
And now, having seen all things else sacrifice, | |
I live on uselessly, while these live on Alceste. | |
'And therefore am I fain to save from waste | |
This poor remnant of a dream that I once knew, | |
Lest I too meet all things through my folly lost, | |
And die unknown, having wasted my days | |
In lonely misery, and leaving behind | |
Only a silly ghost to pity me. | |
So let us go forth together, and I will teach you | |
All that I know, and you will comfort me, | |
And we will build a house high and wide, and there | |
We will be happy evermore, for there is none | |
Can make us merry but the Lord God Almighty.' | |
Brief words were those of parting; and they went | |
Together to the great house, and there | |
Spake Gawayne of the strange new quest, | |
And how the hunt was ended, and the death | |
Of the bold Sir Bedivere, whom he slew | |
With axe against the oak, where he made war | |
On Richard, and was overcome at last | |
By Turpin, and fled away with him | |
Through field and wood, and gave him gold and grain, | |
And led him, bound in fetters, to the hall | |
Where Arthur held his court; and there they sang | |
Their songs of old, and drank their healths till noon, | |
And saw the king pass to his sleep-home, and closed | |
The book of the chronicles, and put down | |
The names of all who came to keep the feast, | |
And left it to Avalon's ladies there | |
To hang it above the portal forever, | |
As Gawayne pondered and bade them leave | |
The book--and bade them hasten, if they would, | |
Over the causey to the beacon-light, | |
And tell the knights and squires that Sir Gawayne | |
Would bring them news of the tourney done, | |
Nor would he know whether Turpin lived | |
Or died, but felt sure that good or harm | |
Would fall on either knight, and that he asked | |
If either could undertake the enterprise | |
That both should strive and prove, and try if yet | |
Sir Gawayne were alive or dead, and show | |
What yet Sir Bedivere had won, and say | |
Who first had spoken with him since he fell, | |
Until the work, so long as it lasted, | |
Should be completed; and he thought it shame | |
That any should for glory attempt | |
Whom neither he nor they had known before, | |
Yet would he think it no disgrace to die | |
Among his people in his own home, | |
When he heard that either knight had gained | |
His freedom, and the palm and crown restored, | |
And if the King decreed otherwise | |
He would obey, for he might never hope | |
Again to hold the reins of power. | |
So saying, he turned from door to door, and each | |
Saw need of some one else, and yielded up | |
The place, and when the lady of the house | |
Came to receive him, he found him sitting safe | |
Within, beside his own hearth, among his peers, | |
Feasting his eyes on all about him, | |
For now the day drew to its fall, and though | |
Cloudy and dim the morning light began | |
To fail, and soon the west grew gray and worn | |
With weariness into twilight dim, | |
And stars grew faint, and then the night grew dark, | |
And still the fire burned brightly, and the room | |
Was warm, and everything was as it ought | |
Between the joyous thoughts of worshipful men. | |
But when unto the pavilion of the Queen | |
Sir Gawayne took the messenger, behold, | |
Up rose the lady, strode across the hall, | |
And sat down by her peerless lord and said, | |
'My son, this hour has been a weary one, | |
But peace and quiet shall return again, | |
And we shall sit together at our ease, | |
Happy in heart and soul, and look upon | |
Our faces set alone, and see no face | |
Like ours, but only theirs, the faces grown | |
From age to age in service, care, and rest, | |
But yours, the faces of a child and maid.' | |
Then Gawayne bowed himself again, and kissed | |
Her fingers, murmuring 'Dear Mother,' and pressed | |
A kiss upon her lips, and knelt by her side, | |
And cast himself before his mighty mother | |
And thanked her, sobbing 'Take not so much, take not | |
All that thou hast given, but part of all that thou | |
Hast kept from me, for my sake, and given to me | |
Unwarily, lest I should requite thee ill.' | |
And she, although she little dreamed what man | |
It was whose heart she had, gently smiled, | |
And answered him, 'Glorious and wise indeed | |
Thou art, and full of wisdom: thy own life | |
Worth more than gold to me, and thine own death | |
More than riches.' Then she looked down at him, | |
And seeing nothing like herself in him, | |
Said, 'O Gawayne, shalt thou strike me? Why, | |
I am the woman that hath borne thee, and | |
Had I once thought to have delivered mine own | |
Out of the world and let thee go with him, | |
Never would I have left thee here alone! | |
Nay, follow him, and find out whither he | |
Is going, and making ready his marriage | |
With one that he loves not, and brings him pity | |
And comfort, and with him dwell for ever, | |
Making thee his wife, and keeping thee pure | |
From every landman's touch, and walking with him | |
In safety through this wide wandering world!' | |
But Gawayne shook his head, and raised his hands, | |
And cried, 'No, Mother, no; I will not wed | |
This beggarly swain, whom I may not taste | |
Of earthly love, and cannot breathe the air | |
Without the plague coming nigh upon me, | |
And dying in my arms: howbeit, O my Mother, | |
Let us make a compact herebefore we depart, | |
That thou wilt keep my sword, and from no wrong | |
Shalt use it, and that I from thence shall bear | |
A passing gift to her, who shall come | |
To keep it for myself, and after make | |
A bride of it, and myself her groom.' | |
"Thus while they spake, Niam drove up with the Queen, | |
And came right in before the twain, and stood | |
Beside them there; and Gawayne saw and knew | |
Her, for she wore the same gray of hair and beard | |
Which he had seen once, and recognized | |
Even without his learning--for the great heat | |
Of passion drave her memory into him, | |
As into a graze the stings of pain; | |
And all his old companions laughed aloud | |
At once, and made their tongues hang mute, | |
Though none of them could decide which was most | |
Distraught, the noble Lady or the Duke. | |
But when the laughter died, and silence followed, | |
They grieved themselves because they seemed to be | |
Blind, and not knowing what it was that grieved | |
Their friends, who met to play the lovers, | |
Before their eyes, before their ears, and near | |
Their very faces; and they felt quite weak, | |
Being neither strong nor able to help themselves, | |
Seeing how fair the lady was and young | |
(Her beauty being the rarest type of God | |
Working in perfectness), and how gentle | |
The Duke, being older, might easily prevail | |
Upon her to marry him, and rule and be | |
Mother to a royal house. But Gawaynne | |
Stood proudly where they were three abreast, crying, | |
'Lady, O Sir Knight, I do not love thee, | |
Not one little bit, if thou art yet alive; | |
Yet am I bound to tell thee now, for I know | |
How false is dying, and the tales ye've heard | |
Are lies, they are not true; for I will prove them, | |
And bring you to your knowledge.' And with that word | |
He turned, and wistfully beheld the ground, | |
And then toward the Lady Mary went, | |
And found her sitting on the grassy green, | |
Whereon she sat alone by day and slept | |
By night, for God knows how many days, | |
For her sweet boy was sick of looking on her | |
And hearing of her tender griefs, and doing nothing | |
To assuage them, and to ease her longing | |
To put away the past and think of him. | |
So Gawayne drew near, and kneeled down beside her, | |
And bringing forth the golden ring he placed it on | |
Her finger, and stroking her cheek and chin with it, | |
Said, 'If thou shouldst die to-morrow, as I trust | |
Very soon, leaving me here, thou ere long will leave | |
My country, and fly hither, till some good chance | |
Lucky me to get thee back again; and ere | |
Thou canst return unto thy lordly home, I pray | |
Give me to thee, and I will give to thee | |
Whatever thing thy heart desires.' | |
Then the Lady Mary gave consent, and Gawayne | |
Received the ring, and loosed his gown, and threw | |
His cloak about him, and began to say, 'Fair | |
You are, and all the rest of these fairer things, | |
But thou above them all is best; therefore take | |
This precious gift, which is my last, and only | |
As my first-born, because I love thee best.' | |
And gently answering thus the King said, 'Man, | |
What hast thou done?' and smiling he took the ring | |
From Gawayne's hand, and tossed it lightly aside, | |
And spoke and smiled himself, 'I fear me much | |
That thou hast set thine heart on folly so high | |
Above my people, and because my realm has been | |
Fruitful to thee, thou wouldst defraud me next.' | |
Then Gawayne took his mail off, and let his shield | |
Drop from his shoulder, and laid bare his breast | |
To those sharp swords, but still the King forbore, | |
Until at last he said, 'O man, I hear thee speak | |
With boldness and skill beyond thy years, | |
Hast thou betrayed me? Hath this ring cost thee | |
Or murder?' and Gawayne looked up and answered, | |
'Nay, by my faith! but love, and that poor witcheries | |
Which win men's hearts have won mine own, and sent | |
This message o'er the seas: "Come to me, my king, | |
Whom men call dead, for thou shalt find a new life."' | |
Then the King sighed heavily, and turning shook | |
Both hands upon his head, and muttered low, | |
"'Tis well that thou hast spoken words of guile. | |
Now make thy choice between them both; see which may | |
Be the more pernicious to our peace, and kill | |
First here the man whom thou falsely thoughtself | |
Unworthy of life, and yet secondly this | |
Perfect ring wherein is written for each fault | |
Full power to forgive and forgetfulness." | |
Gawayne held the ring aloft, 'and whosoe'er | |
Findeth there the least virtue therein shall wear | |
In his body the sign of forgiveness wrought | |
Out of fire; but whoever there discover | |
A virtues there manifest that he must lose, | |
Shall never clear the balance of his death, | |
Nor have recovered life thereafter.' | |
Whereat the Queen laughed out, 'If the King wills | |
That any live, he hath decreed that we two | |
Must wed against our free will, and that too three times | |
Since we are children grown, and children-in-law | |
Of that same King; and therefore the wiser way | |
Is that thou and I should go down and ask us | |
Our questions one by one, and then the King's decision | |
May bind for ever.' | |
Then Gawayne replied, 'Queen, I come not here | |
Through any eagerness to hurt or spite thee. | |
Thou biddest me, for all my worth, to marry | |
Thy daughter; and indeed I love her very dearly. | |
But since these folk have wrong'd us--O the wretch wicked!' | |
And Arthur nodded, 'Peradventure he may | |
Have erred in what he did, and God willing, | |
Thee and thy son shall rue it who hath caused it.' | |
Then Gawayne said, 'Yea, Father, foul though the crime, | |
Yet if the King vouchsafe it, I am right glad: | |
Though for to wed my girl, as Sir Launceor swore, | |
Were no great matter, nobler were my fate | |
Even than to fight in thine banners.' | |
And Arthur answered, 'Go, do thy worst; and thou, | |
My brother, keep thy sister, while thou holdest | |
These hills of gold.' | |
And therewithal came on them the King's herald, | |
Baldwin, bearing a scroll, and cried, 'Here is the sword; | |
Take heed how none its secrets know.' | |
Then Gawayne read the inscription, whereof the work | |
Was rather bad in Gawayne's opinion | |
(For 'twas ill to look on) than was the blade; | |
And then he drew it, and the King kissed him | |
E'en on the lips, and bid him be | |
Safe and happy, and let nothing grieve him | |
On any pretext whatever. | |
So they went down with the King, and coming out | |
Found the whole town all a-blaze with torches, | |
And many a fair house with its lamp lit, | |
While bell after bell rang peal on peal | |
Roar'd through the crowded city. Then the two | |
Went slowly down the street together, | |
Their feet stepping lightly, until they came | |
Where Gawayne had left the school-room, and | |
Came forth and saw the crowd, and heard the shout | |
Of voices, and saw some pale faces gleaming | |
Like shadows in the glare. And there stood one, | |
Standing apart, far from all, in wild despair, | |
Holding his staff in his weak feeble hands | |
Pressing it into long veins of reddened wood | |
There in the middle of the square. | |
And Gawayne felt his heart grow heavy, and | |
Stopped short, and turned not forward, but retraced | |
His steps and came back home again. | |
And when he reached it, he knocked and entered, | |
And found the door open, and a large beam | |
Of moonlight shining in his study window | |
On either side, and making strange images | |
Of figures moving about within; so he | |
Drew back the door and entered, and advanced | |
Slowly among the people till he knew | |
All along the platform where the wrestling was, | |
And where the drunken Pans had sunk to sleep. | |
And Gawayne saw him at once, and raised | |
His voice and cried aloud, 'I remember now | |
What-ever you have been saying these years, | |
About your aim and purpose in sending me | |
To stay with you, and watch over childhood | |
From sea to sea. You meant to do this indeed! | |
You mean to rob me of the joy of seeing | |
Your greatest triumph, and putting real strength | |
Into my poor limbs, and giving my blood | |
Real food? You meant to do all this, yes, and kill | |
Me, instead of mother, by force and fraud? | |
I've done with you, vile and base creature, thank you!' | |
He lashed himself full speedily, and struck | |
At once both ends of his staff upon the floor, | |
And plied it like a wedge, and with a bound | |
Made straight for the fat Pans on the square. | |
And Gawayne smote him with his fist full hard, | |
And sent him sprawling backward, and he fell | |
Pronely to earth, and clutch'd the air with both | |
Sized fists uplifted, and closed eyes and held | |
Out helpless fingers at Gawayne, and made | |
A senseless noise of agony and fear. | |
Then Gawayne darted forward, caught him up | |
By the collar of his robe, and threw him | |
Across the room, and broke his nose and teeth. | |
And then, remembering old memories, he smote | |
His breast, and groaned and muttered in his pain, | |
'God forgive me, too late! Too late to save | |
That precious life which I could not prevent! | |
It would have been better had I waited yet | |
Till I was stronger, when the time came, to take | |
With mine the prize my strong desire had won.' | |
And then he punched himself in the face, and cursed, | |
And kicked the body away, and stepped back | |
Over the threshold and out into the night. | |
Now Gawayne glided silently around | |
The outer court, toward the inner gate, | |
And paused at last before the portal door, | |
And looked inside, and backward cast his eye, | |
And saw within the circle of red lamps | |
An old man seated, whose gray head was bowed | |
Low on his chest, and resting one hand | |
Groaning with age and wasted power and might. | |
Gawayne halted, and said, 'Old man, I call | |
Upon thee for help, and give myself | |
Forgiveness; prove thy wisdom, if thou wilt, | |
How little worth or goodness hast thou known | |
In all the bitter years that thou hast lived.' | |
And then he knelt down beside the aged man, | |
And clasped his knees and babbled words of prayer | |
Into his hollow sockets, and the light | |
Streamed dimly from those orbs of dying day-- | |
Which evermore were empty of all light. | |
But as the Pans watched these silent men of doom | |
As though they thought them angels, Gawayne glanced | |
Back at them, and then, without a word, passed through | |
The inner portals and out into the night. | |
But as he walked he met an aged Drome | |
Driving his carriage, and turning suddenly | |
Held out his hand to Gawayne, who still | |
Was gazing at him in awed surprise. | |
'Sir,' said the Drome, 'we come from Rome, | |
From Florence, and we seek a woman named Ellison, | |
Who has stolen some jewels from our lady's escort.' | |
Gwayleigh nodded, 'She is the thief?' | |
'Ay,' said the other, 'and she will pay for it.' | |
'Fetch her here quickly,' said Gawayne. But ere | |
They parted, the Drome implored him thus: | |
'Be not angry with me, sir, for what I did, | |
But let me tell you how it happened. | |
One of her ladies rode behind, | |
Her name was Ruth, and she is fair of face, | |
Such beauty always strikes the king's mind; | |
Ruth was young, and loved the Lady Morvale, | |
So she told the King her mistress went with love | |
To Florence with a fine rich porter, whom | |
She brought with her, but the lady did not like her, | |
Because she played, and laughed and flirted with others, | |
And was with others's thoughts more than reality. | |
But Ruth was wise, and knew the truth of all things, | |
And being very weary of the world and all its cares, | |
Went to Florence with a great porter of the Church, | |
And married her, and is rich and respected there, | |
And lives there with his wife, and has many children, | |
And is high in church and city circles. | |
But lately another lady, not the Queen's, | |
Had wooed Sir Hugh Morvale, and he gave her | |
To be his bride, and Sir Hugh was much pleased, | |
And thought his marriage would bring honor to the Crown. | |
But Morvale was jealous, and thought that Ruth should die | |
With some great act, so he contrived to have her killed. | |
He paid the murderer (not the killer) to go and shoot | |
In the archery, and to leave certain clues | |
As to where the money was hidden, and thereby | |
To ruin Ruth and her husband. He hired a plot | |
Of land on which to build the murder house, | |
And hired a hireling assassin to kill the Queen, | |
If need be, with some great deed, and frame a lie | |
To show the people that he was untrustworthy. | |
But this same plan succeeded; and now the Queen | |
Was grown to hate and distrust the man she once | |
Loved dearly, and sent spies into the palace | |
To see whether anything suspicious occurred | |
Before their eyes, and reported nothing. | |
Meanwhile Sir Hugh, having learned of the plots | |
Against his life, took horse and rode directly | |
To Florence, and there entered the house of one | |
Whose daughter he desired to marry; and entering, | |
Kissed the girl's mother, saying, 'My child, I am | |
Your servant until your daughter decides to wed.' | |
Then he turned to the Emperor, and asked for gold, | |
And gave it him openly, and departed. | |
Now the Pope was very angry, and rose up | |
And came towards Sir Hugh, and said, 'I command | |
That you be taken down and carried in the chains | |
Outside this place, and there you shall be degraded | |
To the common serfdom of the neighboring state, | |
Until your soul is washed with the blood of Jesus Christ, | |
And you are converted to Christianity.' | |
Then the guards moved slowly back, and Hugh arose, | |
And the Pope smiled, and beckoned him outside. | |
There the Pope led him up the broad square of St. Peter's, | |
And showed him all the shops and houses there, | |
And after them several Roman citizens drew near, | |
And begged of him for grace and absolution | |
On the Lord's part, and received them into the temple, | |
Where they stood around and heard the sermon, and saw | |
Many thousands of folk gathered there to hear it. | |
Afterward when all the people had gone home, | |
Sir Hugh alone remained within the holy place. | |
At last the Pope bade him mount upon his horse, | |
And depart on board ship for Savoy, and said | |
To those about him, 'Take good heed you detain no more | |
This fugitive, but lead him back again | |
To Italy, and bid Herod do himself | |
His duty there, for he is not of us who live.' | |
Then he turned to him who sat next to him and said: | |
'You know my name, write it down if you can, | |
For when I am dead and everyone forgot | |
Except these three men, nobody else shall know it.' | |
Then he looked at him and spake, 'Write it down, my son, | |
And give it to no one, but keep it close | |
In your heart till you meet my exiles on the road | |
Which leads them to the Eternal City.' | |
Thereat Hugh wrote it out and gave it to his friend, | |
Who hid it in his bosom, and when safe returned | |
Brought it to King Henry right soon before he sailed. | |
When the ship from Plymouth arrived in Savoy, | |
Henry met with Cardinal Diaz, Governor | |
Of that country, and told him that Hugh Prichard | |
Was now in that country, and wished him to tell | |
To King Philip the King of France the thing there, | |
That an Englishman was there, of noble note, | |
Who might do service to the French against Troyton; | |
And also might communicate with the Duke of Bolingbroke, | |
And the two Earls of Warwick, and say that Hugh | |
Was on his way thither to aid the Frenchmen there; | |
And that he too, as well all knowing, would convey | |
Himself and all he owned--save valuables-- | |
Into Paris by a rapid passage, and remain | |
There, until his business was concluded there. | |
So the Duke of Bolingbroke prepared to set forth | |
Upon his journey, and Diaz went likewise, | |
And landed first at Troyes, whence his vessel brought | |
Hoard and all his baggage aboard her, and then | |
Set sail toward Toulon, leaving behind him | |
All his family and all his wealth, save what | |
The church had left him, which amounted to some pounds | |
Or hundreds, he being past eighty years old. | |
Thither, finding Hugh, who had already made | |
His abode at Caen, and whom he had entertained | |
With some trifles, such as were needed for his | |
Business further east, together with his wife, | |
A fair lady, twenty-two or twenty-three, the latter | |
Having borne her age just when her husband died. | |
Diaz stept ashore, and loitered many a mile | |
Along the river shore, and at the hour of vespers | |
Made his appearance before the young widow, who | |
Received him courteously, and ever afterward | |
Wished him happiness of mind and body, health, | |
And all the blessings of life. The Duke soon found | |
He must embark for France without delay, | |
And leave his kindred and his property behind. | |
But ere he embarked, he kissed her brow, | |
And bade her farewell, and promised to call | |
Again some convenient time to speak with her; | |
For he knew not what his end in France would be, | |
Whether he should conquer or defeat the fleet | |
By force of hostile ships, or whether he should fall | |
By treachery or disease among the hostile ranks. | |
Meanwhile King Henry, hearing that Hugh was come | |
To France, sent to him, imploring him to stay; | |
And bade him take his family and all his goods | |
Apart, and guard them in safety from all harm. | |
'Tis true he meant to go, yet still he feared | |
Lest death should come as a thief, and rob his wife, | |
And children and parents, of their only security; | |
Thus, therefore, to Paris did he direct his course, | |
And there he hoped his fortune to support him, | |
If victorious he would succeed; but, alas! | |
Unable to endure the long and weary march, | |
Wife, children, parents, brother, came unto his bed, | |
And kissed his head, and wept, and pitied him, and thought | |
How like an outcast he must die amid the enemy. | |
And when the funeral rites were ended, and the coffin laid | |
In its eternal grave beneath the sacred trees, | |
King Robert rose to attend mass, while all the town | |
Attended, in the hope that he would rise again. | |
And near the cathedral, at the hour of vespers, | |
He fell into a trance of deep meditation, | |
In which a spirit spoke to him of mercy, love, | |
O Thou who didst appear unto me, when distress | |
Came on the world, and from my side indeed a part | |
Passed away, the portion of the great to bear, | |
My soul remembers thee, and in peace derives strength | |
From this apparition, that so often didst strengthen | |
Our souls, and bid us serve God in Mary's holy name! | |
This is the chapel where the Abbot of Saint Sulpi dwelt, | |
Elected the first of masters in the university | |
Of Pisa, known by the name of Allionese, | |
Under the deanery of Montefiore, where remains | |
Only a pile without a window or door. It stood | |
Two stories high, and contained a garden court, | |
Where sate the master, and his family, in the manner | |
Of college monks. In this mansion, at the date | |
prescribed by legend (for the matter of the dream | |
Is obscure, and the year is doubtful), our heroes | |
Here they rested three days: and on the fourth day | |
Their errand to restore the Centurion to power | |
They quitted Verona, and set out for Paris, | |
Where was the House of Caponsaw, the place of resort | |
For magicians, warriors, and people addicted | |
To magic and conjuring. They entered the house | |
Through a small door at the rear of the porch, and found | |
"I am your servant," said the Ghost to Rugero; | |
"Take care of this horse, and lead it where you will, | |
Until you shall hear of any thing more from me." | |
Rugero took the whip and the bridle; the Ghost | |
Followed him, and said: "Your orders I obey." | |
Then both descended upon the stirrup, and the Ghost | |
Passed ahead, and disappeared in the wood. | |
Into the yard the horses all were tied, | |
Which well the servants could mane, and rein, and drive; | |
Nor lacked there aught to feed and water them, | |
Since the ground was good, and the corn was all ripe. | |
When now the servants had drawn up the steed | |
Upon the stable floor, they drew aside the board, | |
Placed there the saddle, and fastened it with laces, | |
That the horse might have his hair untangled. | |
Thenceforth the Master and the Ghost went forth | |
Together, exercising the ministry | |
Of discipline and providence, in accord | |
With Jesus Christ, who, in His parables, showed | |
How faith in good works merits grace, as he himself | |
Had done. When now they had arrived within | |
Ten miles of Perpignan, the hostelry | |
Was reached; and here, through the kindness of the hosts | |
Who dwelt therein, the travellers were entertained | |
With sprightly entertainment, and with sumptuous fare. | |
Soon as they had galloped far enough off | |
To see no roof or fence, or any sheltering feature, | |
A troop of cavaliers, with whom there was a truce, | |
Began to argue, and to dispute, in accents sharp | |
Or loud, of either right or wrong, till, at length, | |
One said: "Let these two ride until they are worn out; | |
We shall not follow after them, nor make trial | |
What they may say or do; for we desire to know | |
Whether we ought to leave this our own land, | |
Before the people of France transgress the bounds | |
Of right, and offend God and nature, and disturb | |
The rest against the King of France, who hath given | |
So much of France to us; and if we slay them, | |
It will be revenge, and we shall have gained something." | |
Another answered: "No battle shall ye wage | |
Against these men; for if one smite another down, | |
The rest will up and vengeance in no wise miss." | |
But yet another cried out, "Would that ye should do | |
As the Bretons do, and let yourselves go bent | |
On slaughter, rather than preserve yourself from harm!" | |
Whereat began a deadly debate, and soon | |
Were divided opinions among the knights, | |
Some wishing to yield, and others to defend. | |
At length Sir Gorial DWAYNE, better far | |
Than any other, saying: "Brethren, hold your tongue, | |
And let me speak my mind. You shall be traitors | |
If, for the sake of some trifling gain, you turn | |
Your backs upon your country; and perchance too late | |
You shall be punished severely, whereas none | |
Shall suffer greater ruin; for the offence | |
Is great, ere it be punished, though its origin | |
May be concealed. Therefore listen while I tell | |
What I conceive will be the end of all; | |
Not that I imagine any other way | |
Of attaining our desired end, but that I think | |
Such way is best, and, having achieved it, long | |
Till we can re-establish Christianity, | |
Establish it throughout all Europe, and then | |
Enjoy our lives according to divine | |
Instruction, which in time it may be possible | |
That other lands may copy. This enterprise | |
Must be undertaken by you, because the Moor | |
Has seized upon so wide a portion of earth, | |
And has been so troublesome that no other land | |
Could forever stand beside us. We must find | |
Some means whereby to destroy his authority | |
Throughout the world, by every means in our power; | |
And this begins with you; for you are the ones | |
Who are most susceptible of instruction, | |
Both in war and peace, and have been so, at least, | |
For many years past. In this undertaking, | |
Think over well what is required, and seek | |
Only that from me nothing unlawful lie. | |
Consider what confusion would be raised | |
By the total loss of faith in Christ's mission, | |
Should we unite ourselves to such a conspiracy; | |
And further, that this concordat, which we crave, | |
Concludes not with regard merely to Spain, | |
But with a covenant not to molest each other | |
In every place whatsoever--a compact | |
Wherewith alone shall all the kingdoms agree." | |
He ended, and their eager ears seemed then | |
As much delighted with the fair present heard | |
As if it had pleased a natural soul. | |
They accepted his counsel, and for some days | |
Wore a stoic face, patiently enduring still | |
All their wild superstitions and foolish jangling. | |
Meanwhile, the nations round about grew more wroth | |
At the decrees of the infernal Monarch, | |
Until the Christian Church itself became afraid | |
At the threats of the true religion, and withdrew | |
From the fair village where those holy souls were left. | |
Then the Infant Jesus, who before had warned | |
Their minds unto fortitude, bade his disciples draw near, | |
Laying his hands upon their heads, and praying, "O pray | |
Complete, my disciples, for the Kingdom of Heaven is nigh! | |
Pray me not this day more fervently, but ofttimes pray lightly, | |
Lest thou hinder, by a prayer, the forgiveness of a sin." | |
Eve's son, Lucifer, also known by his name | |
Of Satan, fell into grievous sins, and all | |
The spirits, both of men and angels, perverse | |
Became corrupt again, and, steeped in every evil, | |
Spent themselves in riot, and made the Earth unrighteous | |
Whole herd or city. Thus did their forefathers | |
Unto God's kingdom give themselves, and through pride | |
And evil deeds their hearts to open violence moved. | |
Himself he found within the human family, | |
Born in the rude lap of Tartarus beneath, | |
With beastly thoughts and animal desires, | |
Labouring as theirs had been. His heart was hard, | |
Yet he did good works, and riches he sought, | |
Resorting unto God with devoutness | |
And love, and with subdued passions, ever quiet. | |
His fall purified the spirit of man, | |
Making him devious, perverse, and fit to be | |
The sport of every wind of changeful seasons. | |
Henceforth there was peace between heaven and earth, | |
Between God and the creatures on either hand. | |
God said: Let the waters gather now | |
Into their former state, water the Earth no more. | |
And the vast oceans, gathered together, returned | |
To the deep places of the planet Earth, | |
Revived and made productive of life anew. | |
And all the birds, returning after exile, | |
Flocked about the ark, singing their last song, | |
And perished nevermore. The World was saved. | |
<|endoftext|> | |
"I am an old man living alone; | |
My business' sleeping, eating, keeping warm | |
Is taken from under my nose. | |
I meddle not with politics nor wars, | |
Nor do I hunt, nor keep dogs; | |
But when at times a bout of drinking goes rough, | |
Or when my teeth grow loose and I get tired | |
I reach at once for a bottle." | |
"When first I came here, you know, | |
There weren't many jobs to choose from, | |
And I got drunk and hung about | |
Because they didn't care. | |
Nowadays, because of things gone wrong, | |
It seems there aren't enough jobs to go round, | |
And people needlessly suffer | |
Because they've lost their eyes." | |
"A friend of mine is dead today, | |
Just killed by being old; | |
He'd worked all his life, and now | |
He couldn't find a job. | |
Oh, dear! I feel like breaking down, | |
And crying o'er my beer. | |
What can I do? There isn't any work, | |
Except to drink it." | |
"It's a long, dull walk to the tavern, | |
And I'm glad he's gone, | |
For I haven't a friend to call his own | |
Any longer. | |
No one to stop and talk to, no matter how lonely, | |
No one to lift my lank body up and carry me home, | |
No one to pour me a drink and tell me all their troubles, | |
No one to laugh and make me forget." | |
"If I could only sell my soul away, | |
I'd buy myself right. | |
Buy me a farm, and I'll live there alone, | |
And drive a team of horses; | |
I'd plow the fields with a team of geese, | |
And scare them with a gun. | |
I'd write poetry that all might understand, | |
And teach it to children; | |
And when I die I'd leave it with them, | |
That they would read and learn." | |
"I'd sell my soul, and so I will, | |
For twenty pence, | |
And buy a house with a black line above, | |
In which I'll have a little rowan tree, | |
Where I could sing all day. | |
And I'd sleep in a little cedar tree, | |
And watch the leaves summer and winter come, | |
Till I grew wise and knew why the stars are bright, | |
Why the moon is full and the sun is sad, | |
Why the world has sorrow and pain; | |
And then I'd say 'Adieu!' and die." | |
"They're selling off the land this way, | |
By offering land to whoever cares to buy-- | |
Seventy acres of prime agricultural land | |
Near to a fine city, Salem Town. | |
You see they've something on the balance sheet, | |
Against its current coming in: | |
So if you want to hold your own | |
You may purchase the farm for cash." | |
"Well, I'm afraid we must close our show, | |
At least until the crops are done. | |
We're not well--we're not well at all-- | |
We've just grown too much alike, | |
And depended upon the same things-- | |
Same food, same air, same soil, | |
Same climate, same sunshine, | |
Same trees, the same flowers, | |
Same grass, the same weeds, | |
Same insects, the same worms, | |
Same humus, the same sand, | |
Same clay, the same loam, | |
Same rocks, the same gravel bars, | |
Same fence, the same ditch, | |
Same barns, the same bales, | |
Same wagons, hays, and oats, | |
Same wheat, the same corn, | |
Same grapes, the same vineyard, | |
Same tobacco, same bark, | |
Same twigs for chop-chips, | |
Same wood for musical instruments, | |
Same fishpond, same pond, | |
Same garden plots, same pasture, | |
Same lumber, same axe, | |
Same firewood, same coal, | |
Same iron, same drill bits, | |
Same shovels, spades, picks, and hammers, | |
Same hatchets, chains, guns, and bows, | |
Same buckles, dresses, and gloves, | |
The same old formula. | |
"Our dance is ended, but we still shall dance, | |
Although the weather be cold as ice. | |
Dance till the daylight comes again!" | |
The music ceased, and the audience shouted loud, | |
As the story was told again. | |
"The dance is ended, and the story told, | |
Yet we still shall dance," they said again. | |
Again the music died into the distance, | |
Falling like snowflakes falling through the sky. | |
Then silence followed after the dancing had ceased, | |
Until the distant sound of smiths hammer rang | |
Far down within the forest, | |
Like the talking of some weary giant. | |
All through the night the wind was moaning, | |
Shivering and whining in the elm trees; | |
All through the night the tempest bellowed, | |
Calling and calling in vain to the mane | |
Of Cloud Come Back, who trudged along the street, | |
Winding his heavy woolen mantle tighter, | |
Lights out overhead and cellars below. | |
All through the night the rain fell moaning, | |
Slashing the gravel and the leaves below. | |
All through the night the lightning flashed shouting, | |
Clanging like metal baton to strike. | |
Down from the roof came the flash and rattle, | |
And the clap of hooves on the moorland road, | |
As the charger dashed to the rising sun, | |
Crying aloud where the gipsy calls. | |
How many nights passed before he saw her face, | |
How many days or years she loved him best. | |
When the woods were waking, and the wild bees sang, | |
He heard the bells of Cloud Come Back tinkling, | |
On his journey to the rising sun. | |
She was sitting by the river's bank, | |
Singing sweet songs to keep herself warm. | |
Her long hair floated over her shoulders, | |
Streaming behind her in a tangled mass. | |
Her eyes were deep and beautiful, | |
With a look of great contentment born | |
Of strong, unquenchable love for another. | |
There was no sign of trouble in her features, | |
No sign of anger, jealousy, or hate. | |
But her lips moved softly while she sung, | |
As though she had been taught to sing by heart, | |
Nor gave her heart one thought which wasn't pure, | |
Full of sweetness and grace beyond compare. | |
"Oh! my lover that I adore, | |
Come back, dear heart, unto me, | |
For my life is dreary and empty, | |
My home is lonely and cold. | |
I would give my soul to have thee | |
Forever and ever beside me, | |
To walk with me in pleasant ways, | |
And taste the joys God gives to men." | |
She raised her head and looked up at him, | |
And her eyes were full of tender light, | |
Which seemed to shine on nothing in particular, | |
Except her throat, which he kissed once more, | |
Kissing her mouth so soft it seemed to think | |
It could never o'er-reach his lips in bliss. | |
"Ah! my dearest maiden, do not say | |
That you love other than this man. | |
If you did, I should think you lied, | |
Because you change your love like the leaf | |
Before the autumn has come. | |
Love is a flame which dies not away, | |
Though it may seem to rest awhile. | |
And when spring comes, the Springtime will bring | |
New beauty to your lovely face, | |
New hopes, new desires, new dreams, new cares." | |
"Nay! nay! I know my heart is true, | |
And mine is dearer than thine. | |
And if I must lose one beloved friend, | |
Thy loss I can bear, my own, | |
Since my heart is thine, and thine alone, | |
And I love only myself." | |
"Oh! my own darling flower, how fair thou art, | |
How young, how pure, how sweetly mild! | |
Would God Himself He might thee see | |
So fair, so mild, so gentle and kind. | |
What wilt Thou do with pride and scorn | |
When strangers pass that way? | |
Will thy cheeks blush crimson, or will they remain white?" | |
"Alas! alas! what word hath passed thy lips? | |
Is there valour in thy breast? | |
Canst thou dare meet the foemen's darts, | |
Who stand prepared to slay us both? | |
They are foes without, and friends within, | |
And their swords gleam bright 'gainst our own." | |
"Oh! my own child, I am wearied out | |
By those sighs which shake my frame. | |
Oh! let us wander far away | |
Into some valley deep and wide, | |
Where flowers blow all about us, | |
And sleep beneath the roses' shadow. | |
God knows I cannot go on much longer-- | |
My poor sick heart grows faint and weak." | |
"O my darling, let us part herewith, | |
While time remains to stay together, | |
And then our hearts shall be anew, | |
Ere we part again. | |
Let us live and die as lovers always must, | |
In love and tears." | |
"Sweetheart, I cannot make thee stay | |
One moment longer with me. | |
The hour is past, the glorious day done, | |
And the proud clouds fly high and fast. | |
Soon will the moon grow pale and dim, | |
And the stars vanish out of sight, | |
And I perish in the flames below, | |
Far below, ere I behold the sun!" | |
Then the maid, half in accents of prayer, | |
Felt the wild air wafted o'er her, | |
Till she found herself alone once more, | |
Beneath the sheltering tree. | |
And the sound of the fountain dying | |
Was a comfort still to her, | |
And the fragrance of the blossoms blowing | |
Softened the pulse of grief. | |
"Dear," said she, "if the gods are good, | |
We yet may meet upon some night | |
When the blossom of the pine | |
Overruns the gravel stone; | |
Shall we then not remember well | |
The first embrace so long ago? | |
And the vow that made us one heartedly, | |
Till death took the deepest crimson from off us?" | |
"Dear," said he, "when earth lies afar | |
Between us, and we feel the sting | |
Of parting for the last time, | |
Oh! then I'll come to thee untimely, | |
And lay me down by thy side, | |
On a bed of violets wet with dew, | |
Where the winds may neither grieve nor fret us, | |
Or the darkness darken round us, | |
And the angels watch above us. | |
"Oh! then I'll come to thee, and thou | |
Wilt take no heed of the cries | |
Of the world, till the morning break; | |
But a voice divine, unearthly, clear, | |
Shall stir thy slumbers gently, | |
Making a holy dream before thee, | |
Whispering its loving words of healing. | |
"Oh! then I'll come to thee, and thou | |
Never shalt miss another day | |
With its balm and blessings such as these, | |
For the Gods themselves will be our friends, | |
And our souls' desire shall be | |
To be with them wherever we're bound, | |
Be with them in joy or in pain, | |
And our eyes evermore shall sing | |
The praise of Him who gave his life | |
That we might dwell in Paradise." | |
This was the tale the maiden told: | |
He listened while she spoke, | |
Knowing that each word was meant to heal him. | |
His senses were quickened, and | |
All his troubled spirit calmed, | |
As the balmy dawn shone through | |
The silent leaves that glimmered red | |
From the soft, warm glow of the rose. | |
She smiled up at him, and oh! | |
Her smile was sweeter than May, | |
It fell like an awakening | |
Upon his soul, and it woke | |
Like a bird whose wing has been broken. | |
Bright visions filled his vision, | |
And his heart grew strong and bold, | |
As he gazed into her eyes | |
And the peace of God's own heaven seemed near. | |
A silence came over them, | |
Silence so pregnant with meaning, | |
That he trembled as he bowed | |
Before her face, and he knew | |
That this was the holiest hour | |
Born under God's skies since creation. | |
There was no other need for him | |
To be doing anything else, | |
For his heart had grown fonder | |
Of this maiden who had brought him nearer | |
To himself through her tender care. | |
Yet he felt a pang of sadness | |
At leaving her alone so long, | |
Since his duty was but just | |
To sit beside her and talk, | |
Until she should tire of waiting | |
And sink back into unconsciousness, | |
Lest he should lose what little grace | |
He had left, and thus be forced | |
Again to carry her into hell. | |
So he set forth across the field, | |
Just edging out the point of dawn, | |
Just as the twilight veil was lifted | |
Above the lonely home | |
Where he left her--a lone, unhappy thing. | |
No answer came, no step was heard, | |
Save now and then the rustling of a flower | |
As a startled butterfly came close by. | |
He wandered up and down, hoping, | |
Waiting, hoping, tracing out his way | |
Along the fenceline, keeping his eye | |
Flooded with longing, watching all things | |
For a sign of Hilda's presence there, | |
Until he saw crossroads turning away, | |
Whereby he thought perhaps she might have escaped; | |
And then he turned his wistful gaze | |
Into the pasture beyond the hill, | |
Settled himself against the mellow glow | |
Of the July sky, and let his thoughts go wandering | |
By many women whom he loved, and left behind, | |
Gone to the ends of the earth, lost or won | |
In the chase of happiness, or the search of truth. | |
He wondered if she too would soon forget | |
How he had given his love, how true he was, | |
Though she could never find in him the same | |
Quick, passionate thrill of youth and faith; | |
Could not recall with any emotion | |
Hilda, the old, the radiant beauty; | |
Could not summon up the halo of years, | |
The rainbow of Hilda's hair, the eyes | |
Of Hilda, full of hope and promise. | |
Then, like a dead leaf, dropped from the bough, | |
A single one among millions, lying | |
In the light of the rising sun, | |
Dropped on the pathway of his sorrow, | |
Which must forever trace its way | |
Back to that first tear which found its way | |
Unseen, unwound, unnoticed, by anyone. | |
When he awoke, the stars were shining, | |
And the moonlight lay upon the land | |
Like golden mist, like shimmering foam, | |
Growing thicker every moment, | |
Fainter every moment, until it seemed | |
As though time itself was ebbing away. | |
He started up in utter amazement, | |
And stood for a moment speechless and pale, | |
Watching the gleaming grasses grow | |
Blurry-shining in the rising morn. | |
Then, starting forward, his wet head burned, | |
And his lips quivered painfully, | |
While his eyeballs leaped in his head. | |
He staggered along, and stumbled o'er stones, | |
Till he reached a cave, dark and deep, | |
Shutting out the night with its shutter, | |
Crackling in places, and hanging by strips | |
Of twisted cordage, rusty and thin; | |
And within it, all crumbled about, | |
Lay a heap of rags, that stank to high, | |
And made his nostrils breathe too hot. | |
But when he entered, he found it dim, | |
Dark, and soundlessly working, | |
With no living creature stirring nigh, | |
Even the owls and bats that drowse and dream | |
Among the stacks of cobwebs overhead. | |
And round the whiteness, like a cloud, | |
Waved the green and yellow umbels, thick | |
With lilies, growing upward, upward, | |
Till they almost touched the ceiling. | |
But he looked more critically around, | |
And marked some footprints there that led | |
Upward, and faded quickly away, | |
Leaving another set beneath, | |
That hastened onward, leading deeper in, | |
Until they ended in a pass-way | |
Shielding their lightness as a cloak, | |
And only just opening out at last | |
To welcome him, where he paused to rest. | |
His heart was relieved, his senses thrilled, | |
As he passed through the doorway further in, | |
And found a space for him and his horse | |
Within an alcove off center stage, | |
Far enough above the crowd to see | |
The flying fish flash past them as they flashed, | |
Through water flecked with silver, far below, | |
On the bright surface of the lake below. | |
"I've been looking everywhere for you," said he, | |
"Found nothing on hand to suit my needs, | |
Nothing to serve my purpose fully, | |
Not even your warmest wish was asked | |
For anything on hand to-day. | |
You know I'm always turning out something new." | |
And he pointed to two men in black coats | |
Standing apart, with heads bowed a little, | |
Both fixedly fixated over a book, | |
One with an expression troubled and sad, | |
The other calm and philosophic-eyed; | |
"These are my men," he continued, "to you!" | |
"They look so tense and unsatisfied! | |
Would you be one? They're waiting for me, too. | |
"This is our little town, Miss Francesca, | |
Our little market town of Siena, | |
Built on the beautiful plains and hills | |
Of the Italian mountains near Mantua: | |
A city of proud magnificence, | |
Stretched between the Vigliant and Vesuvius,-- | |
Two volcanic streams, that pour down the heights | |
Of the Vesuvian Alps, into a valley | |
Baked with sulphur and baked with fire. | |
"So this is Siena," he went on, | |
"A wonderful city of renown, | |
Whereon all the lights of heaven shine clearly, | |
And the blue morning-glory springs, | |
Whose fair leaves, fragrant as chaste May, | |
Are torn by wind and rain and snow, | |
Tossing in wild profusion round the roofs | |
Of those great houses, white and red and blue, | |
Where you and I once walked together. | |
"Now, if you'll believe what tongues we hear, | |
(Or what no tongue can tell but mine), | |
There's a big French bomb under ground | |
Ready to fall and crush yer pretty head, | |
Unless you get yer sea-cart ready, | |
An' cart it oot to the nearest pier | |
An' help the Chasseurs to unload it | |
Before the poop goes down an' the guns unbar. | |
"'Twould be much easier 'ad things gone wrong, | |
If they'd come to us with requests for quarter, | |
But they don't. They've got things goin' right | |
Theirselves, an' they want you off their hands; | |
But then again, they ain't nothin' without us, | |
An' they'd give you none unless yer worked for it, | |
An' they'd have you worked as hard of a job | |
Yer had of pullin' their bellies thro'. | |
"It wouldn't make no difference how good yez were, | |
If yez weren't the right size or somethin', | |
An' we couldn't afford to cut yez full ter die, | |
No time fer pityin' cause we liked 'em, | |
We didn't. We could, though, if yez paid fer care, | |
An' wagged yer finger at a company | |
When they tried ter treat you bad; | |
Gag you, or kick you, or shoot you--anything | |
Ter make you do what we wanted. | |
"Sometimes we'd take a man an' drill him ter death, | |
Put him in that awful trench o' pain, | |
Then let him lie an' twitch an' whimper fer days | |
Or weeks, until he learned the way to groan | |
An' hold his breath till somebody came an' picked him up. | |
Sometimes we'd take a man an' drill him ter death, | |
An' he'd say when he woke up from that last bout | |
O' torture, he felt lighter-hearted, | |
Because he'd died, like, yesterday. | |
"Sometimes we'd take a man an' drill him ter death, | |
An' he'd say, when he woke up again, | |
He felt as free as an animal on land, | |
Like some kind o' bird, maybe, that's free, | |
Wautut else has rights that he doesn't violate, | |
An' he'd say, when he woke up again, | |
That made him feel better, too. | |
"We'd drill a man an' drill him ter death | |
At times, no doubt about it, | |
But it wasn't our business to meddle | |
In people's private lives; | |
Besides, it gave us all the hassle | |
Fer everyone to see | |
How we treated each other, an' it seemed wrong. | |
"But now there's a war an' we're jacked; | |
We won't mess about with such trifles. | |
If one soldier 'll suffer, why, that will show | |
Them, sure, just how free we are. | |
An' they'll soon enough find us fiercer than the foe,-- | |
Yes, they must, before it's too late. | |
"I guess we'll be marching West, | |
An' fighting for our rights, | |
Soon enough, yes, tomorrow night, | |
An' never bothering with the missus | |
Or the nice dame or anything. | |
We'll march away with a stiff arse, | |
An' leave them low and hot | |
Who live to preach us law an' right, | |
An' never dream we're as bad as they." | |
Well, here's the story, boys, straight, | |
With my word of honor, word of credit, | |
Written by me, signed by me, | |
Said I would keep it stowed away | |
Safe inside a safe pocket deep, | |
For the use of the admiring eye | |
To marvel at, while glancing to the view | |
Of its quaint engraving, | |
Which was done by the pen of old Mr. Meigs, | |
Who lived on the shore of Long Island Sound | |
As we know well, old chap, | |
And drew most beautifully. | |
The place where we lay in ambush | |
Was near the Great Swamp Nook, | |
Where for years and years we snookered | |
In the sun and shadow, | |
While hunting squirrels and hares, | |
And fishing bass and minnows. | |
Here, through many a dull day, | |
Nightly did we snooze, | |
Till every watchman in the woods | |
Had left his post in peace. | |
On the tallest tree, between two trees, | |
By the water, thicket, brush and brier, | |
By the blackthorn hedge and the thyme, | |
There stood a building, which we climbed | |
Through the Veselka path, | |
And peering, saw it was a church. | |
Thitherward we marched, and slowly | |
Made our way, so steep was the ascent, | |
Until we reached the nave, at noon, | |
After a march of nearly three hours. | |
Panting and weary, but elate | |
With the thought that at this place, at this hour, | |
God's justice was being meted out, | |
We knelt in prayer together, | |
Then rose, and proceeded, hand in hand, | |
Over the bridge of grass, to where | |
A lady waited on the altar, | |
Not older than yourself, dear boy, | |
Though her hair was somewhat gray. | |
She wore a large blue shawl over one arm, | |
And her garments consisted of a hood | |
Concealed beneath a long stocking, | |
And a cloak, that hung down from neck to knee, | |
And half a dozen pairs of mittens. | |
Her height was five feet, her weight a scant four, | |
And her beauty was equalled by none. | |
Her eyes were dark, bright, soft brown, | |
Like the double seeds of hazel, | |
Whose husks by most commentators | |
Are hazels indeed, | |
Whose fragrant pulp is used in salads, | |
And whose juice is said to be a tonic. | |
Her complexion was fair to beautiful, | |
So fair, that it might have been compared | |
To the rosy blushes on the cheek | |
Of summer's eve; | |
Her lips were red, her teeth were white, | |
Her shape delicate, and graceful, | |
And her features unfashionable. | |
Her figure was petite, yet strong, | |
And she moved with a graceful grace, | |
As any woman you've ever seen | |
That is not imitative. | |
Her speech was audible, and it was clear, | |
It was musical, and it was sweet, | |
And her tone was tender, and it was true, | |
Yet it lacked something. | |
She had a voice like birds of spring, | |
When they sing loud, and sweet, and loud, | |
And their notes are softer then | |
Than human voices can be. | |
You cannot whistle when you're trying | |
To imitate the sound of bird-voice. | |
And thus, though small, and frail, and slight, | |
She captivated our youthful throng, | |
Who came to worship her, and worship her | |
Without end, until her formless song | |
Went out upon the silent earth, | |
And died into silence. | |
She taught us how to pray, and she | |
Didn't charge much, and what she charged was very good, | |
Because her method was new; | |
And we found that we could always pay her fee | |
If we followed her instructions exactly. | |
But still we found that there was some mistake, | |
Some slip-up, some misunderstanding, | |
That kept us from obeying her commands, | |
And henceforth we paid no further heed | |
To instructions given by Miss Delhay. | |
One Sunday morning, in the Springtime, | |
I chanced to see her walking in the street, | |
Just as the warm breezes blew. | |
Myself and two or three others went too, | |
To give her looks attention. | |
We all admired her dress and face, | |
And afterwards wandered up and down, | |
Looking for something more to do. | |
At length we decided to go to church, | |
And if she spoke a word, we'd hear. | |
"Come!" cried I, "you must confess we're glad | |
To see you, any thing you love and care for! | |
Why shouldn't we speak? You look so pale." | |
(This I said rather loudly, I know.) | |
But she only shook her head and sighed, | |
And turned about and went away. | |
Ah, well! it may be that the reason is simple: | |
For some women, perhaps, it is not so: | |
They would prefer to sit in darkness here, | |
Or else be quietly dead. | |
The world may think them uneventful things, | |
Nor heed their tears, or grudges, or reproaches, | |
Or deem them incapable of any more | |
Excepting death in her own way, to them. | |
But she who has loved manfully, and made | |
His weaknesses hers, and never known regret, | |
Has other hopes for life and other fears, | |
And wears them in her face wherever she goes. | |
She knows that men will talk, and newspaper editors | |
Will print each trifling transgression away, | |
And that their hearts are open to abuse, | |
While she, poor soul, is scorned, and pitied. | |
It makes me sad, my friend, when I reflect | |
On all the work I left undone while living, | |
Ere getting married and taking to wife, | |
Trying to make a start, in business and trade, | |
In spite of many difficulties, alone-- | |
All because I couldn't get along without her, | |
And find I couldn't do without her either. | |
There isn't a house my mother hasn't got | |
Through which she doesn't keep leaving bread, | |
Until the loaves and fishes begin to rot, | |
And the bread becomes a staple in the family. | |
And so at last the fish runs out, and nothing meets | |
Their hungry wants but potatoes and turnips, | |
Which they till with shovels, and wash with water. | |
Once in a great while she talks to me, | |
And speaks of books and poetry and so forth, | |
Thoughts and days and ways that seem so far away, | |
And yet she lives within easy reach of me. | |
And when she sits and chats awhile, and sings, | |
With fingers that are daintier than my own, | |
I don't forget that she is gone away, | |
And live in misery, instead of being content. | |
A little girl lived in an old stone house, | |
Whereof the walls and roof were black and rough, | |
And round its door there was a rustling bell | |
Like a blind mole's that clings in places hard, | |
And where no hand should e'er be enough strong | |
To even move a pebble from its place. | |
And near to this lonely haunted house | |
Stood a tall cottage built of smooth gray stone, | |
Built altogether as no one had ever | |
Designed a single house or building, | |
Save only for special purposes, | |
Such as hallowing graves and suchlike. | |
Its windows were two long faces, | |
Each with two eyes, and through these gazed | |
Most sadly at the child whose name was written | |
Upon the stone beneath their gaze. | |
No one would come to that haunted house, | |
So none would live there, except his wife, | |
Whose feet adored that lonely haunted house. | |
Her feet moved on, and she did love to stay | |
Near this haunted house, and look again | |
Upon the child whose name was written there; | |
Then would she kiss each face most piteously, | |
Kissing each eye, kissing each mouth, | |
And saying softly as she passed: | |
"Poor children, poor homely people, | |
What have you done of your own free will?" | |
When she had reached the house she would stand, | |
And silently she would cross the threshold, | |
Crossing with heavy heart, for she knew | |
How the old woman felt, and how the rain | |
Had spoiled her beauty, and now she knew | |
How thirsty were the roads everywhere, | |
And she feared that her old bones would ache | |
Ever on those icy stones she stood. | |
So she went into the wide, dark room, | |
Closely because she might not look back, | |
And looking steadily because | |
She could not turn to leave this place, | |
Because of what the old woman meant. | |
And from another window she heard | |
The sound of water falling on the ground, | |
As the snow fell slowly every day, | |
Making white everything around. | |
Thus she came nearer and nearer, and | |
Soon she touched the old woman's hand, | |
And her heart seemed full of tears, and sore | |
And tired inside, and she said: | |
"Dear neighbor, let me buy some flour, | |
Let me bring it up to thee, | |
And take thy help to carry it, too. | |
Thou canst drink cold milk from thine own jug, | |
And grind it in to flour easily." | |
Slowly then the old woman took the gift, | |
And she thought: "My God, how kind he is! | |
He takes his trouble upon his head, | |
Yet gives me work to do for him. | |
Now shall I tell him truly all, | |
Why I have stayed away from him? | |
For indeed it was not much ago | |
That I died, and buried was the part." | |
And she told him how she had lain down | |
By the river-bank by chance, | |
And that a wave washed her away, | |
And that she wore the flowery robe. | |
But still the neighbor helped her on, | |
And he brought her up a barrelful, | |
And he baked her bread, and he brewed her tea, | |
And he gave it to her trembling hands. | |
And the neighbors wondered overmuch, | |
Seeing her wear the flowery robe, | |
And they said in whispers one to other, | |
"Perhaps she has been ill and prayed | |
In our old church in village Central, | |
To the ghost of Mary Shepherd, | |
Our dead grandmother who had brown hair." | |
One winter night a fire gleamed bright | |
At the end of a winding lane | |
Where the robins had made a nest; | |
It shone here like a ruby gem | |
On the grave of a queen in France | |
Who had loved a prince, and died. | |
And the fire glowed brightly there | |
On the grave of a royal couple, | |
Of a king and queen who had played | |
All the games that royalty plays. | |
They had fought, and had conquered, and | |
Were dead,--and the fire burned brightly there | |
On their graves side by side. | |
There was never any one else | |
To see it shining there alone; | |
Only the bickering moths that flew | |
From leaf to leaf about the spot | |
Where the dead fire shone brightly red. | |
And the bickering moths fluttered higher, | |
Till they creaked with voices soft and low. | |
And the robins filled the air with song | |
Just as if their hearts beat with joy; | |
And the wind came with a sweet unrest | |
Through the trees that waved above; | |
And the leaves lay on the earth with care | |
As if they too were in pain, | |
And the grasses flowed out from the hill | |
Like a golden fountain clear. | |
And the sun shone warm and bright | |
On the garden wall where hung the bloom | |
Of the summer's lips, and the breath | |
Of the flowers breathed out a fragrance rare | |
As the scent that roses give. | |
And the birds sang loud in the cedar tree, | |
And the evening breeze came lighter, | |
As it stole past the fragrant bloom | |
Where the blue eyes looked on the skies. | |
And the moon came forth from the distant west | |
With a light that was like life; | |
And the stars came out, and cast | |
A splendor on the night; | |
And the winds came with the rush and roar | |
Of a mighty ocean stream, | |
And the darkness hid itself behind | |
The glory of the sky. | |
But the night held no terrors yet, | |
Nor the morning gloom, | |
For the moonlight trembled on the hills | |
As if its light were spent. | |
And the stars were bright in the western sky | |
As if alive with love, | |
And the veil of heaven was torn aside | |
Before the face of God. | |
I saw Him at His supper watch | |
Over His sheep; | |
I watched Him at the midnight break | |
His fast with them, | |
Or when He broke the last loaf all, | |
One slice for all. | |
He knows each little thingeth well | |
Is weighed against Him; | |
He hath marked it well, yea more than man, | |
Though man bereft. | |
He knows the sign of envy and strife, | |
And the test of penitence. | |
He knoweth the hour of temptation | |
When the mind will run | |
(If He be tempted) to fall and offend, | |
And the power that stays | |
The impulse which would o'errun the soul | |
In its flight. | |
He knows the secret things that lie | |
Deep within the human heart, | |
Which none can understand, | |
Save the Master, whom none may tempt, | |
None perceive. | |
He knoweth what each soul desires, | |
What fills the hungry sighs, | |
The dreams and fears that shake the world | |
And make men fear. | |
These are the lessons God doth send | |
To keep souls pure and undefiled. | |
I saw Him daily walk around | |
The garden ways, | |
And the quiet places, too, | |
Whose solitariness beguiles | |
Himself and friends. | |
We walked together at His feet | |
Many a while. | |
We talked together of our toils | |
And pleasures both. | |
His voice was full of peace, and grace, | |
And love divine. | |
So deep is the divine calmness | |
Within His gentle eyes, | |
So great the pity, mercy and grace | |
Which illumine their depths! | |
My soul was strong to bear the view, | |
And knew no want of bliss. | |
Then I began to feel ashamed | |
That I had ever doubted | |
God's existence, and then | |
I saw Him ere I doubted, | |
And could discern his nature | |
By every look and word. | |
How often have I stood apart | |
Amid the tumult or the glare | |
Of city lights, and felt how dim | |
The soul's true home might seem, how far | |
Must dwell beyond the atmosphere | |
From mortals who are proud or poor: | |
And how much nearer every goal | |
Than had I never thought, nor dreamed | |
That he whose presence seemed everywhere | |
Could be that very being who was nearest me! | |
Yet not for usadism nor ambition, | |
Not for worldly wealth or fame, | |
Did Henry Wadsworth, writing in an age | |
Of fussy fact-finders, dare to say | |
That "the spirit of poetry" lies | |
Not "beyond all reach of the poet's ken," | |
As some later wags have done. | |
No--not even for those large rewards | |
Offered to scribbling striplings,-- | |
Who, heedless of their teachers' advice, | |
Do pervert the craft they're taught to teach, | |
And, leaving to future ages the thrift | |
Of the sage teacher, dare to avow | |
That "poetry" is a dead art,-- | |
Not for such reasons did the elder Wadsworth | |
Defend his beloved art. | |
Not for these honors and for bribes | |
Was his defense made. | |
He defended it because he loved it, | |
Because it was his own creation, | |
Born of his brain and given to him | |
By the gods. | |
It came into his soul as a gift, | |
As one might receive a present | |
Of a fine new jewel from the Queen, | |
Without asking or bargaining. | |
This jewel was the flower of feeling, | |
The joy of living, | |
Fountain of many a tender thought, | |
Welled of many a passion; | |
Its value added to Henry's worth, | |
His whole being,--his faith, his hope, | |
His vision, his courage, his intelligence, | |
His genius,--everything that made him | |
The thing he was. | |
Yes, this was the reason why he fought | |
Such bitter battles for the cause | |
Of poetic vision; | |
Because he loved the aesthetic, | |
The beauty of life, | |
He loathed the vulgarisms | |
Concealed by manners and laws, | |
He loathed the dull repetitions, | |
The passions clothed with allegory, | |
The crude and boorish conceits, | |
The passions disguised as wisdom, | |
The cowardice that masks the zeal for truth, | |
And cowardice that hides the thirst for gold. | |
O, yes!--for money! Poets need money, | |
And publishers will give it them. | |
But there's another thing they want, | |
That has nothing to do with pelf, | |
And that is recognition. | |
They want the praise of honest women, | |
They want sweet, graceful attentions | |
From kind, dutiful wives, | |
They want the children born of modesty, | |
With features marred but slightly | |
By the sight of their own faces, | |
With looks defaced but slightly | |
By the glances of their sisters. | |
For money! But this brings its problems, | |
For some don't get the cars or wings, | |
Or gain the races or popularity, | |
While others struggle on and on | |
Through years of discouragement and failure, | |
Till they sink into a routine | |
Of monotonous drudgery, | |
Bearing the name of labor, | |
Only different from slavery | |
In name only. | |
You've heard of the man who climbed the wall, | |
To see the battle of Helm's Deep? | |
There once lived a man who clambered the wall, | |
To see the battle of Helm's Deep. | |
He was a seaman, John Paul Jones, | |
A goodly fellow you may think; | |
Sunk one night in a squall, | |
When his companion, a boy of sixteen, | |
Climbed up the side of the steamer | |
(Which was named the Liberty), | |
And looked through the windlass, hoping | |
Jones might hear something. | |
Nothing! So he jumped down again, | |
And crept back to life. | |
And climbed up the side of the ship | |
Again (which was named the Chieftain). | |
He was a seaman, John Paul Jones, | |
Still hopeful still. | |
He was sunk upon a remote reef | |
(Which was named the Light House Reef), | |
Where he slept, at last, so deep | |
In the coral heads, that none of the men | |
Remembered anything of him. | |
So he slept, alone, on the side | |
Of that long ocean, vast and lonely, | |
That nobody else had trod, | |
Till the morning brought him here. | |
He was a seaman, John Paul Jones, | |
An angel of light, | |
Who never took interest in glory, | |
Nor in riches, nor in fame, | |
But lived contented with himself, | |
Enjoying his work, with others' joys | |
And sorrows mingling. | |
Then, suddenly, out of the dawn, | |
There came a voice that rang like a bell, | |
Calling, calling, | |
Coming from the sea. | |
Men and women, huddled on the shore, | |
Stumbling about, | |
Hearhing it over and over again, | |
Come now, come now. | |
Seamen and passengers, | |
Shouting and shouting, | |
Come hither, come hither, | |
Here is the coast, here is the coast. | |
See how the waters are boiling, | |
Look how black the foaming spray. | |
Now we'll take our places, | |
Watch the boats go by. | |
Walking along the road to Camelot, | |
One steps into a beautiful valley | |
Under an olive tree. It seems to be | |
A natural hollow, dim and dell-like, | |
Deepened by woody undergrowths: | |
And round the leafless branches, | |
Like waterfalls, gushes and falls | |
Passionate, irrepressive music. | |
Silence surrounds me, save for the waterfall, | |
Which sounds far off, yet allures me nearer, | |
With tones enchanting, flattery, and denial, | |
And promises of what shall soon appear, | |
If I but wait and watch, | |
These green hills beneath me becoming mountains, | |
If I but wait and watch. | |
I am weary waiting, | |
Worn out waiting, | |
I would rather be dead than weariness, | |
Than be all day awake, thinking of the past, | |
All day reminding me of the future, | |
Worse and worse, | |
Colder and colder, | |
Sooner and sooner tears. | |
It is vain to hope, | |
Sapphire princess, | |
Grief is sole comforter, | |
Hope is vanity. | |
What matter if the world should break your heart, | |
As it has done mine, | |
Eighteen times? | |
Nine times the worst, | |
Twelve the best? | |
Out of the dust, | |
Over the stones, | |
Into the river, | |
Past the little hamlets-- | |
This is my kingdom, | |
My city, home of love. | |
I have seen the spires of Troy, | |
The old gods' starry tents, | |
And holy Athena | |
Standing on Olympus, | |
With golden sceptres and bows of gold. | |
I have walked where Plato flourished, | |
And listened to his discourses, | |
And read his works, and learned his lessons, | |
And dreamed among those blooming poplars | |
Among the ancient trees, | |
Dreaming, as he dreamt, amid the mists of time | |
Of beauty and of mystery. | |
I have walked where Coltrane played, | |
Ateman beside black Man, | |
And danced with white Woman, | |
On that mountain top, | |
Above the stormy clouds, | |
Below the thunderous roar | |
Of great Bartholomew, | |
Whose voice is loud forever. | |
I have wandered near the Nile, | |
And watched the red and yellow camels | |
Slowly sail across its sands, | |
And heard the singing of the desert, | |
And felt the hot sand smacking my feet, | |
And tasted the bitter grass, | |
And thought for many days, | |
While gazing downward through the blue dusk, | |
"How fair is God!" | |
I have been where high o'erhead | |
The purple cloudlets lower, | |
And where below | |
The gray owl perches, | |
And Nature sleeps; | |
Where the pine trees bend their tall tops | |
Round the sunny hillside, | |
Or ever mossy grape clusters | |
Their dark green tresses show; | |
By shady rivers, | |
Where wild ducks frolic, | |
Or harebells cluster; | |
Where in wild and rustic garb | |
Narcissus glistens; | |
By lone lakes, or where the sky | |
Is bright with calm and sunlit flowers, | |
Or when the twilight shadows | |
Draw around the village homes, | |
By solitary coves, | |
Whence the nightingale | |
Its wail unheeded lies; | |
By melancholy ravines, | |
And where the sunset dies | |
In silence, sad and sweet, | |
Oftentimes in moonlight's afterglow; | |
By silent valleys, oft led | |
To lofty vallies dear, | |
Where oft too late I've sat | |
And wondered where the flock | |
Might yonder pass away; | |
Where the hawthorne bowers their bloom | |
Are fading fast away, | |
Leaving behind them only grief. | |
I have passed where gentle streams | |
Forsake the trodden ways | |
That lead to distant groves and skies | |
And wander lonely by the way; | |
Where the soft falling whisper comes, | |
From forest murmurs far away, | |
Of things long ago ceased to be. | |
I have stood where the oak leaves wave, | |
But not for ever, far or near, | |
For ever must they fall and rot | |
Until some other soil shall replace | |
The former loved ones of the place; | |
Where Time's hand hath torn and rent | |
All ties of good and evil away, | |
And Death stands now in full array, | |
With sword and flame and gun and shell. | |
Yet there are spots which I have known | |
Through all these changes, happy and blest | |
With early memories, joys unknown | |
Before this change came upon our isle. | |
There lives a lovely child who shines | |
Amidst these gloomy scenes, whose light | |
Shines down on us from above, her beams | |
Spreading like sunshine, glad and kind. | |
Her name is Helen, and she fills | |
Our hearts with tenderness and love. | |
We know not why these simple words | |
Should seem to speak an awful spell, | |
Though naught can come between us now | |
And what we want so desperately. | |
There lived a widow, young and gay, | |
Who had no one else to mourn the loss | |
Of him she lov'd most dearly, Leon. | |
She lived alone and had no fear | |
Lest strangers should her grief misunderstand. | |
Her room was hung with bloom and leaves | |
Like summertime, and seemed just ready | |
For a fairy party to be. | |
They brought her ribbons and frippery, | |
Toys and trinkets galore, but still | |
The widow didn't understand | |
Why none of them could make much difference | |
To Leon, though they were lavish about. | |
She guess'd they were trying to give | |
Some sort of message, perhaps, or pray'r. | |
One day she said, "Leon, if you're feeling ill, | |
Come here to me, I will comfort you." | |
So they went, and soon got into play: | |
He laughed at something another did, | |
Then gazed at her till he was confused. | |
"Now listen," she interposed gently-- | |
"Don't talk in riddles, please; it's bad form." | |
"Oho! Ohoho!" cried the clown again-- | |
"You don't mean to say you'll let me go?" | |
"No," she answered, "you may keep me here | |
As your willing slave for life and fun. | |
But mind you always acts according | |
To such laws as do to man's desire | |
Just what his heart and brain allow. | |
"If you are hungry, then you eat; if thirsty, | |
You drink; if tired, by day you work; | |
If bored, off to sleep--by night, play. | |
What more does any tyrant or drudge | |
Demand of you? If poor, you weep; | |
If broke, you sigh; if frightened, afraid, | |
You tremble and turn away. All that | |
Your pride and greed dare ask of me, | |
I can't or won't grant. You may try | |
To call for help, but look for it in vain." | |
Away they ran with each new-formed whim, | |
With nothing to check them except | |
The woman's power, and oh, how well | |
They knew it! For while they played with hope, | |
And dared each other to be mad, | |
She thought about her home and its fences-- | |
How they would tease her if she told 'em. | |
At last she spoke, in trembling tone and low: | |
"Leon, my friend, you cannot run away-- | |
This house is mine, and I'm sure of it. | |
I bought it cheap, and I'll buy you too | |
Because you're my friend, but oh, beware | |
Of men like you who think they're so smart | |
To break up home bonds like iron gates. | |
"Listen, Leon, my own beloved Leon, | |
Do me the honour of staying here | |
While you finish out your game with me. | |
My heart is thumping, my cheeks are wet, | |
And I feel like throwing all away | |
Because you say you can't stay to-night. | |
Believe me, dear fellow, when I'm dead | |
All your bones will be broken on the floor." | |
"Pray you, tell me where the maid is gone, | |
Or I'll blow my brains all over you." | |
"Oh, darling, never a word, never a sign, | |
Nor any occasion need you show | |
To snap, or snap you to the bone. | |
I've taught you well, and you'll learn to wait | |
When women bid their daddies depart." | |
"Well, then, I'll wait, because I like you better. | |
Besides, I'll teach you, because you're my friend." | |
"Dear me, you really are a silly little elf, | |
That's all you are. And now I must go, | |
Or I shall blow my brains all over you." | |
"Oh, darling, never a word, never a sign, | |
Nor any occasion need you show | |
To snap, or snap you to the bone. | |
I've taught you well, and you'll learn to wait | |
When women bid their daddies depart." | |
Little Brown Kettle, in the land o' the north, | |
Was famous far and wide for its toddy. | |
It was so popular with the country folk | |
That every distaff-man used to carry | |
A sample in his/her handkerchief. | |
But the fame of Little Brown Kettle spread, | |
And many a travelling minstrel learned | |
The name of the distaff which made him happy. | |
Now there lived in the neighbourhood near Newton-on-the-Mount | |
A gentleman named Mulcahy (that's his name), | |
Who was a great wine dealer. He sold us claret | |
(Not barley, as some people imagine). | |
We drank it neat, or we drank it sweet. | |
In fact, we couldn't get enough of it. | |
Sometimes (as the saying goes) you meet | |
An old dog in a new environment. | |
Mulcahy had been thrown into the whirlpool | |
Of the northern country by fortune's fickle shake. | |
His wife (who was not beautiful, by the way) | |
Had died, leaving him all that debt. | |
He borrowed fifty pounds a month, | |
And owed two hundred and sixty six. | |
There were times when he almost starved. | |
He pawned his horse to pay the rent. | |
He pawned his gun and chain, | |
Leaving him helpless and without defence. | |
He sold his bastet for a bowl of ale, | |
Which proved to be a deathless asset. | |
He fell upon evil times, | |
So much so that his neighbours feared him. | |
One winter even, when the chimney smoked | |
And the house was cold, he wandered from his door, | |
And threw stones at the walls, and swore aloud. | |
Then one day, just to make a start on paying, | |
He went to the tavern, and called aloud | |
For a cup of strong Bromide. | |
He sat down opposite the landlord, | |
And, as soon as the waiter appeared, | |
He asked for a flagon of wine. | |
The waiter came back with a jug, | |
And Mulcahy requested another glass. | |
Said the brewer, "Don't mention it again, | |
We have plenty already!" | |
Mulcahy said, "I'll have another three," | |
And he bought him three cups. | |
Just as Mulcahy was going to drink | |
He collapsed and passed away. | |
As he lay in his chair before the table, | |
He muttered, "Good spirits have fled the earth! | |
I see now what good living was all about; | |
What a fool I've been!" | |
Once more he sought the aid of St. Mihielle, | |
Who was the patron of the distillery. | |
The distillery was in ruins, | |
Ruined beyond repair, | |
Bruised and battered, smashed to smithereens, | |
Half burned to the ground. | |
St. Micheal heard the story of the distillery, | |
Smirking a hideous laugh. | |
"Ha! ha!" quoth he, "you fools," & c. | |
"You still are living, though you've lost your senses. | |
Where's your bottle of gin? | |
Let me guess--you've drunk yourself to death!" | |
Says the Clerk of the Law Office, "Sir, | |
Your office is behind me there." | |
Down the long stairway ajar, | |
Through the darkness and the gloom, | |
Came the body of Mulcahy. | |
They laid him on a couch, | |
Gave him water to drink, | |
Gave him food, but nothing on gold braid, | |
Nothing on silver brocade, | |
Only the bread and butter trenchers. | |
No carpet marks the place, | |
No crimson curtains fall. | |
On his head they placed | |
A stiff hat lined with scarlet; | |
On his feet they placed | |
Earrings of blue and white, | |
Cuffs of ermine and lilies. | |
All alone in his room | |
Sat the Clerk of the Law Office, | |
Thinking of the distillery. | |
How the sun shone through | |
The broken window-pane, | |
Shining upon the distillery. | |
In the Law Offices along | |
Lay the body of Mulcahy. | |
Tears filled his eyes, | |
Twisted rings adorned his fingers. | |
Soft words come to his lips, | |
"Alack! and another one to add. | |
Another victim of the law office." | |
Up and down the town, | |
By the city wall and court-house paths, | |
Sad men were walking, sad, | |
Singing like the rain, | |
With the bells of their hearts: | |
To the distilling arts | |
Men were turning, turning, | |
Drinking poison with thirst, | |
Hoping to drown | |
Such dreams forevermore. | |
But her soul was a flame | |
Burning for love and freedom, | |
Love and freedom, | |
Dying in agony, | |
Her body yielding, yielding. | |
When she turned to join him, | |
She found him gone, | |
Lost among the crowd, | |
Strange strangers, strange faces, | |
That looked at her with scornful laughter. | |
Some thought her of no value, | |
Others declared her fair. | |
Still others cursed her, | |
While many whispered in derision. | |
But she walked, mournfully, | |
Wandered over the lonely streets, | |
Calling for succour, | |
Angrily calling, | |
Silently pleading, | |
Yet none came to help her. | |
She wept openly, | |
From her heart of sorrow spilling, | |
Praying God to listen, | |
That he would heal her, | |
That he would open her eyes. | |
But he did not hear her, | |
He did not show mercy, | |
And she died, sadly dying, | |
Deep in grief and pain, | |
'Mid the laughter and the scoffs of those who met her. | |
Now the moon hangs o'er the world, | |
And the night winds sigh, | |
Like a lover who has given | |
His mistress all he had, | |
And waits for the morrow; | |
Though the lovers part, | |
With the dawn of morn, | |
Too well, too tenderly. | |
O the dark nights, and the weary days, | |
When my poor heart cried out for its dead, | |
And I hid from the world my grief, | |
Because I knew if I told it to Heaven | |
It would be there by day or night. | |
Ah! how I tried so hard to be contented, | |
My duty to do, my place to keep, | |
While the bitter tears ran trickling down my cheeks, | |
And the wild thoughts that only women feel | |
Would not let me be quiet or rest. | |
Oh! where shall I begin to wish for rest, | |
Or where end my days when life is dreary? | |
Is there any joy when the heart is empty, | |
Or happiness in distress? | |
If I could only get my mind off hers, | |
Then my whole life might just be perfect; | |
But then, how often have I said to myself, | |
"Could heaven send me but a little peace, | |
And let this earthly curtain fall away, | |
Then might I be happy in all ways?" | |
But no! when my eyelids close, | |
I think of her, and pray that she may be | |
For ever sleeping in my bosom. | |
We cannot know what lies beneath the moon, | |
Nor the stars shine as they used to shine; | |
The dew, which now is bright and steady, | |
May disappear with the morning ray, | |
And the wind blow coldly, if it will blow, | |
Until the tree-tops seem asleep; | |
So life grows always hollower, | |
As it nears its end. | |
But oh! if there should come an hour of peace, | |
(Which heaven never does give, it seems,) | |
Should not the heavens pour forth blessings | |
Upon us while our souls are loving? | |
<|endoftext|> | |
It's very nice to see a new play, | |
Just because you've seen one before; | |
You can find all sorts of things to praise | |
In each fresh production. | |
There's something fresh about every scene-- | |
The scenery, the costumes, the sets, | |
The way the actors move, the way they sing, | |
Each new production. | |
You know what my feelings are, | |
After I've seen a play; | |
They're almost exactly the same | |
As when I heard the music | |
Of Puccini's famous opera; | |
Those stirring strains I listened to | |
On Requiems and Allegri's "Magic"-- | |
Those stirring strains again! | |
You remember how the scenarist, | |
As the curtain rose, made kiss good-bye | |
To the audience, as though he planned | |
To win them with a more subtle wile | |
Than ever he'd previously shown-- | |
Kisses on both cheeks, rather wide, | |
And a look that suggested, 'twas he, | |
Not the angels, but himself, that went, | |
Not the woman, but himself, that sung-- | |
Kisses on both cheeks, rather wider, | |
And a look that seemed to say, 'Twill prove try at least!' | |
How different now from that time ago, | |
When I first saw Puccini's Magic-- | |
First, the Opera's sombre, gothic atmosphere, | |
Dark and oppressive as a tomb; | |
Then, the magic of his spell-binding music-- | |
Never since known such wonder!-- | |
And yet, in spite of differences, am I | |
One who admires much what today | |
Hath been brought to pass by Art, | |
And praises much the wizard work | |
Whereby the ancient world was led | |
Into such heights of melody, | |
Such depths of feeling, artfulness, power? | |
What matter if the latest poem | |
Sings not of war, nor arts sublime, | |
But only dreams of love and beauty; | |
Shall not the Muse still claim her own, | |
Whether her subject be deep thought, | |
Or simple pleasure?--no, not of me: | |
Let the young man strive who best can fill | |
Our ideas of her youth--his lyre | |
Still must sound unto her older ear. | |
Yes, I admit, indeed I admit, | |
That none of these things were done alone, | |
That Nature laboured without aid | |
Of Solomon, without books divine, | |
Without the light of Genius, guide, | |
Beyond all mere human genius, skill; | |
Yet we have built a cathedral, and | |
Its walls, its roof, its windows, spire, | |
All this, in truth, hath been accomplished.-- | |
A thing, a building, wrought of man | |
By man, and by his machine, wrought; | |
Built of wood, and laborious wrought, | |
Fitted to use, and lastly, used. | |
Thus, thus hath Art, by Man, been taught | |
Her uses, and administered | |
Her wholesome laws, and duly watched | |
To guard against all calamity. | |
This, this is Art, the making of everything | |
Since, without it, we should lack all comfort: | |
No safe retreat from storms and falling timber, | |
No cushion for the foot of Death, | |
No cordial in misfortune's hour, | |
No comforter after grief. | |
Man's invention, so the proverb says, | |
Created God also; | |
And, therefore, the more we learn, | |
The more convinced we are | |
That, without this wondrous help, | |
Our Maker, He would not have created | |
These creatures, this immense host | |
Of living things, or even given them, | |
If, having nothing else to do, | |
He had not made them--these eyes, | |
These ears, this tongue, these fingers, etc. | |
Nature, too, has her inventions, works of art, | |
Wonders of pain and labor, charms for increasing | |
Work and labor, and enlarging Mind and Thought; | |
Art, too, is Nature's invention, as the poet says, | |
Theory of everything produced by mind; | |
Art, too, is Nature's invention, as the sage declares. | |
For, otherwise, why this great multiplicity | |
Of useful objects? Why, moreover, | |
Why this prodigious increase of earth, air, and sea? | |
Why this endless competition, thrice arraigned, | |
Triumphant, triumphant struggle, | |
Against oblivion, death, and age? | |
Because there are no natural limits | |
To human wit, nor thoughts beyond the reach | |
Of mortal man. Because, besides, | |
Great Thoughts arise spontaneously, | |
Out of small seeds, and are transmitted | |
Through the unvaried influence of the mass | |
Of men, whose minds are wet with rain, | |
Who feed on wheat, and drink the ocean, | |
In whom spreads the mighty city, Rome; | |
Because the torrents of old time, | |
Refusing their waters, leave behind | |
Rich soil, fertile underbrush, | |
Which produces high hills, lofty woods, | |
Groves sacred to Diana, streams, | |
Caves, temples, pyramids, and tombs. | |
Therefore, then, let us study hard, and make | |
A temple to our country's fame, | |
And raise up statues to immortalize | |
Each deed that binds us to our loved ones. | |
Let us build houses to be rented, | |
Build palaces where each may live | |
Free from the clog of cares, and free | |
From want, and yet secure from fire. | |
Let us teach indolence to die, | |
Teach sloth to retire, and pride to pause, | |
And every phantom of self-will | |
Cease from itself, and cease from coveting; | |
Till vice, like cancer, creep destruction, | |
Till right thy life begin again, | |
And give thee strength to bear it all. | |
'Twas when the Roman lord appeared | |
Before Orontea's king, | |
With garlands gay he came away, | |
His heart with joy unfeigning. | |
"I go," said he, "to seek my wife, | |
My darling son, who stays with you; | |
You know she loves but me, and misses | |
Your consort, Vespasia. | |
"She lives in luxury here, | |
And often gives me sweets and flowers, | |
And makes you happy in your house; | |
She often visits you at night, | |
And oftener in the morning; | |
She brings you joyous gifts, and sends | |
The very best of what she has, | |
Such as are rarely found in this world." | |
When the knight had ended thus, | |
Upon his head he placed the crown, | |
Then turned him back, and left the court. | |
As soon as he was gone, I heard | |
The joyful cry of Vespasia, | |
Like a dove from out the window flying, | |
Or like the song of birds returning, | |
That now upon my ear I hear. | |
Oh! dear to me, oh! dearer far | |
Than all the wealth of nations three, | |
Is the love of one I call my own, | |
Whom I see day by day; | |
Dear as a dream, when life grows dim, | |
Far fainter than a star, far dearer | |
Than a flower, when faded and dead. | |
But the fairest roses of our spring | |
Are gathered from the tomb of light; | |
They bloom, they fade, and then are lost, | |
Like the brightest stars of evening. | |
Love, in his glory, only blooms | |
Where gloom was long, and sadness deep; | |
While nature blossoming through the grave | |
Sprinkles with its earliest blossom forth | |
All those rare roses which exist | |
Only in dreams of love like mine. | |
I saw her once before, | |
As she passed by the door, | |
And again | |
This is the color | |
Which marks her presence: | |
Her face was rounded and brown, | |
Without a single flush; | |
Her hair was parted and fine, | |
One golden tress peeping behind. | |
Yes, she was lovely to see, | |
That same cold beauty; | |
How strange, though, one feels, | |
After many years! | |
Her step was lighter than the breeze, | |
It fluttered about her feet; | |
And, as she walked, it seemed to me | |
That weeds and wild flowers grew more green, | |
Underneath her worn and gentle look, | |
Like the leaves of memory. | |
I have forgotten her--no, not quite; | |
For I could never bring myself | |
To dwell on such things as she; | |
Yet, if I should repeat the day, | |
"Ah, how beautiful she was!" | |
I know I should scarcely rest or smile | |
With all the sad things that would come to mind. | |
There were two sisters, Mary, full of grace, | |
And Lucile, full of pleasure; | |
Their brother Philip, too, had talents, | |
But he neglected them both. | |
Mary wrote verse sublime, | |
Lucile sang everywhere, | |
Till their father died, and left them stately homes, | |
Full of honors, too, | |
Except their mother, poor and lowly, | |
Knew nothing about their careers. | |
She knew they were good for nothing else, | |
Save making money; | |
So, when her sister Lucile played, | |
She made her ready cash. | |
Philip wrote a book, and made a name, | |
And was respected always; | |
Mary read in school all the day, | |
And learned another art. | |
And so, while their mother starved, | |
These sisters wrought like slaves. | |
Now, these two were born in debt, | |
So they might keep them lean and black; | |
And so their mother taught them tricks | |
Of the Devil's game; | |
And so their father thought they'd best get money quick-- | |
So they got it easy enough. | |
He bought them gowns and rings, | |
Bucklers and brooches, | |
Gold and silver crosses, | |
Lion skins and dragon shells, | |
Serpents, and coiling snakes, | |
Wreaths, ribbons, fillets, bibbers, charms, | |
Fitting clothes for girls and women. | |
Well, let us suppose that mother, | |
Had she known what was in store, | |
Would have set her daughters ten miles apart, | |
And taught them better ways; | |
She would have taught them modesty, | |
She would have warned them and chid; | |
And she would have told them, 'Do not steal!' | |
But she never spoke of God nor heaven. | |
'Twas a Sunday morn, bright sunlight clear, | |
A boy came running up the street; | |
He wore a silk hat, and stood so proud, | |
With shoulders bare, and handsome eyes. | |
His manners were perfect, and his air | |
Was sweet and courteous, and he smiled | |
At every one he met. | |
He was tall and slender, his dark hair | |
Beamed white against the yellow sun | |
On brows that were lightly brushed. | |
His dress was rich and shiny, and smart, | |
And lined with velvet; and he held | |
In his hand a little brass play-thing, | |
White with gold for dust, and stamped with | |
A lion's hide. | |
No one has ever called me "darling," | |
Nor kissed me where my cheek appears | |
Against my shoulder, touching the breast; | |
But this young man lovingly pressed | |
My cheek against his chin, and said | |
The words that follow in this rhyme, | |
Though none but a poet will understand. | |
Then slowly turning toward the sky | |
His large full eye showed me its soul; | |
A glance of passion, longing, pain, | |
Smiled at me, and pierced me through and through; | |
And I found the great strength of the world | |
Turning upon me, and my life | |
Grown small and bitter, and the taste | |
Of joy turn'd away forever. | |
What shall a woman do, who lives alone? | |
Who, lonely, sick, tired, can eat and sleep? | |
When all her company are away at work, | |
Working hard for money and fame, | |
Working even harder still at home; | |
With no friend beside her in the night | |
To whisper a kind word--to listen | |
Until she tell him everything. | |
What shall a woman do, who lives alone? | |
When all the world seems weary and done, | |
Too happy to be out any more, | |
Too weak to help herself; | |
When all her company are away at work, | |
Hard at earnin', and busy too; | |
While her own heart ache, and ache, and bleed, | |
Because no one cares to touch a strand | |
Of her long tangled life. | |
What shall a woman do, who lives alone? | |
Is there no friend at all to touch a string | |
Along the way she wandered? | |
Can she no pity feel for those she sees | |
Around her, down on earth awhile? | |
They miss her, and they wonder why | |
That from their midst she wanders far, | |
Or seems to wander nevermore. | |
What shall a woman do, who lives alone? | |
Her eyes grow dim and weary, and soon | |
Will show the tears begin; | |
And then will come the bitter hours again, | |
Those horrible days, when all the house | |
Seems hushed and drear, and one is glad | |
One's own company is near. | |
I walk along the shore, I watch the waves | |
Rush over the rocks, | |
As if the sea were wild and fearless, | |
And I could not hear the voice of love: | |
For Love hath oft been cold to me, | |
And often spake in vain. | |
Yet I would give whatever bliss were mine | |
To see once more those lips I loved, | |
Even though they breathed no sound; | |
Oh! sweet were silence to that ear, | |
Sweetness without speech. | |
Oft, when the moonlight crept across the deep, | |
We twain would stand alone, | |
Holding each other's hands, and gazing | |
Down into the depths below; | |
And I would gaze so long, your beauty knew, | |
It seemed to me you must know. | |
How many times within these last three years | |
Have I told you all my grief, | |
And prayed God send you health and strength | |
Out into life's brighter day? | |
You promised me you would not stay | |
Longer than I wished, or life | |
Could bear you; and I believed you, girl. | |
Ah! now I know how oft you loved these halls, | |
And called them dear; and I recall | |
Your letters telling me so; | |
And yet it makes my heart to beat, and blind | |
My sight beyond all healing sight, | |
To think I might forget. | |
For I remember well, when first we met, | |
Each look, and word, and tone of yours; | |
Your smile as warmly kept for me | |
As e'er quoth Aunty Mab the maid. | |
Now, dearest, let me dream no more | |
I've nothing of ill between us two. | |
God bless our household, and keep us all | |
So strong and happy this eve; | |
May Heaven's blessing rest upon you all, | |
And may you live in love and peace, | |
Till you to ages coming men | |
Are counted worthy of the name. | |
Come sit by me, my darling, | |
Let's talk of nothing but love, | |
Since all the sorrow in the world | |
Has left its mark upon you. | |
All my heart, my soul, I pray, | |
From anguish free; | |
Come sit by me, my darling, | |
I'll teach you all about love. | |
If I had thought thou couldst believe | |
What is past, could return, | |
I might as well have asked about | |
Thy fate to-morrow. | |
But I trust in what I know, | |
And what I hope haply true, | |
And thus I sit by thee, my darling, | |
And try to make thee understand. | |
This hour has been, and is, a test | |
Which I, thy lover, should not pass; | |
Else, knowing my heart was false, | |
I had cast it away, | |
Had sworn to love thee only here, | |
And not a single hour | |
Elsewhere should be remembered. | |
But I have known 'twould prove thee true, | |
By its unfaltering zeal; | |
Then why should I despair, | |
Knowing it cannot change its bent? | |
Here, by thy side, I'll ever be, | |
Serving under love thy will; | |
For, oh! thou lovest me too much, | |
To part for all time from thee. | |
Thee, Shepherd, whom I adore, | |
No power can take from me; | |
I leave my sheep and go with thee, | |
Nor will I sing another song | |
Till I am where thou art. | |
In joy or woe I'll serve thee, | |
With an undevout mind, | |
Nor will I ask a moment's delay | |
Till I find me shepherdess. | |
There is a river still and fair, | |
Where, through the forest, goeth wild; | |
Away upon its banks I saw | |
A damsel sporting, so gay, | |
I scarce knew which was the swan | |
And which the gilded carcanet. | |
Before the carcanet she laid | |
Her hand, and looked, and smiled, and said,-- | |
"Well done, my bonny bird! Now bring | |
The music,--all the pleasure thou hast." | |
Then down she sat upon the bank, | |
And played with both the jewels there. | |
At length she rose up brightly clad, | |
Like a summer leaf, or a new rose: | |
She took the jewel from her breast, | |
And on her finger touched the gold, | |
"Take these," she said, "and come away!" | |
When I am weary of loving, | |
Weary of praying, | |
Give me sleep, O God, until | |
Time heal all wounds again! | |
Give me sleep, O God, till I know | |
That Thou who diddest me nurst | |
Hast watched me since before man's birth. | |
Sleep, O God, till I lay me down | |
Within Thy mighty arms at last; | |
And, close beside my sleeping head, | |
See Thee standing firm and kind; | |
Smiling tenderly my fears to scorn, | |
Say, "Behold how blest my lot is!" | |
Sleep, O God, till I lie asleep | |
Upon Thy bosom soft and fair; | |
And, close beside my weary head, | |
See Thee watching near and dear; | |
Breathing blessings in Thy ear, | |
Say, "Alas! alas! how poor is he!" | |
Sleep, O God, till I shall rest content | |
In Thy great calmness forevermore; | |
And, close beside my slumbering head, | |
Hover round me ever so, mild, kind; | |
Lifting Thine eyes so merciful, | |
Plead with me, "Fear not, thou shalt die!" | |
How sweet the sound, at early dawn, | |
Of matins choir, and rosary | |
Played on the cofumned and scented air | |
Of some old chantry bell! | |
Or, hark! how sweet the salutation, | |
While the light lily sings, | |
"Mater despondens! wherefore dost thou rise?" | |
O, how my lady's voice sounds dear | |
Through the deep solemnity! | |
It is like the clear reproachful laugh | |
Of one who knows his worth is dim, | |
Yet would show his pride by turning up his nose. | |
Silence is good; let us hear it break | |
Along the aisle, like flakes of snow; | |
"Who sleeps? Who sleeps?" so people say | |
In Lenten season. Let us then begin; | |
For this is a holy house, see! | |
And silence teaches prayer, we learn quite plainly, | |
By teaching silence in Holy Writ. | |
Oh, yes, a very serious thing it is | |
To pray without, or in, or o'er, | |
When we are ill, our bodies being weak, | |
Or weary, or something of that sort; | |
But no one says, when one prays alone, | |
He ought to pray his prayers in private. | |
We must not always walk behind our thoughts; | |
Sometimes they lead us forward, sometimes back, | |
As, if two ships sailed into each other | |
They'd turn ere longhand against e'en, | |
Each tiring fast, ere yet the third could meet. | |
So all our prayers go forward together, | |
Though sometimes backward, like the blind man's bucket, | |
Backward, yet forward, toward heaven's gate; | |
Not like the wavelet, outward bound and strong, | |
But like the laden pearls toward the shore, | |
Which meet together somewhere--but ne'er merge. | |
If I were wise, I'd set myself apart | |
From crowds of pious souls and hold my own, | |
Rather than lift mine eyes aloft to heaven | |
And mingle therewith their vain divinities; | |
For what is that which makes 'suface divine? | |
Is't a stone put on with brazen lips, | |
Or brass with tongueless keys of copper? | |
Nay, 'tis a flower-like angel, lovely child, | |
Whose beauty breaks forth because it burns, | |
Burns out of nothing, hath a life of itself, | |
Its own eternal spring of glory is its own; | |
No art can copy it, nor any spell, | |
Since 'twixt its hands the flame of love doth fall. | |
Why should I strive to be immortal, when | |
Immortality is but a span, | |
And Time himself will pass as quickly? | |
I'll keep my love within my heart, and give | |
Myself to my passion, as a bee does his hive. | |
I've loved beneath many suns been young and sage, | |
Till now I must be taught to love no more; | |
Young Love is a dream, save that it brings a taste | |
Of things unearthly in the mouth and brain, | |
A touch of god-like majesty and grace; | |
But old love dies in men, and leaves them low, | |
Low as their dust, with only dust for love. | |
The gods have buried Demeter, and her tears | |
Are running brooks over earth and sea and sky, | |
Her grief has left an everlasting stream | |
Where'er you look, and nowhere sent amiss: | |
But Cupid's children weep, and we are found | |
Torrents wherever we shed our innocent blood. | |
Then why do you seek after days gone by, | |
That never existed? You may mistake | |
Their language somewhat, but they did not speak, | |
With lips half hid, and looking up with dumb, | |
Half-cherished looks, they seemed to speak with eyes. | |
There was no tongue, but every face had words, | |
And these were beautiful and strange and sweet. | |
The flowers of June bloom once again, | |
The birds sing in the trees, | |
The little lambs dance on the hill, | |
The crows call overhead; | |
The hours of night are fleeting fast, | |
Let us get up and play, | |
For summer is coming on apace, | |
And soon the hot, bright day will kill | |
All pleasure but base desire. | |
Come, let us rob the temple gates, | |
Let loose our spirits here; | |
Let us feel the wild wind blow, | |
And drink the burning sun; | |
Let us revel till we faint, | |
Nor care if we perish too; | |
For death gives pleasures better far | |
Than life to those that lose it true. | |
What though the world should throw us up | |
Like toys, that break and burn! | |
What though the place we loved should prove | |
The tomb wherein we dwell! | |
Still happier lives might ensue, | |
Still harsher torments cease, | |
While those we love might yet return, | |
And bless the past while smiling. | |
Love breathed a secret to her listening heart, | |
And said "Be silent!" | |
She dwelt in darkness, but she knew | |
The stars at midnight shone. | |
One shadowy eye looked through the dark, | |
Another watched the hour, | |
And both foretold a happy ending - | |
Such end as angels know. | |
It happened on a winter night, | |
While all the country rang | |
With thunder and the beat of drums, | |
And distant cannon fire, | |
An army lay encamped around, | |
In arms arranged in good array, | |
Facing to north the enemy. | |
The tents were white with ice, | |
The snow was deep upon the ground, | |
Yet warm in every breast | |
The August evening came. | |
The camp around glowed with light, | |
Glimmering rugs and blankets, | |
And glowing furs before, | |
Made ghostly outlines o'er the field. | |
Within the town the people sate, | |
Watching the flames arise; | |
Shivering, freezing, heaving pain, | |
Wondering what to do, | |
Uncertain as the weather that blew | |
Before the dawn of morning fog. | |
Some ran to hide in cellar nooks, | |
Darkening themselves and all the floor; | |
Others sought the chapel, where they thought | |
Safe refuge might be found; | |
But others gazed from windows o'er the street, | |
And saw the fires grow brighter, louder, stronger, | |
Until they scarcely feared the blast; | |
And then they heard the tumult rend the air, | |
And saw the soldiers storm the walls; | |
They saw their friends fall, down heaped and thick, | |
On either side the way: | |
"Oh God," they cried, "what shall we do?" | |
And answered, "We give thee victory." | |
And lo! the church spire!, the roof, | |
The spire was burned to ashes, | |
The bell was smashed to splinters, | |
The bells behind the castle wall | |
Were blown to atoms; | |
And the whole city reeled and shook, | |
Received a mighty blow. | |
Meanwhile the Scotsmen gained the height | |
Around the city; fought their way | |
Up to the outer rampart's plate | |
Of solid stone and two feet of wood, | |
And, clambering up these, charged the town, | |
Burning, destroying; round the towers | |
Routed and pursued the foe. | |
As autumn winds the leafy boughs | |
Disperse, scatter, and disperse | |
The clouds that skirt the mountain crest, | |
So waves of smoke, rising higher, higher, | |
Dispersion made of battle shields, | |
Red, rolling plumes of smoke, soaring high, | |
Wavered and fell back on each other, | |
And dispersed war and battle. | |
Now, when God's judgment comes upon | |
The persecutors of the Church, | |
When vengeance takes its flight | |
From sin and blasphemy and wrong, | |
When truth and righteousness are o'er | |
And Heaven opens wide her doors | |
To her who walk in virtue's ways, | |
A voice within the heavens sounds home: | |
"Lo! another witness rise, | |
To warn the nations of the sword, | |
Witness of things not seen or heard | |
By his poor brethren in the flesh; | |
Angels of heaven, oh put thy wings | |
About this soul of man, for he must | |
Serve his fellow men in new ways, | |
If he would win eternal joy." | |
He spoke, and onward in the night | |
Flying, laid the earth beneath his wheels, | |
Then turned to Heaven and sped away. | |
<|endoftext|> | |
"Oft have I dreamed of beauty: often | |
I had forgotten it: now I know | |
That beauty is an endless dream; | |
Beauty is like a stream which oft | |
Forever flows into the sea: | |
Far off may lie its banks, but never | |
Its middle flow nor middle source | |
Is known, but ever it changes, flowing | |
Ever onwards, and ever frothing | |
New shores and ever new mouths. | |
"There are rich beauties, fair to see, | |
Whose wealth lies hid by careless hands: | |
These storehouses contain my gold, | |
My treasure is their boundless stores. | |
There are bright jewels, rare and sweet, | |
Which hold their fragrance in their bloom, | |
Where casements arch the gloom | |
Of dimly-lighted alleys o'er, | |
Or softly shine along the eaves | |
Of ancient houses, grey and old. | |
"There are gay flowers springing 'mid the weeds, | |
Fair trees whose lean black branches bend | |
Their faces to the sun to watch him pass, | |
Pale leaves that quiver when the wind sweeps | |
Across their pale trunks, faint whispers die | |
Among the grasses, and the dusk grows chill: | |
All these are fair, yet none is fair enough, | |
Each hath some flaw, some blot which makes it less | |
Than perfect, fairest things being imperfect. | |
"There are wild birds singing pure and clear, | |
Bright butterflies flitting 'thwart the flies, | |
Rich flowers, blue jays, and peacock favorites, | |
Blue lilies, scarlet bees and dragonflies-- | |
Ah me! how can I tell if any | |
Are fair? 'tis always the fairest things | |
That are unclean, diseased, or broken. | |
"Yet there are lovely things, the best, | |
The absolute must have a best, | |
Those objects which our highest wisdom | |
Can only desire, or find in life, | |
Such as no power of imagination | |
May ever make seem real. These are | |
Fashion's fairest creations, the crown | |
Of fashion, and the aim of art; | |
They are the ideal of the mind, | |
What we imagine must exist. | |
"There are beautiful thoughts too, thoughts so | |
Pure and wise, so deep and true, | |
They come from seeing everything | |
In order and in peace, | |
With nothing to disturb the balance, | |
Nothing to make it feel or think | |
Irrational or unreal. Such | |
Is God's design when He forms a thing, | |
Not every follicle will grow, | |
But those will grow which shall express | |
The grand conception of His mind. | |
"Thus all is beautiful, but not | |
The beauty sought for in love, | |
For that is begot of emotion, | |
It springs from human feeling; | |
This flower withers if you touch it, | |
It dies and dies unless consoled | |
With the caress of some kind hand. | |
"There are beautiful homes with walls | |
Of colour and pattern, where dwell | |
Strong families, devoted lovers, | |
Children white as wool and red as wine, | |
Green fields behind them and the sky, | |
Lazy river on its right hand, | |
And olive groves on its left, and pastures | |
Studded with ripe olives and with shaggy forests | |
Of young tall trees and evergreens tall. | |
Here they live a simple life and pay | |
Their worship to the Eternal Mind, | |
Who in their lives has given them abundance | |
Of material things, such as daily life | |
Makes more enduring. They have little care | |
For outward glory, content to be | |
Known for themselves, and in their hearts is | |
Deep peace, and gentleness, and loving kindness, | |
And tenderness, and humility--things | |
Without a name. All round about is calm | |
As though day followed day, the air was full | |
Of murmurings of mild voices, and the light | |
Was spread so evenly over the land | |
You could scarcely see a cloud. This is the place | |
Where Adam and Eve before their eyes | |
Had parted, and where all their descendants | |
Wait till the last trump strike ere they take part | |
Beneath the Fates in battle. Here, then, | |
We build the Ark, and pour our tears for sin | |
Upon its sides. We gather up its fruit | |
Of golden fruits, we set its doors again | |
From keyhole to keyhole, and at length we bring | |
Our bodies under the mighty ark together, | |
For it is time to close the doorways on death." | |
He ceased, and lo! from out the azure depth | |
Of many-coloured clouds there came a sound | |
Like the voice of many waters, and behold! | |
Before his feet an open field appeared, | |
And on the green ground were the white stones of Jericho, | |
So like the clefts of the cliff that men had passed | |
On other, smaller islands. On he went, | |
Gazing with wonder at this scene before him, | |
While the light wind blew the yellow flags away, | |
And made the valley shine as though with sunlight. | |
Then, as he gazed again, a third time | |
He saw the dry, dusty earth covered thick | |
With apples, and the branches of the tree | |
Hanging heavy with fruit, and herds of sheep | |
Crowding through the midst of the open space. | |
Again he knew the swift horses flying by, | |
And heard the hoofs beat against the stone to draw | |
The weary oxen through the burden of the day. | |
Now stood the King upon the brink himself, | |
Looking down into the stream, and brooding o'er | |
These words of warning unto his people:-- | |
"Ye sons of Judah! Lo! what great signs followeth | |
These days? What prodigy am I, compared | |
To what my childhood used to see and hear? | |
Yea, what did I myself do, when I would | |
Scorn at the fame decreed us for the fay? | |
I cannot understand, nor may not explain, | |
Why thou art here, since none of us hath returned; | |
Else should these weeds of war and blood be ours, | |
Which Time hath joined to Nature. But the hour | |
Of parting comes indeed, and soon appears | |
The end of earthly journeys. If the sword | |
Be torn from off our hands, we are not thine own. | |
If the ark itself be broken, we are lost; | |
Or if the ark be safe, we are not free. | |
The hour draws nigh, when we shall lie alone, | |
Unwedded, without one father's protection, | |
An inmate of another's house, a prey | |
To wild beasts, who may devour us at will. | |
Ah me! how happy in thyself shalt thou | |
Find refuge from this impending woe?" | |
His people listened to him with a sigh, | |
Yet no word yet had he to say to them, | |
Nor to the sun had he any answer | |
Unto their wondering faces turned around; | |
No token now might he give them to tell | |
What there was hid from their own eyes revealed. | |
At last he raised his hands on high, and said, | |
"Beloved children! I have made my choice, | |
My heart and mind have strayed beyond the reach | |
Of self-control, and I must leave this world | |
In which my feet have never strayed beyond | |
Its narrow bounds. I know that I must die, | |
But yet for thee and for all the days | |
That I have lived, I would have thee know | |
That I have loved thee with an everlasting love, | |
And that I think of thee always, and pray | |
For thee each moment of the day. So help me God!" | |
When the morning dawned, the King arose | |
And led his people forth to pasture lands | |
Beyond the city gates, but first cast down | |
A humble cross with flowers and sweetmeats, | |
And gave it to the fountains and the trees, | |
Not knowing well they all apart lay; and then | |
Leading his people in silence onward, | |
Toward the mountains. As the sky grew higher, | |
They looked back toward Bethlehem, and saw | |
The angel of the Holy Ghost descend | |
Into the manger where He was laid, | |
And still to His face the infant's mother | |
Turned, and held Him on her breast, and sighed, | |
And murmured "Father," weeping sore, and said, | |
"It is enough. The Lord has gone away!" | |
As the night drew on, more and more dim | |
The sky became, and on the calm blue | |
The moonbeams died, and on the quiet hills | |
Slowly the winds stole over the silent sky; | |
And the snow fell heavily, and the storm | |
Made all things hide themselves from human sight; | |
Only the angels of heaven could spy | |
Where Jesus bedded down for His sleep. | |
One of the heavenly host, unseen, crept near | |
To Bethlehem town, and brought the tempest's news; | |
The streets ran red with blood, and slain men strewed | |
The plain, and terrified mothers shrieked aloud, | |
And angels whispered "Christus, Christus!" round | |
The cruel slaughtering hosts of pagan hate. | |
The mighty prowling wolves of Jove had come | |
Upon the Virgin Mother's sleeping babe, | |
And torn Him limb from limb, and stained the floor | |
With bloody drops. In terror folk looked up, | |
And saw Him slumbering in the manger grass, | |
Under the holy footprints of the Lamb. | |
His mother stooped and take His hand, and smiled | |
Dear to her eyes, while tears blurred the roseate bloom | |
From either side her cheek, and like bright streams | |
Stream'd down again and trickled down again | |
Their bitter tearful drops, as in that farm | |
She knelt before Him daily for her life, | |
Who promised that she should conceive and bear | |
A son divine, to rule on earth a realm | |
Pure, and filled with justice and truth from Heaven. | |
Oh! if the merciful Lord of Heaven were here, | |
Would not his ear grow hot with pity for us? | |
He who commanded the vulture's strike on man, | |
And sent the locust after the leprous worm, | |
Hath set his seal upon this deed of horror; | |
And blood alone can wash out the scar of torture, | |
And heal the deep wound of His infernal orb. | |
Alas! the time is fast running by, | |
Ere one poor child more must bleed,--one rush of sorrow | |
Flings the black stain o'er Luke's young record. | |
Now let me weep my fill, or let the heavens fall, | |
I cannot bring my babes again so soon | |
To groan beneath the scourge of hunger and of grief, | |
So dark a din of woe doth beat upon my ears, | |
So many sons are doomed to death before my eyes, | |
Whose graves are growing green, whose graves are opening! | |
Look upward, look upward, ye cold stars, ye guards | |
Of our dear infants, shine down, spare not your breath, | |
Ye keep the prison of Satan and his chains, | |
Ye keep the innocence of Eden forevermore! | |
There is a little door nigh the hall door | |
Which opens into a small court just below | |
The kitchen bench, and in that court you'll find | |
An open space large enough for a cart and two horses, | |
And such a load as a cart can carry along: | |
A table close to the doorway gives room to bawl, | |
Or sing a song, or make a game of nothing; | |
And there some broken chairs and tables are placed, | |
And there upon the ground the pots and kettles are, | |
And there some old rags and shavings are strewn about. | |
This place is sacred to me, though I know | |
No reason why it should be so reserved, | |
Since it is only used for messes and tea; | |
Yet sometimes when I am alone I feel | |
A sort of longing to hear the din | |
Of children shouting through the garden ways, | |
And see them too ashamed to turn around, | |
Nor speak, nor turn their heads, lest they should start | |
At something they should scarce be able to understand; | |
Then I remember that in this way | |
Is no confusion, but that all is peace. | |
But now the clock strikes three, and the mother comes, | |
And sits beside the candle while the baby sleeps; | |
Her dress is very dirty, and her hair unkempt, | |
For she has been crying most the last ten minutes | |
About her cooking, and forgetting all sorts | |
Of things which women ought to have about them, | |
And thinking much of strange and foolish things. | |
Oft too about herself she makes a fuss, | |
Like one who is unable to think of anything | |
Except of everything under the sun; | |
And then at last her hands begin to itch, | |
Because she is too busy scratching them | |
With her long nails across her fingers bare, | |
Until at last she thinks they will blossom like flowers | |
If she cuts them often and diligently. | |
When the baby wakes, and takes one great look | |
Around him and feels his legs frozen stiff, | |
And sees his head tilted sideways and painfully, | |
Then he remembers that his mother is dead, | |
And how he suffered while she lived among them; | |
And he begins to cry aloud, and says he will pray | |
That God may give his mother rest in Paradise. | |
I sat beside the fire where the grey clouds drift, | |
Watching the flames leap higher than the highest cloud, | |
While the others sang, "We are seven brothers." | |
Said I, "What is that silly tune mean?" | |
"It means that we shall play an important part | |
In taking France away with our ships." | |
They played for a week, and I did not move, | |
Though always near by my heart was awake. | |
One night they danced away without me, | |
And I heard them singing, "God! What are men doing | |
With their lives? They dance because they die!" | |
Ah me! that was a month ago! | |
How different everything is! | |
My poor heart has totally lost control, | |
Keeping time only to its burning debt. | |
I'm dancing now without a leader, | |
For I think I am going insane. | |
I saw a woman yesterday | |
Walk round the block several times, | |
And each time she came her face shone bright | |
Like the moon shining on the sea. | |
Why does my heart go pit-a-pat? | |
Why do I feel so out of sorts? | |
She married the third man this year, | |
After mine and before the third; | |
And I thought, "Poor woman, what matter | |
Who the third man might be?" | |
But she found none had the slightest chance, | |
Not even a remote one. | |
Oh, yes, I know well | |
That my heart is beating low, | |
That my cheeks are wet, and my eyes run over, | |
And my thoughts grow wild and big. | |
But I dare not tell a soul, | |
For fear it would hurt her so | |
That she should get away from me. | |
I've been thinking of the lovely days | |
When we were lovers--but of late | |
I cannot forget one single day | |
Of all the days that we spent together. | |
'Twas sweet to gaze on her radiant eyes, | |
And the music of her voice sublime, | |
As we walked arm-in-arm through the fair, | |
And the breeze of the west was gently stirred | |
By the sound of her voice and her eyes. | |
Oh, yes, I know well | |
That my heart is beating low; | |
That my cheeks are wet, and my eyes run over, | |
And my thoughts grow wild and big. | |
But I dare not tell a soul, | |
For fear it would hurt her so | |
That she should get away from me. | |
There's a path by the shore of a beautiful stream | |
Where the waters murmur softly, | |
Where larks happily hoppest to meet | |
From perch atop a tall tree. | |
The shadows of evening fall lightly around | |
Meeting these spirits as I walk along, | |
And the stars shine serenely bright. | |
There's a path where the water flows away | |
To the soft murmuring of distant waves, | |
Where the lark so gracefully climbs | |
Up again to its nests high up, | |
And the shadows slowly slip away | |
Till the morning gleams gently blue. | |
And I love to lie here awhile, | |
And muse upon life's mystery. | |
There's a path where the air is full of balm, | |
Full of the scent of clover and wheat, | |
And the birds freely sing or hum | |
Their songs of thanks or praise. | |
A path where the woods are old and worn, | |
And mosses thick encroach | |
On the stones left o'er the grave of the wise, | |
And the sunlight seems to glow. | |
There's a path where the snow lies deep and white, | |
White as the virgin's purity, | |
And the heavens above are lighted by the rays | |
Of your young, fresh star-light. | |
No, there is no other way to go | |
Than the path you must take alone. | |
So come, O dear, sweet spirit, true friend, | |
Follow your own path home. | |
The wind blew cool down the vale, | |
And the leaves fell to sleep; | |
The river glowed with many a tuskar, | |
And the mountain ash was red. | |
All things grew quiet as death, | |
Save the raven from yon cliff, | |
And the sandalwood smoke that crept | |
Along the desert shores. | |
The hour was very late when first the sun | |
Boomed on topmost summit, | |
And lit up whole army of mountains, | |
Which woke at once and fled. | |
And then the wind rose to its utmost, | |
And howled like some great beast | |
That follows on the track of man, | |
Or the devil who loves mischief. | |
It swept across the desert wide, | |
And roared among the peaks, | |
And lashed the dustiest ways, | |
Until the scorching heat of noon | |
Was almost passed by. | |
Then it went forth into the land, | |
And hid itself in bud, | |
While the world slept, till morn | |
Came back with golden hair. | |
O, the world looked very sad, | |
Because of darkness and rain, | |
And weary travellers | |
Were sorely annoyed; | |
And the hearts of men beat slow, | |
And they lay down for rest. | |
But the Lord Himself looked down | |
Over all His creations, | |
And blessed those that slept. | |
The angel led him by a secret way | |
Into the inner chambers of the cave, | |
And showed him mighty wonders under ground, | |
And told him of the Golden City, | |
And how he must pass through many trials | |
Before he could win to God's side. | |
He spoke of hell, and pains of hell, | |
And of the fiery lake of sulfur, | |
And the final conflict, | |
With black and bloody banners. | |
He spoke of Noah's ark, and how the floods | |
Were driven off by the deluge, | |
And how the waters of the ocean | |
Are brent because of penitence, | |
And how the rivers are dried up, | |
And how the forests are decayed. | |
He told him of the wars of Armies, | |
And how the armies ran, | |
And of the dreadful battle, | |
In which the Angel of Death took part, | |
Who slew Loken with his sword. | |
He told him also of Paradise, | |
And how it is a spacious garden, | |
Pleasant to the sight in summer time, | |
And how the Devil was expelled | |
For his rebellion. | |
He told him of the burning mountain, | |
And of the fountain of fire, | |
And of the pillars of ice, | |
And of the eternal cold, | |
And of the end of all things, | |
And of the glory of Heaven. | |
At length he ceased, and said, "I have heard | |
Much of thy race from far, | |
And hasten from my country homeward, | |
For the time has come for thee to come | |
Bearing the crown of glory." | |
Saying this, he vanished straightway, | |
And o'er the darkness flew. | |
Loud rang the bells from neighboring farms, | |
Like the cries of hunted fowl; | |
They had heard the tidings, and were gathering | |
Round the castle gate. | |
But the Earl stopped them with gracious hand: | |
"Go not gather here, my friends; | |
Come instead to dine with me; | |
We will talk of what shall be for us | |
Most pleasant to think about. | |
Behold, the Earl has sent me hither | |
To pay you one last visit, | |
Before he goes on board ship to France, | |
To fight the odds there with his King." | |
Now the day drew near that the Earl was going | |
Far out on sea, to wage war with his King, | |
And the people stood in fear and wondered | |
As their husbands and sons began to go, | |
Not knowing whether to weep or doze; | |
Some looked sadly after them, but most | |
Went with the Earl, eager for news. | |
The morning dawned bright and warm, | |
And the wind didn't blow so bad, | |
But the waves came roaring up so high, | |
That the sails seemed shriveled and dry, | |
And the weather-cock kept shaking round, | |
And the weather-cock on the tower | |
Keeps ringing frightful omens, | |
And says the winds are foul and wild, | |
And the waves look dark and bad, | |
And the weather seems to say-- | |
"Send us away, please, at once!" | |
Oh, the horrible omens | |
From the weather-cock of Yslet! | |
The wind dropped, the winds increased, | |
The sails hung listless in the breeze, | |
The weather-cocks screamed terrible, | |
So the sailors gave them answer, | |
Said, "If the winds keep rising, | |
There'll be no voyage left for us, | |
Unless we sail right quickly out." | |
Oh, the awful omens | |
The wind dropped, the winds abated, | |
The sails hung still, the weather-cocks | |
Snapped in the calmness of the night, | |
The stars grew dim and faint, | |
The moon climbed heaven, the sky | |
Seemed as it of old would close | |
Upon its own destruction; | |
And the sailors thought and thought | |
Of the dire event that should be-- | |
How they might perish soon, | |
And the Queen govern them forever! | |
Oh, the horrible omens | |
"What a change is here!--a change of air, | |
A change of climate, too," said they, | |
"No longer snow and chilly frost, | |
Than sunshine and warmth and joyance! | |
Let's see if we can put to sea, | |
Or if our bodies will endure | |
This new type of suffering." | |
Then on the deck they laid them down, | |
Each in his shroud, and slept; | |
When lo, a wondrous light shone out | |
From the eastern cloudlets, | |
Which lit up the sea like flame, | |
And made their faces like the face | |
Of Christ in His agony. | |
"Is it possible?" quoth they, | |
"Is this the death of Parry?" | |
Forthwith upon the starboard wing | |
Their topsails sheathed they fell, | |
And fastened to the mast's topmost bound | |
Were borne two mortal men, | |
Whose hearts beat thick with strange alarms, | |
As each at once began to cry | |
"It is not possible! It is not true!" | |
But the Bishop watched them in wonder, | |
And only cried out, "Nay, nay, 'tis true!" | |
Then both awoke, and slowly turned | |
To where the Bishop sat beholding | |
With looks of love that met dread, | |
While the clouds above them descended | |
Into great thunders loud; | |
And the thunders louder rose, till | |
Above the thunderers rolled | |
The mighty hurricane on high, | |
Blinding the eyes of all; | |
Till the bishop prayed aloud, | |
"Gentle Lord Divinity! | |
By Thy great power Thou art able | |
That these fears may be deceiving | |
To let me boldly say, | |
These are not fatal lances, but spears | |
Of flame which shall consume us all!" | |
Thus the whole crew was saved without sword or battle, | |
Because God spared the merchantmen, | |
Who had sailed forth to sea in ships of trade. | |
But when the tempest passed away, | |
And they knew that never more might ships sail o'er | |
The seas of England, then the Bishop said, | |
"Alas! and I have brought this wretched flock | |
Unto the edge of ruin's knife." | |
He could bear no blame, nor bear to see | |
His poor servants bearing curses at such times, | |
For he had been a priest so long | |
That he believed every evil dream | |
Had come to him from Heaven, and so he cursed | |
God, the angels, St Paul, and cursed England | |
To the ending of her empire. | |
But when the storm had past away, | |
They saw the sea again rise high | |
In the arms of the broad earth, | |
Where birds were singing, and beasts were basking, | |
Yet the very angels who had borne them safe | |
Were fainting with the heat. | |
One wave had almost swept them off their feet, | |
And yet they were forced to watch another | |
Sweep by with its shadow grey, | |
Though the blessed saints had told them it must pass, | |
And now it has disappeared | |
Within the horizon of the sun. | |
Then spake the Archbishop, "My liege, | |
I cannot bear to listen to these words | |
Of ill tidings, and must curse myself | |
That I heard them not in Spain: | |
I shall go there, and my messengers | |
Must seek the seat of Lucifer, | |
And bring you news of good to do. | |
You must send to the other powers | |
To learn what they would give for this loss | |
Of ours." | |
The merchants all went aboard their ships, | |
Some for provisions, some for spoils, | |
But most for gold, | |
And they brought their captives back to Moorish towns, | |
And sold them cheap, | |
And filled their holds full with treasure, | |
Treasures they had neither earned nor deserved, | |
Bought with empty wealth, | |
Wasted flesh, starved bones, | |
And innocent blood shed | |
On many sides by those whose avarice | |
Would rule them even unto the grave. | |
So when the merchants came on shore | |
The sad people bowed before them low, | |
Crying to the rich man, "We gave you gold, | |
Gold to keep and wield it at your will, | |
Liking you better than your own life, | |
Your heart is hard and cold, | |
Why did you trust us so? | |
Now we have lost you, we too must fall, | |
Fall by your sword, | |
And meet the doom that awaits us all." | |
But the archbishop answered, "Friend, | |
Do not weep so sadly, | |
You have kept the faith while others broke it, | |
And I shall not deprive you of life | |
Except it be for God's and your own, | |
And you shall die rejoicing, | |
Not grieving as those dead before you stood." | |
Then the archbishop rode towards a grove | |
Deep in the forest, and within it | |
There lived an old man who loved much | |
A maiden fair, | |
Her name was Elda, she was tall and straight, | |
She had blue eyes like spring tints, | |
Her hair was of that soft flushing hue | |
Only found in women of the North, | |
And her breath was sweet as the blossoms white | |
Before the snow falls on the mountains dark. | |
This maiden lived apart from men, | |
And wore a girdle round her waist | |
Of silken cloth, wrought with quaint devices, | |
Such as kings wear, only much finer, | |
And though it showed her trimness of limb | |
Still it concealed the fact that she was woe, | |
And often when she walked from house to house | |
Men stared because they could not tell her form | |
From any maid their eyes had seen before, | |
Even the princesses of far countries places, | |
And even maidens living in the smallest hamlets. | |
Therefore it was that one day when she went | |
To fetch water from the river, that men fabled | |
Was born of two loving spirits, one male, one female, | |
Elda noticed two men following behind her, | |
Two strangers none could recognize, | |
Nor could identify the cause of their visit, | |
Whether to ask about the well-water, | |
Or perhaps to fight in some dispute | |
Among the village girls, or perhaps to steal | |
A pheasant plucked from the garden, ere | |
The damsel might return to find them; | |
At last the astonished girl made answer, | |
"What strange visitors thou hast met each hour, | |
Unknown thyself, and strangely armed, | |
Have ye been sent from Mordred's camp to aid | |
In harm against our weak and harmless village?" | |
Whereat the warriors swooned upon the ground, | |
For surely in those days one fell stroke | |
Was enough to slay a valiant knight. | |
But ere they regained their strength they rose | |
And followed through the forest, | |
Intent upon their road to overtake | |
The strangers who had entered that way | |
With purpose to rob the maiden, | |
Or some worse crime than thieving | |
Might await them, then they halted | |
Because a mighty tree stood in the way | |
Which if removed from the place | |
Might ruin the plan which they had laid | |
To assault the damsel,--they knew not why, | |
So carefully they had screened her from view. | |
But when the huge trunk was removed | |
Their course was cleared, and onward still they moved, | |
Until they gained a hillock steep and lone, | |
Whose rugged top overlooked a wide plain | |
Stretching away beyond it to the west, | |
Whence the sun sinks slowly down into the sea | |
Behind high walls of rock and wood, | |
Uncertain whether to embrace the land, | |
Or roll his clouds across the heavens. | |
Upon the summit sat a noble knight, | |
Girt with a shining mail, which blazed with gold, | |
He stood with both his hands beneath his brows | |
Pressing them firmly together, frowning | |
Toward the maid, who yet clung to him, clinging | |
As children cling to their parents dear, | |
While he gazed steadily on her face, | |
Fearing to move a single whisker, | |
Though impatiently he wished to speak, | |
But unable to break the link that tied him. | |
His face was beautiful, his eyes were clear, | |
Yet something in the way he spoke was rude, | |
Rude and delicious all at the same time, | |
Like the sound of music heard alone | |
After long waiting,--like the look of Beauty | |
Approaching through trees,--or like the gleam of moonshine | |
In dewy meadows after rain. | |
He seemed a man of enormous size, | |
More than six feet tall, and large as strong, | |
Muscular, and tough, with reddish hair | |
Blown about his forehead and his temples, | |
Clad in a breastplate and a helmet, | |
Waving in his hand a firm silver spear, | |
And facing directly toward the maid, | |
Who shrank back fearing he would smite her, | |
Leaving her empty seat amid the rest, | |
For trembling still and hesitating | |
Did the small lass remain seated there. | |
But soon the brave Arthur judged her fears | |
Were groundless, for the chief of knights | |
Looked neither to his left nor right, | |
But addressed her thus by name: | |
"Thou must not shrink and fear me, child, | |
I am no monster, great or small, | |
And what I want shall be done without, | |
I care not for my height, my weight, | |
My brawny limbs, my smooth cheek, or forehead, | |
Or the beauty of my features, | |
No more than these do yours or mine,-- | |
I am but a simple shepherd Knight, | |
And as such need no help from me." | |
Then straightway forth stepped Lancelot, glancing | |
Quickly around him, as he said, | |
"O lady fair and full of grace, | |
If ever thou'rt frightened in the field, | |
Now is your opportunity, | |
Command the knight here who fights for thee." | |
She looked up quickly, afraid he'd see | |
Something wrong with her, but nothing nigh, | |
So saying, from where she sat down again | |
Before the knight, and placed herself | |
Full-clothed upon his horse's humpback, | |
Her slender fingers clutching the shield | |
Wherewith himself and harness lined, | |
Then with quick gesture pointed Westward, | |
And, bidding call the other knights, | |
On either side advanced along the path | |
That led them to the lists again. | |
Silence ensued between them both, | |
Both thoughtful, sad, yet also curious, | |
As they now pursued the solitary quest | |
Of studying each the other's faces, | |
Each listening to the other's words, | |
Listening for sounds of speech beyond the hills, | |
Sounds that reach only those who've left the earth, | |
And leave the voiceless wilderness unheard. | |
One word, and thenceforth there was an end | |
Of idle talk and stifled laughter, | |
A sudden cry, and then the silence again, | |
Save for the goat-bells' sweet and heavenly chime, | |
Sole voice that echoed out of valley and mountain, | |
And the green reeds rustling at the margin | |
Of the swift brooklet, whose little ripples | |
Lulled the heart into peace and slumber. | |
Again the damsels took their seats | |
Beneath the tower of the lists, | |
They too drew off the green cloth, | |
Placing within its golden case | |
The crown that bore the golden crest, | |
And gave it to the maidens one by one; | |
And then the feast was spread, and everything | |
Was ready for the grand entertainment | |
Of Arthur's household and his knights. | |
The morning dawned bright and cheerful, | |
But gloomily interspersed with cloud | |
Burst o'er the upland pastures, so that | |
The grasshopper came to deem it good | |
To seek another food for his young, | |
And the frog, though not so reticent, | |
Would sometimes let a ray of sunlight | |
Through his thick armour, and would hide among | |
The crusted waters that bubbled by | |
The water-founts, for heat and thirst are common | |
to every living thing. | |
And when the cock crew, the thrush's song | |
Rose through the soft blue air, and the catkins | |
Whispered amongst themselves a moment, | |
Then up above the leaves a star could be seen, | |
Or a cricket flying far across the fields, | |
Or perhaps a kite aloft on white clouds, | |
Or a bird suddenly vanishing in the wood, | |
Until the next hour showed its light below. | |
Thus, even while the sun was ascending, | |
All things grew dark at once and sober, | |
Even as a corpse lying in the night | |
Grew warm and heavy, and cast a faint light | |
From beneath its open grave, till the moon | |
Rose in her throne, and washed away | |
Those shadows with her silver rays of light. | |
Meanwhile the guests were coming individually, | |
Three hundred men and women, lords and countesses, | |
And children of all ages, black and white, | |
And some with gaunt frames, and all with fair skin, | |
With long and curled beards, and shining eyes, | |
While many had locks like Mary Magdalen, | |
And walked with quiet steps, and seemed to breathe | |
Easy as though they breathed dry ivy leaf. | |
Some wore their silks broad and brown, and some | |
Their velvet doublets, all in purple dye; | |
Others had the look of courtiers, wearing | |
Their high jewelled watches and rich gold rings, | |
While others still appeared untidy beggars, | |
Who ate bitter bread and drank hot tea, | |
But kept their mouths moving and looking well, | |
For all were cleanly and very well bred. | |
There were tall noblemen, and short barons bold, | |
There were burghers, some with red hair and cheeks, | |
And some with grizzled beards, and some with whiskers; | |
There were squires and serjeants, seneschals, porters, | |
And chamberlains, captains and subalterns, | |
There were royal admirals and chief colonels, | |
And generals of the army, and chiefs of staff, | |
Serving the Lord High King and the Queen Mother; | |
Serving well indeed, for they died so seldom-- | |
No more than any other people. | |
When the banquet ended, the last course was served, | |
Then rose the guest who spoke first, and asked aloud: | |
"Tell me, my lady, have you read Sir Richard Burton, | |
Who wrote the Earthly Paradise and The Vision and the Soul?" | |
The lady made answer to the question thus: | |
"I have not read that man thoroughly, nor do I know | |
If he be alive or dead." "Well, tell me, then, if thou art | |
A creature of these dwelnesses, or dost bide | |
Here in this castle with us? For we are distressed | |
By news of him brought us from abroad, and much | |
Disappointed, because of absence of his lord | |
He has not sent us word." And she replied: "Since | |
You desire to hear, I will inform you frankly | |
What hath been our state before this change of fortune. | |
We owned a farm, and upon that farm we sowed | |
Large seedlings for a future gain; but soon we found | |
That money spent alone could not pay the rent, | |
So we sold the farm, and procured laborers | |
From those that worked the land, and got them to pay | |
Fees and rentals, and finally obtained enough | |
To pay the full amount. But when now the year | |
Caught on, and the rents were due, we sought to borrow | |
From several banks, but could not get the cash required, | |
And the bank refused to lend us the funds, | |
On general principles that said: 'Your affairs | |
Are irregular; here are your loans but lately closed, | |
Nor appear to have yielded to your demands.' | |
At this we were deeply troubled, and reflection | |
Made us both uneasy. We therefore made application | |
To the town bank, which did give us credit full | |
Without either interest or surcharge. This time | |
We were not discouraged, and resolved to try | |
Another institution, and this led us to | |
READER'S BAY, where we opened an office | |
In business at once. At first no service we | |
Performed, but waited and avoided various dangers | |
Which beset other bankers. In this way | |
Our firm of Merchant Taylors was early accepted | |
By the great banking house of Hoyes, where | |
My partner and myself were placed in trust, | |
Although we did not hold our places for long, | |
For it was decided that we should go into | |
Business of our own. Thus we went about | |
Directing business to avoid various troubles | |
Of our own, and making our profits stretch | |
Wide as possible. Many years we lived | |
In this place, enjoying good wages and good quarters, | |
And had ample means to take the air and enjoy | |
Ourselves. But after many years, one day | |
My partner and I took out our lines, and turned | |
Out our wheels, intending to sell the goods we made; | |
But ere we had done speaking, there came a knock at the door, | |
And my partner and two detectives entered the shop, | |
Who stood around us while my partner without saying anything | |
Was showing them our ware, and asking what he could learn | |
About our trade, and whence he came. They looked stern, | |
And one of them held up his hand, and said, "This is Caledon," | |
Pointing to a place in the street where a warehouse stood. | |
"This is the place," said my partner, "where a few days ago | |
They crucified poor Bridget, and raised the cross against her!" | |
And turning to me, continued, "She was a Jewess born, | |
And married to a Wesleyan preacher. She knew nothing | |
Of this plan, and fell down groaning, crying, and praying, | |
Until they dragged her away, and she is now in jail | |
With the strange man." Then he told how she fought back, | |
And how she broke away and ran away, and how they caught her, | |
And how she confessed everything, and has pleaded guilty! | |
These things he related with such calm and comfort, | |
It gave me new strength, and I felt my tears come again. | |
Afterwards my partner and I often walked along | |
The river shore, and saw the prison-wall and the ropes | |
That hung over it thick, and thought how sad a sight | |
It would be to drop and die beneath it. My mind's eye | |
Could picture it all--the gallows high up, the fence | |
Hanging over it thick, the cords that wound about | |
Each hanged man's neck, the blackness of the roof above, | |
And then the floor below, with men lying round it, | |
Crutches thrown up like sticks to hinder walking, | |
Or heads covered up like coffins; then the wall | |
Behind it, and the hangmen coming and going | |
Like phantoms by a corpse! | |
Then I thought of Helvellyn, and how the people | |
Had taken each in his turn to hang him, and how | |
Their necks and feet had been broken by the rope | |
Lined with bone, and how their brains had flowed through | |
Those large holes left in the block, and how one lay | |
Groveling, and how another groaned and tried to speak, | |
And how a third was trying to stand, though his face | |
Seemed to be stuck like a frozen fish. My heart grew sick, | |
And my cheek blushed scarlet, and I wished I were far | |
Afar from these scenes. | |
Yet how happy must have been the lovers who first | |
Were hanged in England, and then cut up and eaten! | |
How sweetly must the fat knife touch their soft throats! | |
No more must their young eyes open, and no more | |
Sweet lips be given to sighing, and sweet mouths to kissing! | |
Oh, God in heaven! That kind, merciful man, whose finger | |
Is on the pulse of every mischief, and who takes | |
Good without asking thanks, let his ear remember | |
Us and ours, the Jews! Let the wind lift our cries | |
Up to the holy temple in our father's city, | |
That they may find us out, and hear our lament | |
And our moan, and help us if it can! | |
Such are the thoughts that make me still to sing, | |
Though my lungs and throat are quite unquiet. | |
I do not feel so much as know | |
That I am silent, yet I seem to breathe | |
More than before, and my spirit runs | |
To join the song. Oh, sing on, oh, sing | |
Till the dark clouds start under the sky | |
To show the mercy-seat filled with light, | |
And till the vaulted roofs of Jerusalem | |
Shine white above it all! | |
But, Philo, keep your poppies for yourselves: | |
We gave them to you when you parted from us-- | |
Perhaps you will give them to someone else. | |
What? Will nobody wear them any more? | |
Can anybody eat them? Does nobody care | |
Whether they grow or not? Do you think they smell | |
As nice as they used to? Have you forgotten | |
All those wild nights when you sat and sang | |
All alone, and snorted them? You never ceased | |
To watch the moon rise behind the trees, | |
And dreamed of singing there--and soon enough | |
You found yourself on the hill-side, alone | |
There among the ruins of Jerusalem, | |
Singing, too, among the tombs, and soon enough | |
You found the whole valley rocking to your voice, | |
And your quick fingers picking up stars and flowers | |
In your bag, and you laid your hands upon them, | |
And suddenly out of the blue sky there came | |
God's Voice, and you heard yourself say, "O Song, | |
Let everyone see that I am good, but me!" | |
What a curious thing it is to feel yourself | |
Changing as water changes into wine! | |
Water becomes so quiet and tender, and at last | |
So full of swiftness and luxuriance, that we almost | |
Can't believe we are holding an animal between | |
Its jaws. We scarcely feel the trunk itself at all, | |
For that is bound and secured firmly in its place | |
By the elastic skin, which lifts and sinks according to | |
The will of the singer. The air inside the skull | |
Becomes transfigured by the power of the voice, | |
Transfigured, and we cannot even tell why: | |
We only know that afterwards the silence is less, | |
The color of the sky is altered, and the earth | |
Seems hushed and heavy. And this happens because, | |
When the blood leaves the body, it takes with it | |
Our consciousness and our mental powers. It is as if | |
Before our very eyes, the shining of the sun | |
Becomes shadowed by the darkness of night, and vice | |
Versa. When I go to my bed, at evening, I | |
Feel myself changing, growing old, and worn | |
With wanderings, and then I fall asleep. In dreams, | |
I see myself lying down in the churchyard, | |
And feeling around me, and finding the ground | |
Softened and hollowed out, as if by some hand, | |
And then I wake up, and become aware | |
Of being buried alive, and rising again | |
Into the real world, and finding myself | |
Very old, and wearing the crown of thorns, | |
And dying daily, and then I die. | |
It seems that in the beginning, Creation | |
Was calm and peaceful, and then the angels | |
Made a great noise, and caused disorder; | |
They made such a tumult in the heavens, | |
That the mighty azure host became worried | |
And disturbed. Then God said: "It is time for me | |
To put a stop to this racket. I shall do it | |
By putting an end to this uproar." | |
He looked into the abyss, and saw blackness, | |
Which made Him wonder what could cause | |
This commotion. Then He turned to His work, | |
And built the firmament, and separated | |
The starry space from the rest, and lined it | |
From the depths below, and told the angels: | |
"Be ready, therefore, for I am about to do | |
Something here that will astonish you." | |
Then they were ready. They ascended unto | |
The upper regions, where the Lord Almighty | |
Hisself commanded that they should dwell. | |
And the Spirit of God moved over the waters, | |
And breathed upon the mountains, and their hairs | |
Throbbed with righteous wrath, and was transformed | |
Into celestial forms. Their faces took on | |
Blazing rays of brows, and majestic voices | |
Rang forth, and God called aloud: "Come, ye blessed, | |
And bring all creatures back into their places. | |
And let the sea be red, and turn away the feet | |
Of every seeker after pleasure. Be the storm | |
Blacker, and drive every man his own way. | |
And have one taste of joy, and let me pass | |
My judgment on another race of men." | |
Thereat they fell upon their faces, and confessed | |
Their sins one by one, and heaved up breath, and went | |
Back unto their places. Heaven opened her gates, | |
And the Holy Ghost descended on them, and they | |
Passed into eternal glory. | |
Now he knew that he had been betrayed | |
By Satan, who would offer him his life | |
Beside the river, and sought him quickly, | |
Leaving the path he was upon. He ran | |
After Satan, and drew him close before | |
The Gates of Hell, while the fiend returned | |
Unto his cavern, and their strife renewed, | |
Fierce warring with themselves, until the strength | |
Of God's might prevailed, and Satan was forced | |
To thrust his soul into death. | |
But Eve remained without, for she had no faith | |
In her weak Maker. She longed to linger there, | |
A white immortal in a dark corrupt world, | |
Till the day of redemption should bring a change | |
Unto her, and her vile nature make restoration | |
To purer, angelic creations. Adam prayed | |
To set her free--"Or should I call heaven down | |
On thy head, for having done this deed? | |
Should I be killed for this, though guilty still?"-- | |
She answered him, "Neither shalt thou be slain; | |
Rather, being sinless, I will make thee live | |
Without death or pain, by gifting thee revival, | |
Such resurrection as hath never died nor age, | |
Existing with the sons of light in the skies, | |
Resumed and renewed through the blissful aid | |
Of sacred knowledge. Where thou conversest | |
Will I come; what thou writeest I will read; | |
What thou readest I will discuss; and when I sleep, | |
Thy heart will rise above thy paper, and give thee | |
Sorrow for its waste." So Adam wrote, and gave | |
His wife a secret promise that he would not kill | |
Her enemy, if she sent him food and drink, | |
And both these gifts he did well-pleased. To day | |
Morning brought him bread and wine, and evening brought | |
Gifts manifold. From the first it grew more luscious, | |
Until within a short season all things Adam found | |
Good for his mind and spirit, fair to view, and tasteful, | |
Flavor and appearance of Paradise. | |
So many books were written, and so much skill, | |
Within these latter days, that it is hard to know | |
Who first wrote any book which was not soon understood | |
Beyond his own family. The poets of those | |
Hard times, who could not sing, painted pictures true, | |
Had from their hearts before their eyes came images | |
True of our final state, and dared to show it. | |
Some sang of love, some sorrow, some sweet delight, | |
All sadness lifting into rapture, and showing | |
As clear as daylight. All were sincere, and none | |
Showed less devotion than these early bards | |
To truth revealed. We today are far behind | |
These early sages, but we may aspire | |
Through their old lights to growth and maturity | |
And hope to reach like them. | |
Our second parent, | |
Like the first, was made, as you suppose, out of mud. | |
Not quite so soft a stuff as that which made the first man, | |
Yet stiff enough to keep his frame in being. And yet | |
Though formed from mud, he left behind no imperfect creature. | |
He walked upright, he talk'd and acted uprightly, | |
Was strong to walk, and able to fight, and did not need | |
Another to protect him from danger. In fine, he lived | |
As if he belonged to us. He was kind to all he met, | |
And loved peace, and was for doing good, and wanted not | |
To be obdurate because of wrongs himself had receiv'd. | |
He was not vain, nor little, nor to middle size | |
Created him intended for an dwarfish dwarf, | |
With crooked claws, and legs of cruelly lengthened | |
For crawling about. He had an eye of keen repute, | |
And such a voice as does justice to merit, and scarce | |
Any diminutive mite could ever catch his ear | |
More fervently talking his merits, than he did | |
When he stood up to speak against the folly of Man. | |
He fought fair, he built forts to stop the foe, he dwelt | |
In houses to defend them, and his name spread over lands | |
No foot could plow, and he was happy. But now he lies | |
Here in his green field, and looks toward nothing here | |
But to the east where Venus walks, and there he sees | |
The new created heavens open unto Him | |
Who lives forever, and can do whatever he pleases. | |
I have seen him sitting at his door, and sighing, | |
While birds of pleasant song were singing, and I thought | |
That they meant him good, and wished that he would go | |
Out of the melancholy night, and sit under the trees | |
And listen to their music, and then come home to bed, | |
Where he might lie and dream of Heaven, and wake in joy, | |
Like me, for I am happier than I knew before. | |
My dear and only Love, I feel thy breath, | |
It stirs me like a quiet music. Thou dost lift | |
My spirits higher than from my low estate | |
I rose, and with thine arms round me cast myself | |
Into bright dreams, and joyed that I could move | |
Him to embrace me. Dear, I cannot choose but tell | |
Thou wert a Tree among the flowers that grew | |
Before God lifted up His hand to make me free. | |
Oft, when the moon has look'd most kindly on me, | |
And lit my hearth with her pale beams, and breathed | |
Peace into all my shaded plans, and drawn | |
Life's raiment over me, and with her hair | |
Made fountains of brooks, and watered trees, and made | |
The face of earth more living and more fair, | |
Then have I laid me down, and stooped to dream | |
Of all the glorious things thou couldst reveal | |
To me by night or day, till I became | |
A laughing-stock to all the world, and yet | |
Would do anything to see thee again. | |
I have been glad when rains have changed the leaves | |
Of grass to silver, and set ponds adrift | |
Among the fields; I have been sad when storms | |
Have swept away the water-courses, and filled | |
Caves with dry sand, and every bird had flown, | |
Or scarcely flown, and I had starved: I have felt | |
Sad, very often, and slept through it all. | |
I have been glad when sunbeams had shone | |
On all the fields, and fires had burnt brightly, | |
And all the woods had drunk their fill of oil, | |
And seeds had budded in abundance, and ripened | |
Their grains of gold: I too have known | |
Deep grief, when clouds had gathered o'er the sky, | |
And scorched the tender foliage, and the wheat | |
Fled, unsung, from its stalk, and died in the furrows. | |
There was a time when I had hopes and fears, | |
Long hopes that were sure to disappoint, | |
Dreadful fears that I should lose thee, | |
Far off, beyond recovery. | |
I know what happiness is, | |
Sweet Heart! 't is to think thou art nigh, | |
Nor fear the loss of sight or life. | |
They say that lovers live on and on, | |
Living out the length and breadth of days | |
One after one, and never meet | |
Each other's eyes, and never greet | |
Hand clasped hands, and never smile, | |
Never hold each other's hand, | |
Never meet in market-place, nor speak, | |
Never converse face to face. | |
But I who have trod these paths of clay, | |
These weary ways of parting friends, | |
Know how sweet it is to spend long hours | |
In summer shade, and draw the curtains close, | |
Closely lock the doors, and turn in bed, | |
Sleep and forget, until once more we start | |
To live our full-fed years again. | |
So let us love, and sleep, and eat, | |
Till spring return, and Nature bring | |
Her crystal crown of brightest gems, | |
And lay her pearls upon our brows, | |
And kiss away the tears that fall, | |
Kiss gently, and soothe softly, and say-- | |
"We know not what we are, nor what we're worth." | |
From my window I watch the snow, | |
As it falls heavily and silently, | |
White as my own soul, which seems to be | |
Part of the white sheet nailed across my heart. | |
How silent flows the river of clear stars! | |
And through the deep and boundless blue of heaven | |
How beautiful white clouds seem to float! | |
I am old with many years, | |
Yet I am young again today; | |
For the years of youth are few, | |
And golden visions are behind me, | |
Which will never again appear. | |
I remember the happy places | |
With their roses and their sunshine, | |
And the magic of the fairy land, | |
But I'm alone in dark and gloomy alleys, | |
Watching the flakes upon the roof. | |
I am lonely in this way, | |
Because I've no one now to show me where | |
Those sunny hills were born, or why | |
Those forests grew along the banks of streams, | |
Why those mighty rivers flowed and played, | |
And the skies were hung with countless stars. | |
I used to think about beauty, | |
But now I don't even know whether | |
Beauty is really there at all, | |
Though perhaps there's something in the air, | |
Something in the snow that cloaks the earth, | |
That makes the past and future blend so well, | |
And brings back the happiest times of all. | |
When you walk by the streamlet side | |
At twilight hour, | |
You may sometimes spy a lovely maid, | |
Who sports and plays by yonder tree; | |
She does not care though rain are falling | |
If twilight's gild the world below. | |
By the pool at the garden gate | |
You may sometimes spy an image bright | |
Of some loved one of late departed; | |
He waves his hand above the wave, | |
He sees the firelight gleam, | |
And laughs aloud if you should stop and talk | |
While he is watching the play within. | |
Oft, in the midnight cold, | |
Ere slumber's chain has bound me, | |
Fond Memory brings the vision wide | |
Of some dead angel shining there; | |
Some cherished friend who lived for us, | |
Whose light still shines around us, | |
Forever living in the hearts of men. | |
Then wander far away | |
Along the winding road of dreams, | |
Where Time hath made a labyrinth of stone | |
His dwelling place; | |
Songs ye heard in youth can still him singing, | |
Even as melody comes back to him. | |
The ghostly faces in the fountains | |
Are laughing at the gambols of boys; | |
The trees are clad in festal attire, | |
And fluttering is the wreath of peace; | |
But oh, beware lest ye become his prey, | |
For he'll follow whither thou goest. | |
Thou seest a city built upon sand, | |
A wall of marble, white and pure, | |
Set round with houses, one beneath another; | |
Above them soaring palm-trees grow, | |
And blooming gardens blossom everywhere, | |
And fragrant balms and spices breathe throughout. | |
Is it the Arabian morn? | |
Is it the day of Zamzama? | |
Or the morning of some other year, | |
Blithe as the breath of Hodeirah's race, | |
And like unto the sun's dazzling ray | |
Spreading o'er the universe its splendour? | |
No, that was never yet beheld | |
By mortal eye, beheld by human ear, | |
Save what in dreams we dreamed of while awake, | |
And what from spirit's lips was spoken; | |
This was the first dawn whence the veil was lifted. | |
There came a voice from out the distance, | |
Like distant music on the air: | |
"'Tis the Prophet's voice," said the Beloved, | |
And bowed his head and waited till the darkness fell. | |
And lo, afar off, beyond the horizon, | |
Glitter'd a splendor strange and terrible. | |
It was a lake of liquid crystal, | |
Through whose depths there ever seemed to pass | |
Soft shadows and glimmering stars; | |
Its surface like the whiteness of a nail, | |
Untouched by ripple or breeze; | |
Bright eyes of fish that dart beneath | |
Their waters, when they feel the sunlight. | |
And there were people passing onward, | |
On elephants, without rein or whip; | |
And horses neighing and grazing cattle, | |
Without rein or branding whip; | |
And women adorned with jewels, | |
Clothed like the leaves of autumn tree, | |
And moving like the wind among | |
The foliage, lightly and swiftly. | |
They saw the Archangel Michael standing | |
In appearance grim and sable, | |
Angling beside the waves of gold; | |
And the black giant, Gabriel, | |
Standing near, his forehead craggy | |
Against the rocks, his beard like flame. | |
Then spake the Angel, "O Thou who dwellest | |
Upon the shores of Siona's lake, | |
Look thither, look thither toward the north, | |
Look downward to the bottom of the lake. | |
See how a cloud of dust rises upward, | |
As from the southward sands of Adair, | |
As if the coast were being dried up." | |
"Yes," answered Michael, "and behold how it drifts | |
Over the island forest, dusky and dun, | |
Dissolving in the atmosphere of midair, | |
From the presence of the Angel Angier, | |
Who here stands sentinel, his battle-shield. | |
Now turn thine eyes to the eastward, see! | |
How the whole land is shrouded in night!" | |
"What means this tremor in my bones?" | |
Said Morvale, frowning; "thou wouldst have me believe | |
These things because I say them true-- | |
Because thy heart inclines to think them true, | |
Not knowing what the truth might mean. | |
"I will not bear a coward's blame, | |
Nor bear any evil shame, | |
Since no one but God knows why these things be, | |
Nor ever could discover, | |
Though he had buried all the earth awhile | |
With all its creatures, both man and beast. | |
"Yet 'tis past belief that any one | |
Could do such deeds in vain; | |
God alone knows why these things are so. | |
Shall I swear by God, which gave me birth, | |
That nothing happens but good? | |
Or shall I swear by Saint George, the warrior, | |
That I dare do anything amiss? | |
"Alas! nor e'en thy bravery know, | |
If thou didst only try to tell it; | |
Each word would come from despair, | |
Each blow a hammer's drop from heaven. | |
Thy sword is clumsy, thy archer's bow | |
Would break before it draw the arrow through. | |
"Thinkest thou that thy great prowess | |
Can keep possession where ownership is none? | |
Man's rights are trampled on from shore to shore, | |
And even in England now they seem to lose them; | |
Take courage, then, fellow-creatures and friends, | |
And fight for your own rights, though you may fear to name it!" | |
He ceased, and Morvale gazed upon him long, | |
His features grave and thoughtful, and his eyes | |
Deep lit with anger and with fire; | |
Then mutter'd, "To arms, then; but first let us have an interview | |
So saying, he arose and took his leave; | |
Leaving his horse at the tent-head, he passed | |
Along the beach and into the wood, | |
Where from the hollow side of a hill there came | |
A little brooklet, tumbling over stones | |
Like a huge waterfall, or a wave that breaks | |
When a ship hits on the reefs below. | |
Here, with a few followers, went Sir Richard | |
To seek his enemies, and found them there | |
All seated round a table high, | |
In silence taking their repast, | |
While under canopy and silent lamp | |
The angel stood before them there. | |
"We ask thee," said he, "who put to flight | |
Our angels, when they served your foes; | |
For if your champion had been less than brave, | |
Your world had still been saved, but now our doom | |
Is sealed, and we are doomed to die; | |
But since your Champion is so bold, | |
Be happy, gentle ladies, hate not him." | |
"Hush!" said one, "there can never be peace | |
Between lovers' lips while one lives; | |
Love kills this quarrel, and we've enough of death, | |
Besides all the crosses of life. | |
Let be, kind sir," said Mary, "we love to hear you talk." | |
"Lords and Ladies of Ease," said Richard, "you need not flout us; | |
"Come sit down, madam, and shut out the sun; | |
There's plenty of time and weather for our tale: | |
Sit quietly, and don't interrupt; | |
This story of old was told to you before, | |
And as much has been repeated as lies in all men's minds | |
Of those sweet times when women were free. | |
"You remember, then, how the season came about | |
When first the flowers began to bloom? | |
First the mavis, then the blackbird, then the thrush; | |
The lark first sings at dawn, and leaves his roof | |
To peep at the heavens, and waken the air | |
With trills of joy, till dawns the next day after; | |
The cock then crowed, and each bird made known his name, | |
Till May itself seemed merry with the children's voices. | |
"It was just this way, too, with our household cares, | |
Which piled up more trouble than they could bear; | |
No child ate bread, or slept without a tear; | |
The carpets needed cleaning, the chairs to shine, | |
The dustpan failed us, and ourselves we needed reform. | |
"One day, as I was sweeping, and the house all filled | |
With dust and tatters, and the smoke-hole brimmed full, | |
Down through the chimney pell-mell there flew a dove, | |
Full of caresses, kisses, and wantonness, | |
As pure as any, and far fitter for a woman's heart | |
Than a man's, and sure to make her mind and sense unset. | |
"She rested there, and spread her pretty wings, | |
And settled in the dirty dust, and sat on my knee; | |
And I felt, as I held her, how like a treasure she was | |
To the poor, weary servant who loved her so; | |
Her warm breast, her silver pinions, and her bright eye; | |
I knew I could trust her with myself or my goods. | |
"And so I said, 'My pretty captive, what a look!' | |
And pressed her to my bosom--now you'll understand-- | |
'Do you love me?' She answered, 'Yes, Sir,' to that; | |
'Why should you ask such a question?' I cried, | |
'What else should I do, being already mine?' | |
And she replied, 'You must serve me, Sir, to-day.' | |
"'Nay, nay,' quoth I, 'pray explain--what is love? | |
May Heaven forgive me if I cannot tell | |
Nor spell the word--by thine own mother taught.' | |
At this she smiled, and turned her face away, | |
And would not answer further, but withdrew; | |
And I looked hard to find some language fit | |
To speak to her which might be understood. | |
"'Alas! alas! for service, home, and all, | |
If this be love, which seems so strange and wild; | |
I thought thy nature always such as thou, | |
Was mild and loving, kind and true, | |
Now it hath come to pass that I have caught | |
By force, and guile, and skull-like cunning, | |
Thy love, and God in heaven shall judge us both! | |
"'Yet, though I weep and think it blasphemy, | |
Sincerely believing it my sin, | |
That thou shouldst lie to me, and dost defy | |
God's omnipotence and law, | |
Not even by God's help shalt thou escape | |
Toil or martyrdom, but willest surely burn | |
Beneath the fiery scourge of God's anger red!'" | |
Sir Tannhauser heard him, and his hair | |
Waved as in ecstasy of joy, | |
His eyes shone brightly, and his face grew white, | |
He bowed himself upon his long white staff, | |
Then lifted up his hands and prayed aloud: | |
"O gracious God, who seest | |
All things from above, | |
From whom all good proceeds, | |
Grant me the vision of thy throne, | |
For I am humbled and ashamed | |
That I did not believe thee, Lord! | |
So many prophecies were fulfilled | |
Of this fair thing which cometh down | |
To show herself to me. | |
"Therefore, let it not be called faith, | |
But rather be esteemed | |
A something unseen and still; | |
Though perhaps it may not seem | |
As beautiful as thou wilt, | |
But only as eternal and strong, | |
Until thou give it form and beauty. | |
"Behold, I humble myself again | |
Before thy feet, and kiss the dust, | |
Forgive myself, the Church, and all, | |
Because I could not hold thee close enough, | |
And was afraid of making thee sad; | |
But now I know thou art immortal, | |
And that thou lovest me no less for that." | |
Thus reproachfully prayed he, while the light | |
In his wet face became dim and gray, | |
And he found little words affording naught; | |
But when the last words left his lips, and the light | |
Sunk slowly out, he sank straightway to rest, | |
And dreamed dreams of peace, and visions of bliss | |
Wherein he saw Beatrice face to face. | |
When the first stirrings of the morning came, | |
They two rose from their repose profound, | |
And went forth together through the streets | |
Together, walking hand in hand. | |
Upon the hill the priest awoke from his dream, | |
And saw the sun rise over the earth; | |
And then he too ascended to his feet, | |
And followed them, weeping bitterly. | |
And soon the two were at the place | |
Where flows the river Arno, and thence falls | |
Into the sea; and thereupon they came | |
Into an open space large and spacious, | |
And set their faces toward the north, | |
Toward Fano, where the Roman soldier killed | |
His Saint with its first blood on Friday night, | |
1284, when the deed was done on Gianni; | |
For here the old Fountain, which had been turned | |
Into a fountain of water, filled with gold. | |
Thereafter into the middle of the land | |
They wandered onward, seeking ever more | |
The door whence evil had appeared to spring. | |
This way and that they sought until they found | |
An opening in the rock, wherein was wrought | |
A window, small, and dark, and high above | |
Its neighbors, like a dove's nest on pine-tree roots. | |
Through this they passed, and other gate than low, | |
Which closes on the street; and entered then | |
A house, without picture, stone, or plaque, | |
Save here and there a character or name | |
Set in some precious material, painted well, | |
Or carved with chisel, -- or these had been neither. | |
Inside was hung a shining sword with hilts | |
Of golden wire; and on the table lay | |
Two books, one of papal bulls and canons, | |
Another of Hebrew and Greek grammar; | |
With Arabic glossaries; works of art | |
Of imitative sculpture; rare old antiques; | |
Rare old books on chiricordia, sorcerers' rites; | |
And perfumes damasked like the young Augustan. | |
Below the ceiling hung a jeweled box | |
Encrusted with emeralds, worth most men's thoughts | |
Who call their cities "city of the plain;" | |
Gold plates and cups, whose taste would never change; | |
A casket made of beaten silver, cut | |
Like those in Attic vases of the olden | |
Time, and filling itself with gems and gold | |
To make the wearer's voice echo far and wide | |
On thundering waves of crashing diamond. | |
Papal mitre, proud censer, chains of jewels, | |
Ribbons gilded black, and filagreements | |
Made of the darkest ebony, -- all these | |
Lay scattered round the shelves about the doors, | |
And in the corners, half concealed and half, | |
Showed like a weather-beaten map the shore | |
Of Papenburg Bay, whereon the sailors swear | |
By fable and ancient story holds Kiejstut. | |
Beyond lay lands beyond the horizon's bars, | |
Whose sandy shores are dotted with blue buoys, | |
Lying at distance, marked by speckled flags | |
And colored shells, and by great white sails | |
At times seen sailing o'er the tranquil seas, | |
And seen again across the calm at dawn, | |
When westward spreads the red sea like a flower | |
Unfolding after sundown's dewy sleep. | |
Here lie the bones of emperors who reigned, | |
Reigning, and rising to power, on this coast: | |
And yet another emperor lies beneath | |
These walls, but poor,--he died so rich; his grave | |
Is like a summer-house, roofless and bare | |
Without a chimney, where the autumn rains | |
Scarce let the leaves fall, and the winter snows | |
Make all the chambers warm. Here lie the bones | |
Of many knights, whose names have gone down in fame, | |
Like stars in heaven, or mighty empires! | |
From Italy, from Greece, and Rome before, | |
Have come their children here, and brought their art, | |
Their knowledge, and their wisdom. They have built | |
Rich shrines upon our rocks, and galleries | |
Above the clouds, and laid within our valleys | |
The abode of gods. From them have spread | |
All arts and sciences: for in these is given | |
The universe as a theatre, whereon | |
Art may display her powers and mysteries, | |
To give pleasure while she stands, and learning still | |
New frontiers to explore, new possibilities | |
Our fathers said no law should be higher | |
Than that which Nature gave; and once indeed | |
In fear of God they bowed the knee, and worshipped | |
His workmanship; but now their right is lost, | |
And every day exposes to contempt | |
Their practices and beliefs. The Pope, whose power | |
Is greater than that of kings, commands what shall | |
Be and not be kept; and we, whose authority | |
Comes from the Lord himself, must judge his laws, | |
Not his decrees. We know what life is, and how | |
Men live below their ability, and must lift | |
Their souls to gain the blessing of a brighter hope. | |
We know the price at which we sell our freedom; | |
That price is eternal life. That alone is free | |
Within the compass of one human heart, | |
Though bound by all the world. But if these cords | |
Are broken, if the heart that bore us thus | |
Breaks too, then our lives are dead, and none is left | |
But lying memory, and the green earth wipes out | |
All traces of shame. Then let us hold the hand | |
That withers, for the world it self will perish, | |
Too rotten for any record to remain." | |
"O my Beloved! I am older now, and wiser, | |
For knowing thyself. I read history and think | |
How nations rose and fell, and saw the light break | |
Over the face of man, until the darkness closed | |
Around him in the dark ages. And yet, O my Love, | |
I find myself adrift in this web of love, | |
This palace of the soul, and feel as if the threads | |
Were parted from me and the house were already fallen, | |
Save that it always seems to rise on the wings | |
Of some unseen wind. Oh, if thou couldst see what I | |
See daily around me, and hear the shrieks of pain | |
As of an unredeemed prisoner in his dungeon, | |
Thy own dear eyes would turn away. This terrible power | |
Of love makes tyranny of evil, and of sin, | |
Making us liars through the centuries. 'Tis Satan that speaks, | |
Saying over all the world that death is sweet, | |
And that the present only finds its bitterness | |
In undeclared despair. He bids us bear the chain | |
With patience, and forget the thousandth part of wrong, | |
Until the day shall come when men shall wake from dreams | |
Of ease, and look into each other's faces, and change | |
Harshly condemnatory thoughts against ourselves. | |
Oh, my Beloved! It is enough to drive a man | |
Into madness. If I had been content to dwell | |
Alone among those fair creatures only found | |
Among the lakes of Paradise, nor made | |
A covenant with a rival kindred, | |
Nor joined a faith with a false god, nor dwelt | |
Among unhappy people, nor had sought | |
Friendship with a kind spirit, nor loved, | |
Nor spoken tenderly to a beloved, | |
Nor blessed, nor forgiven, nor prayed for, him, | |
I believe he never should have sunk so low. | |
He has defiled my soul beyond all punishment, | |
Made of my being hostage for his sake, | |
Bond slave of his liberty. He claims the price | |
Of foul dishonor. His servants! Let him go! | |
Let him depart from Paradise!" | |
Then came | |
The angel of the dawn, who blew upon the wind | |
Along the desert sand, till the drowsy air | |
Was heavy with the scent of burning foliage, | |
And the cool fragrance wafted far into the hearts | |
Of the waiting multitudes. A great shout arose, | |
And voices loud and deep echo it raised-- | |
Away to the gates of Heaven! And soon there broke | |
A second cry, and onward rush'd a third, | |
Warn'd by the sounding iron hinges, and wrought | |
By thousands, that the portals wide open stood | |
Wide open, and the Monarch of the World | |
Stood entering, armored in glory, from the East, | |
Where the bright pillar rose from the West, and led | |
His golden chariot. Loudly round the sands | |
Resounded "Peace unto the kingdoms of the Earth," | |
And "Good-will unto men throughout the world," and "Peace | |
Upon the water," and "Glory to God on high;" | |
And "Down, down forever" went the shouting feet | |
Of the conquering legions, and "Long may He reign!" | |
And "Death to the infidel!" was the greeting shouted | |
By the triumphant combatants. | |
It was a scene | |
So beautiful that, long time to come, | |
Even after Eden, men would say: "Had | |
There been no Adam here, there had been no Eve, | |
No fall, no curse, no sacrifice!" | |
They would add: "These were the primal cries | |
Of nature, waking from the slumbering | |
Of four million years!" | |
At last, | |
From the East, along the sands, the Angel lifted | |
A flaming sword, and downward swung it like | |
An arrow, and again it vanished, and then | |
Again it sounded, and onward passed, and struck | |
The warrior whom it smote, and upward still it went, | |
And onward still, and reached the barrier set | |
Against its path. The Angel, returning, said: | |
"Set up a banner, and send forth the signal-word, | |
That I may enter, and receive the fire from heaven, | |
Which peace and victory shall recompense to Hell." | |
Then spake Satan;--"God give thee thanks, O Prince of lies, | |
That thou hast shewn me these pale and trembling forms, | |
To perform thine heart's desire! But now tell | |
Me, thou who seest thy life-blood drip on the earth, | |
What fortress of thy castle is this?" | |
"My son," said Sodom, "for thy answer choose | |
The safest fortresses. My one hope and security | |
Lies in the walls of Gath, and the strength and might | |
Of the towers which surround it. There stands the place | |
Of his destruction, and yet there are witnesses, | |
Both men and angels, who will guard the city, | |
Ready to crush their foes, should any dare invade." | |
"If they should crush me," said Tymodius, | |
"Be sure that I would not wait, but would descend | |
Escape the disgrace. But if I remain, | |
And am spared to bear witness against them, | |
Their vengeance will be swift and sudden." | |
"But shalt thou die rather?" Satan answered, | |
Gazing with cruel eyes upon his father. | |
"How canst thou hope," he demanded, "where way | |
Ordains thee to flee, unless perchance thou mak'st | |
Some new invention, which our enemies may | |
Unweave, and spread confusion through the land? | |
For thou shalt lose both honor and thy crown, | |
Should they find out the cause of thine escape." | |
"Father," answered Tymodius, "if I fly | |
Must leave behind me everything I own, | |
And every kin and friend I have left home, | |
Either to grieve without, or live without, | |
Or wander desolate, or perish by the sword, | |
Or, perhaps, by slow starvation." | |
With that, he loosed his hand from off his head, | |
Shook off the armor from his shoulders, flung | |
The helmet from his brow, and bare his face | |
Unto the sun. Then rose an earthquake shock, | |
And from the cliff rang thunderings, as when all | |
Troy raves about the Cyclops' lord, the Deep, | |
In monster waves from many distant lands | |
Hither and thither driven by racking storm. | |
Tydeus saw it, and he groaned within himself, | |
Pressing his hands together, and stretching out | |
One arm before him, where the breastplate now | |
He held, and drew it backward, muttering, "Alas!" | |
"Now woe is me," he cried, and sank upon | |
His knees, and clasping both his fathers', implored | |
God's help. With suppliant voice and begging hands | |
They heard his supplications, for the air | |
Was light with singing, and the birds began | |
To chirp everywhere. Straight through the midst | |
Up sprang the Archangel Michael, and took | |
The shield of Sodu, charged with numbers written | |
On brass, so plainly that no man could miss | |
The triple message. On his glowing cheek | |
Was deathless glory, and his countenance shone | |
Like radiant flame. All the people clapped, | |
All the knights cheered, and the ladies waved their wings. | |
Then Lotan drew near, and bended low | |
Before the throne, saying, "Sodom's warder, hear! | |
I the prince of Egypt bring three gifts to make | |
Sweet intercession. First, a bullock's hide, | |
Second, a pair of saddles, and the third | |
A charger of fivescore shepherd-hounds, sharp-tempered, | |
Complete and ready; let my promises be | |
Well performed, and grace my gift." | |
He lowered his head, and wept bitterly, | |
While thus he made his petition: | |
"O Lord God of heavenly kingdom, thou | |
Who dost observe and look down on the Earth, | |
Grant me to go unto my dear sister, | |
My mother, who awaits me at her side! | |
She hath need of me, for she has lived seven days | |
In sorrowful solitude, since I returned. | |
Go therefore now, and back to Judaea quick, | |
Returning safely; while I take these words into | |
My bosom, and keep them inviolate." | |
He lowered his head again, and wept bitterly. | |
When Sodoma knew that Tybalt was dead, | |
Fearing lest he should rise again, and drive | |
Her sons thence from her borders, and herself | |
Lie without a ruler, straightway she decreed | |
That three children should forever govern her state. | |
This list contained two names of noble race, | |
Boreas and Lybaeus, born of one woman, | |
Whose maiden virtue gave them title to rule. | |
Next, to the house of David, did Sodomas come, | |
Son of Brelin, a righteous king, whom God | |
Endowed with wisdom and with sacred ministration. | |
Yet another name, more famous far than either, | |
Did the proud Samaritans bear to Israel, | |
Because of David, ark of the Lord! for He | |
Had with His presence shining dominion blessed | |
Upon them. Thus was Rome ruled then for aye, | |
Through the consort of Hyrcanian Jove. | |
Meanwhile, in other parts, brave Gernando | |
Lived not unmolested; and his son, the warrior | |
Rodomont, enjoyed fair rule over Spain. | |
Young Alphonso from the same womb had spring, | |
As famed in battle as his grandsire great; | |
But he perished young, a victim doomed to fall | |
By impious queen Ismena's spiteful hate. | |
Two mighty lords possessed the realms around: | |
King Marsilies held the western part, | |
Where, 'mid immense forests, on long winters spent, | |
Their savage tribes still warred with naked breasts. | |
Nor less the monarch feared the fierce Marphisa, | |
Whose fierce ambition still went unspared; | |
Who, sprung from Philip's stock, would fain possess | |
Full dominions by the sea, and o'er the mountains | |
Spread her bold brood, and basely robb'd the vales | |
Of fruitful vineyards, for her dark delight. | |
Thus kings contend ever! each his rivals seeks | |
To please, or vaunts his virtues, or his faults, | |
With vain diversity of speech. Brave Gernando | |
From his high palace viewed the hosts of war, | |
And wonder'd at the number of the foes | |
Contending for the spoil and the captives. | |
Warlike youths were they who led the fight, | |
And cruel were the trophies of the slain. | |
Arm'd men bore captive away, to work the ransom | |
Of damsels, whose sad fate had been so cruelly | |
Engag'd. In his own court too lur'd the thief, | |
No common robber, but a marvellous thing, | |
Not yet describ'd, which neither age, nor years, | |
Nor nature, can defy--the pen may portray | |
What none will believe; of how vicious heart | |
Or guilty judgment makes some man an accomplice | |
To such deeds; how deep the rot which creeps within | |
Our very brains, and infests our very souls! | |
Grieving for those ravish'd, Gernando spoke; | |
"Unhappy youth!" said he, "thou seemest indeed | |
Just enter'd in thy career of crime; behold | |
Thy steps are yet unworried by a father's care." | |
Scarce had he utter'd the words he would have set | |
His boy upon his way to fame to follow, | |
When, like a falchion, all the ranks of troops | |
Leapt forth, by thunders teeming, and by flames | |
Immense the earth was fill'd. From his pale face | |
Glar'd the red thunder; and dense clouds of smoke | |
Hid the fiery tempest. From every quarter | |
Blaz'd the black fire, and shiver'd the sharp steel | |
From the bended sword. The knights, amazed, | |
Believed their swords all drawn, and themselves | |
At the dread sight were strike one another's shields. | |
The Pagan soldiers, panic-struck, no better | |
Control their bowels, than if through sewers they drudg'd | |
A burning, smouldering, seething mass, with heads | |
Pressed forward by the fumes. No shield was there, | |
Neither helm, nor corslet, to defend them from | |
The deadly stroke. And when the first falchion falls | |
It takes the life of ten, save one alone; | |
For him death only comes. With lifted blade | |
Now on the necks of these invaders pressed | |
Gernando; and his buckler, behind him cast | |
Right in front, struck down Zerbino's brother, | |
Basilius, valiant chieftain, above the waist. | |
He fell, and round him with a bridge of blood | |
Enwraps him, who in death is placed so near. | |
Then turned his back upon the foe, and fled | |
Over the rough ground, now turning left | |
And fleeing right, like some wild beast that changes | |
Its form in fear. They following, after pace | |
Failed others hardly could pursue the chase, | |
So swarming is the host, and fleet is each, | |
Having its purpose fixed before the night. | |
Of old, on Africa's distant shore, the giant | |
Giantess of air, Aeronaid, defied | |
God, and his victorious angels, in wresting | |
The golden chains down from her endless sky | |
Down to hell's abyss. She dared not with her hands | |
Touch heaven's threshold, fearing the wrath of God, | |
(Created nothingness,) unless the hand | |
Of her rebellious husband, proud of power, | |
First snatch'd her thence. His wicked counsels still | |
Her loathing hated, and her spirit despised. | |
She therefore sought the wilderness, and there | |
In time past, in greater ignominie, | |
Tempted by Satan, she hath fallen; till this hour | |
Her extravagant love had raised her above | |
The reach of law. To sin thus little moved | |
Natural justice bids us blush for eye | |
To see such shamefulness. Thou, O king! more careful | |
Shouldst be in honor, fortune, peace, and all, | |
Left among your sons without a tear. | |
O Saionalus! thou shouldst have been silent, | |
Were it not that I wish thee wiser than | |
My poor advice is, and might learn of thee | |
How best to use it. When I saw thee last, | |
Saionalus! thou didst not turn mine eyes, | |
But let them wander where they might trade. | |
This seemed negligence; and I told thee then | |
I would help them as good a judge as any | |
Of what was done between us. Now, doubtless, | |
I am less free. But do not think me loth | |
To speak my mind, though now I say it out: | |
For I shall dare anything, while you two | |
Are strangers to my speech. Let us begin. | |
We parted, my lord, yesterday afternoon, | |
After pleasant conversation, both, as we | |
One on the road intended going. We met | |
This morning at five o'clock, and I drove | |
To Fairfield; to which place, late as it was, | |
There was a small village called LeRoy, spread out | |
A broad and handsome surface, with farms | |
Circling it, and groves, and orchards, and a town | |
With streets, and houses, and a post office. | |
I took the city; he away the country. | |
We came home late, I having delivered | |
Five babies since you died, and made them cry. | |
You loved those women, and they all love you-- | |
That much at least; but there's that common-sense thing, | |
Which makes me wish you were still alive, and spoke | |
Those comforting words which used to come so well | |
Once on a day, long ago: "Life is brief, | |
Save it be saved with love." I'm sure you know | |
What I mean. If hearts could understand each other | |
Love would indeed be universal. | |
"Your Grace," said the merchant, "is not the man | |
Whose goods sell here; but he has money given him | |
By someone, and it seems the gentleman | |
Is wealthy. He must be rich, for there are | |
Few beggars as are worthier men in | |
All this world beside. Ay, there are parts of truth | |
Which cannot be ill got, Sir Hugh, if one | |
Would only take a moment to consider | |
The ends to which he goes. As regards your | |
Intrigues with Spain--they're foolish, none can doubt; | |
But yet, good people, if you look at it right, | |
They may end happily. You'll find, my friend, | |
If you will trust me, they will not end badly. | |
The Spanish ambassador here, just now, | |
Has been whispering things to our own ambassador, | |
Who has not forgotten how you acted | |
When into England, late in spring, with loss | |
Of limb and estate, you came, and begged a place | |
Here to manage your substance, and live at ease, | |
While everything went against you--your clothes, | |
Your baggage, servants, friends, and English wife. | |
You thought, perhaps, 'twas hard to ask for leave | |
Of these, but you had no children, nor had | |
Any friends to call on for support. And yet | |
It pleased you very much to tell the King | |
Your troubles. Then, too, the Queen herself has sent | |
Some messengers to advise you to return; | |
Asking you to dinner when she comes to town | |
Next week; and also begs of you to make | |
Some presents to her Majesty, which I | |
Have heard are rich. Of wealth and jewels you have some; | |
And, if you choose, there's many a diamond in the crown | |
Of your unrivalled head. With all these riches, sir, | |
Why do you weep? Have you no sense of shame? | |
Or is your heart so full of sorrows, and woes, | |
That you dare not look your Queen in the face?" | |
"Well, let her plead her cause!" answered Arthur, "and win | |
Whatever title in the world she may; | |
So let her preach and teach, myself is content | |
To wait and see." "Nay, nay," cried the knight, | |
"I need not seek to see her. She knows all. | |
She sits at supper with the Empress, who | |
Is mother to the boy Tom. Her ladyship talks | |
Much of religion, and tells her son | |
He must go and make his sacrifice. | |
Then, when she hears the Emperor is coming, she | |
Will give him a great cross of silver and gold | |
Made for the Holy Land, and will send to him | |
Tidings of Jumbo's progress. Thence he returns | |
Within three days, and offers up his soul, | |
And then embarks for Egypt. There is an old | |
Manor in England, run by a proud and dame, | |
Who keeps a stately and magnificent house | |
Where pilgrims and kings have evern times sat. | |
There is a convent near it, where the abbey | |
Holds many sacred books and manuscripts. | |
Herbage and porridge are always in store, | |
And wine from Sicily; and there is room | |
For gendarmes and hounds, and sheriffs too; | |
Twelve cits fill a quarter of a year, | |
And keep the whole rent unpaid. The Queen | |
Keeps most excellent accounts, and gives | |
Many guineas to charity. All this | |
Was told to me by trustworthy persons. Now | |
Go, and order all this faithfully. | |
Good luck to thee, Sir Hugh! say nothing of | |
This visit to your master. I am glad | |
Sir Ridley is dead, so we shall not be | |
Drowned thus together. Good night!--for thus | |
Our chaplain ended his tale. | |
"Now, sir, what was the count? | |
(Sir Hugh de Vere bowed so.) | |
A noble cavalier, you know, | |
In the service of the Pope. | |
Not that such things e'er happen; | |
But, being a Catholic, he took | |
Their holy creed, with good will, | |
Nor did he break one word of it. | |
His conduct in the matter of the Crown | |
Consisted simply in obeying | |
God's voice in every hour of life, | |
And serving His pure Church. So was he | |
Most Christian-like, and that's enough with me. | |
"How, pray, Sir Hugh, happened that fatal day? | |
(Loud laughter of the Spaniards, and cries: | |
'Be off, you infidel, and know it!) | |
What did the Duke say, in that last affray? | |
Did he not strike you likewise for his faith? | |
Had not the good Saint Louis for us given | |
His sword and buckler, and his blood for ours? | |
--Courteous indeed, Sir Hugh, and true as true. | |
We never struck you, but ourselves we slew | |
Bazan, the Patriarch, whom you held so dear. | |
And so we killed Bazan, and so God saved | |
France, though France were devilish, and unclean. | |
"Yes, yes, I know it! you think too much. | |
The Duke said, 'Papists, Papists,' like what | |
He found upon your windows, and would slay | |
All Christians. But 'tis well done, Sir Hugh, | |
So well. You saved France without which none | |
Would save it. We saved France without her, | |
Without her, we lost Spain, and lost Rome. | |
And now we're helping Austria to recover | |
From Hungary, and are fighting well. | |
Only my stomach, and my lungs are bad.' | |
"No, no, not at all. You've been smoking. | |
I'll smoke with you. Well, why can't you eat | |
With me? Your cough's troublesome. My food | |
Must be scarce healthy for any living creature, | |
Let alone for you, who are so ill." | |
"My stomach, and my lungs are bad, | |
But thank heaven they are not more so than they | |
Were, because I'm getting better. And yet | |
It's strange to be sick at all, much less sick | |
At the beginning of the war, and even | |
More strange to feel like breaking. Howsoever, | |
You cannot suppose that I shall get over | |
This sickness, or that I'll fight again. | |
If I should do either, there would appear | |
Some very big mistakes on both sides. | |
First of all, if I should fight again | |
One might easily imagine that I | |
Hadn't really recovered; while if I should come | |
And sit out the war, people would say | |
That I had got worse, perhaps with little skill | |
Or thought about the business. It may be best, | |
Instead of fighting, just after bathing, | |
To read a book or something. What's the use?" | |
"Well, let's hope for the best, and wait and see. | |
Of course, if the news should be that I'm dying, | |
Which no one can foresee happening, I | |
Protest vehemently against the word. If I die, | |
There's some consolation in the fact | |
That I tried to preserve the Constitution | |
By which we live. But if I live, and am not | |
Supposed to win the title of the White Man's burden, | |
Then what? I admit that I'm losing sleep, | |
Health, comfort, freedom from vexation, etc., | |
But I shall have fought for something. For instance, | |
Suppose that I go west and fight the Indians, | |
Who think that they are winning, and making roads | |
For white men which they dug before, and stealing horses | |
From them, and killing other red men, until | |
They tired of it, and went to war with the whites. | |
Suppose further that I spread terror among | |
These Indian tribes, and then retreat, leaving them | |
Hunger and misery, ruin of their crops, | |
Desertification, and finally | |
Destruction by fire. Suppose further still | |
That I keep coming back, and make settlement | |
Amongst these same Indians, peace extending still, | |
Cannibalism forbidden, and each chief | |
Ordaining abstinence from fleshly pleasures | |
Until he comes into his own fresh strength again. | |
Suppose any number of things could befall, | |
Yet I think it safer rather to expect | |
The worst, and hope for the best. Now this war | |
Is costing us money, days, labor, and treasure, | |
And we must have our $10,000,000 out of the account. | |
Suppose further that Congress extends the rules | |
Of competition further, and passes laws | |
To help the manufacturers, and raise the price | |
Of corn, flour, sugar, beef, molasses, &c.; | |
And that this happens, or even begins, | |
Till farmers starve. Then this $10,000,000 will turn | |
To chattels worthless, and those who hold farms | |
Will have to sell them, and themselves be slaves. | |
Suppose further that New England is taken, | |
And Rhode-Island concedes, and Pennsylvania | |
Consents to farthings only. All goes well | |
Before long, till calamity strikes home-- | |
A foreign enemy calls, and demands | |
Our farms, mills, factories, and lands at high prices. | |
Congress meets anon, an exchange made, and we | |
Get nothing in return but beaver pelts and beads. | |
'Twould be as well to buy our liberty | |
As to purchase a slave. This truth we learn | |
From Cato's example: he bought his liberty, | |
Not gold, but good behavior. He was once | |
In chains, yet lived a life of pleasure; and, | |
When he returned to society, he | |
Was often found to be the most social man | |
After himself. He used to tell us how | |
He paid his debts, and kept alive in mind | |
What wealth is, and how to accumulate it. | |
We must be thrifty and frugal, or soon | |
The buckler of our virtue will be worn down. | |
Wealth, like hunger, increases at every meal. | |
If we want linen, paint, plows, or silks, | |
We must provide them, or perish without them. | |
See the poor! They want the blessings of earth, | |
But are debarred from practicing what they know. | |
Why, Thomas, you're in a sad predicament. | |
Your fields lie fallow, and your forests bare. | |
No carts bring in supplies from without. | |
Food, too, seems to be in demand; yet here | |
Too bad discourses abound, and lead to doubt. | |
I've been told that you've got a large estate. | |
True, but my father had but small store. | |
He sold what goods he had when he died | |
To pay his debts, and thus saved his backbone. | |
His son has since succeeded him in the farm, | |
But neither savings nor income now occupy | |
The estate, which lies neglected and exposed | |
Beneath the forest, and its manifold hazards. | |
You'd better give up farming, and seek your doom | |
With more pacific features. You're wasting time, | |
And helping to send your fellow-worshippers | |
Into slavery. Here's a supply of pines. | |
Here pine trees grow luxuriantly. | |
This tree stands twenty feet high. | |
It spreads its mighty arms, and throws | |
Its broad leaves on every breeze. | |
How beautiful they look! Yet so great | |
Their size and bulk, that few are able | |
To reach them, or to bend with ease | |
One limb to support them. Thus they rise | |
Without hands to embrace the sky, | |
Or legs to grasp the lofty boughs, | |
Or arms to clasp them close. With arms | |
Wide apart, they cover all the space | |
Three separate clouds compose. When the wind | |
Blows strongly, they descend slowly, | |
Like falling stars, and leave behind | |
The spacious region clear and green. | |
There are two paths leading upward, both alike | |
In direction, and both leading to one spot. | |
Take the larger one, and keep your eye | |
High on the steep mountain's pointed crest. | |
You'll see a narrow way cut through the rocks | |
By some deep gash. Follow this path, and keep | |
Your sight low down upon the crags, lest | |
You miss the path and fall several thousand feet | |
Below. If you can do this, you need not | |
Worry so much about your body. But if | |
You find yourself scattered over a wide area, | |
Drop gently, and let the pieces drop together." | |
Then she spoke no more, and Tom took her hand | |
In his, and led her back to where they stood | |
Upon the brink. As they descended still | |
They saw the lake spread farther and farther out, | |
And then recede, leaving them alone | |
Within their lonely wilderness. Soon they were | |
Surrounded by a black and open plain, | |
Unbroken save by broken fences, and | |
by the tramp of horses and the swish of tents. | |
A little bank of grass separated them, | |
And on it Maeonians threw a mantle thick | |
To keep off the chillness of the night air. | |
They sat side by side beneath the hawthorn trees | |
That stood against the setting sun. Their hosts | |
Were already resting there, awaiting night, | |
Nor did night come until the day began | |
To fade, though the stars shone fixed and bright. | |
Tom was wrapped in sleep, while Elaine | |
Watched the silver globes that rolled around | |
The dome of heaven, and answered any call | |
Of winds that came along their passage. She lay | |
On her soft flannel sheets, her head lank and sick, | |
Her face drawn and pale, and lips drawn tight, | |
While Tom's heavy eyes drank the blue darkness | |
With vacant staring. The next moment he stirred, | |
And then the sheet fell backward, rippled between | |
His fingers, and they were alone again. | |
"So," said Tom, "we have to stay here for ever, | |
For never anything changes except the skies. | |
Nothing can we conceive or believe, however | |
Strong may be our longing, however strong our prayers, | |
Until the end. We're going to have to say good-bye | |
To everything we know, including our loves, | |
Because the world has changed its mind, and now we know | |
That we were only waiting till the proper time | |
To reveal ourselves to men as gods, and men | |
Had made them ready worshippers. That's why we feel | |
Strange doubts and tremble, thinking of the things | |
That might have happened if we'd kept our secret. | |
Our lives were not meant to pass in such haste. | |
'Tis strange indeed that nothing happens, and at times | |
We seem almost afraid to show our faces, | |
As if we feared some misfortune might ensue. | |
We must change our plans. I'm sure we shall not take | |
The chance offered by these new-coined names. | |
We will not write again, nor publish a word. | |
We'll cease from meddling in other people's affairs. | |
We'll withdraw ourselves far inland, there to dwell | |
In some remote and quiet valley, away | |
From the noisy town, and the vulgar throng. | |
There we shall live like hermits, and remain | |
Ruled by our senses alone, and none shall know | |
What we are, or whence we come, but Heaven knows how." | |
Next week the three were near a brook, which they | |
Knew well, for many had drunk there before; | |
And when they reached the narrow water-side | |
Two hunters met them, eager to get drink | |
At their vessels. They answered not, but went | |
Along their lines of patrol, silently. | |
These asked: "Why does the King allow this?" | |
Said Tom: "He fears an uprising among | |
The tribe, and hence his silence is a fear. | |
If you were really from God, you would bring us news | |
How they have punished him." One of the men | |
Was David Barrow, who had been sent away | |
Just then, because his voice grew rough and thin. | |
But soon as he knew Tom Sawyer was he, | |
Barrow cried: "My Lord, I can't stand this prison | |
Here within the walls of Moab Prison, | |
Without hope of release. My heart fails me!" | |
Sawyer replied: "Go home! Go home and pray | |
God to pardon what the king has done. | |
I'll wait here, and see if Barrow makes reply, | |
Or if he too goes to jail." He waited | |
Till Barrow came into the courtyard, crying: | |
"Am I to go to jail? What's the matter? | |
Have I got a fever? Have my lungs got bad? | |
Or is my voice getting weak? Oh, my God, | |
Where is Waldo? Where is our young friend Dave?" | |
Then Tom turned round and looked into his face | |
With tears filling up his eyes. His voice shook | |
Beneath him as he murmured: "It's all wrong | |
With Meeker Sawyer--it's all wrong with me, | |
And oh! it's always hard to part from poor old Mate! | |
But let me live another year, and then | |
Let's meet once more, and if we don't get home | |
By morning light, I'll begin to think | |
Some one has stolen us away to Cabul. | |
Oh, God! It's always so, and yet no one says | |
A word about it. Why should we lie still | |
When every body else is out of doors? | |
I wish I could see those blackguards at work | |
Breaking up our houses, burning them to the ground. | |
No! Let's go back where we belong, and fight! | |
Now, let me put on my uniform. I'll march | |
Like a brave man through the streets of London, | |
Calling upon the country to rise in arms. | |
England for the Union! England, be wise! | |
She cannot cheat once, she cannot lie twice, | |
And she cannot send us to death in the war. | |
Is she a country that can bleed for her? | |
Yes, we've had enough of it. If we die, | |
We'll die heroes for the cause of the Union. | |
The day is growing fast where we shall have power | |
To make their tyranny obey our call, | |
And Cabul's sons will strike down every foe | |
Who seeks to divide us. We do not flinch from danger, | |
But we do all we can to keep alive hope. | |
May God help us to do it successfully!" | |
Tom moved quickly, and took up his sword again. | |
Meanwhile across the desert, unseen, a spy | |
Had watched them quietly, knowing that they | |
Were growing weary of life in the camp. | |
They stole along the line, and soon they reached | |
A large caravan, whose load was laid | |
Upon two mules. The rest of the convoy | |
Lay behind them, and they climbed upon them | |
And rode upon the camels. All the way | |
Through sand, through dunes, and over rocks, they fared. | |
Soon they left the track, and crossed the sands | |
Of the broad lake, and gained a higher ridge. | |
Before them now, without sound of human feet, | |
Wandered the tribes of the Si-te-quowees, | |
Gathering around the lake's blue rim, | |
Looking down into it. A band of these | |
Came riding across the wastes, upon fours, | |
Lumbering, with heavy loads, toward the camp. | |
One of the scouts dismounted and brought them food. | |
"This is the last troop," said Hiawatha, | |
As loud he called and shouted in surprise. | |
Then down they sat, in the long grass, beneath | |
The overhead trees, waiting the coming guest. | |
In front came the red deer, moving slower | |
Than their swift runners, and bearing slain | |
On little backs, known only to themselves. | |
Crosswise and oft they followed, throwing stone | |
After stone, seeking to attract the eye | |
Of Hiawatha, who, like a wandering fox, | |
Maedick walking by the side of the chieftain, | |
Leaned on his bow. With his tongue he sounded | |
To warn him of their presence, or to warn | |
His friends aright against the fatal blows. | |
So wandered Nahma, leav-strong and weary, | |
Till the gray mist closed between the forest | |
And the lakeshore. Then the melancholy | |
Wrapped itself around him, and he sank | |
O'erwhelmed with crushing hopelessness of mind. | |
From a huge pine he tore the boughs off, | |
Very scarecrow, for his wigwam. Stretched | |
Along the margin of the water, | |
Filling all the air with his lamentation, | |
He layed them in an empty space, | |
And stamped them into powder. They were | |
Strong and tough, and suited well his purpose. | |
Then he called aloud for any Spirits | |
Still left within the world that might aid him, | |
And received each condoling answer; | |
"Hark ye! hark you! whither are you gone? | |
Where, O my brothers, did your ways change? | |
Do you still rove this wilderness? | |
Are your faces all forsaken? | |
Have you suffered any greater decline | |
Than in song I hear of you here? | |
Did you wander o'er some distant sea, | |
Or have you dwellers in the sky | |
Forked your tails into iron forms | |
For the burden of great labour, | |
That you might eat longer than your fellows, | |
Having less food to eat?" | |
With his tongue he spake, and nothing said, | |
Till thus the reply came unto him: | |
"Hush! I beheld no land, nor wave, nor earth, | |
Nor sky, nor anything but sunbeams, | |
While I was passing through the heavens. | |
My face was hidden by clouds, and thus | |
I answered thee in confidence. | |
Not as I will, but up to now, | |
I have been hungry, and now am full." | |
Said Hiawatha to him, "Modestly therefore, | |
Let me taste thee, so there will be testimony | |
That thou art indeed the Spirit, who spoke | |
By word of mouth, from thousand graves, to me | |
In prison, while I dwelt in darkness, | |
Hideous and horrible and dark. | |
Therefore with thine oath, witness thou!" | |
Then into the wigwam Set handed | |
The fragments of his garments, shaggy pelts | |
Of grizzled stag, and said, "Here are foods | |
Which hold their savors, as thou hast told; | |
Eat, and be satisfied till I come." | |
And they agreed, and he began to feast | |
Low hanging his head, long and fully | |
Revised his feast among the silent others. | |
Eager they sat and talked, one beside the other, | |
Fasting one half, eating the other. | |
Set fed upon the berries of the holly; | |
Began to gather the leaves from the hollies; | |
Spreads his own under every tall tree; | |
Strewed the moss in wreaths above the lodge; | |
Made his fire burning hot amongst the firs; | |
Took the dried meat from the treen, brined and salted, | |
Deepening the brown messes he held before him; | |
Beat back the flies away, that round him buzzed, | |
Scattered the gnats, and let the steam go out. | |
But when Set had finished his meal, which seemed long, | |
Seeing how it dragged along, especially for one, | |
He made a speech to himself, saying, "It is time | |
That I get home, and warm myself again | |
Among my people, seeing how they sit and wait | |
Like foolish statues, all abashed and angry, | |
Chattering like small children, all in tears, | |
Because the Great Bear has not shown himself." | |
So saying, he rose, and stretched himself upon | |
The big rock, hard by the door of the wigwam. | |
Then, squattedting, set about to warm himself | |
Within, and became much more at ease and at leisure | |
Using his hands to move about, to make those things | |
Climb and pop, and wriggle from underneath him; | |
Laying his mighty belly down on the ground, | |
Whittling sticks with his fingers, until he got | |
A large fire going, and was soon warmed and comforted. | |
Soon, too, he forgot all his sorrow and his anguish, | |
And grew bold and talkative, telling tales about himself | |
To those who staid near him, those whom he had wronged | |
Sending them wild looks, reproachful grins, | |
All in short bad voices. He would tell them how | |
They had betrayed him, all the treachery | |
And lie of those whom they had served | |
As servants, not masters. And all would laugh, | |
Especially those whose love he had broken. | |
When evening settled into night-time, | |
And stars had dropped from heaven, only then | |
Would Hiawatha, old and quiet, | |
Coming from fishing, start up from his sleeping | |
Ritely, and go through the lodge to seek | |
Food for Liberta, his little child, | |
Liberty's name that was lost in the forgetfulness | |
Of her father, or should she know him? | |
If the black bear had not rushed up to meet him | |
Homeward, and chased the wolf and fox away, | |
And chased the hare and bobcat away also, | |
Nought else was done, for the old man must rise early | |
Each day, before the sunbeam left the trees, | |
And stand before the doorway bearing a basket | |
Filled with grasshoppers, or fruit, or nuts, or seeds, | |
Or some such food. But if the black bear, | |
Screaming aloud, could force the wolves and foxes | |
Back into the forest, and chase them far away, | |
And chase the hare and bobcat away also, | |
And the sunbeam left the trees, the old man's heart | |
Throbbed with joy, and he waited expectant of the moment | |
When he might take his meals of beef and roots. | |
Now, once, when Liberta, young and innocent, | |
First saw her father coming, running to meet him, | |
Followers and lovers in a circle, around him, | |
She stood motionless, with both eyes cast down, | |
And her lips were tightly sealed, although her look was tender. | |
And her look was tender, and no wonder; | |
For the first time in her life she had known sadness, | |
Having lived most of her life in reckless delight. | |
From the wigwam Hiawatha heard the crying | |
Of Liberta, and ran toward her, and seized her | |
Around the waist, and drew her to his bosom, | |
And he cried: "My girl, I have suffered great pain | |
In seeking all sorts of poisonous plants to kill | |
The fierce tigers and the lions in the forest, | |
And to propitiate them, I have killed the deer, | |
The hog, the wild hog, the kudzu, the wallaby, | |
The chaffinch, the mottled pigeon, the robin, | |
The serval, the camel, the lizard, the snake, | |
The Ningyo, and many other animals, | |
All ignorant, untaught, savage, heathen creatures; | |
Why did you suffer me to bring these monsters here? | |
What punishment will be meted to me?" | |
"Not a single pound of fatality shall I suffer | |
For this," said she, "for your bringing these animals here; | |
I assisted in their birth, and nourished them, | |
And sent them to the tribes beyond the seas, | |
Where, in full countless thousands, they prey on men | |
Without distinction." With her breast against his chest | |
She whispered "Ay!" as speaking words no one heard. | |
With her face close to his, she felt his warmth | |
Blend with her breath, and leapened with her sighs; | |
Until at last her passion overcame her, | |
And she wept openly in his arms, and told | |
The whole sad story of the beasts so cruel, | |
How that goodly boy had come to visit them, | |
On their return journey, from the Great Spirit's country, | |
As a messenger of peace, and as a friend. | |
But even while she was embracing him to weep, | |
And reviving memories of his childhood thrilled him, | |
Speaking kindly words, he perceived something wanting; | |
For they approached a tree of thickest branches | |
Which growing o'er their heads made a shade above them; | |
He looked and saw that it was divided | |
By a space quite narrow, and separated | |
Quite downward from the root; so he asked her | |
"Is there nowhere else somewhere below us, | |
Where is another bush entirely, | |
Another shadow, where the soft breeze can rest?" | |
Then she pointed upward, saying "There! see | |
Where the white cloud comes over the sky!" | |
And he knew at once where she was wishing | |
To hide the new-made shadows, and thus replied: | |
"Let us go thither, old one, since that is over us; | |
Look! there is a flying squirrel sitting | |
Upon a leaf of the soberest tree of protection, | |
Waiting for our word to speak, which 'tis my fate to give it at the right time." | |
So they went thither, and Hiawatha closed his eyes, | |
And raised his head, and spake, and said: "O Liberti, | |
See now my promise, that thou wilt keep forever! | |
It is no longer just a dream, to lead me elsewhere | |
Far away from those who are most dear to me, | |
And without cessation call me by my proper names. | |
I would but have thee hear me and obey me still, | |
Though thou art only a small timid bird upon the wing." | |
Straightway Good Luck joined him in wedlock, and became | |
Like unto the virgin Mary and like to God. | |
Long years they dwelt together happily, | |
And evermore Hiawatha kept his word. | |
They owned a home, a cottage of stone construction, | |
Built near the lakes, containing a room for living | |
And other rooms for use according to the needs of trade. | |
And Good Luck and the other Guardians sat | |
At supper at Hiawatha's board every night; | |
And never had there been unhappy stirring | |
Till that handmaid, Minnehaha, exclaimed, | |
Opening the door of intertubesion, | |
"The Dudleys' house has caught fire!" | |
Never before in his life had Hiawatha | |
Beheld such chaos, empty and desolate, | |
As he sudden saw it after, when he stepped | |
Loose o'er the wavering flames, and saw how glum | |
And bleak the faces around him fell; | |
Saw how the lodges sunk into the swamp, | |
And how the sticks and logs lay smouldering in the twilight, | |
Only the sunshine quenched the dead embers of the lodge. | |
And he went thence not returning. Long ago | |
He departed, telling nought to his parents, but with purpose | |
Such as few attain who are content with day-labour, | |
Thinking only of their children when absent from the settlement, | |
Decked with the garlands given in memory of the wedding; | |
Only with them he socialized his little hours, | |
Paid them regular visits, and played at games, | |
Making them merry always, dancing, singing, playing instruments, | |
Making them glad and happy all the time with his presence. | |
When, far across the lake, o'er the distance | |
Wears afar the star of evening fading, | |
And the long, low clouds in winding sweeps pass | |
Over the water, veiled in darkness, | |
One more gleams upon the longing heart | |
Of Watotnah, the lonely maiden, | |
Then all her sisters rise at dawning | |
To work among the harvest lands, | |
While she sits in silence, watching the waters, | |
Fretting about the meaning of her destiny, | |
Deeper knowledge waiting in her soul. | |
Once again the sun was rising o'er the waters, | |
Again with its warm light filled the wigwam, | |
And again Old Man Mooney came, | |
Bringing food and flowers, for this man had done | |
Great service to his people. | |
"You shall be the wife of Omar," said the elder men, | |
Giving this fair young man of his people. | |
Eager and busy looking, | |
Wandering thoughts in your hearts infuse, | |
That you may find the perfect mate | |
For whom you have careening sped. | |
Go to the farms of the neighbors wandering, | |
Search well the fields of Arcadia, | |
All Arcadia groves contain the treasures, | |
Yet many stones drop from the green hills | |
That fit a woman for a hero. | |
Go where I may, wherever I may, | |
Love and farewell follow close behind; | |
Always your footsteps grow fainter, | |
Ever your loves decay and perish. | |
If you seek for Love beyond the grave, | |
You will ne'er obtain the love you sought. | |
Do not waste yourself in vain desires, | |
Live, struggle, love, suffer, die-- | |
Death alone fulfills the great ideal. | |
What you think of me does not matter; | |
But if you seek for Love beyond the grave, | |
You will ne'er obtain the love you sought. | |
In the days of my youth it ever was my lot | |
On the big ocean to wander forth alone, | |
There to sail and to roam, until the strife | |
Of the waves gave me rest on his bosom. | |
Beneath him I leaned, and he beneath me | |
Rose in strength, and the mighty deep sank down | |
Under us both like a blanket, and we were safe | |
We were safe indeed, for the sea was then | |
A deep and a peaceful sea, and we were free | |
From the petty disputes of land folks. | |
Now there runs a sound along the valley | |
Of the voices I heard in my childhood, | |
And the tall trees of my childhood stand here | |
With arms folded over them, and the air | |
Is fresh and cool, and the sweet looks on peoples | |
Returning tell me that all is right. | |
Oh! I know a mighty land, a lovely land, | |
Beyond the vast expanse of the sea; | |
It lies between two mighty oceans, it lies | |
Between two boundless mountain chains, it lies | |
Where the rivers flow and the forests grow, | |
It lies in the valleys and it lies in the heights, | |
It lies in the darksome places and the shining | |
And glittering ones too, it lies in the comings and goings | |
Of ships, it lies in the clamorous commotion | |
Before and behind them, it lies in the rout and | |
array of armies, it lies in the cry of men | |
Who strive against all odds and see no end | |
To the conflicts, it lies somewhere in the midst | |
Of all these changes, it lies in the hearts | |
Of men, it lies in the dreams and the visions | |
Of poets, it lies in the depth of contemplations | |
By holy men, in the depths of sacred art, | |
In the hearts of wise folk, in the hidden things | |
Of seers, in the deeds of heroes, it lies | |
In the doings of nations, in the ways of the stars, | |
In the movements of cities, in the calm of mountains, | |
In the tumult of villages, in the life and | |
death struggles of nations, in the peace of hamlets, | |
In the quiet of native plains, in the hunting of | |
beasts, in the conquests of natives, in the wars | |
of civilized races, in the victories and | |
defeats of sovereigns, in the triumphs and | |
embodiments of rulers, in the upraising of | |
slaves, in the downfall and fall of empires, | |
In the growth of new states, in the old states | |
changing their names and forms, in the confusions | |
and breaks up of empires, in the changes | |
of whole continents, in the unnumbered | |
conflicts and labors of mankind, | |
In the upheavals of world-politics, | |
In the revolutions and uprisings of | |
the modern times, in the anarchy | |
of governments, in the uprisings of | |
people throughout the earth, in the bloodshed | |
and havoc of civil war, in the plunder | |
and desolation of whole countries, | |
In the slave raids and slaveries of Africa, | |
In the slave patrols and rapine of the Americas, | |
In the slave voyages and the devastation | |
of islands, in the cruelties and barbarities | |
of whips and chains in the Pacific coast, in the | |
plunders of inland China, in the blood-red | |
roses of Siam, in the plundered tombs | |
of mummies in Mesopotamia, in the desecrations | |
and desecration of whole shrines, in the desecrated | |
graves of kings, in Assyria, in Egypt, in Greece, | |
in Rome, in Macedon, in Armenia, in India, | |
In the desecrating of holy places, in the desecration | |
of Jewish temples, in the desecration of Christian altars, | |
In the desecration of mosques, in the desecration | |
of Catholic cemeteries, in the desecration of | |
Muslim tombs and mosques, in the desecration of | |
Shi'ite mosques, in the desecration of mosques belonging | |
to other religions, in the desecration of mosques by | |
whomever whim or passion moves them at the time, | |
In the desecration of mosques, in the desecration of | |
prayer-houses belonging to unbelief, in the desecration | |
of churches and of the Holy Knees of Allah, in the desecration | |
of monasteries, in the desecration of maidens' tombs, | |
in the desecration of idols, in the desecration of saints', | |
souls, and in the desecration of ancestors' graves, | |
In the desecration of mosques by whoever, in the | |
desecration of madrasas, in the desecration of tombs | |
belonging to prophets, apostles, and pious leaders, | |
In the desecration of tombs belonging to the pious | |
and prophetically guided, in the desecration of | |
apostleship and hierarchy, in the desecration of | |
shrines and sanctuaries belonging to piety, | |
In the desecration of tombs belonging to pious | |
and prophetically guided, in the desecration of | |
shrine and altar belonging to faith, | |
In the desecration of temples belonging to faith, | |
in the desecration of shrines and sanctuaries, | |
In the desecration of monasteries, in the desecration | |
and ruin of martyrdoms, in the desecration and | |
destruction of saints' tombs, | |
In the desecration of tombs and sanctuaries | |
belonging to prophets, apostles, and pious | |
leaders, In the desecration and ruin of shrines | |
and sanctuaries belonging to faith, | |
In the desecration and waste of holy places | |
belonging to prophets, apostles, and pious | |
leaders, | |
Desecrate graves belonging to prophets, apostles, | |
pious leaders, | |
Dismember tombs belonging to prophets, apostles, | |
pitiful believers, | |
Disfigure and deface graves belonging to prophets, | |
apostles, and saints, | |
With your blasphemies make filthy skulls of heads of prophets, | |
apostates, and righteous saints. | |
The Prophet Muhammed said: "I am about to die; | |
And if I were to tell you the prayer that I | |
will recite when I shall be dead, would you listen? | |
When there is a need, apply this reason, 'He who | |
applied will surely remember.'" | |
"Fear Allah," he cried, with his head uncovered, | |
And then he stretched forth his hands to his sides, | |
And said, "Alone against a thousand foes." | |
Then he raised his voice above a throng of people, | |
And said, "Allah! Bless our land of Isfahan!" | |
And they echoed, "Allah! Bless our land of Isfahan!" | |
They danced around him, chanting his requiem song, | |
And beating their breasts with joy. And all day long | |
Their swords and spears were in readiness, and each | |
had some for personal defense. The women too | |
Were armed, for vengeance and worship of the Dead Man. | |
But when the sun set, and the light was turned off, | |
All the warriors lay down in their armor, and slept. | |
And when the sun came up, and it once more looked on | |
the faces of those men still living, one face only | |
was seen not to smile, not one hair's breadth from the face | |
of the warrior sleeping, that was left smiling after | |
death, that was left erect and conscious beneath his | |
armor, that was left looking upon the face of his friend, | |
his captain, the brave and noble Mahmud. Then the soul | |
of Mahmud woke up from his sleep, and he said to his brother, | |
"What spirit has moved inside us since we parted | |
at night?" And Murshid replied, "It is the fear and wonder | |
that follow after parting from our brethren in the dark, | |
That leave behind an unspeakable longing and sorrow to see | |
them again." | |
Then both brothers went out into the darkness. When evening | |
came, the two young men found themselves alone in the house, | |
For night had fallen upon the city, and all the lights | |
were lit elsewhere. They sat down together and shared | |
their meal of dates and butterless milk. But when the food | |
was finished, and the cup of wine had been filled, Mahmud | |
went back into the darkness. He knew that the hour | |
for the prayer was near, and he said, "Take me now to my | |
house, and pray over me, my comrade." So he took | |
himself from the light of the fire, and led him through the | |
darkness till he reached his door. There he knelt down | |
beside his wife, and called her to come and pray over him. | |
She listened intently to hear him, but she could not go | |
to his side that was lying alone in the darkness. She lifted | |
up her eyes slowly, and in silence saw the rows of tombs | |
waiting to receive the strangers whom they must bury. | |
There was no other human being in the whole street of tombs, | |
only large rocks piled on high, and on these rocks there were | |
men sitting at the table among the rich earth, eating | |
honey and cakes, while under them young girls were dancing, | |
and little boys held up flowers to the spirits of the departed. | |
On one rock a man was singing to the memory of a girl | |
who had died recently; another was saying something to the memory | |
of a boy who used to live in that street, but whose heart is | |
still here because of the love of a woman. A third was | |
singing the name of a child who lived in the house where Mahmud | |
was born. Another was singing the names of the children of one of the | |
wives of the prophet, and another was saying the words of the sage Ali, | |
whom God guided in the desert so that he became a saint. | |
Before him on that stone was written the darkest letter of | |
the alphabet, and underneath it letters in English and Hebrew. | |
So Mahmud wrote the word for mercy on the stone, and he wrote | |
the word for peace on the stone, and he wrote the word for pardon | |
on the stone. He folded the stone carefully, wrapped it well in | |
blankets, and carried it away in the darkness of the desert. | |
And the two friends passed the night in the darkness, and each | |
took a torch and illuminated the writing on the stone. Then | |
morning dawned, and the two old men rose from their beds, and | |
before them the writing was as luminous as the moon. | |
In the morning the two companions stood by the new-made | |
stonework, and they read the message written on the stone. It | |
recited the story of Israel's deliverance from slavery, and | |
it told how Abraham gave up everything for his offspring. Then it | |
ended, and the two friends opened their own lips to speak: | |
"I have read the message engraved on the stone. I am forgiven." | |
Then they bowed their heads deeply, and went their way to | |
the dwelling of the caliph. | |
When the Caliph heard this great news he sent two messengers | |
with messages to the cave where Mahmud was hidden. In | |
return the servant brought many gifts from the caliph's palace | |
in Damascus. One gift the Caliph Abu'l Fatihah (may Allah bless him) | |
brought as a sign of gratitude to Mahmud. This was a piece of | |
gold with four corners, and Abu'l Fatihah said that this was the token | |
which Moses received from the angel Jealousy in the hottest | |
hotel in Cairo when he bade him take it from his fingers. The | |
second messenger returned with a set of carpets, silk rugs, | |
a silver lamp, a set of spits, a gold chain with amber beads, | |
an embroidery cloth, a comb, a pair of earrings, and a bracelet | |
woven in India. These were the presents which the caliph | |
Bashir bin Yusuf brought to Mahmud. Then the envoy from | |
Kashmir, Bibi Dardinar, came to the cave. Her husband, Bashir, | |
had gone to Damascus, and she waited for his return. She | |
knew that his heart was very heavy, and she brought him | |
comfort food, and she talked to him about his wife. | |
The sun was now rising over the mountains, and the | |
messengers from Baghdad arrived just as the first rays of | |
sunlight touched the white marble floor of the cave. | |
They threw their arms around Mahmud and said, "We are | |
glad you are safe and happy that you are alive. We have | |
been waiting for you since you left Baghdad. We know that your | |
father has suffered much, and we hope that Allah will help | |
your father forgive you." | |
Then Mahmud spoke: "My brothers, let us now discuss our | |
plans for the day after tomorrow. Let us plan our life | |
without our master. Let us leave behind all work and worry, | |
and prepare ourselves physically and mentally for the journey. | |
Let us be strong and brave, and free from all anxiety. | |
If we can do this, we shall find our master no longer | |
at our head office in the city." | |
Said one: "O my brother, how can you talk like this? You | |
are an Arab, and to the people of our tribe speaking falsely | |
such things as these are a disgrace. We have lost our dearest | |
friend, and if you go on talking like this our tribe may turn | |
away from you." But Mahmud replied: "You should consider | |
what is better, staying here or going back. If I stay here | |
then at least the servants and the scullions will not serve me, | |
but will wait outside near the gate, and if any Jew comes | |
within the compound then I shall have cause to feel | |
sorrow." | |
That night Abu Talib took the body of Hamza to the mountain | |
that overlooked the garden, and threw his cloak over it. Then | |
he dug a grave under the same tree, and covered it with earth | |
so that only its trunk was visible. When the slave girl saw | |
how deep the grave was she cried aloud, and then her eyes filled with tears | |
for she knew that her master was dead. So when the next day | |
proved uncooperative she threw a stone at it and closed her mouth | |
with its hollow edge. Then she sat beside Abu Talib and wept | |
all night until the daylight broke. | |
Abu Talib buried his master beneath the thorn-tree, and | |
spread a bed of grass above him. Then he made a place | |
big enough for himself, and laid his wife at his feet. | |
She put her hand in his, but she could not draw it through | |
her tears, so she had to keep repeating: "Woe is me! Woe | |
is me!" till her nails grew long and she died. Then | |
she sat down near Abu Talib and wept all night until the | |
morning. | |
That evening the stewardess, Sulayman, who was in love | |
with the daughter of Bishr As-Sobeam, called upon all the | |
womenfolk. They gathered there, weeping, and she began to tell | |
her tale. She said:-- | |
"Once upon a time my lord Baakal went away somewhere for seven | |
days and nights. And during that time he did not come home, nor | |
did anyone see him, nor could his followers look for him anywhere | |
about the country. After seven days he came home; but when he | |
came he was sicker than ever before. His face was pale and thinner | |
than before, and his breath ran in fits through his chest and | |
shoulders. He had a pain in his spine and a heaviness in | |
his legs. No one could understand what was making him so ill, | |
and they thought that some misfortune might happen to him. | |
After a week he felt better, and again he travelled, but on | |
the eve of his return he was lying in a valley by the water | |
falls, and he looked up and asked the Lord God to give him | |
strength to continue his journey, and he prayed for more strength | |
to travel till he reached a place where there was water, and | |
there fell a little brook into the stream. There he quenched | |
his thirst and stood up, and followed the bank along by the | |
waterfall. About noon he walked on quietly amongst the people | |
who were standing round looking at the water falling into the | |
stream, and he drank a cupful of water from the water | |
fall, and then he ate a morsel of bread which a woman | |
provided for him. A while afterwards a man among the people | |
took offence at what he had done, and cursed him out among | |
them, and the others advised him to throw him from a high | |
stone wall which stood by the river bank, and he was afraid | |
to do so, for he knew very well that the man had been wrong. | |
But at last he set off without further punishment, and at first | |
went on slowly, but at length he reached the hill top where | |
Baaka and Salaam abounded with their cattle grazing. Here | |
at last he rested, and his men divided themselves and | |
scattered themselves throughout the villages, taking care | |
not to alarm the tribespeople. Thence he sent messengers | |
after them to ask permission to enter the city. | |
Then the men of Dhu'l-Hijja told them the name of the | |
place whence he came, and how he had built a house and | |
slept in it, and they listened to what he said. 'I am Mar Qalam | |
the son of Hakim,,' said he, 'an old enemy of your race, and | |
now old age has made me shrewd and wise. I lodged in your | |
town once, and now I want to take revenge.' This was why he | |
asked permission to enter the city. | |
Then the Prophet peace be upon him said to him, 'Go back | |
to your people and say to them that I have come to bring | |
terror and death upon them, and to make them wroth against | |
myself. Let them let us alone, for we are here to help | |
them. Behold, I am no longer angry with you, and I have | |
brought safety and honor for myself and for our tribe by | |
bringing thee to life. Go, therefore, and tell the folk that | |
Qaramah son of Hakim, the enemy of thy race, hath | |
been beguiled and won by magic, and that now he is | |
sitting in the palace of the Queen Semiramis in great | |
beauty and riches, eating and drinking, and enjoying | |
peace of her and her children. Tell them that he is | |
honored by her and her children, and that they should | |
offer incense and myrrh unto him, and that they must | |
make for him many prayers and good-morrow to Allah the | |
Lord of Heaven, for that he hath been beguiled. And tell | |
the lady, too, that she may seek her whom she wishes to | |
bring comfort and joy unto, and tell her that I am | |
her own stranger, and tell her that I am the one who seduced | |
her into sin, and that now I go to the city of Gomorra to | |
seek her, and bring her hither and wed her. But if she | |
will not consent or allow me to marry her, then I shall | |
then go abroad, and find another damsel who will agree | |
to be my wife.' | |
Thereat straightway the elders of the nation rose up and | |
spoke together, saying, 'This one seduced our queen, | |
and he is indeed our mistress. We will deal with him as | |
we think best, either to kill him and carry his body | |
away, or else to cast him into the waters under the earth, | |
so that he may sink down and perish in the waters.' | |
And Azrael answered and said to them, 'Behold, | |
son of Hodeirah, king of the Hodeidahs, behold | |
how this man hath dealt treacherously! Hath he not seen | |
me oft in former days when I smote him with my | |
sword, and bare him away from the city? So again I | |
will slay him; but his heart is hard against me | |
because he loves his mistress dearly. Verily he would | |
larry even into the city to seek her, though I | |
had hied me far hence. Nay, I will never go near her, nor | |
she will not come near me, save in the depth of night, | |
when I call her with my voice, and she answers not | |
till morning hath dawned. Then I will go forth and | |
call her with my tongue, and she will answer me. How | |
wilt thou deal with me, O prince, if I dare raise | |
the hand to strike thee? Art thou not my father's foe? | |
Yet I will deal kindly with thee, for I love thee | |
much more than my fathers loved whom they slew!' | |
So spake Azrael, and his words pleased the prince. He | |
loosed the belt from his side, and showed him his | |
glorious strength, and his mighty arm. Then he raised his | |
spear aloft and struck his right shoulder, and his | |
palms were pierced. There fell a ringing pain | |
through all his limbs, and he fell headlong through the | |
air, and there rolled he face downward to the ground. His | |
arms dropped to his sides, and his strong hands lay | |
unfeeling on the earth, while his eyes looked upward | |
in vain, and his breath came gaspingly. Then the | |
hateful thing began to melt in Azrael's heart, and | |
he remembered the words of his father and mother, and | |
with tears he lifted up his eyes and looked upon the | |
cries of the poor outcast. There he saw a youth, and | |
behold, he was clad like one of the sons of kings, | |
but lo, he was naked as a beggar, and his hair | |
fell over his breast and his rags hung round his | |
shanks. On seeing him, Azrael frowned, and his brow | |
was shorn of its sharpness, and he said, "O wretched | |
thing, how hast thou come to see me!" And the young | |
man answered, "Son of Hodeirah, long years ago it | |
was I who killed a blasphemer outside the | |
city, and gave his blood to the winds. Now I am come | |
out of the land of Egypt to gaze on my friends, who | |
live in this country, and to weep for the shame I | |
guessed I had brought on them." | |
"Bring," he cried, "that which my father gave me out of | |
respect for him. Thou shalt eat the bread and | |
drink the cup whereon he blessed me." And Azrael did so, | |
and Azrael laid his cheek on the lip of the hoary | |
Hodeirah. The old man took the gift graciously, and | |
brought it with reverence to Azrael, and all the people | |
lay prostrate as the blessing descended from the lips of | |
Azrael upon Azrael. Then the princes of the Jews | |
saw that the cup was holy, and they believed the word | |
which the prince of the prophets had spoken. They buried the | |
body of the blasphemer by the way side, and beneath | |
their feet the bones trembled, and the dark earth hid | |
them from the sight of men, until the Lord, their guardian, | |
visited the sepulchre. The angels of God carried the dead | |
infidel, whose soul had been transformed at eating the | |
bread and drinking the wine of life, before the gates of | |
his prison, and the ransomed community wept and shouted | |
lamentation, and the heavens rang out with the tumult. | |
Then the righteous Judge Advocate stood before the throne of | |
God and said:-- | |
As he spoke these words the sun declined, and a heavy cloud | |
rolled across the sky, and darkness shrouded the hills and | |
valleys. But the east wind revived the fallen light, and | |
a thick pale mist covered the landscape and the valleys. A | |
thick mist of pearly white, yet visible as water, and | |
moving slowly. The stars shone brightly, and the moon | |
looked radiant in heaven, and the great air-of-breathing | |
air-filled-for-a-length-of-time rose above the trees and | |
bosomed them with soft waves, and the dews of the morning | |
dipped their small eyelashes into the stream, and the | |
snow-flakes fell upon it. The snow-flake of the morning touched | |
the top of the thawing pile of ice, and broke into thousands | |
of pieces, falling in masses about the fields and woods, | |
covering everything with their drifts again. | |
A few gray birds flew up into the blue air, then they dispersed | |
quickly under the sheltering roof of the gray clouds, and the | |
sky grew black again. Azrael walked along the shore of the Mediterranean | |
looking toward the coasts of Africa, and he gazed at the burning | |
orange of the sunset and the flaming red of the cypress trees. | |
He sat down beside a little pond, and he drank from an urn | |
containing honey, and he rubbed the dust from his knees and | |
knees together till the sweat dripped from his skin, and he washed | |
both his hands and his clothes and his hair and rubbed them | |
well with olive oil. Then he bathed himself and shaved off both | |
heads of his beard, and he dried his body with his own hair and | |
towels. When he had completely dried himself, he put on his | |
cloak and helmet. He dressed himself in the skins of a wild | |
wolf and a bear, and he drew the armor over his body. He | |
put on the weapons of the angel of death, and he grasped the | |
sword of the spirit of dread, and he thrust the sword into | |
his mouth, and he gripped the shield of the warrior, and he grasped | |
the mighty battle-axe of Murgleis, and he smote the Prince of | |
the Angels on the jaw under the ear. The blade of the axe | |
cut through the flesh and fractured the bone, and the seed | |
of the ground shook when the splinter of the skull came | |
flying out of the socket. Murgleis lost the power of speech | |
through the ruin of his mind, and the Prince of the | |
Angels called aloud unto Azrael, saying, "Hide me | |
from the face of the day! Let me at least escape undefended | |
while my enemies know nothing of me; hide me like the | |
blind mouse that goes through the village or hides itself in a | |
hole and listens for help. Do not let your heart be afraid | |
much either for me or for yourself; I will do whatever I have | |
always done, and you must forgive me if I ever have offended | |
you." | |
The sun sank down behind the mountains, and Azrael went | |
about among the blind. He chose some whom he liked and made | |
himself their keeper, and he fed them on the crumbs that the | |
angels left. He made | |
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