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Palaye Royale

The Bastards

Little Bastards

Sometimes I've been loosing my mind
Running out of faith
Lonely I've been feeling lonely
Put me in my place

Twist and fade
Time to run away. I can't take this
I've been a little patient
No escape. I've got to go away a little faster
Run little bastards
Run, run little bastards

Fake friends all around
They watch while I drown
No one's there to help me

Sometimes I've been loosing my mind
Running out of faith
Lonely I've been feeling lonely
Put me in my place

So fuck you, I don't even like you
Sick of all the fakes
No sleep, got another nosebleed
I can't feel my face

???? my mouth
While you ???? in my jumpsuit
Aww, that's so cute
No escape. I've got to go away a little faster
Run little bastards
Run, run little bastards

Fake friends all around
They watch while I drown
No one's there to help me

Sometimes I've been loosing my mind
Running out of faith
Lonely I've been feeling lonely
Put me in my place

So fuck you, I don't even like you
Sick of all the fakes
No sleep, got another nosebleed
I can't feel my face

Twist and fade
Time to run away a little faster
Run little bastards
Run, run little bastards!
Run, run little bastards!
Run, run little bastards!
Little bastards!

Massacre, The New American dream

All you killers on your killing sprees
Massacre, The New American dream
???? ??? ?? murder ???
Massacre, The New American dream

Massacre, The New American dream

Fed lies since the day I was conceived
???? ????? ?????
Went from homeless to your TV screen
How's that for your American dream?
??? ??? to society
Give you a gun, now ????
I've given up on America's racist ???
I've fucked up from prescriptions and antidepressants

Massacre
Generation Y. Generation why are we
Why are we so casual about these casualties?

All you killers on your killing sprees
Massacre, The New American dream
???? ??? ?? murder ???
Massacre, The New American dream

??? church ??? ??? ???
?????????? when will it stop?
Turn on the TV, a nightmare or dream?
??????????? massacres all I see
Massacre
Generation Y. Generation why are we
Why are we so casual about these casualties?

All you killers on your killing sprees
Massacre, The New American dream
???? ??? ?? murder ???
Massacre, The New American dream

I've had enough of prescriptions and antidepressants
I've had enough of you giving your people some weapons
I've had enough of prescriptions and antidepressants
I've had enough of you giving your people some weapons
Giving your people some weapons
Giving your people some weapons
of prescriptions and antidepressants
of you giving your people some weapons
of prescriptions and antidepressants
of you giving your people some weapons

All you killers on your killing sprees
Massacre, The New American dream

All you killers on your killing sprees
Massacre, The New American dream
???? ??? ?? murder ???
Massacre, The New American dream
Massacre, The New American dream
Massacre, The New American dream

Anxiety

My relations with the man ??? lately
Indecisions have been breaking my sanity
Contamination of the twisted society
Retaliation when I'm full of anxiety

And I was born to be anything I wanted to be
Raised to be fucking mean I'me a masterpiece
????me meet again ?????
Children crying, mothers scream. fathers drink
All you bastards scream!
All you bastards scream!
All you bastards scream

A ????? bullet hole that's still bleeding
???? until you can't say a goddamn thing
A generation full of anti-sobriety
A generation that is full of anxiety
full of anxiety

And I was born to be anything I wanted to be
Raised to be fucking mean I'me a masterpiece
????me meet again ?????
Children crying, mothers scream. fathers drink
All you bastards scream!
All you bastards scream!
All you bastards scream

All the voices in your head that keep talking
All the ??? on your skin that keeps ????
All the voices in your head that keep talking
All the ??? on your skin that keeps ????
All the voices in your head that keep talking
All the ??? on your skin that keeps ????
All the voices in your head that keep talking
All the blood on your skin that keeps ????

And I was born to be anything I wanted to be
Raised to be fucking mean I'me a masterpiece
????me meet again ?????
Children crying, mothers scream. fathers drink
All you bastards scream!
All you bastards scream!
All you bastards scream

Tonight is the night I die

Tonight is the night I die

Lonely another day
Drowning please save me
I am struggling
In my own daydream

I know I can't live much longer
Hear the angels sing

Tonight is the night I die
Tonight is the night I die
Tonight is the night I die

???? to my pain, locked inside my cage
Could I be a prisoner of the voices in my brain?
My mind is gone to waste, can't stand to look at my face
All those sounds inside my head be silenced by bang!

I know I can't live much longer
Hear the angels sing

Tonight is the night I die
Believe me
Believe me when I say Tonight is the night I die
Believe me
Believe me when I say Tonight is the night I die

Die another day
What they want me to say
What they want me to say
Die another day
Die another day
Die another day

Tonight is the night I die

As I walk through the ??? the shadow of death
I look at you as I take my last breath
As I die and fall to the floor
????? is no more

Tonight is the night I die
Believe me
Believe me when I say Tonight is the night I die
Believe me
Believe me when I say Tonight is the night I die

Die another day
What they want me to say
What they want me to say
Die another day
Die another day
Die another day

Tonight is the night I die
Tonight is the night I die

Lonely

So sick and tired of being alone
So long ??? I'm on my own
I'm sorry, mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home

My life don't mean that much to me
So I live for you, yeah, I'm living for you.
And you can't stand the sight of me
So what's the point of this fucked up catastrophe?

I'm waiting for my time to stop
As I waste it, as I waste it
I pop this pills to waste some time
As I'm fading, as I'mv fading

This shit messes with my head
The only home I know is my bed
To lazy for suicide
I just watch the days pass
Hoping to die

So sick and tired of being alone
So long ??? I'm on my own
I'm sorry, mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home

So sick and tired of being alone
So long ??? I'm on my own
I'm sorry, mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home

Daydreaming of my funeral
Like, who would show, bet no one will go
Hey dad would you show up for me now?
Just to bury you little boy in the ground 😭

You broke my heart and you left me
Was just waiting, was just waiting
I pop this pills to waste some time
As I'm fading, as I'mv fading

This shit messes with my head
The only home I know is my bed
To lazy for suicide
I just watch the days pass
Hoping to die

So sick and tired of being alone
So long ??? I'm on my own
I'm sorry, mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home

So sick and tired of being alone
So long ??? I'm on my own
I'm sorry, mom, I've got to go
I dug this grave I call my home

I dug this grave I call my home
I dug this grave

Hang on to yourself

?????, dreamer girl
With the messed up ?????, poppies and ????
???? in my new cold sweat
Like some ????, ???, ??? threat

We've got the love in automatic
Bang-bang, now hear me shout it
Shoot-soot, you better leave or hang on (hang on)
'Cause we've got love's electric magic
Bang-bang it's automatic
Shoot-soot, you better leave or hang on
Hang on to yourself

Hang on to yourself

Hang on to yourself

Friday blackout, guaranteed
Full of cocaine, champagne, empty|entry the sleeves?
Fashion, ????, silver spoon
On a down???? baby fly to the moon

We've got the love in automatic
Bang-bang, now hear me shout it
Shoot-soot, you better leave or hang on (hang on)
'Cause we've got love's electric magic
Bang-bang it's automatic
Shoot-soot, you better leave or hang on
Hang on to yourself

We've got the love in automatic
Bang-bang, now hear me shout it
Shoot-soot, you better leave or hang on (hang on)
'Cause we've got love's electric magic
Bang-bang it's automatic
Shoot-soot, you better leave or hang on
Hang on to yourself

Hang on to yourself
We've got the
We've got the
Hang on to yourself
We've got the
We've got the

Fucking with my head

You're coming around but you act so cold
So cold, so cold
You ??? wrong 'cause you just say "no"
No no no no
You torture me but I just won't scream
Dead inside even in my dreams

You fucking with my head
Yeah, yeah you fucking with my head
You fucking with my
You fucking with my head
Yeah, yeah you fucking with my head
You fucking with my
Quit fucking with my head
Quit fucking with my head

Don't know why I just wanna be alone
No no no no
Ask you nicely but you won't go
Won't go home
You scream in my ear but I can't hear a thing
?? I take you to ???, but you just won't ate??

You fucking with my head
Yeah, yeah you fucking with my head
You fucking with my
Quit fucking with my head
Yeah, yeah you fucking with my head
You fucking with my
Quit fucking with my head

no no no????

Stop you fucking with my head
Yeah, yeah you fucking with my head
You fucking with my
Quit fucking with my head
Yeah, yeah you fucking with my head
You fucking with my
Quit fucking with my head

Fucking with my head
Quit fucking with me
Fucking with me
Fucking with me
Fuck you

Nervous Breakdown

I ????? a knife just a bit further??
Don't look at me I think about murder??
I think I'm about, about to explode
I think I'm about to have a nervous breakdown

A nervous breakdown
A nervous breakdown

I start to feel myself panic again
When all the blood rushes to my head
My heart has stopped, I'm falling to the ground
Gonna have myself a nother breaking

A nervous breakdown
A nervous breakdown

You say you love me but you still left me
I guess that's why I hate myself
You say it's over, but you still calling
I guess that's why I live in hell.

My brain has been fucked enough
Please stop waisting all my thoughts
?????? please let me go
Can't go through another breakdown

My brain has been fucked enough
Please stop waisting all my thoughts
?????? please let me go
Can't go through another breakdown

A nervous breakdown
A nervous breakdown
A nervous breakdown

You say you love me but you still left me
I guess that's why I hate myself
You say it's over, but you still calling
I guess that's why I live in hell.

You say it's over, but you still calling
I guess that's why I live in hell.

You say you love me but you still left me
I guess that's why I hate myself
You say it's over, but you still calling
I guess that's why I live in hell.
I guess that's why I live in hell.

My brain has been fucked enough
Please stop waisting all my thoughts
?????? please let me go
Can't go through another breakdown

A nervous breakdown
A nervous breakdown
A nervous breakdown
A nervous breakdown

Nightmares

??? to eternal madness???
Wear a mask to hide my sadness

I've been loosing too much sleep
No one can hear when you scream
I've been loosing too much sleep
No one can hear when you scream

My dreams become my nightmares
My mind won't go to sleep
So I embrace the terror
My soul is yours to keep
Coming down
Coming down

Heart is racing, pounding faster
???????? is not your ??????

I've been loosing too much sleep
No one can hear when you scream

My dreams become my nightmares
My mind won't go to sleep
So I embrace the terror
My soul is yours to keep
Coming down
Coming down

When I try just no to think about my life
So I do another line
It ????? just for the night, yeah
And I try just no to think about my life
So I do another line
It ????? just for the night
It ????? just for the night

My dreams become my nightmares
My mind won't go to sleep
So I embrace the terror
My soul is yours to keep
Coming down
Coming down
Down
Coming down

Masochist

'Cause I've been ?????ign
Your sweet heaven
So I keep ???ning
While your ???? burns to the ground
Well, oh no
Well, oh no!

Yeah, you've got to hold on
Yeah, you've got to stay strong
Oh yeah, you've got to move on, on, on
Yeah, you've got to hold on

So don't try to tell me
That I should go softly
Just look me in my eyes
Oh, and feed me yours sweet lies
Well, all night
Well, all night!

Yeah, you've got to hold on
Yeah, you've got to stay strong
Oh yeah, you've got to move on, on, on
Yeah, you've got to hold on

Children, they come in two
My mind, it bleeds through you
I ????? in sheets of lies
I ??? through you

Hang a cross upside down
Your church is burning down
Just take me for the night
Just take me ???????

Yeah, you've got to hold on
Yeah, you've got to stay strong
Oh yeah, you've got to move on, on, on
Yeah, you've got to hold
You've got to hold
You've got to hold
You've got to hold
You've got to hold

Doom (Eternal)

He is coming out to get me
Man in black is getting angry
Come to collect what I owe him
The Devil will be disappointed

'Cause I'm empty, so empty
I'm empty, so kill me
I'm empty, so empty
I'm empty, so kill me

No escaping what is coming
Eternity of being nothing
Wish me well on my exhibition
No point in life if you ain't living

'Cause I'm empty, so empty
I'm empty, so kill me
I'm empty, so empty
I'm empty, so kill me

Black sheep

Do you see what I've become?
Why you are still holding on, on, on?
Something lingers in my veins
It's telling me I'm not the same, the same

And I am, and I am
Sinking now
'Cause the water's over my ears
And I can hear no sound

Scream out or drown
Can you hear the voices now?
Go home and back to sleep
And count the black sheep
Lay down your head
This is how you made your bed
Go on away from me
I am the black sheep

I've used to be an orphan boy
Without a family or a choice, choice, choice
You said, it's all in my head
You said, it's all in my brain
I'll always be this way, yeah, yeah
There's nothing left that you can say to me

And I am, and I am
Sinking now
'Cause the water's over my ears
And I can hear no sound

Scream out or drown
Can you hear the voices now?
Go home and back to sleep
And count the black sheep
Lay down your head
This is how you made your bed
Go on away from me
I am the black sheep

I am the outcast, I am your cancer
I am everything you hate
I am unwanted, I'm not the answer
You were hoping that I'd change
You pushed me down once again
Because I seem different
I am a cancer, I am a creep
I am the black sheep

Scream out or drown
Can you hear the voices now?
Go home and back to sleep
And count the black sheep
Lay down your head
This is how you made your bed
I am a cancer, I am a creep
I am the black sheep

I am the black sheep
I am the black sheep

Stay

I see you for what you are
Something in your eyes
That I look past my scars
So where did you go when you leave in the night
'Cause I see those ????? eyes??

I am the only hope for you
You are the only hope for me, too
I just wanted you
I just wanted you
I am the only hope for you
You are the only hope for me, too
I just wanted you
I just wanted you

So stay this time
(Don't go away, don't go away, don't go away)
So stay this time
This time

You see me for what I am
One thing you can say
That will leave me brokEn???
The end is near
I really don't wanna know
It's taunting me to watch you go

I am the only hope for you
You are the only hope for me, too
I just wanted you
I just wanted you

So stay this time
(Don't go away, don't go away, don't go away)
So stay this time
This time

I am the only hope for you
You are the only hope for me, too
I just wanted you
I just wanted you
I am the only hope for you
You are the only hope for me, too
I just
What that I just wanted

So stay this time
(Don't go away, don't go away, don't go away)
So stay this time
This time

Redeemer

Can you see that everyone is dying?
The animals are crying
Religions are dividing
As my family keeps on fighting
As my family keeps

Now I'm caught in something
My eternal suffering
Looking for the meaning of it all
But I got nothing
This eternal sadness
Now I fade to blackness
Don't know where I'll go when I die
Must be better than this

And I'm here
Just waiting for you to come home 😭
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please pick up the phone?
And I'm waiting for you to come home
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please come back home?

Ain't it sad
When you got nowhere to go?
Got no place to call your home
Burden to everyone you know

And I try
Just not to think about my life
So I do another line
It keeps me numb just for one night
It keeps me numb just for one night

Now I'm caught in something
My eternal suffering
Looking for the meaning of it all
But I got nothing
This eternal sadness
Now I fade to blackness
Don't know where I'll go when I die
Must be better than this

And I'm here
Just waiting for you to come home 😭
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please pick up the phone?
And I'm waiting for you to come home
And I'm screaming all on my own
With the revolver and a note
Will you please come back home?

Lord of Lies

I can't help you Lord of Lies
I've been dying on the inside
I can't help you Lord of

I can't help you
???????
????????????????
?????????????
I've been dying on the inside
I'm dying inside

I can't help you Lord of Lies
I've been dying on the inside
I can't help you Lord of

??????????????????????????
??????????????????????????
??????????????????????????
FUUUUUUUUUUCK!

Holy shit!

Fever Dream

Eternal Life (Intro)

I'll crawl away
Into the sky
I'll crawl away
Into the light

It's been
A 40 days
And I've lived
A 40 lives
And I will
Crawl away from all my darkest nights

Into eternal life
Oh, into eternal life

Eternal Life

Feels like the last days of my life
I'm still drown in paradise
Didn't think I could sink this low, hello?
Imagine myself another friend
Keep me company 'till the end
Does anyone else feels this alone, hello?

Help me, can anybody help me?
Help me, can anybody help me?

Take me out of my mind
And into the light
I wanna crawl away into eternal life
Take me far from me
My worst enemy
I wanna crawl away into eternal life

When I feel sad I feel alive
My best days are my demise
I wanna disappear so no one knows, hello?
I feel pretty when I cry
I'm so ugly when I try
Does anyone know where I can go, hello?
Hello?

Help me, can anybody help me?
Help me, can anybody help me?

Take me out of my mind
And into the light
I wanna crawl away into eternal life
Take me far from me
My worst enemy
I wanna crawl away into eternal life

Is it really so bad?
Imagination's going of
It's going of
Oh no
Is it really so bad?
Hallucinations taking of
I'm playing God
I'm holding out my hands
And changing everything I hate about myself

Take me out of my mind
And into the light
I wanna crawl away into eternal life
Take me far from me
My worst enemy
I wanna crawl away into eternal life

No Love in LA

Living in the moonlight
Looking up the hills but the hills don't shine right
Looking at her nose but the shit don't blow right
???????
Your mom says
You can change your face but pain won't go away
Addicted to the fame but the fame is momentarily
Reality

The creeps are crawling up to the doorways
They dying to find out what's inside
The creeps are always posting the photos
To show off what they're lacking inside

There's no such thing as Love in LA
Plastic people don't get nothing to say
They're judging me, I'm judging you
We ain't got nothing else to do
There's no such thing as Love in LA

Living on Melrose?? in motel rooms
Up all night drinking 'till the day shows
With the B-list and the C-list
And the demons coming 'till I see shit
On a private jet
But you can't afford your rent
Getting high with fake friends
'Cause that's all you've got

The creeps are crawling up to the doorways
They dying to find out what's inside
The creeps are always posting the photos
To show off what they're lacking inside

There's no such thing as Love in LA
Plastic people don't get nothing to say
They're judging me, I'm judging you
We ain't got nothing else to do
There's no such thing as Love in LA

I'm late for my own premiere
Maybe I should leave, my dear
I don't feel a thing out there
But it seems to me that the demons of this city
Wanna keep me here
Wanna keep me here

There's no such thing as Love in LA
Plastic people don't get nothing to say
They're judging me, I'm judging you
We ain't got nothing else to do
There's no such thing as Love in LA

There's no such thing as Love in LA
I said, "There's no such thing as Love in LA"!

Punching Bag

Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes
Give me more complaints
You're real, I'm just a fake
I wake up, I'm so glad I can be your punching bag
Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes

Go ahead and mold me, bought me and they sold me
I'm smiling upside down
Now I'm all used up, ready for my close up
Am I pretty underground?
I can be your Barbie, I can say sorry
I can do whatever you want
Go ahead an slap me if that makes you happy
Use and abuse me 'till I'm gone

Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes
Give me more complaints
You're real, I'm just a fake
I wake up, I'm so glad I can be your punching bag
Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes

If you want me, come and take me
Because I love the way you hate me

Didn't even noticed, barely got a moment
Not a moment to myself
Heavens what they sold me, but now I miss the old me
Before I got stuck in hell
Walking down the street, just a public enemy
My back's against the wall
Didn't even noticed, barely got a moment
Build me up to watch me fall

This is goodbye, you bled me dry
This is goodnight, my soul has died
I gave you my all, you built me up to fall
I gave you my all
I gave you my all

Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes
Give me more complaints
You're real, I'm just a fake
I wake up, I'm so glad I can be your punching bag
Go on, make my day
Go get high on my mistakes

If you want me, come and take me
Because I love the way you hate me
Someone find me, someone save me
Because I feel like I'm fucking dying

Broken

Broken
Broken
You know I have always been

In my head all is pain
And the words that I cannot say
I'm so tired ???
I'm trying to be the man that you wanted to see

I'm so tired and I'm hurt
And I always try to put you first
But you say I'm not worth it to you
So why are you worth it to me?

Broken, broken, broken
You know I have always been
Broken, broken, broken
You know I have always been

You break by heart
'Cause you're never home
Always with your friends
Always on your phone
I tried so hard
But you're just playing games
I needed you nonight
But you got high again

But I'm tired and I'm hurt
And I always try to put you first
But you say I'm not worth it to you
So why are you worth it to me?

Broken, broken, broken
You know I have always been
Broken, broken, broken
You know I have always been
Heartbreaks and mistakes with no change
How did we become this way?
Broken, broken, broken
You know I have always been

The nights are long
And the days won't end
No more love between us
Let's not pretend
You're going out
And you're dressing down
You're so typical
Like you're someone else
You're someone else.

I'm so tired and I'm hurt
And I always try to put you first
But I see I'm not broken like you
And you are not broken like me

Broken, broken, broken
You know that we've always been
Broken, broken, broken
You know that we've always been
Broken, broken, broken
You know I've always been

Fever Dream

Close your eyes and exit your life tonight
You'll be just fine, you'll be alright
It's time we start escaping
Fever dream, the lights are fading

Don't look around at all the faces abound
Don't look behind you 'cause we are stuck underground
Can you see the words I'm up here tryna preach
No need to cry, you'll never find me trying to leave

'Cause I see that you're in pain
From your pale and lifeless face
So let go -- and float away
Let go, let go, let go and

Close your eyes and exit your life tonight
You'll be just fine, you'll be alright
It's time we start escaping
Fever dream, the lights are fading

Take my hand to Neverland, you'll see
We can be free
We can be anything, just you and me
Fever dream, the lights are fading

Can't hear a sound, I see the world upside down
Tell me how it's fair to put a loved one underground
Now you see the words I'm up here tryna preach
No need to cry, don't say goodbye
I'll see you on the other side

I'll see you on the other side

And I see that you're in pain
From your pale and lifeless face
So let go -- and float away
Let go, let go, let go and

Close your eyes and exit your life tonight
You'll be just fine, you'll be alright
It's time we start escaping
Fever dream, the lights are fading

Take my hand to Neverland, you'll see
We can be free
We can be anything, just you and me
Fever dream, the lights are fading

Follow me into this fever dream
We can be anything and everything
We want to be if we believe
Letting go
Of what we used to know
We can be anything and everything
Just follow me into this fever dream
Into this fever dream

Close your eyes and exit your life tonight
You'll be just fine, you'll be alright
It's time we start escaping
Fever dream, the lights are fading

Take my hand to Neverland, you'll see
We can be free
We can be anything, just you and me
Fever dream, the lights are fading

Follow me into this fever dream
We can be anything and everything
We want to be if we believe
Letting go
Of what we used to know

Fall asleep and make believe with me
We're gonna be alright
So close you're eyes
Just say goodnight

Line It Up

Feeling like a stranger 'cause I stuck here
Living like my parents is my worst fear
They had some kids and got lost in the suburbs
Working jobs they hated made them suffer

I would rather die
Than live my father's life
And pretend like I am satisfied

So line it up for me
Steal away my dreams
'Cause I don't need no sleeping
When I'm diving off the deep end
Line it up for me
Steal away my dreams
'Cause I don't need no sleeping
When I'm diving off the deep end
I'm diving off the edge

Crashing in these second hand motel rooms
Driving cross the country 'cause I want to
I can't slow down because I'm scared to stand still
I can't go home because it feels like hell

And I would rather die
Than live my father's life
And pretend like I am satisfied

So line it up for me
Steal away my dreams
'Cause I don't need no sleeping
When I'm diving off the deep end
Line it up for me
Steal away my dreams
'Cause I don't need no sleeping
When I'm diving off the deep end
I'm diving off the edge

Why should I come back to home
When all that's there is tears and hurt?
There's absolutely nothing left for me (for me)
Diving off the edge feels good
I'm finally not misunderstood
I know that there's no way I can stay

I'd rather die than live my life that way
I'd rather die than live my life that way

Line it up for me
Steal away my dreams
'Cause I don't need no sleeping
When I'm diving off the deep end
Line it up for me
Steal away my dreams
'Cause I don't need no sleeping
When I'm diving off the deep end

I'm diving off the edge
I'm diving off the edge
I'm diving off the edge

Toxic In You

I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'till you make me sick, make me sick
But you know
I don't love the shame in my brain
When I put you inside my veins

I can't take it anymore, anymore
Will I ever even make it out the door?
'Cause all this fucking and fighting
That I keep inviting could lead me to my grave

Now I'm self-medicating
Because I love the pain
Self-medicating

I keep feeling like I'm not enough
Not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me up and ??? me up 'till I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you

I guess I'll asphyxiate
Let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue
Don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you

Breaking habits, never been by claim to fame
???? jacket holds me tight ??? I'm okay
I locked myself in prison
Then I threw away the key
The fighting that I keep inviting could lead me to my grave

I keep feeling like I'm not enough
Not enough, not enough
But I don't run away from you
Knock me up and ??? me up 'till I'm all fucked up
But I don't run from you

I guess I'll asphyxiate
Let my heart break straight in two
And now I'm turning blue
Don't know what to do
I just love the toxic in you

I can take another hit, another hit
Overdose 'till you make me sick, make me sick
But you know
I don't love the shame in my brain
When I put you inside my veins

Wasted Sorrow

Please don't waste your life away like me

Wearing some bloody boots
My sink is full of booze
Flies from around my head
They don't mind that I'm dead

My lonely corpse lays here
A snack for local dear
Someone come find me soon
My smell is worsening

I don't know how
I somehow wound up here
Alone with nobody and
"Help me, help me"
That's what I should've said
Now I got the worms in my head

And I'm just wasted sorrow
Pills aren't hard to swallow
And I'm just here to say
Please don't waste your life away like me

Only time will tell
If I will burn in hell
Or will I stay right here
And decompose with the years
I miss the warmth of sun
I miss my mother's love
I hate this cold dark place
That I can't escape

I don't know how
I somehow wound up here
Alone with nobody and
"Help me, help me"
That's what I should've said
Now I got the worms in my head

And I'm just wasted sorrow
Pills aren't hard to swallow
And I'm just here to say
Please don't waste your life away like me

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry I couldn't love myself
Don't hate me, don't hate me
So sorry I couldn't be around

And I'm just wasted sorrow
Pills aren't hard to swallow
And I'm just here to say
Please don't waste your life away like me

And I'm just wasted sorrow
Pills aren't hard to swallow
And I'm just here to say
Please don't waste your life away
Please don't waste your life away like me

Please don't waste your life away like me

Paranoid

All the things that I once feared
All the whispers in my head
All the ????????
All the people I outgrew
All the nights ??????
All the disappearing years
For a while I was in denial
My mother's least favorite child

All these fucking voices in my head
Tell me I'm not good enough for them
They just leave me paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid again
All these fucking voices in my head
Got me feeling insecure again
They just leave me paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid again
All these fucking voices

Every thought that's in my head
Every stupid word I say
Every corner in my house
Every cr??? around my mouth
Every night I toss and turn
Am I ever gonna learn?
Everyone should quiet down
I just wanna tune you out

There's all these fucking voices in my head
Tell me I'm not good enough for them
They just leave me paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid again
All these fucking voices in my head
Got me feeling insecure again
They just leave me paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid again
All these fucking voices

I can't escape my thoughts
Are they real or dream?
Sirens in my head
Paranoia screams
I don't feel alone
Are they watching me
Are you watching me

I can't escape my thoughts
Are they real or dream?
Sirens in my head
Paranoia screams
I don't feel alone
Are they watching me?
Are they watching me?
Are you watching me?

Are you watching me?
Are you watching me?

Don't know if I can survive
Unless I can shut off my mind

Is it too late?
Is it too late?

There's all these fucking voices in my head
Tell me I'm not good enough for them
They just leave me paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid again

There's all these fucking voices in my head
Tell me I'm not good enough for them
They just leave me paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid againGot me feeling insecure again
They just leave me paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid again
All again

All these fucking voices

Are you watching me?
(Don't know if I can survive)
Are you watching me?
(Unless I can shut off my mind)
Are you watching...

Are you watching me?..

Oblivion

I drift in space
No oxygen
I suffocate again
Slow motion now
Can't feel the ground
So wish me well my friend
I disconnect reality
Like static on a TV screen
Feels just like a fever dream
When nothing's what it seems to be

Ask God to save me
But she won't take me, no

I'm in between
The sky and sea
I'm floating in Oblivion
I'm in between
Entrapped and free
I'm floating in Oblivion
I'm in the middle of
The best and worst of me
Hurts to breathe
Can't believe I'm so lost
All I want is someone to find me
Bring me back from Oblivion

Flashing lights like satellites
Won't help me find a way
Can't disappear
Just float in fear
Slow dance with tragedy
Feels like I'm invisible
Communication minimal
Go off like an atom bomb
So loud without sound at all

Ask God to save me
But she said maybe, no

I'm in between
The sky and sea
I'm floating in Oblivion
I'm in between
Entrapped and free
I'm floating in Oblivion
I'm in the middle of
The best and worst of me
Hurts to breathe
Can't believe I'm so lost
All I want is someone to find me
Bring me back from Oblivion

I'm in between
The sky and sea
I'm floating in Oblivion
I'm in between
Entrapped and free
I'm floating in Oblivion
I'm in the middle of
The best and worst of me
Hurts to breathe
Can't believe I'm so lost
I'm in between
The best and worst of me
Hurts to breathe
Can't believe I'm so lost

All I want is someone to find me
Bring me back from Oblivion

Oh, back from Oblivion

Lifeless Stars

Living fast without a good reason
Like the leaves change with the season
I drift away so far away
Lie awake watching the night sky
In the clouds see my life go by
I sleep alone, nobody's home

They say "It's better to burn out
Than slowly sink and drown"
But I don't wanna die today

We are, we are the lifeless stars
Shining in the dark
We all, we all have teenage scars
Defining who we are
Don't let nobody break you down
Even if they wanna make your light go out
We live, we die the lifeless stars
Shining in the dark

Growing up, I made it through tough times
Looking back, the world hasn't been kind
But I'm alive and I feel fine

They say "It's better to burn out
Than slowly sink and drown"
But I don't wanna die today

We are, we are the lifeless stars
Shining in the dark
We all, we all have teenage scars
Defining who we are
Don't let nobody break you down
Even if they wanna make your light go out
We live, we die the lifeless stars
Shining in the dark
Shining in the dark

They say "It's better to burn out
Than slowly sink and drown"
But I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die today

They say I would burn out
And slowly sink and drown
But I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die today

We are, we are the lifeless stars
Shining in the dark
We all, we all have teenage scars
Defining who we are
Don't let nobody break you down
Even if they wanna make your light go out
We live, we die the lifeless stars
Shining in the dark
Shining in the dark
Shining in the dark

King of the Damned

I'm trying to find my way
My head's been in the ground
Broken bones and bloody face
An angel stuck in hell
They say I got no purpose
They say I got no cause
But I loved by all my people
I'm the leader of the lost

Where do we go?
Where is our home?
Where do we go my love?
You know, my love
I can see
If you just follow me
You'll be the queen and I'll be
I'll be the King of the Damned

Was desperate and broken
I was praying and hoping
Now I'm screaming out
Our sons and daughters
Won't be lambs for the slaughter
They'll sing it out
So open your eyes
'Cause the damned have arrived
And I'm the King of the Damned

Our names won't be forgotten
'Cause we'll scream them in your ear
We'll burn down your traditions
We don't wanna live in fear
I've been hiding in the alleys
I've been beaten to the ???
But I wiped blood from off my face
And I'm still standing tall

Where do we go?
Where is our home?
Where do we go my love?
You know, my love
I can see
If you just come with me
You'll be the queen and I'll be
I'll be the King of the

Was desperate and broken
I was praying and hoping
Now I'm screaming out
Our sons and daughters
Won't be lambs for the slaughter
They'll sing it out
So open your eyes
'Cause the damned have arrived
And I'm the King of the Damned

Where do we go?
Where is our home?
Where do we go my love?
You know, my love
I can see
If you just follow me
You'll be the queen and I'll be
I'll be the King of the Damned

Was desperate and broken
I was praying and hoping
Now I'm screaming out
We won't be silenced
By bloodthirsty tyrants
We'll scream it out
Our sons and daughters
Won't be lambs for the slaughter
They'll sing it out
So open your eyes
'Cause the damned have arrived
And I'm the King of the Damned

Off With The Head

I woke up every day at noon
Eyes are black and blue by ???
I'm getting used to the abuse
Monsters are breaking down my door
They slam my head against the floor
They spill my blood but they want more, more, more

Nowhere to run, nowhere to run
They're chaining me up but I don't give a fuck and there's
Nowhere to run, nowhere to run
My eyes go blurry as I stare to the sun

Off With The Head, they say
Off With The Head, they say
Off With The Head, they say
Off With The Head, they say

Everybody wants me dead
Everybody wants me dead
I said: "None of it's true
I did nothing to you
You're liars and thieves
And bastards, too."

Some days you win and some you lose
No matter what you'll be accuses
?????? gotta pay their dues
You too!

The executioner sharpens the knife
He doesn't blink twice for taking my life
Eye for eye won't make you sleep better at night
No!

Nowhere to run, nowhere to run
They're chaining me up but I don't give a fuck and there's
Nowhere to run, nowhere to run
My eyes go blurry as I stare to the sun

Off With The Head, they say
Off With The Head, they say
Off With The Head, they say
Off With The Head, they say

Everybody wants me dead
Everybody wants me dead
I said: "None of it's true
I did nothing to you
You're liars and thieves
And bastards, too."

Off With The Head (outro)

Life seems easy for everyone else
Some days feel like I'm living in hell
Sooner or later we all gonna fade out
But not today
I've been stuck holding onto something wrong
But too much hate and too many songs
Sooner or later we all gonna fade out
But not today
Not today

Not today
Not today!

They say we all
They say we all fall down
Why don't they know by now?
We won't go down, no, no
They say we all
They say we all fall down
Why don't they know by now?
We won't go down, no, no
They say we all
They say we all fall down
Why don't they know by now?
We won't go down, no, no
They say we all (They say we all)
They say we all fall down (They say we all fall down)
Why don't they know by now? (No, why don't they, no, why don't they know)
We won't go down, no, no
They say we all (They say we all)
They say we all fall down
Why don't they know by now?
We won't go down, (we won't go) no, no (we won't go)
They say we all (we won't go)
They say we all fall down
Why don't they know by now?
We won't go down, no, no
They say we all (life seems easy for everyone else)
They say we all fall down (some days feel like I'm living in hell)
Why don't they know by now? (Sooner or later we all gonna fade out)
We won't go down, no, no (But not today)
They say we all (I've been stuck holding onto something wrong)
They say we all fall down (But too much hate and too many songs)
Why don't they know by now? (Sooner or later we all gonna fade out)
We won't go down, no, no (But not today)

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